Having my mother cancel my flight to Connecticut for me was heartbreaking. I am so ready to leave this place, especially after the assault, but I still have unfinished business that I need to take care of before I leave. Besides, there is no way I will be able to do much if I go now while having broken ribs, so I might as well stay here until I can at least move around and do things on my own a bit more. I’ve yet to tell Jace anything about me leaving. Depending on what my decision is going to be, I may not tell him at all. That is one of the reasons why I agreed to go out to the movies with him tonight. It’s been almost a week since I got home from the hospital, and he’s been coming over after school to help me around the house when nobody is around. He still comes even if I don’t need the help, and it’s actually been nice. I’ve seen a lot of the old Jace, but I’m not sure if it’s because my family is around or if he really is trying to go slow for me. When he asked me this morning
JACE POV It doesn’t take a genius to know that Ella’s panties are soaked. I lost count on how many times I saw that look in her eyes every time I used my Dom voice or told her exactly what I would be doing to her. She tried changing topics numerous times, but it will always come back to the same thing as long as she continues to resist her place in my life. I’ve enjoyed my night with Ella, immensely, and plan on having many more as long as I can get her to realize that she’s mine. Her old friends almost ruined it for us by bringing up that picture of the bastards that attacked her. I noticed her lip tremble slightly and put a stop to it immediately. I was trying to be nice when I got a hold of them to let them know that I will no longer keep them away from Ella, and they were grateful that I was allowing them to be part of her life again. When Ella looked back at me after they approached, my dick became harder than a rock. She didn’t realize it, but her actions showed me just how sub
“Now strip…” Watching him train a sub wouldn’t have been at the top of my list of things to watch him do, but I have to admit that it was hot. Is there something wrong with me in thinking that the guy who is interested in me is turning me on as he trains another woman? When I first saw him put his hand between her legs while inspecting her, I wasn’t a fan, but as I watched him work, I swear he paid more attention to me than he did the sub. Not once did I see his pants bulge either, while working with her. I did learn a few things about being a sub during the session, though, and it was enlightening. Now that it’s over, and I’m drenched, all I can think about is being able to come. It’s like I’m in a trance as I begin to undress myself, stripping away all the barriers that are keeping me from achieving great pleasure. It’s only now that Jace starts to grow hard as he watches me undress. The sub was a beautiful girl, and so for him not to be turned on doing everything he
JACE POV I just about lost control with Ella. I can never do that with her, especially after what happened to her. I’m glad I was able to come to my senses before it was too late, but I can no longer be around her at the moment. I need to go back to my training, get it all hammered into my head again, because it’s been too long. Once I’ve taken the three-week refresher course, then I will allow myself to pursue my girl again, but not until then. I had texted Jude while I waited for Ella to dress. He went ahead and made the arrangement for me to go stay at the facility for the three weeks, that way I wouldn’t be tempted to go see her. I still go to school, but then straight back to the dorms they have over there. My parents think I’m house sitting for a friend who went on vacation, so they don’t flip shit when I don’t come home during the duration of the refresher course. I feel bad for how I left things with Ella. I didn’t even acknowledge her when she told me she was sorry. Instea
I’m just finishing getting ready when my phone starts ringing, but I can tell by the ring that it’s facetime, so I assume it’s my mom or Elise calling me. I hurry over to where my phone is on the charger and grab it, not bothering to look at the name. When I connect to the video call, I’m a bit shocked at what I’m seeing. I’m thinking that someone misdialed as the view I have is of a male’s body with a towel wrapped so low on their hips that I can see the deep V…and are those pubes sticking out of the top of the towel? The camera begins to move upward, and I see nothing but abs with great definition, telling me that this person works out. My heart is beating really fast as I begin to get the feeling that I know that chest, but it can’t be…it’s been three long weeks without a word. Suddenly, green eyes that appear and a smile that I will always hold dear, greet me, and before I can say anything, he speaks first. “Hello, Ella. You have been a very naughty girl!” I
I knock on Reece and Gabe’s door just a few minutes after seven. The sound of footsteps can be heard coming towards the door right before it opens. Reece smiles brightly when she sees who’s at the door, “Hey Ella! Gabe said that he invited you, but we weren’t sure if you were coming. Come on in, I’m so happy you’re here!” “Yeah, sorry I’m a little late. I got a last-minute phone call that I needed to take.” I return her smile. “Oh, you’re fine. We are still waiting on a few more people, so consider yourself early.” She giggles and leads me into the living room. Their apartment is almost the exact layout as mine, how the front door opens up to a small hallway. There is a coat closet on one side and directly across from it is a utility closet. The end of the hall opens up to the living space with the kitchen to the left and living room on the right. There is a bathroom that faces the hall, with two closed doors on each side of it, which I can only assume are the be
JACE POV “I haven’t touched myself since before you first told me I couldn’t. You were the last one to make me come, Jace.” I don’t believe I’m hearing what she is saying, correctly. That’s not possible; there is no way she has gone all this time without touching herself just because I told her not too…could she? The look on her face is telling me otherwise, though. It looks as though she may cry because the has been waiting so long. “Jesus Christ, Ella!” I exclaim, shocked to my core. “What did I do wrong, Jace. I obeyed your order, and all I’m asking for is to be able to relieve some of this tension.” Shaking myself, I try to soothe her because she’s working herself up, “I know, baby, I know. I’m sorry, I hadn’t realized that you were still following my orders.” I want to fist pump the air, is what I want to do. Here I am, getting myself off at least once a day and she’s gone weeks, all because I told her she couldn’t touch herself, “We are going to fix
Time flies when you’re keeping busy. I’ve been in New Haven for almost two months now, and aside from my family, I haven’t been in touch with anybody from my old life. Amy and Bree have both tried calling, but I’m still not ready to go there just yet. As for Jace, maybe it’s best if I continue to have no contact with him. I don’t want to hurt him, but I can’t give him the answer that he wants to hear, not yet anyway. I miss him every single day, but he’s kept his word and has not contacted me at all. Although, he has asked my mom about me, wanting to make sure that I’m still doing good. According to Elise, Jace has gotten into two separate fights with other guys at school who have been trying to get with my sister. She told me that she doesn’t even talk to Jace, so she doesn’t know how he is finding out about these guys. I get an ache in my chest whenever they bring his name up, but I want to know what he’s been up to as well. Maybe I’m doing it the coward’s way, but at lea
“What do you want, sweet girl?” “You have to use your words, Precious, you know this.” “More...Master! Please...Sir!” “Please what, Precious?” “Please, let me come, Sir!” I’m barely hanging on and can hardly comprehend anything as my Doms have me on the precipice of what I know to be an insane climax. With my wrists cuffed in the restraints above my head and me straddling his waist, Jace grips my ass harder as he thrusts into me. He nods behind me where Jude wields my most favorite implement... the whip. It kisses my skin once, twice, and on the third time, Jace gives me the one-word command that I’ve been dying to hear. “Come!” I let go and my body takes flight. Letting go is exhilarating as my nerve-endings fire one by one, almost like fireworks on the fourth of July. My mind goes into a frenzy as I scream out both Jude and Jace’s name. I’m still flying high when I feel cold liquid run down the crack of my ass and then he’s right there; Jude, pressing into me and reigniting th
JACE POV I’m on the phone with Dr. Lambert when Ella says that she doesn’t think we are going to make it to the hospital. All I can do is stare at her dumbfoundedly, trying to comprehend what she is saying. She can’t be serious! I glance at the GPS on the front dash and see that we are only three minutes out and I begin to breathe once again. “Uh, Doc, Ella doesn’t think we are going to make it to the hospital, but we are only three minutes away.” The voice on the other end assures me that we should be fine but that I should remove Ella’s pants just in case we are wrong. I follow the doctor’s instructions, and help my wife pull her pants off. “Okay, dad, now I need you to check and see if you see a head beginning to crown and if not, then use two fingers and check it to see if you can feel the head.” Dr. Lambert explains and once again I do as she says. “I don’t see anything,” I state as I gently and slowly insert my fingers into my wife’ pussy to feel for a head, and to my relief
My husbands, my Doms; they mean everything to me, and soon, this little one will too, not that she doesn’t already, I think to myself as I rub my rounded belly. I’ve grown to love the fact that I’m giving the two most important people in my life something that nobody else can give them, and what they want most. I was scared and very apprehensive in the beginning, I wanted more time with my men, but life doesn’t put things on hold just because someone wants something different. I am a huge believer in the saying Everything Happens for a Reason, and me becoming pregnant doesn’t change that. Jace and Jude have shown me that I can still submit to them while pregnant and have shown me even more love through the whole thing. Now, the challenging part is once the baby is born, and growing. I can’t very well be naked and kneeling in her presence. I sigh, it will have to go back to the bedroom & dungeon only, I guess. Unless the guys come up with something else. I’m willing to try anything as
JUDE POV We are seven months into Ella’s pregnancy, and she is a fucking gorgeous, glowing woman. We used to have to remind her every day, but I think we have finally fucked it into her that she is still as desirable to us if not more. As per her request and because of her doubts about our feelings for her, she is now our twenty-four-seven submissive. She lives and breathes to serve us, but with a little twist. My husband and I still want our Ella at home, so even though she submits in every way, she still has the leniency to be herself at home. She’s allowed to look at us and talk to us without needing permission unless she is being punished. This last makes me smile because she gets punished a lot. Our little wife wants to be treated like a full submissive, but she is too stubborn to follow through with it, which then causes her punishment. Truth be known, I'm pretty sure she acts out on purpose because we all know how much our little masochist loves being punished. This late in h
JACE POV “Mom, I’m telling you that it’s the best move for you to make with the store! You already have three stores total here in the United States; if Europe wants you, then do it! Another few more years and you can sell the chain and retire as a happy woman.” “But I always planned on leaving you the store, Jace.” My mother whines. I love my mother but when it comes to her store and what she wants to do with it, it gives me a headache. She wanted to grow, and we have grown. My mother is making bank on her three stores as it is and now that a company in Europe wants her to come over there, she’s whining about it. She’s always saying how she wants to leave me the stores. Granted, in the past it may have been what I wanted, but things change. We now have Club Shameless, and we are in the makings of opening another club/training center in Bridgeport, and possibly across the Long Island Sound on Long Island, but that one won’t be for a while yet. “I know it’s always been your dream to
Can this day get any worse? It started out so well with having lunch with Jude, or should I say, feeding Jude his lunch. It all went downhill after that. Vomiting after sucking my husband off and then realizing that I fucked up royally by forgetting my birth control shot. Then, my awesome father-in-law showing up demanding money and holding us hostage. To say that I was angry would be putting it mildly. Shooting him wasn’t in my plans, but when you fuck with someone I love, there is no telling what I will do. When I saw the gun fall from Roark’s hand after Jude took him down to the floor, I had just released my hands from the loose knot that he made in his haste after he had me call Jude. I grabbed the gun from the floor and as soon as I saw Roark going after Jude again, I didn’t hesitate. I thought shooting someone would feel different, I thought I would feel bad at having to hurt someone, but I guess it’s different when done for protection. I don’t feel any remorse in shooting the m
JUDE POV I only stand here for a moment, stunned, taking in my wife standing there, holding the handgun out in front of her. It’s now pointing straight at me, so I’m quick to move and go to her. She isn’t shaking or freaking out, but she does look pissed off. She starts to lower the gun as she looks up at me, and then calmly puts it on the coffee table before she starts checking me out to see if I’m hurt. Will wonders ever cease with the strength of this woman in front of me? When she called me earlier, I was just finishing up with a new high-end client and now, a new member at Shameless. I answered the call the second time it rang and was surprised to hear my wife’s voice on the other end instead of my husband’s. I didn’t think anything of it really, not until she mentioned that we hadn’t had sex in a week. Now, I’m not one to be conceited, but I know damn well that she couldn’t have forgotten our lunchtime rendezvous or our dungeon escapades at home the last three nights; I knew so
JACE POV I can hardly believe that we may be having a baby! Jude is going to be over the moon if the test comes back positive. Him and I have had a lot of discussions over the last few months about building our family as soon as we can get Ella on board. We know she’s scared and so we don’t push it, but this was an accident, this is on her for not remembering to go to her appointment before the wedding. I’m trying really hard not to get my hopes up here, but I want this with her...I want this with them, so bad. The only major issue right now is trying to figure out which pregnancy test is the most accurate one to get. I swear they have at least ten different brands here at the drugstore. There is no shame in my game as I ask a passing customer, who happens to be a middle-aged woman, which one is the best one to buy. She looks me up and down and when she notices my ring finger, she smiles, going on to explain why certain ones are better than others and such. In the end, I thank her a
When I get back from the club, Jace doesn’t wait. He pins me right there, to the front door, and opens my coat, grinning as he drops to his knees in front of me and places my leg over one shoulder. As always, his mouth feels like heaven as he eats me out, even if I am sore from the pounding that our husband gave me less than thirty minutes ago. “Mm, you and Jude mixed together tastes so fucking good, Precious. You were a very good girl, weren’t you?” “Yes, Sir,” I pant as my hand rests on his head, “I love being your good girl.” He continues to go to town on me until I’m coming hard. He’s very attentive as I come down from the high, licking and lapping at my opening, making sure he gets every drop. As soon as he’s done, though, he stands up and grips my jaw. He then allows me to taste Jude and I as he mauls my mouth with his own. When a whimper slips out, he pulls away, “On your knees and be the good whore now.” A shiver of excitement runs through me just like every other time he