Ari
I had no idea how I found myself in the nearest bathroom by luck but I didn't care.
Without hesitation I locked myself inside, desperation and panic brewing inside me. My mind was a mess and the cool bathroom tiles weren't enough against the storm raging in my mind.
It shouldn't be. Of all the things I had anticipated, this wasn't ever in the cards.
My mother had married Alpha Jason? Zayn and Zachary, my high school tormentors, were my mates?
The universe had to be playing a prank on me.
A shudder ran through me as the memories rushed back in full force, taking me back to when I was in highschool, constantly bullied for my poor clothes, my skinny appearance.
The main perpetrators were none other than Zachary and Zayn.
I had no idea why they hated me so much, yet from the moment I met them, they had their sights set on me. And nobody stopped them. Why would they when they were the sons of the Alpha, the most sought after and popular boys in school?
Many even joined them.
Those two had made my life hell, reveling in my misery.
I thought that I would never have to see them again. Even while staying in this town I hadn't expected to meet them like this.
The image of them in the split second before I fled remained stuck to me. It seemed like much hadn't changed in that aspect. From their chiseled faces, to striking eyes, they were still handsome in a way that drew attention from other women.
I couldn't understand it. No matter how handsome they were, to me they were cruel, their smiles twisted and menacing. I recalled the way they'd taunt me, their words cutting and humiliating me at every turn.
Frustration welled up inside me and I wished I could scream.
Mate bonds weren't treated how it was in the past with tales of soulmates and true love. They weren't concrete standards to fall in love or get together with a person and many others lived without their mates. Having a mate only meant having a high compatibility with someone and it wasn't a sign of a good relationship.
Despite knowing all of that, I couldn't understand how the universe could pair me with the worst people on earth.
And on top of that, they were my stepbrothers?
Of all the people I thought she could be with, how could it be him? How could she have found happiness in the father of those horrible men?
I was broken out of my thoughts by the sound of knocking. It took a few seconds to realize it was coming from the door I was in.
"Ari?" My mother's muffled voice called out and I froze.
“Ari, I know you're there. Darling, please open the door.”
I bit my lip, unsure. Hearing the worry in her tone made me ache, but how could I tell her anything?
A sigh left me in resignation. I couldn't hide forever. Eventually, I'd have to face her, along with everything else. It was better that I ripped off the bandaid now.
Taking a deep breath I turned the lock and opened the door, facing my mother's worried expression.
Her eyes scanned me, searching for answers.
“There you are," she said shakily, and guilt wrapped itself around me again.
I braced myself for her questions, but she only smiled, reaching her hand out.
“Your things have been packed to your new room. Let me show you where it is.” she murmured softly. As if to reassure me.
I glanced past her, worried that Zayn and Zachary might still be lurking nearby.
"We're alone, sweetie." She said, startling me. It was like she had read my mind.
Still, her words gave me relief. With that I nodded, letting her lead me outside and through the hallways.
As we entered, I gasped at the sight.
I had already grown used to a slightly bigger room in my dorm, but this was overkill.
“Goddess,” I sighed looking at the high ceilings, decorated walls and the luxurious bedroom. It looked the size of an apartment.
My mother turned to me, her eyes gentle but insistent.
“Ari, what happened back there? You ran away so suddenly.” She said.
I hesitated, unsure of how to respond.
What would I say? That Alpha Jacob was the last person that I'd expected her to be with? That my new ‘family’ consisted of the two boys who I hated with a passion for tormenting me? That those same boys happened to be my mates?
That I was trapped in a living nightmare?
There was no way I could say any of that. Instead I pushed those thoughts away and forced a smile.
“I just needed to rush to the bathroom mom. Must have caught a stomach bug on my way home.” I lied through my teeth. Surely that was an acceptable excuse.
But my heart sank when her expression didn't rise. She wasn't buying it.
"I can tell when something's wrong with you and back there something was definitely wrong," she said, her voice soft but firm.
“I know this is unexpected for you and I want to be better. All I want is for everyone to get along.” she sighed.
Her words struck a chord in my chest. Looking at her face now I felt guilt. Only a few moments ago, she was glowing and now the sight of her concerned deflated face made my heart hurt.
She was clearly happy in this marriage. Could I tell her something that would affect that happiness?
"Mom, are you happy?" I asked quietly.
Slowly but surely, her face lit up with a warm smile.
"Yes, Ari I am."
As soon as she said those words, I made my decision.
"Then I'm happy too, Mom." I forced a smile, before I moved to hug her tightly.
“I was just a bit overwhelmed back there but I'm going to try.” I assured her.
She sniffed loudly before hugging me tightly in return. Closing my eyes, I let everything go.
My mother had given up so much for me when I was growing up to make me happy. Now, it was my turn to bear the burden.
Even if it meant dealing with my former tormentors as my new step brothers.
As we ended our embrace, I gently pushed my mother towards the door.
“Well enough of the sappiness.” I spoke in a lighter tone, “ You need to go and I need to unpack and savor my new room."
"Alright. If you need anything, don't hesitate to come find me, okay?” She asked, turning to me. With a smile on my face I nodded.
"I will, Mom. Thank you," I assured her,
With that she turned away, looking happier. As the door closed behind her, I sucked in a deep breath,
I had no plans on getting along with them, I wanted absolutely nothing to do with them, but my mother's happiness meant more to me than anything else. For that, I had to be at a truce with them.
The only problem was; How was I going to face them?
Before I could process my thoughts, a knock came on my door.
“Mom?” I called out, reaching the door. Did she forget to tell me something?
I opened it, expecting to see her again, but my blood turned cold at the sight before me.
Two pairs of eyes bore holes into me, smirks on their faces. Zayn and Zachary stood in the doorway.
"Hello, stepsis," Zayn said.
AriMy jaw clenched. Facing their stares I was frozen. In the end I didn't even need to come to them. They had come to me instead."Look at you. All grown up I see." Zayn said, his voice dripping with sarcasm.The reminder of the past left me shaky. Whenever they ganged up on me like this, it was nothing good.But I wasn't the weak girl who would cry. I could stand my ground now, and that was exactly what I was going to do."What do you want?” I asked, trying to keep my cool despite the butterflies in my stomach."Oh, we just wanted to welcome you to the family. You know, make you feel at home." Zachary chuckled, leaning on the other end of the doorway. "Save it, Zachary. I'm not buying it." I snapped."Look who's grown feisty,” Zachary smirked, “You’ve really changed in the year you've been apart haven't you?”And from the looks of it, they hadn't changed one bit.A part of me wanted to snap back but I stopped myself. So far, there were no cruel remarks compared to the past. For th
AriI landed with a splash in the pool, the cool water enveloping me. As I surfaced, sputtering, I looked up.Dina stood at the edge of the pool right where I was with a smirk on her face. Right beside her was Roland, my bag in her hand.“Oh Ari. I didn't know you were so desperate for a swim. You couldn't even change first?” Fallory giggled along with Daria.As I looked around, terror filled me. The place had turned silent with all the attention on me. I felt a surge of humiliation wash over me, bringing back memories of their torment. I looked around, seeing all the people staring at me, and then my eyes landed on Zayn and Zachary, at the far end of the building. They were smirking at me, looking amused.That was the last straw.Tears stung my eyes, but I fought them back. I refused to cry. Clenching my jaw, I bravely left the pool, and walked towards them. Keeping my face neutral against their smirks, I grabbed my bag away.“You should watch your words Fallory. And maybe your mak
“Where did you think you were going, Ari?” Zayn said, giving a twisted smile as he took one step towards me forcing me to take one back instinctively. I didn’t know what they wanted with me and I sure as hell didn’t want to find out. Nothing good ever happened to me whenever Zayn and Zach were around and I didn’t want a repeat of my horrible past. “I believe Zayn asked you a question, Ari? Can’t you speak any more?” Zach spoke this time around, sounding more threatening than his twin brother. “Can’t you pretend like you didn’t see me and I’ll pretend like you didn’t follow me here?” I said in a squeaky voice. I’ve always hated how I felt around them but there wasn’t anything I could do to change it—it was a little too late for that, I guess. “Your tongue has gotten sharper, hasn’t it?” The twins laughed in unison and I wondered what they wanted from me. Ever since I came back, I’ve made it my mission to avoid the two of them and I’ve done that successfully until this moment. “P
Tears stung the back of my eyes as I found it difficult to breathe, I clawed at his large arm, trying to break his deathly grip but it was no avail, it was like pouring water on a stone. I could feel myself slipping into unconsciousness and there wasn’t anything I could do about it. At the last second, Zayn released his hold on my neck and I crumpled to the floor, taking several deep breaths as I tried to fill my lungs with the air I was deprived of. The ugly memories of my past came rushing into my head. Zayn often attempted to suffocate me whenever I did something bad or whenever he felt bored and he needed someone easy to pick on. It’s been years but we were back in the same situation. I was crying on the floor while Zayn and Zach towered above me, delight dancing in their eyes. “I hate it when you try to make a case when it’s clear that you don’t know anything.” Zach sighed. “I haven’t done anything to deserve this,” I said, the tears running down my cheeks uncontrollably.
The rays of sunlight seeped through the slightly opened curtains and fell across my face, forcing me to open my eyes.I shielded my eyes with my palm as I turned to the other side of the bed and glanced at the digital clock on the bed stand, it was 9:45 AM. I’d overslept again—if you could say that. It’s been two days since I stepped outside.I was feeling lethargic and I knew why. I couldn’t bring myself to stand up and go outside. I was still scared and frightened, much to my frustration. If you let the darkness win, you’ll never figure out just how bright you can shine. I let out a groan as a line from my favorite movie came to mind. Staying here wasn’t going to erase what happened last night, all I could do was go out and try to make the best out of today. I decided that I was going to take a stroll through the pack today. There were a lot of places I hadn’t seen since I returned and I wanted to relish my childhood memories. I picked out a yellow sundress and tied my hair in
“Ken, you’ve been quiet since you got here.” I began. He was sitting next to me and staring straight ahead, there was a small frown on his face and I knew what he was looking at without turning my head.Zach and Zayn were still in the vicinity and my breath hitched in my throat at the thought that they might see me with Ken and all hell would break loose. I would hate for that to happen, Ken would be outnumbered two to one. I didn’t know how well he fought but he would be at a disadvantage no matter what. “I’ve been looking for you everywhere,” Ken said, I blinked twice, as his voice broke me out of my reverie. “Hey, Ken. How’ve you been?” I cleared my throat, hoping that he wouldn’t be able to figure out that I had spent the past couple of minutes thinking about him and if he would be able to survive a fight with my stepbrothers and come out of it alive and unscathed. “Now who’s acting weird?” Ken chuckled as he shook his head at me. How did he know where I would be to begin wi
The past couple of weeks have been nothing short of wonderful. By a long shot, Ken was easily the best thing that had ever happened to me and I meant every word of it. I had to keep our budding relationship a secret for fear of my stepbrothers and what they might do to him and not just me. I’ve been successfully avoiding them ever since our last encounter and I hoped nothing would ever bring us together again. I wanted to live my life without looking for my shoulders for eternity and I couldn't bear to rope Ken into what he knew nothing of. I lied about wanting to keep a low profile to avoid the annoying remarks from people who often picked on me and she had believed me without even trying to put up a fight or argue about it. Despite the secrecy, we were the perfect couple, we were happy and we didn’t need anyone’s validation to do what he wanted. We spent every Saturday evening at the planetarium where my eyes would glow to the color of soft moss green as I spoke about astronomy
This was going to be my first party and I wasn’t entirely sure I wanted to be here but Ken was a rather popular person and he always attended parties. This was going to be our first appearance out together and we were undecided if we should go as a couple or individually but we ended up taking the same car on our way to the party. The ride to the club was quiet, my mind replaying the possible events that might happen in there and the possibility of a heartbreak if I saw Zach or Zayn in there. I was falling in love with Ken l so much that I invested my all into the relationship without holding back. Some people may consider it silly considering that I had no mate bond with but that was how much I cared about him, but unlike everyone else, I hoped that he wouldn’t end up betraying me like the others.I got out of the car and we walked into the club together, ignoring the whistles from the familiar faces I knew as we headed directly for the bartender. “Don’t pay them any attention, A
I shrugged off his hand and slammed the door shut before he had the chance to say anything else. I was fuming as I turned to face Danielle who had a worried look on her face and I couldn’t blame her. Everyone on campus would be intimidated standing in front of Zach and Zayn. They were simply breathtakingly beautiful and imposing as well, it wasn’t an exaggeration but they’d be at least three inches taller than the tallest person on campus. “Do you think they’re going to leave?” Danielle asked. I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know why they were here and why they sought me out. It could be anything ranging from a serious matter to a prank like the one they carried out on me before I ran away. “I don’t know, Danielle. But if there’s one thing I’m sure of it’s that they’re not going to be here for long.” I said. I could always wait them out until they had to return to the pack. Also, they won’t be able to come here every day and I could live without seeing them every couple of ho
“How was school today, Ari?” Danielle began. “I couldn’t help but notice the scowl you had on your face as you walked towards me.” “I met a rude guy in class today but I handled the situation perfectly, I don’t think he’ll be bothering me ever again,” I replied. “Someone has been making a statement,” Danielle laughed. “Did it happen in front of the whole class?” “I stared at her mortified that she would even think I was capable of doing such. “You’ve lost your mind, you know that, right?” I laughed. “I was only teasing you.” Danielle nudged my shoulder. “Tell me, how was your day at college today?” I asked. “Do you know Tyler and I share the same class—not all of them obviously, but we share a couple of classes.” Initially, I thought this thing she had going on with Tyler was going to be nothing more than a distraction at first, but over time, it had developed into a relationship and I was happy for her. One of us deserved to be happy, we both couldn’t be single and miserable
“It’s barely 8:00 AM and my day is already ruined.” I sighed, running my hands through my already disheveled hair. I was already feeling exhausted and I just woke up. Maybe getting out of today had been a mistake, I should’ve listened to my instincts when it was trying to warn me that today was going to be a bad day and stayed in bed. I could always resume college tomorrow, it wouldn’t hurt anyone. “I know that look, Ari. And if you’re about to do what I think you’re planning, it’s not going to work.” Danielle said, her eyes glued to my face. “I’m not in the mood to argue with you, Danielle. Can you just let me be, please?” “I can’t do that, Ari. I’ve watched you in your lowest moments and I know how horrible it was for you, when you finally got over those dumb twins, you were at your happiest. I’m not going to let you slide down back there because of a loser like Tristan.”She had a fair point and it took a minute of scolding from Danielle before I saw it. “We better get dresse
It was three weeks after I submitted applications to different organizations when I finally got a call from one, asking me to come over for an interview. I was hoping that I wasn’t going to mess it up, seeing as I had spent most of my first months here working as a waitress—a job that I despised because of the rude customers and the drunk men who couldn’t keep their hands to themselves.Today was the first day of college and I didn’t know if I felt thrilled or nervous. Nevertheless, it didn’t quite matter. This was my first day giving myself another chance at starting all over and I had no choice but to look forward to it. I woke up earlier to the aroma of coffee. Usually, that smell would delight me, but today, I immediately felt a wave of nausea that hit me hard as a thunderstorm.Whenever I felt like this, it often meant that something wasn’t right or I was probably going to have a fucked up day. Every morning, it was a routine for me to start my day with a cup of coffee and Dani
The shock set in as my eyes tore open and was greeted by the morning sun, the weight around my waist was his arm, the arm of the man whose name I wasn’t even sure that I remember from the club last night, draped over my body as he still slept peacefully, snoring light and unmoving as I slipped out of his hold as quietly as possible. He drank a lot more than I did last night, it wasn’t a wonder that he was still knocked out compared to me who took a few shots and turned down the rest I was offered. I spared a glance around the big spacious room, my jaw slightly dropping at the sheer size of it, and due to the glass that made up half of the walls of the room, I got a perfect view of the city from up here but I didn't have the time to be enthralled by the sight as I hurriedly looked away.This was nothing more than a one-night stand and I had to leave before he woke up. A soft moan escaped my lips at the soreness between my legs as I tried to walk. I looked back at the man sleeping pe
We entered a club that was filled with people. Dim lights and loud music filled the atmosphere. I could feel people's lingering stares at us but I didn't know if they were good or bad. I knew their eyes were on me and I felt uncomfortable. I tried to push it aside and went to the dance floor with Danielle and Valerie walking ahead of me. Danielle had said that everyone’s eyes would be on us and she wasn’t wrong. It was almost like we stole the whole show as soon as we walked in through the front door.Soon my hips let loose and started swaying to the music playing. Danielle and Valerie left to get themselves drinks, they offered to get me another glass of wine but I turned down the offer and within a couple of minutes, they were gone but I didn't notice I was alone.I could see him watching me from the bar. I tried not to pay him any attention but it was difficult to ignore the intensity in his eyes. It was pretty obvious that he found me gorgeous and interesting, but I wasn’t inter
A couple of hours later I slipped into the dress I'd gotten earlier today after Danielle’s constant persuasion. I didn’t want to do this but it was pointless arguing, there were some fights you weren’t going to win and this was one of them. I smoothed out the dress and looked at my reflection in the mirror."I think it’s perfect, Ari. I really do. I think all you need now is just a little bit of makeup to make it look super perfect!" Danielle complimented me, giggling as she did. She was excited about the prospect of having out with Valerie and I, she loved to party whenever she could. She was very much my polar opposite in many things but I loved her dearly. Valerie grabbed one of my liners and walked into my bathroom with it. "Emergencies, I ran out of mine!" She called out at the top of her voice.I chose a pair of red stilettos to match my dress and then I sat on the bed to put them on.I hadn’t dressed up in a long time and I kind of liked this feeling. It was a nice distra
"Yeah, that too," I let out a long sigh, "I just can't believe that they would gang up on me like that, and with all their friends involved at that, I still can't wrap my head around that thought and the pain I feel every time I remember how stupid I was to have kept myself for them. A part of me knew it was stupid but at the same time, I thought that they would be the…""Right person," we said in unison."It really hurts, my heart hurts and the fact that they would do that to me after all we shared just sparks the thoughts that you can never really know who to trust or who is genuine, Well, except you and Valerie, I guess. I think I've been destined to remain single for the rest of my life, just like the sisters in the Catholic Churches I see around." I confessed, a sad pout on my lips as I looked up at her.I was being dramatic but I didn’t care."And who told you the sisters in the church aren't married or at least have someone they're fucking?" Danielle asked looking away from he
My feet tapped the ground continuously almost like they had a mind of their own as my mind continued to race, willing a mix of random unimportant things to fill it out with, that being the only thing I could do to keep it from venturing into dangerous territory, the memory of that image that felt like it'd been burned into my thoughts. A memory as fresh as the wound was. One of my friends was in my apartment and she was crashing out badly and I could relate with everything she was saying because I’d passed through the same pain and I hadn’t even started my healing process talk less of getting over what happened to me. “One of my now ex-boyfriends, Carter, was in bed with Alicia, my assistant from the bar I used to work at. Two years spent together, are now down the drain. Well, so much for the man I planned to spend the rest of my life with.I would not fault myself for wanting to wait until we got married, I wasn't some traditionalist stuck on some boring rules of religion. I grew