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Ch. 53: Needing Her
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2022-07-25 06:08:46
Stacy RushSorry friends, the updating schedule for this has changed. From now on, I will be updating on Mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. I may get an extra chapter in on the weekend, but I'm not making any promises, because I don't want to disappoint my readers. Hope you enjoyed this chapter...and as always...if possible, I would love to receive a pretty little Gem if you can spare one! Thank you so much for following me on Ella and Jace's journey! =)
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