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My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 I Want More
Alley POVI settled into my work creating a new design for Ralph, one that didn't resemble a tragic event that affected all of America. I was such an idiot.Christian left a note on my desk to have a new design to him by five. If it was worthy of his time then he would consider allowing the company to stay open. I'm sure this was a trick to get me alone in his office, but I never fell for one of his traps unless I wanted to.After hours of drawing, I finished. Not my best work, but it would do. I designed three towers, not regal and pristine like the Marquis trio, but elegant with a touch of wonderland. After all I was definitely feeling that lost down a drug induced rabbit hole vibe these past two days."Excuse me, Sir. We have a meeting if you're ready." Everything about my voice was submissive and scared. I knew that's how he liked everyone around him to be. "I hope this isn't a waste of my time." He waved to me to enter, not even picking his head up from a few files. I didn't wa
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Games
Ace POVThat fucking woman had me so riled up all day. I already fucked her like nothing but a piece of ass against her office wall. That should be enough. After her lame presentation this morning I should be annoyed with how simple minded she was. I tried flirting with that assistant chick, but once I caught Mia's eyes, I realized I was only doing it to make her jealous. I never openly flirted with women. I let them come to me, then I take what I want.I was annoyed all fucking day at her and I knew it was because I liked her. I never liked anyone. When she met me in my office, I was exhausted from trying not think of a hundred different ways to fuck her. It was bringing back memories I didn't want to relive. Then after I dismissed her, I saw the hurt in her eyes that I didn't want her. I loved a woman with daddy issues, but she was extreme. She needed my approval of her, my desire for her body, because she didn't think she was enough. God that reminded me of someone else.It was sa
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 A Party
Alley POVI could barely hold back my laughter watching Christian squirm uncomfortably around all the people. He never liked parties, or just sitting around talking, and he especially didn't want to meet more people that he would just hate. I found it very amusing."Katie, Happy Birthday princess." I gave the little girl in a pink fluffy bathing suit a big hug and kiss."Mia, you came!" she shouted squeezing me tight."Of course, I came. I'm sorry Eddie and Lisa couldn't make it but they will visit soon.""I miss them, but I understand. I'm not a little girl anymore." She puffed her chest out to appear taller."Of course not. You're six years old now... and just graduated from kindergarten. It's on to the big school next year. You excited?" I giggled watching this small human with so much happiness."I can't wait. Darien and Derek promised to sit with me at lunch too. They will make sure no one messes with me." I had no doubt those two boys would protect her or any of their friends. T
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 All Night
Ace POVI smashed her body against my front door the second we stepped foot in my apartment. Her little dress ripped easily leaving her in nothing but a thin black thong. Fuck! I already knew she wasn't wearing a bra, but to have her breast spill out so perfectly in front me had my dick twitching."You're mine, all night!" My voice came out with so much anger it made me second guess if I wanted to fuck her or kill her. She had me so fucked up in my head."Yes, I'm yours." She replied in a breathy moan. Always the right answer. I spun her around pushing the front of her body rough against the door. "This ass is mine." I bent down biting her plump cheek then ripped her underwear off. "Christian!" She moaned as my tongue slid up her folds then to her back entrance. I stood smacking her ass hard. God, the way she said my name was perfect and I hated it."Spanking doesn't seem to make you listen. Do I need to punish you another way." Two fingers instantly sunk deep inside her wet pussy m
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Morning
Ace POVMy eyes began peeling open as a ringing sounded through my ears. I moaned feeling this plump body laid at my side and it made me smile. My hand caressed her arm then her waist and over her ass. Oh fuck, I remember that ass. I should be thinking of Amelia but my half-awake state went straight to Alley. Amelia's ass was bigger than Alley's but the same roundness. Fucking both them was pure fucking bliss though. My eyes shot open hearing the ringing sound again. What the fuck? I pushed Amelia off me annoyed how much I like her in my arms. I wanted to scoff at her but she curled into a little ball and it was actually kind of cute.I hit the side of my head as I got out of bed throwing a pair of sweat pants on. Cute? I don't find women cute. They are sex toys I like to fuck and that's it. I tried very hard to convince myself of that while walking to my front door. Who the fuck was here?I opened the door to fucking Greg wearing a big smile greeting me. He was in a light blue polo
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 How We Became Us
Ethan POVThe second Greg called me this morning panic raced through my body. Layla was already in tears so worried over Alley. She was the size of a bus with twin girls and she needed to rest. I regretted telling her about what Greg said, but I also promised to never keep things from my wife.Layla was everything to me and our children were my world. The second Derek was born I knew what my father felt for me and probably even Ace too. This little baby, only a few inches long, came into this world with nothing. He looked to his mother and her friends to help him grow strong, to survive, to be happy. It didn't matter if that child was my blood or not, I knew that I could never turn my back on him.Layla had a bit of a hard time after his birth. The doctors said she was experiencing postpartum depression from the rapid change in hormones in her body. I didn't want to worry Alley because she had her own emotional rollercoaster going on so, I took the lead in our group. I bathed, fed, dr
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Two Days
Ace POVThe second I got out of the shower I knew she was gone. I walked to my kitchen to finish making my coffee secretly hoping she was in there. I knew it would be better if she wasn't though. The more I wanted to be with her the more I wanted to yell at her. It was like she saw right through me. I'd say "go the fuck away" and she moved closer. I'd say "I don't want her" and then she teased me with her little curves. It was exhausting and I had other things to be worrying about.Saturday, I had an early morning flight then that night was the beginning of my plan. Taking down Fernando had been a burning desire of mine for years. Ever since I saw him take a young boy right off the streets outside one of my father's clubs, I dreamed about tearing him apart. The boy was the son of a whore looking for her next fix. She didn't even file a complaint that her child was missing. That woman probably thought she imagined having a kid, or worse sold him to the bastard. I tried intercepting h
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Punching Bag
Alley POVAll day Christian had been a small nuclear bomb ticking towards explosion. I didn't want to care, but I did. Something was weighing on him and I saw it become a little less heavy when he was with me.I missed being his light in the darkness. The way he needed me, used me, wanted me, was something so intense that I felt like the most valuable person in the world, or at least in his world. Now he walked this earth like a man without a care for anything. He didn't speak to anyone, didn't look at the world around him, or who was even next to him. He was just surviving.Greg had called out for the day and I was beyond thankful. I needed to sort things out with him, but I didn't want to explain why I was at Christian's apartment wearing nothing but his shirt. I really knew how to break that poor man's heart over and over again. Greg and I broke up over a month ago so I have every right to be with whomever I wanted. The fact that Christian was a total asshole and partner at the c
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My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 3 - End of Our Journey
Ace POV Seventy two. That's how many years I lived this life so far. At eighteen I thought I would be lucky to see thirty and now I've seen so much more. I wish I could say it was all good. That after Alley and I found each other again that everything was just happiness and perfection, but that wasn't life.Our first heartache was losing our daughter when she was seventeen in a car accident. Alley could barely breath for what seemed like years after we buried our child. I would relive all the horrors my father handed me over and over to never have to experience that pain. Our seven other children keep us going though. We had other's depending on us and we had to push through the heartache for them. Show them life was still worth living, despite the hole we all shared.My Nanny passed shortly after our daughter. She battled her lung disease for years and I knew she was in immense pain but she held on. Losing one of her great grandchildren I think pushed her to the end though. She told
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 2 - Life Was Never Kind Until It Was
Nanny Fuck Face POVI looked down from my balcony from my bedroom window leaning on my cane as all my great grandchildren played in the pool outside. Today was the twin's sixteen birthday and the house was full of friends and family. For six months I stayed with Ace in hiding, waiting patiently to be able to live this life I desired for so long. After my daughter died I gave up thinking life would ever be kind to me. I felt hopeless and weak until that day I stood at Ace's graduation party and saw his undying love for Alley. They were saying goodbye but I knew she was his salvation. The light he needed to keep his soul alive and good. Then I saw my other grandson, a boy I thought that was lost to this family and was thankful for it. The Blackwoods were so deeply rooted in sin I prayed everyday my grandchildren would find a better life than my daughter or I did.I never thought it would turn out like this. I wish I could change my past but I also didn't want to change a single moment
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 1 - Simple Life
Alley POV"Are you saying my son is a problem. I can assure you he is the least of your worries." Christian's tall muscular frame was backing up a perky little woman against a wall. I rolled my eyes with a sigh. Such a brute, especially when it came to his kids."Calm down there, Varsity dip shit." I pulled his shoulder away from the scared woman. Christian's eyes turned dark on me and I just raised my eyebrows at him. My fingers touched my necklace, one he had made for me on my sixteenth birthday but gave to me years later. He was my forever, our love and bond infinite, and he will be a good boy that listened."This woman said Darien seems distracted. She thinks he's been the one pranking the principal. I want to speak to this so called principal!" His voice softened as he spoke to me, but it still held a demand in his tone. "This woman is his teacher and is harmless. We know our son and I'm sure he has been causing some havoc. Sit and calm yourself." I pushed him down in a small cl
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Where To Go From Here
Alley POVMaybe it was the pregnancy hormones or maybe I was really hating Ace right now. So much rage was coursing through my body and I was doing everything in my power not to grab the cake next to me and smash it in that motherfucker's face."What just happened?" Greg asked. He was still playing catch up."Ace faked his death. I'm going to kill him." All the pain I felt the last six months and he was alive? He was just hiding out, lying to all of us to keep us safe. That was bullshit, he was a motherfucker."Whoa! Alley's about to go lethal." Ethan and Daniel were next to me now as I watched Ace kneeling down speaking to Darien and Derek. He did look really hot and how he played with the boys was making my body call to him. No! He pays first."He lied to us." My head shot to Daniel. He knew too."Calm down. Remember you are with child Alley." Daniel had his hands up in the air in surrender."What's happening? I love when Alley goes psycho!" Elise said way too happy at my anger. Lyd
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Finding Happiness
Alley POVSix months later:It has been a hard few months, but Greg was right, I did find happiness again. Losing Ace was just as hard, if not harder, than losing my brother and I would never get over losing either one of them.Daniel and his partner Rowan survived the explosion, but had some scars on their face and arms. I was beyond thankful they made it out alive and thought they just looked more bad ass now. Today Greg, Lydia, Darien, Derek, and myself were driving up to Daniel's summer home in Rhode Island to celebrate his engagement to Elise and his official promotion. Ethan and Layla had the baby girls in tow behind us and I looked back to them in my rear view mirror with a smile. For some reason, I was really, really excited about this weekend trip. We hadn't all spent time together in months and I wanted to be surround by my family for the whole weekend. Daniel already promised a big fire pit out back just for me, it was of course for everyone, but he knew how much I like s
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Waiting
Alley POVIt took Ethan a long time to calm me down and get me on a plane back home. I didn't want to leave without Christian, but Darien was waiting for me at home. I wish I could say it was easier to walk away for my son. I would always choose Darien above Christian, but it didn't mean it made my decision to leave any less harder.I cried in Ethan's chest the whole plane ride home, swearing I would never step foot on one of these again. The second I did get home Darien and Derek were there welcoming me with tears. That did make my sadness a little more bearable. I loved this family so much and I just didn't understand why I couldn't have Christian too. That night Greg stayed with me and we watched movies well past the moon rising. He knew I wasn't sleeping anytime soon and Ethan needed to be with his wife. Layla was doing much better, but she still had her own stuff going on.We didn't speak much and I appreciated how Greg was relentless with the way he cared for me. It reminded m
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Then It All Went Wrong
Daniel POVI paced the hallway outside Ace's hospital bed losing my mind. The switch was supposed to take place already and now I was losing my window. On top of that, once they arrested my boss IA moved in our department. Within a few hours I was assigned as the temporary head of the criminal organization task force and had one sorry ass fucker with a stick up his ass questioning my every move."So, you've worked undercover for seven years with this," a studious prick with four inch thick glasses looked over his paperwork, "ah, Christian Ace Blackwood?""Yes! We discussed this two hours ago. It's not that hard of name to remember either.""I see, yes. I'm just curious if maybe you've been too deep undercover. Seven years is a long time and you seem to have an unhealthy relationship with this murder." The IA agent looked in Ace's room with disgust. He was a murder, but they didn't know his story. He didn't kill randomly and never hurt someone innocent. I can't explain that in any ra
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Last Chance for Redemption
Daniel POV"It's time." I called into Rowan to move in on the people at Déjà vu. "You got everything on our boss we needed." I could hear his amusement over the call. We've been working to take our boss down for over seven years and this was our moment."Every last fucking word." I smiled and hung up.Once I heard about Angelo taking Alley, again, and how Ace was calling a meeting, which included Dmitri I knew how to get my boss. His filth went as deep as you would line his pockets. I feed him the bait that Angelo was desperate and he contacted him to make a deal.Before Ace's little meeting my boss meet Angelo to workout a plan to remove Ace permanently, for a hefty payment of course. Angelo paid him more money then he owned and I got it all on video including the wire transfer.My men moved in already knowing I was running this operation. I saw my boss standing behind Ace with his gun to his head and I knew I had to remove him quickly. He would kill Ace just for the high of taking
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 What Matters
Ace POVI stood in front of my wall length mirror adjusting my tie. I haven't looked myself in the eye in a week and I wasn't sure if I liked the man staring back at me. I had my black suit on, black tie, and white shirt. Tonight was about ending as much of the bullshit as possible so I kept it simple. My jet black hair was still a little wet and slicked off to the side. The best feature of my whole body were these eyes and that was because they didn't belong to him. Well one other part of my body but he wasn't getting any attention tonight. I used to see my father in the mirror and fucking hated it more than anything. Despite knowing I was a good looking man I would give anything to change my appearance. To look less like that monster that raised me. Now I say that little boy. A smile tugged at my lips seeing his little face with so much power in it. He was a confident little shit and would grow up to be a man that did what he wanted. No one would keep him back, build him up just
