What if he’s here with that girl?Normally, I wouldn’t entertain that thought for more than a second, but today it feels possible. He was out all morning with a random girl, ignoring everyone’s calls, and now he’s here at a time he’s never here.My first instinct is to drive off and pretend I didn’t see him, go back to my parents’ and pretend I’m fine. But no, I can’t do that. Even though breaking up with Farrow is my biggest fear, I can’t just ignore this.I want to ask what he did with that Violet girl all day. Maybe he had the same idea I did—to take a moment away from everyone and everything to calm down. That sounds more like us during a hard time.But I know better. Deep down, I know this isn't just a coincidence. It’s not about taking a break."Farrow?" I call as soon as I walk in, but there’s no response. I wait a few seconds, then move through the house—no sign of him. I check the backyard. Nothing. The garage, which we never use except for storage. Still nothing.He has to b
I nod, my voice unwavering. “Yeah. It’s clear now. You’re not the man I thought you were.” I want to hold onto what I saw out there. The man I don't know, the man who was fucking someone else in my bed… not this confused guy that reminds me so much of the man I love. "Farrow? Hurry up, you didn't make me come this time!" The girl calls from our bed and he straightens up immediately, forgetting all about his confusion right then. He moves fast to get a few things out of the closet and I just sit down in the chair I keep here to reach the highest part of the closet. And I watch him shove things into his backpack. He looks frenetic, like he doesn’t want to make her wait even a single second. "I'm going now," he says a couple minutes later, zipping his backpack and turning to look at me, "Again, I'm so sorry. I don't ever, ever want to hurt you." "Farrow!!" The girl screams again and he just turns to run at her. I stay put, not wanting to see that bitch again. Ever. Ever. Ever. "
I hang up before Hope has the chance to respond and I walk downstairs very slowly, as if in a daze. Then I get in my car and I give myself a couple of minutes to breathe in and out and make sure I’m okay before driving to my parents’ house, as carefully as I can. The first thing I see as I par
A few minutes later when I leave the room, I find Hope waiting for me right outside of the bathroom. “Where’s your mate? I didn’t know you could survive without his tongue all the way in your throat,” I murmur bitterly. Hope gives me a pitiful look, “What? I’m joking.” “Right,” she laughs drily,
"I'm scared of being without him, what am I going to do?" I continue, my voice breaking. "Oh, Sky," my sister sighs. I’m surprised she’s not telling me how stupid I am, but I guess she has changed since she found her fated mate. She has gotten softer, "I can't even blame you, it has been so long
As soon as Hope comes back with a somber expression—probably because she could smell the scent of another woman in my room—I put on my PJs and immediately lay down because my headache is starting to get unbearable. “Everything will feel a little better tomorrow,” Hope says once she gets in bed wi
Hope is sprawled next to me and my eyes feel puffy as hell, but thankfully my headache has subsided. It’s already six thirty AM so I put on some of the clothes Hope brought from my closet last night and I walk to the kitchen to make some breakfast for my daughter. Because life moves on and I guess
"Rocky," I let out and walk to put my hands on his chest and make him look down at me, "I don't want you to lose your mind over this. I need you to be my support during this time, can you do that?" "Probably not. But if Farrow is in the hospital fighting for his life, you won't even need my suppor
It takes me two seconds to move, but I get up and walk to him. He looks so handsome right now, wearing a crisp white button shirt with black dress pants and his hair styled the way I told him I liked it. And the way he's carrying those roses... yeah, I'd like a picture too. Good luck my mom is being
"Well, you fucked up by giving it to me so early," I laugh, "Even if we're together, I'll hide it for a while. I just don't want people all in our business asking why I let a boy mark me without a ring on my finger like a dirty whore." "Oh, shut up," he says, rolling his eyes and chuckling, "As if
I blink, still unable to believe this is even happening. “That means putting a pause on you being ‘single’,” he continues after a few seconds, “I know I haven’t earned any rights to you, what I’m asking for is the fair chance to get those rights. And if possible, clear instructions from time to ti
I sigh as I look at him, still nervous. "So I ruined your control when I figured out I was in love with you," I say. Henry takes a deep breath and nods, "But we're not kids anymore, Henry. So why did you reject me? I just don't... I don't think you 'liking me' is enough. What I feel for you goes b
I am listening. I mean, I'm still too confused to do anything other than listen. Henry opens his mouth but doesn't get a chance to say anything because my friends are trying to come back inside. "I said fuck off," he repeats, reaching to lock the door, "Go to your stupid party or whatever, then yo
"I noticed… hell, I asked for it," I admit, sighing and going to my closet to grab something. They follow me, demanding to know, "I asked him to pretend the last month didn't happen. I realized I liked my life more before, with the way we were. I just have to... slowly fall in love with another man.
Only ten minutes later, Bobbie comes into the kitchen and she starts helping me. We don't say anything about the bathroom situation. "Mags and Tams are sleeping over tomorrow," she lets me know as I'm driving to uni. I try to hide my annoyance, unsuccessfully, "They despise you too, now more than
Now I know how is like to touch her, to kiss her and fuck her for real, not as a dumb kid. Now my wolf is involved. Now I know what I'm missing and I want it back. ➿➿➿➿ For two days, we go back one month ago before the clusterfuck of feelings. We go to school, we go to work, we hang out with
"You haven't been doing things right, Henry. And I'm disappointed in you. If you love her... show her. Say it. It won't make you less of a man or whatever you think. She needs to hear it and see it, do you get that? It's not enough to just feel it, speak up." Damn. I gulp and nod. "Exactly what