Ryan. Rage. Lust. And hate was all I felt when I left my house that morning and it’s what I still feel now. I hate this feeling, I shouldn’t be feeling this way. I shouldn’t been feeling this urge to get her, I wanted to go and leave her alone but I couldn’t. The damn feeling was there, the feeling of wanting to be around her, of wanting to possess her. I don’t want this—this feeling wasn’t love or like for her, it’s lust. I want to possess every single thing about her but I wouldn't sit back and let another man take her. She’s mine, she will always be mine and I was going to get her back. I have been hiding like a fucking freak for a while, trying to get over this strong urge but it was hard. It was fucking hard to let her go, not when I see her every single day. Yes, you heard that. I do stalk…..no, I wouldn’t call it that, I followed her around for some days now but the urge was still there. I wanted to come back and beg her for forgiveness, I shouldn’t have left the next morn
Emily. The past three hours of Ian being here has been hell for me. My throat felt sore, my arms felt sore and painful and I couldn’t even fucking leave the bed because I was feeling damn sore between my thighs. Yes, the bastard decided to force himself on me when he was angry, and no matter how I pleaded he didn’t stop. He went ahead with what he had in mind until he was satisfied. Here I am lying on the bed with just the sheet covering me while the bastard is sitting at the edge of the bed smoking cigarettes. That must be his fifth, no eighth cigarettes. “You really aren’t going to say anything huh?” His voice pulled me out of my thoughts. He was still at this again, trying to force out information from me that I did not know about. I had no idea where the child was and I didn’t even want to know where he was or even if he was alive. I wanted everything that has to do with Ian dead and himself included. “I asked you for just something simple Emily and I expected a simple answer
Emily. I had nothing to say and I was scared, scared for myself and what he was going to do to me. So I blurt out the words that came to my mind and that was using Gwen as my shield to protect myself. Ian paused and looked at me, “what did you say?” He asked. I gulped and moved away from him so he wouldn’t hit me again. “My best friend, she took him from me. I tried to stop her but she pushed me out with her security,” I said crying. “Stop crying and tell me what happened!” He demanded. I nod and wipe the tears from my face, I have to come up with a believable story. I don’t know if I’m right but that little boy is the replica of Ian, there’s no doubt about it. That must be his child and Gwen knew about it but she didn’t tell me. I told him what he wanted to hear but I twisted the story and make it sound like Gwen was to blame for everything that happened to his damn child. He went silent after hearing that, he didn’t move but his eyes were doing the calculations. I could see
Emily. This was it, my eyes searched his own to make sure he wasn’t joking. He was really going to do anything I said. I can see it in his eyes. This was my opportunity to get back at Henry for what he did to me, shifting nervously on the bed and creating a wide space between us I asked. “Are you willing to do anything for me, Ian?” I stared at him doubtfully. He could change his mind any moment from now, he could…..“Yes,” yes? He said yes, he was ready to do it. I felt that same feeling of control flow through me when I looked at him. I could do this, I could act like I love him again and get what I want then dump him at the side but this time I wasn’t going to only leave him at the side. I wanted to see him dead. “There’s one thing I would like you to do for me,” I said. Ha bored arched but he didn’t ask any questions, he only asked what I wanted. With a bright smile on my face, I said, “I want you to get your boys,”“Why?” Now he was asking questions. “Because I have a jo
Gwen. My mind wouldn’t stop bothering me after getting that visit from Ryan, his words, the way he acted and looked at me every single thing he did that day still scared the shit out of me. Henry’s constant presence in my house, my company, and my life doesn’t seem to help either. He was hell-bent on doing what he promised that night, he wanted me back. I can see it in his eyes, the way he acts and talks to me but was I willing to get back with him?Do I want to sentence myself to another lovelies marriage—because I do not know if he does like or love me right now? I have this fear of going back to him and then he sees someone else prettier than me and he goes with the person instead of being with me. I’m not sure if I can survive that kind of feeling again. It was hard to decide what I wanted, my heart wanted one thing while my head and mind wanted another thing. It was confusing and Jas wasn’t helping me out at all, she always wanted to be with her father, in the morning, noon, e
Henry.I have been trying my best to make things right between us. Now I know what that saying really meant, I wouldn’t know the value of something until I lost it. That was what I have come to realize after losing Gwen and Jasmine; I want them back. I wanted my family back and I was ready to do whatever it takes to get them back. Even if it meant not going to my company to take care of Jas, I didn’t do it to get on Gwen’s good book. I only did it for Jas and Nina’s sake, she was in a hurry and needed to get to her lectures on time and even when I was there she was reluctant to leave me with the kids and I do not blame her for that. She has every right to be cautious of me after what I did to her sister. I was getting worried when Gwen wasn’t home by eight thirty, I wanted to believe this wasn’t how she normally comes home. To keep the kid's minds occupied instead of them thinking about Gwen, I made popcorn for ourselves and we had a movie marathon. With just a few hours of being a
Henry. She paused when I said that, she dropped the fork and I noticed she didn’t eat it. I didn’t mean to bring this up while she was eating but I had to. Any moment from now when she’s done eating I would be out of the house even though I do not want that. She sighed and without looking at me she said, “If this is about us or our relationship I want you to drop it,” I flinched, even though I wasn’t going to talk about our relationship now her tone sounded disturbing. “That…that wasn’t what I was going to say,” I said causing her to look at me. “Oh…”“Yeah, now are you ready to listen to me, Gwen?” I asked and she nodded. I looked at her, she wasn’t eating any longer and as if she could feel me looking at her she looked at me. “What?” She demands. “I’ll continue if you finish the food,” I said pointing at the food, she let out a groan and took a bite again. This was the first time I was preparing something for her and I wanted to ask her how it tastes but that wasn’t the im
Gwen. I couldn’t move or do anything but let Henry’s lips stay on mine. I stayed still as he moved his lips, I didn’t know what to do. I mean what am I supposed to do when I have my ex in my kitchen kissing me like there’s no care in the world? I should push him back but my hands seemed to fail me in doing what I wanted—my body didn’t want to move. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn’t know when he stopped kissing me. “I….don’t you like that?” He asked looking at me. Gosh, I always melt under the intense gaze of his blue eyes. There was something so good to look at in his eyes and I also get the same feeling whenever I look into Jasmine's eyes. They had the same eyes after all. I couldn’t speak, all I did was look at him like a damn fool. I didn’t know what to say, true I liked the kiss even if my head was over the cloud but I couldn’t say that out. I didn’t want to give him any satisfaction of knowing I still had a little feeling for him. “Why did you do that?” I asked i
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Epilogue. Henry. A little body jumped onto the king-size bed, waving the mattress and waking me up from the deep sleep that I had been engulfed in. The fucking hell. I need no one to tell me who it was. I snapped out of my sleep just as Gwen burrowed further beneath the comforter in her deep sleep. I tried to hold her before Nate jumped on the bed but yet again I was late. Jesus! He always do this every morning and I'm tired ot correcting him everytime. “Nate,” I called. “Papa, wake up, wake up,” Nathaniel sang jubilantly and then crawled towards me while dressed in his SpongeBob pajamas. It's his favorite pajamas. “It’s Saturday which means cake time, mommy. Wake up,” he said again but unknown to him, Gwen was too deep in his sleep to notice anyone. Crazy pregnancy brain. I swear. She wouldn't hear a thing. Also unknown to Nathaniel, he failed to notice the giant lumps of his twin under the comforter wrapped around Gwen’s body. I sighed when I caught the s
Gwen.I couldn’t believe what was happening, one time I was angry at Henry for driving me out of the room and the next I was walking down the hallway then stopped all of a sudden because of a huge pain that hit me.And then something wet ran down my thighs, I couldn’t believe I’d just peed on myself. But after another wave of painful contractions hit me again, I knew this wasn’t about me peeing on myself, my water just broke.And let’s not talk about how Henry suddenly froze after I told him about it, I mean the man wasn’t moving at all. He was just staring at me like I’d just turned into a big alien all of a sudden.“Henry!” I called harshly, squeezing his hand tightly to pull him from wherever his head was at but that didn’t work.I groaned when the contraction hit me again. Calm down Gwen, you have gone through this before.Breathe in and out, breathe in and out.Yes, that’s it, you are doing fine……Argh.“Henry, please say something baby,” I called, hitting his hand.He blinked but
Henry.We have been in Maldives for a while now and as much as I want to stay here with Gwen for a very long time, I couldn’t. We have a life back at home and I could tell Gwen was missing the kids and our families.So after staying for about a month—left to me I would stay here forever, we returned home and went back to our new life, only that I didn’t want Gwen to work.She always looks exhausted after coming back from work. She was having a tough pregnancy and I wanted to do everything for her. So even when she requested going back to work even though she wasn’t fine I had to say yes so I wouldn’t stress her out. Doctors advise.But for safety purposes, I got her secretary Alice to always keep an eye on her. I even made her stay in the same office as Gwen and made sure she called when she wasn’t fine.Gwen was strong, she was always there for me and the kids. She has a kind heart, she is different from every other woman and I never regret getting married to her.She’s my lifeline,
Gwen.One Week Later.It had been a week since Ryan died and everything had gone back together, even though he kinda spoiled my wedding, I was glad Henry and I did exchange our rings and vows before his appearance.It has been a week since we got married and I still can’t believe this fine man sleeping beside me was my husband. Again.I couldn’t get enough of him, he was too unreal to be this handsome. To me, it was a crime for someone to be this cute and handsome at the same time.I couldn’t take my eyes off him as he slept soundly beside me, it was day two of our honeymoon phase—yeah you heard that right, Henry wouldn’t let it go.He said he wanted an alone time with me in a different country and place so three days after our wedding and after Ryan’s death, we left the country for Maldives.Henry had already gotten the reservation and everything ready before coming, so it wasn’t difficult for us to settle down.I could remember how horny Henry was as soon as we entered our room, he
Gwen.“I have a question for you baby,” he started but I still didn’t look at him. He shouldn’t ask me anything when I’m still mad at him. Everything that happened today was a mess, though I have an idea about it that doesn’t mean I was ready for the drama Ryan was bringing with him.I wouldn’t lie that I wasn’t scared when he held me with that knife pointing at my neck, I was scared out of my mind that any movement would get me killed. I was scared but after seeing the reassuring look in Henry’s eyes I knew everything was going to be fine. More reason why I didn’t panic.“Tell me, apart from hearing your mother talk about Ryan, did you hear something else?” He asked and I kept quiet.When I noticed he wouldn’t stop asking until I answered I shook my head.“What if I told you that everything that happened today was planned?” He asked, dropping the bombshell.I froze after hearing that, he didn’t just say that.I couldn’t say anything, in fact, it felt like I couldn’t hear anything fro
Henry.The gunshot sounded in the room accompanied by Gwen’s scream and I watch, I watch with satisfaction how it went straight to the fucker and hit his chest. I rushed forward and held Gwen in my arms, protecting her from the bastard's blood. The loud thud of his body dropping on the ground and the heavy sound of a boot on the sand told me everything went well.I looked behind me and saw Ryan trying to catch his breath with his hand on his chest like he could stop the blood from coming out. I took my eyes off him as my men took him out.“Are you alright baby?” I asked, looking down at my wife who wasn’t moving in my arms.I pulled from the hug and stared at her, her eyes were open but she wasn’t saying anything.“Talk to me baby, are you alright?” I asked worriedly while searching her body for any injuries. I hissed when I saw a scratch on her neck, it must be from the knife.Gwen blinked and then as she had just snapped out of her thought she held my hand, staring at me with her be
Henry. “You want me right? Just me?” She asked and he smiled. No. “Now we are talking, yes I want you. You should know that for a long time now I have always wanted you even though you are already mine,” he said.I groaned as I flexed my jaw muscles. How delusional could one be to think someone who isn’t in love with him is his? He must be mad.“Right, then let them go and just take me,” she said.I blinked and looked at her in disbelief, she didn’t say what I think I just heard right?“Gwen…” I started only to get interrupted by her.“Take me instead and don’t hurt any of them,” I could feel my bliss boiling as I heard her repeat the same words.She shouldn’t agree to his terms, he was only above us because he was with a gun. I fear he would shoot if I decide to attack him and that is what I do not want. Someone might get hurt.Ryan paused, he did nothing, said nothing but only looked at Gwen with suspicious eyes.“You are being way too easy Gwen, tell me what do you have planned?
Henry.I knew he would be here, I knew he must have gotten a whiff of the wedding and where it would be held. I had everything planned to capture the bastard if he gets here but I never thought he would be this early, never thought he would come and spoil my wedding.The bastard was really getting on my nerves.I looked at Gwen who stood frozen beside me, her eyes wide open as they stared at Ryan in shock. I know what she is thinking right now, she couldn’t believe he was here, and not only that he also had a gun.The whole place was completely quiet as Ryan took slow steps inside, he had a huge grin on his face while taking in everyone’s reaction.“Good day people, I bet you are all surprised to see me here?” He asked but no one answered.I glared at him while trying to bring my phone out discreetly. I quickly typed and sent a message on it after making sure he wasn’t looking.I slipped the phone back into my phone pocket after doing that.“It’s very rude of you guys not to invite me