Farrow takes a deep, aggravated breath and I think he's going to say something, but he stops himself at the very last second. He just shakes his head and sits up in bed. “I’m sleeping with Rocky,” he announces, voice deep and rough. "No, no. Stay here," I stop him before he stands up, "I'll go s
"Good morning," Bobbie says what feels like five minutes later. I wake up with a gasp and when I see the sunlight, I jump up. I fell asleep deep as hell, "Can I have some of those cookies you made for breakfast?" "No, not for breakfast. They’re for dessert after dinner," I say groggily, giving her
{ Farrow } "Hi, buddy... would you mind, I don't know, working?" Nico asks all of a sudden, coming from behind me. I roll my eyes and stop my set, "Because that would be really cool." "I'm not in shape enough to do my regular work," I remind him. My usual work is training the SQ, but I'm not qui
It's been worth it, but I have two more kids on the way, so I can't afford to let this go to shit. "Money wise, we're alright?" I ask Nico. I never look at the numbers because I frankly don't fucking get numbers at all, but I trust him one hundred percent. "More than alright. We already made up
"Hey, you," I murmur when I park in front of them, "Jump in, Bob. See you later, Hen-" "He's actually coming with us," Bobbie interrupts me and before I know it, the boy is climbing on my back seat, "He wants to watch me train." "Watch you?" I repeat, looking back at him. He's wearing another ca
I try my hardest to keep my mind busy the rest of the day, but the closer it gets to the time to go home, the more nervous I get. I don’t know what’s going to happen with Sky tonight, we’ve never had a fight like this, one that feels so real and raw. I don’t want to be the one to try to make a
Just a few minutes later Rocky comes home and I'm finally free to walk away and dwell on my despair. I go to the backyard and I try to connect with my wolf, to see if he wants to take the wheel for the night... he doesn't. He’s still depressed and rejected, dear god. Still, I need a break from r
Farrow might be impulsive and crass and a little bit of a brute, but I've never been bored when I'm with him. And I never feel like I don't belong or I have to put up an act to be with him. With Farrow, I’m free to be every bit of myself. Even the worst bits. So when we're driving back home, I
It takes me two seconds to move, but I get up and walk to him. He looks so handsome right now, wearing a crisp white button shirt with black dress pants and his hair styled the way I told him I liked it. And the way he's carrying those roses... yeah, I'd like a picture too. Good luck my mom is being
"Well, you fucked up by giving it to me so early," I laugh, "Even if we're together, I'll hide it for a while. I just don't want people all in our business asking why I let a boy mark me without a ring on my finger like a dirty whore." "Oh, shut up," he says, rolling his eyes and chuckling, "As if
I blink, still unable to believe this is even happening. “That means putting a pause on you being ‘single’,” he continues after a few seconds, “I know I haven’t earned any rights to you, what I’m asking for is the fair chance to get those rights. And if possible, clear instructions from time to ti
I sigh as I look at him, still nervous. "So I ruined your control when I figured out I was in love with you," I say. Henry takes a deep breath and nods, "But we're not kids anymore, Henry. So why did you reject me? I just don't... I don't think you 'liking me' is enough. What I feel for you goes b
I am listening. I mean, I'm still too confused to do anything other than listen. Henry opens his mouth but doesn't get a chance to say anything because my friends are trying to come back inside. "I said fuck off," he repeats, reaching to lock the door, "Go to your stupid party or whatever, then yo
"I noticed… hell, I asked for it," I admit, sighing and going to my closet to grab something. They follow me, demanding to know, "I asked him to pretend the last month didn't happen. I realized I liked my life more before, with the way we were. I just have to... slowly fall in love with another man.
Only ten minutes later, Bobbie comes into the kitchen and she starts helping me. We don't say anything about the bathroom situation. "Mags and Tams are sleeping over tomorrow," she lets me know as I'm driving to uni. I try to hide my annoyance, unsuccessfully, "They despise you too, now more than
Now I know how is like to touch her, to kiss her and fuck her for real, not as a dumb kid. Now my wolf is involved. Now I know what I'm missing and I want it back. ➿➿➿➿ For two days, we go back one month ago before the clusterfuck of feelings. We go to school, we go to work, we hang out with
"You haven't been doing things right, Henry. And I'm disappointed in you. If you love her... show her. Say it. It won't make you less of a man or whatever you think. She needs to hear it and see it, do you get that? It's not enough to just feel it, speak up." Damn. I gulp and nod. "Exactly what