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My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Reality
Alley POV"I spent enough time playing with you. I need to get back to work. Be gone by the time I'm done showering." His voice was so rough it made me shudder. It was pointless, no matter what happened he would push the idea of us out of his head.The way he let himself lose control only pissed him off more. He was realizing he actually had no control when it came to me. I couldn't help but smile thinking about that. I heard the shower turn on and peeled myself out of his bed. I was half tempted to just rollover and go back to sleep, but I knew he would come out even more enraged. I gathered my clothes then used his second bathroom to make myself not look freshly fucked. I closed the front door just as I heard his bathroom door open. A part of me wanted to run to him and just say "It's me, Alley".In the back of his head, he had to of known by now, but refused to let himself realize it. He was so far lost in his own world of sin he didn't see anything else around him. No matter how
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 The Family We Make
Alley POVThe nurse came in with two bottles and we fed the girls with light laughter between all of us. It was a bittersweet moment that was hard not to find happiness in. Layla laid unconscious somewhere in this hospital not too far from us, but these two little angels made everything seem right in the world. The black hair little girl took her bottle instantly from her daddy while the blond baby fussed a bit before really sucking the bottle I held. Their eyes fluttered, milk spilled out the side of their lips, and little farts came out their butts making us laugh. You know life is officially weird as hell when a baby farts in your hand. It is also the right kind of perfect too."I have to go see her. Greg, do you mind? I don't want them to be alone in the crib." Ethan held her daughter out to him. "Of course. We got your daughters, go get your wife." Greg cradled the little girl in his arms and I swear my ovaries exploded. I always wanted a large family, but I couldn't picture m
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Fiancée
Ace POVBy the time the plane landed I had a raging headache. The damn little Latino girl didn't shut the fuck up. I loved Spanish women, especially in bed. They were always so much more enthusiastic about riding my dick than other chicks. Marie was way too enthused though and her voice was slowly etching away at my soul. "...My best friend Selena said her wedding will be the wedding of the century, but like, she hasn't seen anything. Besides, who has peacocks running around spreading diseases to everyone? They are vicious little birds and I wouldn't be surprised if the entire party got the flu. My wedding will be amazing, a fairy tale dream all the little wanna bes will try to copy but can't because their husbands aren't as rich as mine..." My eyes went to Elise who just smiled at me. She was loving how I squirmed in pain. The second the doors to the plane opened I sat up. "Let's go!" I ordered cutting Marie off from whatever the fuck she was blabbing about."Oh, I have to check o
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Championship Game
Alley POVSince Greg was subbing as coach, he was able to talk to the other camp leaders to let me speak to the boys before the game started. I was watching Derek and Darien kick the ball back and forth feeling way too nervous.I wasn't telling them about Layla, just that the twins were born. I knew what to say, I just needed to not cry. I couldn't let them know anything was wrong. I took a deep breath then walked towards them. Greg caught up to me stopping me before I reached them. "Do you want me to come with you to tell them? I wasn't sure what was appropriate. I want to be there though." I could see the apprehension in his eyes. He did want to be there, but thought I wouldn't want him. I needed to start letting him in more. Plus, the boys loved him, looked up to him, and even called him uncle. We really were all that close."Yes, please. I could use the support. I can't cry." I said wiping a tear from my eye."You'll be fine. The second the game is over we will head to the hospit
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 The Mind of a Devil
Ace POV"Ah, ah, Ah, ah...." Over and fucking over she squealed out until she finally shut the fuck up laying half passed out from her third orgasm. I pulled out still hard as a fucking rock and left to the bathroom. I would rather finish myself off.Fuck, I feel like I was a whore now. Using my body to get what I wanted. I slept with more women than I can even remember, but I never slept with one that I didn't want and I really fucking didn't want her. After finishing myself off I threw on sweat pants and headed to the kitchen. I felt like I couldn't breathe in this house. "Regretting your decisions?" Elise teased. She wore a sexy red satin robe. Her long legs were on display and her breast looked extra big. I licked my lips staring at them. "Stop!" She ordered me."I can't!" I whined. I didn't really want Elise. I was going though fucking withdrawal and the only fix I wanted was one raven hair chick back in Massachusetts."What is wrong with you? I've never seen you this way befo
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 The Life They Deserved
Alley POV"I think you should go!" Ethan gave me his sad blue eyes pleading with me to help as we crouched in the bath tub."No way! I already got fucking slapped by that beast. She is your wife you should take the beating, fucking coward." I whispered back to him."What is wrong with you two?" Greg moved the shower curtain standing next to us and we both jumped. He gave me that glare again like who are you? I was done trying to be this perfect Amelia Black woman. If Greg and his family didn't like who I really was then I had to accept that. I couldn't live with myself acting as his perfect woman when I was a complete lie to myself."She is psycho Greg. Look! My cheek is still slightly bruised. I can't even hit her back because she is my best friend going through some major hormonal bullshit. You know what, I'm going to get ice cream!" I stood up announcing proud of my decision. Ice cream made everyone feel better, especially us women. Plus it gave me an excuse to leave that house.L
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Calm Before the Storm
Ace POVMy leg shook nonstop the whole plane ride as anxiety ate away my insides every inch I came closer to that fucking shit hole little town. I told myself I was going back to just oversee the deal but no matter how much my mind twisted shit in my head I knew I was going to her. There was something so familiar about her voice, her lips, and body. It wasn't possible though. Amelia has light coco skin, black hair, and big brown eyes. Her body was filled out and even her lips were more plump than hers. Alley was this skinny petite girl with ivory white skin, smooth blonde hair, and fuck those blue eyes. I moaned with my eyes closed seeing them piercing into my soul."I love you" my voice radiated around me as we stood in that hotel room a little over seven years ago. My forehead leaned to hers and the only thing I felt existed was her."I love you too." Her sweat voice was so calming to my soul. I knew she loved me yet hearing her say those words always put every cell of my being t
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 How to Fix It
Alley POV"He can't know about Darien. Just let him leave. You need to calm yourself Alley, for him you need to." Ethan softly whispered in my ear. His words registered, but the raging array of emotions were hard to battle. I was on the verge of losing all control of breathing. I met my Devil's eyes, but there was not an ounce of love in them for me. How could he turn on me so quickly? It broke my heart, but Ethan was right. I needed to protect my son. My mind went to him as a baby, learning to walk, all his birthdays of dragons, action heroes, or some other fantasy worlds. He mattered more than whatever fucked up relationship my body wanted from Christian.My breaths slowed and my eyes met his again. "I.... hate... you." Was all I could get out. I hope he truly saw how much I didn't want to be with him ever again. I was stupid to hid my identity and carry on like I did this past week.His eyes grew darker and his body more rigid. My words didn't even affect him. He was done with me
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My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 3 - End of Our Journey
Ace POV Seventy two. That's how many years I lived this life so far. At eighteen I thought I would be lucky to see thirty and now I've seen so much more. I wish I could say it was all good. That after Alley and I found each other again that everything was just happiness and perfection, but that wasn't life.Our first heartache was losing our daughter when she was seventeen in a car accident. Alley could barely breath for what seemed like years after we buried our child. I would relive all the horrors my father handed me over and over to never have to experience that pain. Our seven other children keep us going though. We had other's depending on us and we had to push through the heartache for them. Show them life was still worth living, despite the hole we all shared.My Nanny passed shortly after our daughter. She battled her lung disease for years and I knew she was in immense pain but she held on. Losing one of her great grandchildren I think pushed her to the end though. She told
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 2 - Life Was Never Kind Until It Was
Nanny Fuck Face POVI looked down from my balcony from my bedroom window leaning on my cane as all my great grandchildren played in the pool outside. Today was the twin's sixteen birthday and the house was full of friends and family. For six months I stayed with Ace in hiding, waiting patiently to be able to live this life I desired for so long. After my daughter died I gave up thinking life would ever be kind to me. I felt hopeless and weak until that day I stood at Ace's graduation party and saw his undying love for Alley. They were saying goodbye but I knew she was his salvation. The light he needed to keep his soul alive and good. Then I saw my other grandson, a boy I thought that was lost to this family and was thankful for it. The Blackwoods were so deeply rooted in sin I prayed everyday my grandchildren would find a better life than my daughter or I did.I never thought it would turn out like this. I wish I could change my past but I also didn't want to change a single moment
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Epilogue 1 - Simple Life
Alley POV"Are you saying my son is a problem. I can assure you he is the least of your worries." Christian's tall muscular frame was backing up a perky little woman against a wall. I rolled my eyes with a sigh. Such a brute, especially when it came to his kids."Calm down there, Varsity dip shit." I pulled his shoulder away from the scared woman. Christian's eyes turned dark on me and I just raised my eyebrows at him. My fingers touched my necklace, one he had made for me on my sixteenth birthday but gave to me years later. He was my forever, our love and bond infinite, and he will be a good boy that listened."This woman said Darien seems distracted. She thinks he's been the one pranking the principal. I want to speak to this so called principal!" His voice softened as he spoke to me, but it still held a demand in his tone. "This woman is his teacher and is harmless. We know our son and I'm sure he has been causing some havoc. Sit and calm yourself." I pushed him down in a small cl
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Where To Go From Here
Alley POVMaybe it was the pregnancy hormones or maybe I was really hating Ace right now. So much rage was coursing through my body and I was doing everything in my power not to grab the cake next to me and smash it in that motherfucker's face."What just happened?" Greg asked. He was still playing catch up."Ace faked his death. I'm going to kill him." All the pain I felt the last six months and he was alive? He was just hiding out, lying to all of us to keep us safe. That was bullshit, he was a motherfucker."Whoa! Alley's about to go lethal." Ethan and Daniel were next to me now as I watched Ace kneeling down speaking to Darien and Derek. He did look really hot and how he played with the boys was making my body call to him. No! He pays first."He lied to us." My head shot to Daniel. He knew too."Calm down. Remember you are with child Alley." Daniel had his hands up in the air in surrender."What's happening? I love when Alley goes psycho!" Elise said way too happy at my anger. Lyd
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Finding Happiness
Alley POVSix months later:It has been a hard few months, but Greg was right, I did find happiness again. Losing Ace was just as hard, if not harder, than losing my brother and I would never get over losing either one of them.Daniel and his partner Rowan survived the explosion, but had some scars on their face and arms. I was beyond thankful they made it out alive and thought they just looked more bad ass now. Today Greg, Lydia, Darien, Derek, and myself were driving up to Daniel's summer home in Rhode Island to celebrate his engagement to Elise and his official promotion. Ethan and Layla had the baby girls in tow behind us and I looked back to them in my rear view mirror with a smile. For some reason, I was really, really excited about this weekend trip. We hadn't all spent time together in months and I wanted to be surround by my family for the whole weekend. Daniel already promised a big fire pit out back just for me, it was of course for everyone, but he knew how much I like s
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Waiting
Alley POVIt took Ethan a long time to calm me down and get me on a plane back home. I didn't want to leave without Christian, but Darien was waiting for me at home. I wish I could say it was easier to walk away for my son. I would always choose Darien above Christian, but it didn't mean it made my decision to leave any less harder.I cried in Ethan's chest the whole plane ride home, swearing I would never step foot on one of these again. The second I did get home Darien and Derek were there welcoming me with tears. That did make my sadness a little more bearable. I loved this family so much and I just didn't understand why I couldn't have Christian too. That night Greg stayed with me and we watched movies well past the moon rising. He knew I wasn't sleeping anytime soon and Ethan needed to be with his wife. Layla was doing much better, but she still had her own stuff going on.We didn't speak much and I appreciated how Greg was relentless with the way he cared for me. It reminded m
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Then It All Went Wrong
Daniel POVI paced the hallway outside Ace's hospital bed losing my mind. The switch was supposed to take place already and now I was losing my window. On top of that, once they arrested my boss IA moved in our department. Within a few hours I was assigned as the temporary head of the criminal organization task force and had one sorry ass fucker with a stick up his ass questioning my every move."So, you've worked undercover for seven years with this," a studious prick with four inch thick glasses looked over his paperwork, "ah, Christian Ace Blackwood?""Yes! We discussed this two hours ago. It's not that hard of name to remember either.""I see, yes. I'm just curious if maybe you've been too deep undercover. Seven years is a long time and you seem to have an unhealthy relationship with this murder." The IA agent looked in Ace's room with disgust. He was a murder, but they didn't know his story. He didn't kill randomly and never hurt someone innocent. I can't explain that in any ra
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 Last Chance for Redemption
Daniel POV"It's time." I called into Rowan to move in on the people at Déjà vu. "You got everything on our boss we needed." I could hear his amusement over the call. We've been working to take our boss down for over seven years and this was our moment."Every last fucking word." I smiled and hung up.Once I heard about Angelo taking Alley, again, and how Ace was calling a meeting, which included Dmitri I knew how to get my boss. His filth went as deep as you would line his pockets. I feed him the bait that Angelo was desperate and he contacted him to make a deal.Before Ace's little meeting my boss meet Angelo to workout a plan to remove Ace permanently, for a hefty payment of course. Angelo paid him more money then he owned and I got it all on video including the wire transfer.My men moved in already knowing I was running this operation. I saw my boss standing behind Ace with his gun to his head and I knew I had to remove him quickly. He would kill Ace just for the high of taking
My Devil’s Side: Book 1 & 2 What Matters
Ace POVI stood in front of my wall length mirror adjusting my tie. I haven't looked myself in the eye in a week and I wasn't sure if I liked the man staring back at me. I had my black suit on, black tie, and white shirt. Tonight was about ending as much of the bullshit as possible so I kept it simple. My jet black hair was still a little wet and slicked off to the side. The best feature of my whole body were these eyes and that was because they didn't belong to him. Well one other part of my body but he wasn't getting any attention tonight. I used to see my father in the mirror and fucking hated it more than anything. Despite knowing I was a good looking man I would give anything to change my appearance. To look less like that monster that raised me. Now I say that little boy. A smile tugged at my lips seeing his little face with so much power in it. He was a confident little shit and would grow up to be a man that did what he wanted. No one would keep him back, build him up just
