INAYA -Going to the gynecologist was not a pleasant thing, especially since I was actually tricked to go there.Here's what happened, for a dramatical reason my mother-in-law was suddenly admitted to the hospital, by saying the dramatical reason I'm emphasizing the fact that she suffered from no physical disease nor she had any sort of accident, she didn't even have serious psychological trauma, She was admitted to the hospital simply because she lost her consciousness, and she lost her consciousness because, Well... Mainly because she saw Ines walking in front of her with "short hair."You see, my sister-in-law -god bless her- is a strong woman despite all the weeping shows she usually displays, When she discovered that Azziz who she loved dearly was in fact only using her as a pawn to threaten Hamza for only god knows what insane reason that involved me, she erased him from her life and even attacked him in justice for a couple of charges, Then she went on a trip with her friends t
INAYA -How do people realize they actually love someone?I realized what I have for my husband was real love, the kind I will take to my grave and that will make me look at his wrinkled 80 years old face and still want to kiss everything about it when we had another setback in our married life.Seeing a doctor is not particularly the best thing I like in life, quite the opposite actually.Not even Hamza's presence helped in my consultation with the gynecologist, that experience was much harder than I thought it would be, I needed to do many tests including the blood draws I was terrified of, but that's not even the tough part about it at all, it was, in reality, the fact that I had to g o through all this only to be told when the results were out that my chances of having a child were miraculous.When the doctor said this to us while reading through the results in his hands our reactions were different like sky and earth, they say that sometimes accepting hard news is easier for the p
He didn't leave, and although I punched him and fought him he still hugged me tight so that I don't hurt myself when I finally stopped crying I found myself engulfed in his embrace... It was such a hot day outside the villa, but even our embrace was cold.When my sobs stopped only one sound filled the silence, it was the noisy splashing of water in the sink since I deliberately opened the water tap to its maximum earlier to cover my sobs, which eventually turned into a useless waste of water.Hamza didn't say a word while his strong arms encircled me and his heart beat widely against my ear, at that moment for a reason I shall never know I was calmed with the sound of water and his strong heartbeats, it suddenly occurred to me to say,"I can't give you a baby, but if you want it so much I can't selfishly keep you from that, you can marry another woman, I can't accept you having a second wife so we can divorce."Once I said that I felt his arms tighten even more around me and his heart
INAYA- Living with the extremely rich Hamza Filladi taught me a bit about the techniques rich people use to save their money and expand it.For example, he invests his time to the maximum amount, if a deal is taking more than it should be taking the unhesitantly forsakes it! Therefore, the market knowing this golden rule of the most powerful investor in the mainland, all interested companies work their teams like robots just to please him and make everything go smoothly and quickly before he gets bored. By consequence he saved much more time and effort by simply refusing a couple of fruitless deals, Words are like flowing gold to him, it is rumored that during meetings he barely utters a few decisive words or simply gestures with his hands to express his opinion, totally deserving of his title as the "silent beast". So whenever he speaks... He never has to repeat his words, which is indeed smart if you ask my opinion, take my overdramatic ex-manager at the radio station as an example
INAYA -"Look Inaya, either you announce you're being married by your self or I will do that on your behalf! You have 2 minutes." Hamza threatened with a very serious look on his face the moment I walked inside our room a week after his own announcement.It's not an exaggeration to say I was shocked, because yes he said these words to me just the way I'm saying them to you now, With no introductions, no explanations, I simply and innocently walked inside our room after I visited Nana only to find an extremely angry looking husband, standing with his arms crossed near the door, and his voice was terrifying when he said these words!Being the negotiating person that I am, I logically asked him,"to who should I report my status as a married woman within 2 minutes? To Jin (ghosts) in this room?""to him" he coldly replied while handing me my phone.I checked my phone to see what he was talking about, but there was nothing in particular in it, so I looked at Hamza extremely confused, He c
You see, this husband of mine is very lacking in the matter of social etiquette and general humor, this suggestion of Mrs. Driss which was a mere joke that any average Algerian woman says to a woman in a suitable age of marriage as a compliment Hamza must have considered it as a serious marriage proposal and the invitation to the party as an invitation to a matchmaking event!Without waiting any more moment I immediately said to Mr. Driss,"I've married already Mr. Driss, the man who Mrs. Driss spoke with is my husband."I saved details such as "my husband is the big boss of the company and he currently was very enraged" to save my poor coworker from experiencing a heart attack. After a few more words of apologies and excuses I finally hang up the call and I approached Hamza guiltily, I circled his torso with my arms and as I pressed my cheek against his back I shamelessly said,"I have told him I'm married, you should be proud that your wife is still admired by the others, it means y
INAYA -How do I tell when Hamza is excited about something? Well, to be honest, that man hardly shows any change of affection or any expression on his face, his eyes are always cold and words are very little, still I, have been his wife for a respectable amount of time and have known him for longer, I can still tell the difference in his mood by noticing the little changes in his attitude.Take the morning following the n ight I promised to put on my wedding ring as an example, I woke up to find a very excited Hamza Filadi looking at me, although he was just coldly eying me while saying his typical morning greeting, "are you awake?"I still noticed that he was indeed very enthusiastically waiting for me to wake up mainly by noticing two changes,1. he was already wearing his tuxedo and all windows were wide open because usually, he'd just keep wearing his nightgown until it was almost time to go to work, and he wouldn't open the windows not to disturb my sleep, so clearly someone was
INAYA -Once Hamza finished touring our office, he just left along with his bodyguards and his administrative team, Leaving everyone with a thousand questions, mainly... why did he come there in the first place?"Inaya, does the big boss know you personally?" Someone asked when the whole office was in havoc after Hamza left. So hearing such a loud and clear question, everyone's attention naturally turned toward me."Yes," I replied honestly. There was no point in denying it anyways, soon or later everyone will know the truth and I'll be called a liar if I denied it now."how's that?" The same person asked again."it is linked with the identity of my husband," I answered righteously, because yes, This is true as well."your husband must know the big boss personally! You're very lucky to be acquainted with him!" Some other coworkers commented with envious eyes.I just burst into laughter, literally, there I was holding their hands and guiding them to the door of truth, yet when we reach
Ines Filladi always knew that she should never marry a man that she liked more than he liked her because her brother's failing marriage gave her the trauma of her life.There isn't a single person in the Filladi's close circle of acquaintances who failed to notice how infatuated Hamza is with his wife, whenever Inaya was in his surrounding, his eyes would always carefully watch her every little movement, if he was spotted spacing out while looking at something in the far distance, it was unnecessary to curiously follow his gaze and see what he was looking at since most certainly, a little sun-kissed woman with a long dark hair would be standing at that faraway spot.Since everyone could tell, and even those who poorly knew Hamza, how come Inaya still had no idea and acted indifferent toward him?? Ines found only one explanation for this: that Inaya truly had not a single emotion nor care for Hamza, therefore, he was only wasting his life on an undeserving woman.She remembers clearly
Hamza is still a man who is hard to read.For example, I thought he was totally ok with my father-in-law keeping Ayoub in his care, however, when our cars coming from the hospital finally reached the villa, he suddenly refused to let my father-in-law have Ayoub for a moment longer, like the very instant our car stopped he calmly walked out without even throwing any sort of remark to me, because usually, he would bossily give orders like, "Inaya, wait here." "Wait for me to come back." "Stay in the car".So yes, he just forgot about me, he walked out and directly headed towards his father's car, personally opened his father's seat door, held the baby in his arms, and as he was about to walk away he remembered to look back at the dumbfounded old man left behind and say, "thank you."What he probably meant was, "your time is up, now I'm taking my son back."While looking at him I initially thought the reason he so suddenly decided to make Mr buelguassem's face turn red with anger, is
Life is very unpredictable.For example, that night... my husband hugged me and I went to sleep.When I opened my eyes the next time, I found my husband still sleeping beside me and circling his arms around me, there was a little difference though. We were not in our room, we were on a hospital bed instead.There was an IV drip connected to my arm, looking on top of my head, I saw the saline bottle hanging on the stand.The first thought I had was that my baby was gone, but before I even started to panic, I felt the baby's movement in my belly so I breathed in relief, as long as he still moved it meant that everything was fine.I made a little movement as I checked on the baby, and that was enough to wake Hamza up...The moment he opened his eyes, he quickly uncircled his arms from around me and leaned on them to lift his torso and look at me.When he saw that I was wide awake and blinking my eyes in confusion while staring at him he didn't wait for the slightest moment before his lip
How does it feel to know that your son won't probably come to life?Let's just skip this part and more practically ask, What to do to cope with the fact you know your son won't probably come to life?1- at all costs, avoid looking at baby products...Because their sight will unnecessarily break your heart to pieces, and bring tears to your eyes, so if for example you were randomly watching TV and diaper ads suddenly jumped on the screen from nowhere then you have to immediately change the channel or turn the TV off, if you have your husband sitting with you then you can depend on him in catching the remote control in the speed of light and using it to make the ad disappear, because usually when such sad ads show up... Your pregnancy hormones act quicker than your reflexes and you might need the help of someone else because you'll be busy having your heart aching.I'm someone who is a TV addict, by TV addict I precisely mean that I don't necessarily like watching a certain category of
A day passed... Then two...A week... Then two...Months followed and my child still lived!I must say this child sure inherited all Hamza's genes and neglected mine, otherwise, how come when literally there was no hope left he still survived?I guarantee you, when I give birth to this little devil, he would come out silently, Then start inspecting his surrounding without crying, and would only gaze at the nurse coldly waiting for her to cover him with clothes, I suppose his father did the same thing as well.The child is a boy... If I should define his gender, a very stubborn and willful boy to be precise, for example when a second doctor was doing my ultrasound after reading my file and coming to know how terrible my condition always was, with a very surprised face she informed us, "the fetus is developing in the norms."When I smiled and thanked her for reassuring us, she repeated as if we didn't hear her the first time, "his growth is normal, he's normal in size, and there are no
Spending time at the hospital alone for the majority of the time was truly a chance for me to appreciate all I had.Of course, there were always nurses by my side and doctors... The family visited as well, even my mother-in-law put on her most elegant of clothes and jewelry and then came to visit me, since no outsider knew about my pregnancy the possibility of her coming to see me only to put a facade in front of her acquaintances was disqualified, in fact, by coming to see me she was, on the contrary creating trouble for herself if she were ever to be caught by someone she knew, yet she made all the effort only to stand at the top of my head and scald me, "Did you have to fight with your husband while being pregnant and send your self to the hospital? I understand your temper is very short but you have to be more patient now! If you two can't stay in the same room without quarreling then you should have occupied separate rooms! Etc."Even my father-in-law decided to put an end to his
When I first discovered I was pregnant for the second time, no matter what everyone said, I truly believed this was the miracle of my life.So one night when I was about to go to sleep, I looked at my husband who naturally was still working as if working like he had no tomorrow would win him a ticket to paradise.Anyways after scalding him and expressing how much I hated his habit of always preferring the sight of papers instead of enjoying his rest time with me, his highness was forced to turn off his laptop and come lie beside me on to the bed to accompany me to sleep.Being me, I quickly buried myself in his warmth while asking, "don't you think it's better this way? Being with me instead of restlessly working? There's no point in building an empire on earth if you'd neglect what should be treasured more than money.""I'm trying to solve a few matters beforehand because I will have to spend more time watching over you from now on." He explained calmly...Although his explanation co
Hamza developed a new habit, of being extra rude to people.This man is, with no exaggeration whatsoever, one of the least sociable of people I ever met, for example once when we visited a certain farm with his family, and we found a lot of guests there, it was only natural and awaited from us to blend in among the rest of the guests.Still, this very arrogant person only spoke with a limited list of people, and it was mainly to them that I was introduced, as for the rest of the guests who by the way were overly welcoming, they were facelessly ignored.At first, I thought Hamza is one of those people who treat others according to their class and money, which is indirectly offending to me because I'm not someone who was born in a castle, it was inevitable to think "what if this man didn't blindly fall for me, would I be belittled and ignored this way?".But as I walked more around in his company I finally realized the people he spoke with belonged to only 2 categories,1- his business
How was it like to be pregnant alone for the first time?1. I discovered I was pregnant around the seventh week.I was very busy with work around that time to care for myself, I only suspected I was pregnant because I was feeling tired and nauseous most of the time and it was happening for a hell much longer to just assume I was nauseous because I ate bad food, I took the test one morning, and when it came out positive, I had no idea what to do or what to think, so I called my husband who was then at work, much not to my surprise though, it was his secretary who answered and said he was at an important meeting.I remember taking the day off after much trouble, then going to consult the gynecologist alone, where I was informed not only about my pregnancy but also about my particular case.I went back home soon after, then spent the whole day just sitting alone and staring at space, I wasn't happy that I was pregnant at all, in fact, I spent a long time only blaming myself for not takin