~Heart wants what it wants~
Alex's POV:
Two days !!!
Dad gave me two days to decide the biggest decision of my life. Leave music and be with her or do music and leave her.
What kind of condition is that ? In both of the condition, I am gonna loose. In both of the condition, there is only one who would be losing and that is me. and the one person who would be winning in any condition would be dad.
I walked out of his company and then, walked slowly with the heavy steps. These steps were now really difficult for me to even raise higher from the ground. And, in some point when the sun was on its zenith, my knees felt weak even to walk a single step on the way.
I held the bench on the road and then,my face covered with a cap and a mask and sat down on it. The sun was hotter than I had expected o
~Let's walk up and down together. Let's tie a knot to be together~Dorothy's POV :" You're... you're pregnant," he said.I stood there puzzled and not believing myself. My mind took some seconds to get what he was saying?" What? What do you mean by I am pregnant? Are you really being serious?" I asked.He nodded his head. The slight smile left my lips and I was so happy that I nearly crushed his bone while jumping to him." Oh ! my God, I am so happy. Is this for real? Does my this flat belly carries a baby in there? Oh! God," I was so happy as I hugged him tight.Pulling me away from his hug, gripping my both shoulders with his both hands he said," Are you happy ?"With the smile and amazing happiness, which I had never felt in my whole life I said," Why wouldn't I be happy? I am so mu
~I feel freedom near you. That is why I love you more~Dorothy's POV :I was resting calmly on his arms. I was gazing his sharp jawline which was perfect like that of Greek God.Why would I even compare him with them?He is more better than. No comparision. I wanted to hug him tight again and sleep right beside his arms but it wasn't the time to sleep.I looked at the large pendulum clock hanging on the wall and yelled at him," Alex, wake up. You have tons of things to do today," I hit him on his plumpy hips hard and woke him up.He woke up and then, I quickly pushed him to the shower and rushed to the kitchen to prepare some quick breakfast for him. I cannot let him be hungry in his special day.Finally, the day is here. His special day and of course mine too.I couldn't express how happy I am today.
~Your singing is what my heart yearns to hear~Dorothy's POV :It warmed my heart to the guts when he came up on the stage with his favorite guitar and was stringing it. I wonder if he could find me in the crowds but then I realized I was in the first row, and unknowingly clapping my hands for him with a big curves in my face.And, I could even see another side of my assistant. She was shouting and cheering like crazy. I had to roll and blink my eyes twice before seeing her like that but still I was glad she was enjoying a lot.He sang like almost so many songs, about 10 is it ? Ahh...his throats might be swelling and paining a lot by now. I thought music could only be hobby. It could only make people happy and that guitar thing was just something like people hold it just for fun.But, after I met him, I realized, realized that everything on the world couldn't
~Your lips are my favourite flavour~Alex's POV:It took me fucking 8 long years to reach at this stage. I had fell down numerous times, got muddied with numerous critics and unwanted scandals, broken down thousands of time and rose millions of times to be here today.I cannot describe those early beginning moments, when I was struggling hard like a caterpillar wriggling around the bunches of leaves to survive. With no recommendations and without any of the known person in the industry I solely survived on my own talent and hit on this place.And, now the same agitated and annoying people who had once rejected me for not having proper recommendations and for not having anyone in the industry, now are dying to get a project with me. I never used my father's name. Why would I ? He was ashamed of me.Someone said this is how the progress goes and what a real success actually is ?And , all of this thing is gonna end tonight. This thi
~Yes, I am a super jealous guy and I will continue that in future ~Alex's POV:The morning started with the packing, for the hospital stay. We were packing the stuff like as if we are going on a trip or I can say I was packing like she was actually going on a trip."Alex, stop. How much are you going to shove in the stuffs. I am going for hospital stay not for the vacation. I can get those stuffs from you and others. Just unpack them," she shuffled down all of the stuffs in the bed." But, you need all of those. These are just some clothes, and daily items, a brush, toothpaste, a comb, an i-pad for music and movie and (picking the bra ) some undergarments," I said picking it up in the air." Shit ! What are you doing, Alex ?" she snatched away the bra away from my hand and stuffed it inside her bag." See here. I just need
~My priceless galaxy is with me even if I lose my world~Alex's POV:I drove back to the home to get ready for the company.Not, delaying any single hour. Dad called me, as soon as I had reached home.To be honest, it freaked me out when I got the call.But the reality always strikes hard on our soul, our heart and our mind which had been busy weaving the beautiful world of ourselves.Still my priceless galaxy is still with me even if I lose my world.I walked to my dressing room which had almost all sorts of designed suits which I rarely wore.I was never comfortable in them. The comfort that my T-shirts, jackets, jeans, sneakers and the hoodies gave couldn't be given by them. Even this dressing up was out of my comfort zone. I don't know how am I going to handle the business whic
~Dreams have no limits no boundaries~Dorothy's POV :It's been a day and half in the hospital.Ever since I got admitted, I had to go through so many check ups frequently. Thank God! all of my X-ray, CT scan (Computed Tomography scan), MRI ( Magnetic Resonance Imaging , ) biopsy tests and Ultrasounds all of them were pre done before some weeks ago. Still, there were numerous tests that were being run.Alex was freaked out more than me. I feel like he is panicking a lot and taking everything so quick and rushing everything. I don't understand.The last time, in the evening he visited me in the he was all weared off. He seemed so tired and so much troubled that day.
~I promise to love this man and never let him regret his decisions. I am going to make everything alright~Dorothy's POV:" Aren't you cold?" Alex wrapped me in a black warm cardigan as I grabbed the railings of the balcony and rested my chin on the railing and closed my eyes feeling the cool fresh air." A little," I answered as I inhale the cool and fresh breeze." Who's she?" he asked standing beside me.I lifted my head from the railing and turned to him, leaning on the railings. " I don't know but she is suffering from cancer too. I just felt sorry for that little child and I brought her here up," I answered as I hold both hands on mine and playing with them."Alex, did you had lunch?" I asked him." Yeah. Are you hungry? Want me to get you something?" he said caressing my cheeks gently with his thumbs in a round motion."I am on fast. I cannot eat. Tomorrow, I have surgery, you see," I turned back to see the view of the city.
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After a month.Dorothy's POV :Wantedly or unwantedly, I stood at the aisle for the wedding. Looking at the people all around, whom I used to call the crowds and hated them, I clutched my hands tight on the corner of my designer gown which took quite a long time to be mend.The cape sleeved gown which was showcasing my white arms, designed white floral designs from the V-lines neck to the thin slimmed waist and gradually, spreading finely and thinly on the flares of the gown.I was constantly twitching the flower on the gown, due to nervousness." Oh! God Dorothy. Why are you so much nervous? You can do it, Dorothy," I motivated myself. It's not like this is my first time being together with him. It's just a wedding." It's just a ceremony where you are marrying your husband again. Not more than that," I moaned at myself.With a loud voice, a phrase was announced," And, the bride enters."My heartfelt as if it would stop right at
" Commit thy works unto the LORD, and thy thoughts shall be established." - Proverbs 16 :3Dorothy's POV :It was tough to see him breaking down in each and every notches of his life. It's heartbreaking for me to see him like that.Allie had submitted me with all the information about the Andersons Company. I had a better idea to deal with their business. I got to know that more than sixty percent of the shareholders of his company were willing to sell their shares, because of the company's dropping of share's value in the stock market.I was willing to purchase all of the shares, all sixty percent of it. So, I had acquired all the sixty percent of his shares without even revealing my face and also urged him, that I would be investing for his company willingly but he had to do one thing for me. I will be making an app to upgrade his company's finance. You can't imagine how much profit the online app can get you but the promotional teaser and the theme music s
Alex's POV :My heart broke as she asked me if I was well or not. If I was alright or not? I wasn't? Not even a little bit. The pressure of learning the things that I don't know was more than the grief of leaving the music in the company.I wasn't being able to learn. I felt like a small kid struggling hard with his school assignments and still couldn't do it.Somewhere in my mind, I have wanted, wanted that someone would ask me if I was well or not. If I was okay or not? When she asked me about it, my heartfelt more than broken. I wanted to stay in her embraces as they were the only secure place for me now.Honestly, everything others were frustrating me except her and Gloria in my life. I don't know why but Her happiness with Gloria had made me happy in her happiness. But, sometimes thinking about the departure that which id obvious and sure to happen, ruptures my heart into pieces. And, when I think of her who is more attached to her, it makes me mor
~I am not weak. I was never.I won't let anyone to stumble on my belongings~Dorothy's POV :My heart left its place when she told me everything. Wait! What is this everything? Why did he leave the music for me?" What are spouting? How did I make him leave his biggest dream?" I asked her with a teary voice. My mind refused to agree that I was the reason for his retirement from the music and my heart denied the fact that he gave up the music.I wasn't able to take both of the things." Mam..., that ..., donor...," she stammered with each word that was enunciating from her lips. As always she is always slow or she is scared of me, I can never understand.Wiping away the tears, with my palms, I asked with a gentle voice," Tell me, Risa, everything. I swear I won't be telling even a single word to Alex and never mention your name in front of him. Please for God's sake, tell me everything," I pleaded with all of my heart and soul to her.I
~ Some people we meet in our life are more than just the angel~Dorothy's Pov:Finally, after three weeks I am being discharged from the hospital. I swear, the excitement which I had during the admittance in the hospital faded away just in some days after I joined.My back was aching like the hell by sleeping everyday on the bed. They won't allow me to eat something that I wanted and yeah, not even travel as I wanted. But, I knew that it was all for me. It was just because I wasn't habituated to sleeping and getting rest almost all days.Yeah, my little friend, Gloria would visit me frequently in my room and we would be together with each other almost all the time.We used to stroll around the garden and look at the old people laughing and giggling and make a silly jokes on some of them. As she was more of a patient in a hospital before me, she knew quite some of the people in the hospital and would describe me about them, with he
~ I lie, I tell truth. Everything is only for you~Alex's POV :Since some weeks she has to go through all sorts of tests. I can't even understand what kinds of tests they were but I can feel that she must be exhausted and fed up with all sorts of bitter experiences during the tests, needles, cuts and all.And on top of that, I didn't even want her to know what I have actually done. She might hate me, hate me for being a coward for giving up my dreams for her but I know she would never be able to feel proud even when I gave up her life for music. The music isn't as much worth as she is in my life.Her surgery was scheduled at 11 O' clock sharp. She has been in several tests since then, and she has been going through different procedures since morning.Dad reached the hospital on time. I don't know why but when dad showed up in the hospital, I felt like hugging him so tight as his presence had relieved every cells of my body.They
~ I lie, I tell truth. Everything is only for you~Alex's POV :Since some weeks she has to go through all sorts of tests. I can't even understand what kinds of tests they were but I can feel that she must be exhausted and fed up with all sorts of bitter experiences during the tests, needles, cuts and all.And on top of that, I didn't even want her to know what I have actually done. She might hate me, hate me for being a coward for giving up my dreams for her but I know she would never be able to feel proud even when I gave up her life for music. The music isn't as much worth as she is in my life.Her surgery was scheduled at 11 O' clock sharp. She has been in several tests since then, and she has been going through different procedures since morning.Dad reached the hospital on time. I don't know why but when dad showed up in the hospital, I felt like hugging him so tight as his presence had relieved every cells of my body.They
~I promise to love this man and never let him regret his decisions. I am going to make everything alright~Dorothy's POV:" Aren't you cold?" Alex wrapped me in a black warm cardigan as I grabbed the railings of the balcony and rested my chin on the railing and closed my eyes feeling the cool fresh air." A little," I answered as I inhale the cool and fresh breeze." Who's she?" he asked standing beside me.I lifted my head from the railing and turned to him, leaning on the railings. " I don't know but she is suffering from cancer too. I just felt sorry for that little child and I brought her here up," I answered as I hold both hands on mine and playing with them."Alex, did you had lunch?" I asked him." Yeah. Are you hungry? Want me to get you something?" he said caressing my cheeks gently with his thumbs in a round motion."I am on fast. I cannot eat. Tomorrow, I have surgery, you see," I turned back to see the view of the city.