{ Farrow } I'm one hair away from completely losing my shit and crashing out. I have no idea how a crash out against Sky would be, but it feels visceral. It feels like I'm just going to blow the fuck up from the inside out and take the whole house with me. I need to get some space. Away from he
"Bobbie," I swallow, feeling so damn lost and defeated. I want to take her with me, but where am I even going? I don't have a clue, "I have to leave, so I won't be here in the morning to take you to school... I probably won't be here again for a while. I’m moving out.” She frowns and sits up to pa
“Hey, wake up,” Nico aggressively shakes me, but I groan because I basically just fell asleep after overthinking and hating my life all night, “Let’s go, we have a lot to do today. A lot.” “I don’t wanna go,” I murmur, pushing his hand away, “Deal with it yourself.” “Oh, fuck no, you won’t do th
“Oh, dear Mother,” he sighs, “I will ask her to see you as soon as she possibly can. What happened now?” “She turned into a monster last night, Noah. She was so damn mean to me, I had to run away and seek shelter,” I admit, lifting a hand to cover my face, “But I can’t give you the exact details b
“Mom,” she says, eyes wide. Even her aggressiveness stopped, “What’s gotten into you?” “Shut it and eat your food,” I repeat and place the plate in front of her, but I grab her head to kiss her forehead anyway. Luckily, she smartly chooses to not mention Farrow again, so the rest of the morning
{ Farrow } I walk inside the office and when I see Rose’s deceivingly sweet face, I give her a sheepish smile. During our last session, I promised I would keep going to weekly sessions, but of course I never did. I considered myself healed enough. “About time,” she mutters, arms crossed, “Sit d
“I’m sorry, but this sounds like a spiritual problem,” she says, giving me a deeper look, “Wolves don’t just say things without a reason. Every thought they push at you means something. A very big something, actually.” “Aha, except this one doesn’t make any sense.” “Didn’t you say Sky and you ar
It's been two days and still, no communication from Sky. I'm staying in our old bedroom in her parents’ house. Being here again is bringing back all kinds of memories, but I'm still holding onto my very justified anger. So far, neither of us has talked about what happened during doomsday, but ever
It takes me two seconds to move, but I get up and walk to him. He looks so handsome right now, wearing a crisp white button shirt with black dress pants and his hair styled the way I told him I liked it. And the way he's carrying those roses... yeah, I'd like a picture too. Good luck my mom is being
"Well, you fucked up by giving it to me so early," I laugh, "Even if we're together, I'll hide it for a while. I just don't want people all in our business asking why I let a boy mark me without a ring on my finger like a dirty whore." "Oh, shut up," he says, rolling his eyes and chuckling, "As if
I blink, still unable to believe this is even happening. “That means putting a pause on you being ‘single’,” he continues after a few seconds, “I know I haven’t earned any rights to you, what I’m asking for is the fair chance to get those rights. And if possible, clear instructions from time to ti
I sigh as I look at him, still nervous. "So I ruined your control when I figured out I was in love with you," I say. Henry takes a deep breath and nods, "But we're not kids anymore, Henry. So why did you reject me? I just don't... I don't think you 'liking me' is enough. What I feel for you goes b
I am listening. I mean, I'm still too confused to do anything other than listen. Henry opens his mouth but doesn't get a chance to say anything because my friends are trying to come back inside. "I said fuck off," he repeats, reaching to lock the door, "Go to your stupid party or whatever, then yo
"I noticed… hell, I asked for it," I admit, sighing and going to my closet to grab something. They follow me, demanding to know, "I asked him to pretend the last month didn't happen. I realized I liked my life more before, with the way we were. I just have to... slowly fall in love with another man.
Only ten minutes later, Bobbie comes into the kitchen and she starts helping me. We don't say anything about the bathroom situation. "Mags and Tams are sleeping over tomorrow," she lets me know as I'm driving to uni. I try to hide my annoyance, unsuccessfully, "They despise you too, now more than
Now I know how is like to touch her, to kiss her and fuck her for real, not as a dumb kid. Now my wolf is involved. Now I know what I'm missing and I want it back. ➿➿➿➿ For two days, we go back one month ago before the clusterfuck of feelings. We go to school, we go to work, we hang out with
"You haven't been doing things right, Henry. And I'm disappointed in you. If you love her... show her. Say it. It won't make you less of a man or whatever you think. She needs to hear it and see it, do you get that? It's not enough to just feel it, speak up." Damn. I gulp and nod. "Exactly what