Amaija
I roll out of bed the following day excited. Xoi is streaming today, so he’s getting ready to go to the apartment he rents downtown. He walks in the room dressed and kisses me on my cheek.“Goodbye, my heart.” He rubs my tummy. “And my little heart.”I smile as he leans in and kisses me on the lips, then pulls away.
“Goodbye, have a great day at work,” I tell him.
“Thank you, I will,” he winks at me and walks out of the room. Once he’s gone, I walk to the bathroom, pull my hair in a loose bun, wash my face and brush my teeth. I walk past the floor-length mirror and stop, my stomach is still flat, but it will be round in a couple of months.
“I wonder what will it look like?” I say to myself. A brilliant idea comes to mind, so I run into the room, grab a pillow and stuff it under my t-shirt. I look at myself from all angles.
“It suits you.” I jump and shriek, then stop when I see Jaden's face. I walk over to him and punch him.
“Hey, no beating up, Oni Chan,” Jaden laughingly says.
“Did you let yourself in? I could have been naked,” I scold him.
“And nobody wants to see that,” he answers. I roll my eyes, removing the pillow from my t-shirt.
“Your man-child let us in; he assured me you just woke up. You sleep in pajamas, so I know you wouldn’t be naked,” he continues.
“Habits change...wait, let us in? Who’s us?” I ask.
“Just Brin and me, calm down.”
“Where is she?” Brin, as she bursts through the door. “Onee Chan, you look beautiful; you’re glowing already.”
“Not as much as you,” I genuinely tell her.
“Oh, this? I’m just well moisturized. Plus, I have the best boyfriend ever; Frederico ran me a bath thing morning, lathered me up, and washed me off. Then he cooked me breakfast; ugh, I’m so in love.”I roll my eyes.
“He does too much; I swear he has a second family. He’s hiding somewhere,” I retort. She scoffs. “Don’t hate because your man-child doesn’t know how to treat you,” Brin retorts back.
“He’s 21 and not a man child, plus he’s going to be the father of your niece or nephew; you should respect him,” I tell her in Xoi's defense.
“Don’t remind us,” Jaden butts in.
“Let’s go to the kitchen. I need coffee in me to deal with this double team effort,” I say.
We all make our way to the kitchen and plod down on the stools.
“So, where was he off to?” Jaden, still referring to Xoi.
“Work?” I answer.
“Is that what he calls playing video games? Imoto, he needs a real job; you’re about to have a baby.” Jaden explains.
“What he said is right,” Brin adds. I sigh.
“Guys, I need you to support Xoi and me; I love him.”
“You think you love him.”
“I know my own heart, Brin...” I pause as her phone rings, interrupting our conversation.
“Hold that thought; it’s my honey.” I roll my eyes as she picks up the phone.
“Hey Hachimitsu (honey), yeah, I’m over Amaija’s... I miss you too... I’ll be home around 5. I have some shopping to do... I love you too. I can’t wait until you do that thing tonight with your tongue.” Brin’s one-sided conversation that we hear.
Ok, I’ve heard enough. I walk to the coffeepot and pour myself a cup. When I make my way back, she’s off the phone.
“You and he are almost as bad as mom and dad,” I tell her.
“Nobody’s as bad as mom and dad,” she answers.
“You’re getting there.”
“You’re hating because your man is lame, and Oni Chan is hating because he’s single,” Brin fires back. Jaden laughs, but I can’t find the humor in it. They act as if Xoi treats me poorly. Sure, he doesn’t run baths for me, but I can do that myself.
“Speaking of our parents, have you told them?” Jaden asks me, changing to the topic.
“No, I just came back last night; I’ll tell them on Sunday.”
“Is that a good idea? All the aunts, uncles, and cousins will be there,” Brin says; oh no, if I tell everyone at once, I will be bombarded with questions.
“Shit, I forgot they’re coming this Sunday. I’ll just call mom; I’m sure I can visit them on Friday.” I grab my phone.
“I would wait a day to call them,” Jaden says as he sees me scrolling through my phone.
“Why? Today’s Tuesday, so mom will have plenty of time to plan.” I reply. I press the button, and the phone starts ringing.
“Dad just got back last night,”
“Shit.”
“Hello, honey.” Mom is panting on the other line.
“Mom, I’m sorry I can call back,” I tell her.
Giggling, my mom answers, “Stop that I’m on the phone. Ah no, sweetie, it’s fine. I can talk.”
She and dad are having sex right now, aren’t they? Ugh, why didn’t I listen to Jaden? I groan as she giggles again. “Akachan, you were saying?”
“Uh, I have some news about Xoi and me.”
Did you finally break up?”
“No, mom, not you too. I thought you liked him,”
“I do, sweetie, just not for you,” Mom sharply says. What is with my entire family hating on my baby daddy? I blow out steam from my nose as she giggles again.
“Hanibanchi (honey bunches), stop it.”
“Mom, will you stop hunching dad for a second?”
“Zayne, our daughter needs our full attention.”
“Baby girl, what’s wrong?” Dad is also talking to me now. I sigh.
“Nothing, just want to let you know I’m coming over on Friday with Xoi.”
“Okay baby, see you then, love you,” my mom simply says.
Dad bids goodbye too. “See you, love you.”
“I love you guys, too,” I hang up the phone; Brin and Jaden are laughing.
“You could’ve done more to warn me,” I blame them.
“I tried,” Jaden says.
“They are over 50; you would think they would stop humping like rabbits,” I continue.
“I, for one, thinks it’s beautiful; I hope me and Frederico are the same,” Brin said in defense of mom and dad.
“You only think it’s beautiful because you didn’t walk in on them hunching at your college graduation,” I tell her.
Brin just shrugs, “They love each other.”
“I love Xoi, and we aren’t like that,” I’m still not over with the topic.
“That’s the problem,” Brin retorts.
“Don’t start; we both have demanding jobs,” I respond. They look at each other, but they don’t say anything.
“He doesn’t just play, ok? He has to edit the videos and market himself,” I continue.
“Whatever you say, babe, I got to go, ok. I have a shoot in thirty minutes,” the nonchalant Brin says. I nod as she gets up and kisses me.
“I’m leaving too, meeting dad at 2 pm,” Jaden also gets up.
“Okay, I love you both.” We kiss and hug, then they leave.I plop down on my Sofa when they leave. I’m getting tired of defending Xoi to my family. Why can’t they just love him because I do? I rub my stomach; it’s been a habit lately whenever I need comfort.
“Hey baby, don’t listen to your aunt and uncle; daddy isn’t bad. Daddy loves mommy, and he works hard.”
I smile, grabbing my laptop; I decide to do some work.
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Eriq
I jump off my bike, walk up to my apartment building and jog up the stairs. On the door is another eviction notice. I grunt and rip the notice off the door, ball it up and throw it downstairs. I pull the key from my pockets and twist the lock. Loud moans echo through the room.
“What the f**k?” I exclaim. I storm to the room and tear the door open. On the bed is my best friend balls deep into my girlfriend.
“Are you two fucking serious?”He jumps off on her.
“Eriq, I thought you were in jersey with your folks,” Greg, my best friend, tells me.
“Apparently, since you’re fucking my woman in my apartment,” I sarcastically reply. I clench my fist.
“This isn’t what it looks like,” Greg says.
“Do I look stupid to you?” I ask him.
“I don’t know why you’re lying to him, babe,” Nami opens her mouth and directs this to Greg. She gets out of bed and walks over, and hugs him. I feel like my heart has punched a hole through my chest.
“Babe?!”
“I’m sick of this, Eriq; a real man needs to take care of his woman,” she fires back at me.
“I tried, I’m trying,” I say, feeling anxious all of a sudden.
“Not hard enough. The last painting you sold was three months ago. There’s an eviction notice on our door every month,” she says.
I feel my blood boil. “You know what, you’re right. So get the f**k out!”
“What?” Nami is now confused.
“I can’t take care of you, so get your shit and get the f**k out,” I tell her.
“We’ve been best friends forever; you’re not going to stop that over some chick,” Greg blurts out.
“F**k you, get the f**k out too,” I tell him.
“Where am I going to go?” she even dares to ask me.
“I don’t care, but you sure as hell can’t stay here,” I just reply.
She turns to him.
“Hey, don’t look at me,” Greg tells her. I grab my keys.
“Next time you’re fucking someone, you should probably check if he can pay your rent,” I storm to the door. “You two assholes better be gone by the time I get back.” I slam the door and jog downstairs.
How long have they been fucking, granted we have only been together for years? I’m begging my parents for money to keep a roof over our head, and she’s fucking my best friend in my bed.
I exit the building, “F**k!” I scream as I punch the air. My life is total shit right now. I’m broke, single, and my paintings aren’t selling. Ugh, I can’t catch a fucking break.
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Amaija
We pull up to my parents’ house. It’s Friday. Xoi brought mom some roses and dad a bottle of scotch. I inhale and exhale before I get out of the car.
“It will be fine, baby, relax,” Xoi assures me. I nod. “Your parent loves me; they’ll love the news.”
I chuckle nervously; where did he get the idea that they love him? They like him apparently but not us together. I sigh as he takes my hand into his arms and leads me to the door. “Okay, let’s go.”
We stand at the door and press the bell. I have a key, but I have no interest in walking in on my horny parents. No one answers after a couple of minutes; I told them we were coming at two. Ugh, I bet they’re having sex. I groan and press it again. Finally, the door swings out, Juliet, the maid, smiles at me.
“Ms. Amaija, it’s great to see you.”I enter and hug her.
“It’s great to see you too; where’s mom and dad?” I inquire.
“Mr. and Mrs. Klein are upstairs; they’ll be down soon.”I nod as we walk into the living room.
“Do you want anything to eat or drink?” she asks me.
“Water will be good.”
“Water?” Mom walks in looking gorgeous; I’m surprised she’s so well put together. I stand up as they walk up to me.
“Yes, water, mom, I drink water.”
“Amaija, you’re my daughter. I’ve known since I’ve pushed you out that the only time you drink water is when you’re sick.” She then feels my head. “Are you sick?”
“No, mom, stop making me sound like a drunk, and can you not treat me as a baby in front of my boyfriend?” I tell her. She tilts her head slightly to look at Xoi.
“Xoi, I didn’t see you there.”
“Hi, mom,” Xoi replies. I sigh. Why did he say that? He knows how she is.
“Xoi, are you married to my daughter?”
“No, Ma’am.”
“Okay, so it’s Mrs. Klein for you,” my mom retorts.
“Mom...” I interrupt.
“Mom, nothing, let’s go; your father is waiting in the sunroom for your news,” she brushes me off. I follow her; we get to the sunroom, and dad pulls her into his lap.
“My love, your lips get sweeter every day,” dad tells mom. “Only because you nourish them,” mom answers back. I roll my eyes.
“Don’t make me throw up.”
“Baby girl, you lovely.” Dad finally notices me.
“Yes, she’s glowing,” mom adds. I hug my dad and sit down. Dad sits on the Sofa across from us; mom joins him on his lap.
“So, what was this big news?” mom begins.
Dad follows up, “Yeah, baby girl.”
“Umm, so...” I am at a loss for words.
“Speak properly and with confidence. Are you ashamed?” Mom retorts. I look up and glare at her.
“I’m pregnant,” I just blurt out.
“Oh my god, you’re going to be a mother; that’s beautiful!” Mom exclaims. She stands and pulls me into a hug.
“You’re happy?” I ask her. I am sure they would say something about me being unmarried.
“Yes, I’m going to be a grandma. I’m so excited.”“But I’m not married,” I remind her. “Ok? I wasn’t married when I had Jaden,” she asserts.
“Xi's so young, and he doesn’t have a stable job,” I tell her.
“Babe?” Xoi is surprised.
“That’s your choice, love,” mom nonchalantly replies. I sigh and drop into the chair.
“Dad?"
“I’m happy as long as you’re happy,” he simply says.
“What is with you two? Your daughter comes to you unmarried and pregnant for someone who’s barely into adulthood, and you’re happy?” I ask them.
“Baby, isn’t this good?” Xoi tells me.
“I… I don’t know.”
“Xoi, can we speak to our daughter alone for a moment?” mom tells my boyfriend. He nods and exits the room. She walks over and sits beside me.
“Baby, what’s the matter?” my mom asks me. Dad follows, sitting on the other side. I look at my mother, and all the fear I’ve been feeling comes.
“Mom, I’m scared.” She pulls me into a hug.
“I was 21 when I had your brother, and I was terrified. You’ll be a great mom, sweetie,” she assures me.
“What about Xoi? He’s only 21.” I tell her.
“Baby, I already told you I was 21; your dad was 22. He’ll be a great father.”
“What if he isn’t? He doesn’t have a stable job,” I ask her again. My fears are starting to eat me up.
“It doesn’t matter; you don’t need his money; you just need him to be there,” my mom tells me.
“Yeah, baby girl, you have us,” dad tells me as well.
“And if he thinks he’s going not to pull his weight, I’ll cut him,” my mom said, lightening the atmosphere. I laugh, wiping my tears.
“Okay, Mom, put away the knife,” I tell her. “I love you, guys.”
“We love you too,” dad responds.
We all sit and hug, then call Xoi in to join the hug.
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Maija
I wave goodbye to Amaija and sigh.
“Are you ok, my love?” my husband asks me. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his lap.
“I’m worried about Amaija,” I honestly tell him.
“We raised her to be strong; she’ll be fine,” he assures me. I nod.
“I don’t think Xoi is right for her,” I tell him, putting off the mask now that they’re gone. He starts kissing my neck.
“She has to make her own mistakes, just like you,” he simply replies.
I roll my eyes. “It’s been 30 years; you think you’d let the Danuel thing go.” He starts nibbling on my neck, which makes my nipples harden.
“He stole two years of my time, of course, I’ll never forget it,” he tells me, clearly not getting over it after all these years.
“Jealous and petty since the day we met,” I tease him.
“Also incredibly turned on by since then,” he retorts back. He pulls my face toward him and kisses me passionately.
“You’re lucky you’re a good kisser,” I tell him.
“Race you to the bed,” he smirks.
“Okay, let’s go,” I jump off his lap and run towards the bedroom. He catches up in two steps, picks me up, and swings me over his shoulder. “Let’s go, my love.”
Two months later Amaija I sit by the fridge with a pile of food laid out before me. It’s after midnight. Xoi is streaming late, so he’ll probably sleep at his office tonight. I woke up starving; this little one keeps me on my toes. Thankfully, my morning sickness had now passed, but these nighttime hunger surges are in to replace it. “You’re a greedy one, aren’t you?”I scoop another chunk of ice cream in my mouth, savoring the taste. “My heart…”I jump at the sound of his voice; he’s talked to me about having these nighttime meals, but he’s not the one carrying his big head baby, and mama gotta eat. I turn my face to the side to hide, then scoop another spoon of ice cream and swallow it. Xoi laughs as he walks up to me. “Babe, we talked about this; the doctor doesn’t recommend it.” He says. "Babe, you do want our child to starve, do you? The little one wants ice cream,” I tell him. “
An hour later, we are walking through the mall downtown. Zara’s bought a couple of lingerie pieces and a teddy bear for the baby. She’s also purchased a couple of gender-neutral baby clothes that look too cute to pass up. A little exhausted and hungry, we stop at an ice cream stand to get two cones. "So, do you think Jaden will be happy if I showed up in a trench coat and lingerie?” she’s not yet done with her ‘Jaden questions.’ I sigh. “What if you show up and he has someone over?” I ask. She shrugs, “I would just leave.” “Wouldn’t it break your heart?” “No, I’m not in love with him... I’m just trying to see what that mouth does,” she replies. I groan. “That is my brother, so I don’t want to know that.” She laughs. “All of y’all are nasty, mom and dad, Brin, you, every single one of y’all.” She is still laughing as something, or someone catches my eyes. I tilt my head to the side, staring at the person who looks a
Amaija “Oni chan!” I whine. It’s been a week since I found out Xoi is a two-timing piece of shit. Since then, Jaden has discovered that the apartment he films in he, well I own it, he bought it with my money, signed my name on the mortgage, and lives there with his girlfriend of 5 years. I was the queen of idiots in this relationship, but the worse part of it is that I miss him. How do I miss someone who lied to me and used me? I feel the tears coming again, but I push them away. He’s not worth my tears. “Oni chan,” I call Jaden again. “Imoto?! Are you okay?” “Yeah, can you pass me the remote?” He frowns but grabs it. “Imoto, I have a lot of work to do,” he tells me. “Oni Chan, l need a hug,”He sighs and sits beside me on the couch, and pulls me into his comforting arms. He pulls away slowly. “We changed the locks on your apartment,”
Amaija I’m lying on the couch in my apartment. It’s been a month since I moved back in, and all I do is go to work, come back and watch movies. My family has been bugging me to go out, but why would I need to? Everything can be delivered nowadays. Well, everything except a man, but I’m off those for the next few years. It’s Saturday, and I’m in my mid-Saturday routine of ice cream and N*****x. I chuckle at a joke on the tv when my doorbell starts ringing. Ugh. I know it’s someone from my annoying family. I know they mean well but trying to drag me out of the house every weekend is not helping. Ding Dong! Ding Dong! I turn up the tv; they will leave eventually. Ding Dong, Ding Dong! My phone starts ringing. I ignore it. It vibrates. It’s a text message from Brin, ugh, not her. Anyone but her, she and Federico just got engaged, and while I am happy for her. I can’t sho
Eriq I sit naked, my balls freezing as this man pays me to pose for him. How are we in the same profession, but he can pay someone while I can barely afford rent? “Higher, lift your leg higher,” Pavlo instructs me. “This is the highest it can go, Pavlo,” I tell him. He scowls, gets up and walks over to me then leans in. “Hey, hey, no touching,” I remind him. He smirks. “Having fantasies about me, Enrique.” “It’s Eriq, asshole; you’re the one paying me to look at my ass,” I glare at him. “True, your body is a work of art. Now spread it wider,” “This doesn’t feel right; I already feel a cold draft on my balls,” I tell him. “And what Magnifique balls they are,” Pavlo says. I want to punch him in his face, but I’m two months behind on rent, my paintings aren’t selling, and I don’t want to ask my parents for money again. So I clench my fist but follow his instructions. He nods, then re
Amaija “Are you sure about this?” Brin asks. I nod as we scan through pages of information about sperm donation. Krystel emailed me a couple of days ago. It’s been two weeks since I’ve decided I wanted to have a baby. So far, I’ve only told Brin. “I’m positive, Brin; stop asking.” She sighs. “And what if you meet Mr. Right, but you’re pregnant by some stranger?” she prompts. “If he’s Mr. Right, he won’t care,” I respond. “What man wouldn’t... Frederico!” Brin calls her fiance, who pops his head out of the kitchen. “Si Belleza (yes beauty)” He comes in and kisses her long, passionate kiss. Why did I even come here? I should have told Zara we could wallow with ice cream and N*****x in our singleness. “Miele (honey), would you care if I was pregnant by another man when you met me?” “Of course not, Belleza. You are my soulmate. Even if you were pregnant, you were mine.” “ahh,” Brin says before they ki
Eriq I grab the painting and head for the door. I have to meet the buyer in ten minutes. I should have already been on my way, but I was up all night completing it, and I overslept. “F**k!” I grab it and dash out of the house as Glen walks up the stairs. “I don’t have time for the shit today, Glen; I told you no.” I walk past him down the stair to my car. I open the door of my beat-up old 98 Charger. It was my dad’s car until he gave it to me when I was sixteen. I was so proud of my car; I drove it everywhere until I got my bike. I still love it to this day, but I miss the rush that comes with riding my bike. I place the painting in the backseat as he walks up to me. “Come on; it’s easy money.” “For you, but I don’t want a bunch of kids running around with my DNA that I don’t know.” Having a kid is something special to me. I can't do it carelessly because I'm low on cash. “The likelihood of someone selecting you is low.
AmaijaOne month ago“We’ve been looking for a month. I don’t know why you’re so picky with picking a donor when you aren’t that picky with who you sleep with.” Brin says. I roll my eyes as we pull into the parking lot of the latest bank.“I am making a human, not just getting myself off. I have to pick the perfect man,” I say.“There is no such thing as the perfect man,” Zara says as we all exit the car.“Trouble in booty call paradise?” I ask, amused since she’s been singing a different tune for the last couple of weeks.“Your brother is an asshole. Can you believe he wants to sleep with other women?”Zar says.“He’s my brother, so yeah, I can believe it. He’s a great son and an even better brother, but a good boyfriend he is not. You knew this when you went in, though.”I say.“I know, but I tho
EriqI can’t keep myself from smiling as I peel the potatoes. Her mother likes me. I have one ally in my goal to win over Ami.“Mom!” Jaden runs into the kitchen, snatches the potato peeler from me, and glares at me.What’s wrong with him? He’s acting like the first time I met him. “Mom, why didn’t you tell me you need help? Why did you ask him?”He says, his eyes still shooting daggers at me.“I didn’t ask him. He offered to help. You can help if you want to, but he’s already doing the potatoes. Why don’t you make the dough for the fried dumplings?”“Okay, mom.” He throws the peeler down, walks over to her, and kisses her cheeks.I shake my head, confused, before resuming what I was doing. We all work together in mostly silence for a while.“Are you two done?” Mrs.Klein asks after a while.“Almost,” I say as I look down at the potatoes and see only three left. “Do you want anything else done?”“I’m almost done, mom. You can have me do it instead.” Jaden comes running towards us, his h
Eriq I glance back at Ami, and sure enough, she looks worried. Our eyes meet, and I smile to reassure her before her mother pulls me away. Judging by her mother’s attitude toward me, I don’t think it will be as bad as she does, but I know she is worried for my sake. Which means I have some place in her heart even if she doesn’t love me yet. It gives me hope that maybe someday soon, I can tell her I love her. I have been holding back for the last few weeks and feel I’m suffocating without saying those three words. “I bet he’s Asian.” someone says as we draw closer to the family room. “No, this one is white,” Jaden says. “White, that’s new. How old is he?” “I don’t know,” Jaden says. “I bet two hundred and fifty thou he’s twenty-four.” “I’ll take that action,” “No, you’ve already met him. So both you and Zara are excluded.” I chuckle, amused by their banter. They remind me of my family. I guess all families are the same no matter how much money you have. “So 250, who’s in…” “Ah
AmiI pull my pants on, then my shirt, and grab my shoes. We’re getting ready to leave for Jamaica soon. I frown. Two weeks with my , overbearing family is not my idea of a good time. Especially since I’m still a little miffed, that Mom felt the need to blackmail me into going. She can be so annoying, but I can’t be too upset since Eriq is right. The entire family changed their schedules so that I could go. I mean, even if is overbearing, it is sweet.I feel the corner of my belly stretching, pulling me from my thoughts. I smile as I reach down and touch my stomach. Every time I feel them move, it makes me so happy. Our baby.“Daddy and I can’t wait to meet you.” I sigh, my heart feeling troubled as I remember I haven’t told Eriq it’s his baby. I was going to tell him, but his father for sick, and then mom changed the date of the trip, so it didn’t feel like the right time. I can’t drop this news on him and two weeks with my family at the same time. I’ll just wait until we get back fr
Eriq I inhale, trying to calm myself as I stare at the arrogant shit smirking at me. I want to punch in Flavio’s teeth for what he pulled today. However, they outnumber me and are probably all armed. I glance at the three men in the room, one by the door I recognize from the picture and two other men behind him. “Welcome to the family business.” “The family business is an auto shop, Flav. What the fuck was that today?” “This is the new family business. Your little friend will be untouched if you comply.” Anger burns through my body. I clench my jaw, trying to resist the urge to lunge at him. “I already told you I’m not interested in whatever bullshit you have going on. This is not the life I want to live.” “Are you living the life now? I see that pretty little thing you’re with. What will happen when she needs money to do her hair or her nails but her boyfriend is broke?” I chuckle at the thought of Ami needing money from me. “You won’t find it funny when she leaves you for ano
EriqMy heart almost stops. I immediately sprint out of the room, ignoring Glen’s calls as I head for the door. What if Flavio kidnaps her? I have never seen him harm someone, but he set my apartment on fire to get what he wanted. What else is he willing to do? I should have known better than bringing her here. I should have suspected he may have been watching Glen. I should have moved out to keep her safe, but I selfishly stayed because I wanted her. Now she’s in danger and all because I couldn’t stay away from her. I swear if he touches her; I grit my teeth as I run down the last flight of steps out of the building. I run to the car. She’s not there. I look around. She’s nowhere in sight. I grab my phone and dial his number. After a second ring, he picks up.“Where the fuck is she?”“So, she is important to you?”“I swear if you lay a finger on her, I’ll bury you six feet deep.” My voice trembles with anger and fear at the same time. “Finally. I like that. Who knew it would take a w
Amaija “She did what? How do you know it’s broken?” Eriq asks. “Well, I’m in the middle of something. I’ll let you know.” He removes the phone from his ears as his friend screams. “What’s wrong? Is it an emergency? We can cut our date short.” “It’s…” He pauses and presses the speaker. “Are you seriously going to leave me here?!” Glen shouts. “Yes, call your parents,” Eriq says. “I don’t want my parents to see me like this.” “Call the ambulance. I’m busy. I told you to stop picking up random women.” I furrow my brows. What does a random woman have to do with this? “She was really hot and you know that our health insurance is shit. I can’t afford the emergency room fee. Especially after getting robbed.” “A woman robbed him?” I ask, stunned. “Yes, and she also, according to him, broke his Ummm…” He trails off. “Broke what?” “His—his—uh, the thing you painted today.” The thing I painted. I furrow my brows, confused. I painted his thing; I blush, recalling the picture. It makes
EriqFinally, we’re going on a date. It’s a bit late considering all the things we have done, but it’s better late than never. I just hope she likes it. She is used to the best of the best and I’m sure this won’t compare to some dates she has been on, but I hope it’s good enough because she deserves nothing but the best. My smart, loving, tough cookie with a heart of gold. My little weirdo. The memory of her crawling in my room on all fours makes me chuckle. I couldn’t believe she was the one nabbing my shirts, but knowing my smell makes her feel better is the best feeling in the world because it means she’s attached to me. And maybe this thing we’re doing will be more than a fling. Well, it already is more than that for me, but I can’t read her. I know she likes me, but I don’t know how much. I want to ask, but I’m afraid of the answer. I shake my head, Stop thinking of the future and just live in the present. Let’s just focus on tonight. I take one last look, grab my watch, and put
Amaija “Ami, I’m going to take a shower!” Eriq says.“Okay!!” I shout from the couch, pretending I’m reading as I watch him disappear. After five minutes pass, I drop my iPad and sneak up the stairs to his room. I tiptoe to his door and press my ears against it, listening to see if he’s still in the room. Hearing nothing, I slowly open the door and hurry across the room to his closet. I’ve been sneaking in to steal his shirts for the last couple of days. Okay, it may sound weird, but I promise it’s not what it seems. His smell makes me feel better. No, not in a weird way. I had no morning sickness at the beginning of my pregnancy and thought I would make it to the end without ever getting sick. But two weeks it arrived with vengeance. I’ve been suffering from morning sickness the last two weeks, more like all-day sickness since it doesn’t just happen in the morning. It does stop when I’m sleeping, but otherwise, I’m by the toilet.Before the shirts, I tried everything. Mom even r
EriqAfter checking a couple of Ami’s emails, I head downstairs to find them when I hear them talking.“Come on, tell me. You were having sex with that guy, your new assistant, right?” I guess they are having girl talk. Should I go in? No, it will probably be awkward if I enter now. I stand back and wait for the conversation to turn to something neutral so I can enter.“Shh, he might hear you.”“So that’s exactly what you were doing. How was it? Give me all the details. You know it’s been four years since I’ve gotten any….” Four years, wow that’s a long time.“Shhh… he’s my assistant. And you’re choosing not to have sex. You can have any man you want.” Ami says.“The dating pool has urine in it. Girl, you know. They are all either cheaters, users, or gays.” Ami chuckles her cute little laugh.“There are some good ones left,” Ami says.I smile, hoping she’s thinking of me.“I guess he must be something special for you to have that stupid grin on your face.”“What grin?”“That stupid gr