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CHAPTER 61

Author: Gina Stanley
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Ash POV

"You are not going to tell me, are you?"

He looks at me and I can see the defeated look in his eyes. He sits on the bed and says "That's not true. Come here."

I glare at him.

"Please," he sounds unbearably sad.

He gathers me in his arms and I sit on my legs. He buries his face in the nook of my neck and takes a deep breath.

"That tickles," I say.

"Does it now?" He whispers and rubs his nose against my ear.

"Caspian," I scold, I can tell he is trying to distract me.

I hear him sigh loudly, "Let's just say I am some kind of experiment."

I frown and turn around to look at his face. "Are you serious?"

He nods and gathers my face in his palm as his gray eyes study my face. "Very."

"What kind of experiment?" I ask, I've never heard anything like this before.

"It is a lot to unwind and it's not something I like to think about. It is a part of me I truly want to forget."

He wraps his arm around me and presses me against his body.

"I promise, it isn't as important as you think it is.
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