MILES
Something was wrong with me. It was as if my body buzzed with an uncontrollable desire to be near him, while every fiber of my being screamed, “Don’t do it!”
I clenched my hand reflexively, then pulled it back as if it burned. Kenzie tugged on my arm, her voice soft but laced with worry.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
I met her eyes, trying to steady the racing beat of my heart. I nodded and gently patted her hand. "Absolutely."
She stepped back, giving me room. Then, as if on cue, Dominic—his golden eyes smoldering in the low light—stepped forward. The moment he leaned toward me, my breath hitched; his scent, a heady mix of sandalwood and bourbon, enveloped me. I even heard the crinkle of paper and saw him pocket my forty dollars, as if sealing our dangerous pact with a silent, mischievous gesture.
At the pool table, the guy named Marcus—always ready with a challenge—called out,
I raised a hand. "No, he can go first."
The room erupted in whistles and cheers. Dominic raised an amused brow while I bowed with a half-smile, swinging my arm wide to signal him to begin.
For a moment, regret nagged at me. After breaking the balls, he made three shots in a row; his fourth went in, but the fifth he missed. The crowd roared their approval, and I nodded, admiring the precision with which I assessed the remaining balls on the table.
I felt my heart pound as I realized I was being watched—every move, every calculated shot, tracked by his burning gaze. The heat of his eyes made me both nervous and exhilarated. I leaned in for my first shot, connecting with the balls. Two of them sank into pockets exactly as I had predicted. I circled the table again and took another shot—another ball dropped neatly into its cup.
Kenzie’s shout of, "Woo! Miles!" sent a thrill through me.
I grinned, knowing Dominic wouldn’t get another turn. It was my little secret that I was a fucking beast at pool—a skill honed by old man Tony from the market. Though I wasn’t unbeatable, I had come damn close to him once.
Strutting around the table, I flashed a smug smile in Dominic’s direction. I bent over once more, lining up my next shot with careful precision. Three more balls found their pockets. I could almost feel his eyes raking over me, and I secretly relished it. I wanted him to keep watching—keep wanting.
But why did I want him to keep looking at me? I had never craved that before. I wasn’t sure whether to lean in and indulge or run away screaming. The alcohol blurred the lines, leaving me with nothing but an overwhelming, dangerous need.
I had only two balls left, and I knew exactly how to sink them. I bent over again, nearly laying on the table, and took my final shot. The white ball ricocheted off one of his, smacking perfectly into the remaining two, splitting them into pockets with a satisfying clack.
The crowd exploded into cheers. Kenzie hopped up and down, her red hair bouncing as she squealed in delight. I brought my pool stick to my lips and blew a celebratory puff of air, basking in the moment.
"Damn girl! You know how to play some pool!" Marcus rounded the table, clapping me on the back. Meanwhile, Dominic’s nostrils flared as he glowered at me. I marched over and extended my hand.
"I'll be needing my forty dollars back."
Something in my twisted gut loved the way his golden eyes glared, the way his full lips twisted into a scowl. I almost let myself imagine making him feel something—if he’d let me.
I banished the thought as quickly as it came. It had to be the alcohol.
He reached into his pocket, pulling out my money, but hesitated. His eyes met mine with a hard, challenging look before he said in that deep, velvety tone,
I gave him a devilish smile. "You're on."
We started the game anew—this time, I went first. And I demolished him. Not only did I win, but I did so emphatically. Dominic stood with his arms crossed, watching me with a glare that made my stomach churn in a mix of excitement and dread.
After I finished, I smiled sweetly, extending my hand again. Kenzie nodded at Marcus as he collected two hundred dollars along with my forty. I was giddy—over my easy win, over the extra cash that boosted my meager savings. I hadn’t noticed the atmosphere shift until it was too late.
My smile vanished as Dominic hurled the money in my face. I closed my eyes in bitter disappointment, my brows furrowing as I chastised myself for caring—if only for a moment—that he was an asshole.
"Take that chump change. You look like you need it more than I do. Do you like crashing parties and swindling people in their own houses?" he sneered.
I bent down to pick up the scattered money, nearly stumbling in my drunken haze, and cursed under my breath. I must have wounded his pride.
"Wait, what the fuck?" Kenzie’s voice cut through as she came up behind me. I turned slightly to shake my head at her, knowing she was always ready to rescue me from my own insanity. Perhaps it was my upbringing—my mother's cruelty—that made me immune to rudeness. But tonight, fueled by liquid courage, I was pissed at being attracted to such a dick.
I huffed a laugh. "I didn't think you'd be such a sore loser. Still spending too much time on mommy's tits?"
A gasp, then several, echoed. Kenzie clutched my arm. I tried to free myself, but she held tight.
Dominic’s glare deepened, and if I wasn’t so wasted, I’d have known better than to provoke him. Instead, I foolishly raised a brow in challenge.
The next moment, he was pouring his drink over my head. The sharp scent of beer filled my nostrils as laughter erupted around us.
What shocked me even more was that I wasn’t mad. I was used to this treatment—abuse had become a familiar companion, a twisted comfort. And I laughed so hard tears streamed down my face as my stomach burned. It was absurd that someone in this mansion, who clearly thought highly of himself, believed he could hurt my feelings. He didn’t know who raised me—who made me numb to the pain.
Not even tall, dark, and broody.
I stood there, laughing hysterically in the suddenly silent game room, probably looking like a madwoman. I laughed at the confused expression on Dominic’s face, while Marcus seemed to savor the show and Kenzie looked genuinely concerned. For a moment, I feared I’d never stop laughing—but finally, I caught my breath.
"Ah shit," I panted, wiping tears from my eyes. "Thanks for that. I haven't had a good laugh in years."
I took off my flannel, drying my face with what wasn’t wet, when I heard gasps and whispers. I scanned the room. What now?
"Miles..." Kenzie called, grabbing my shoulders and spinning me around. "That fucking monster."
Shit.
I closed my eyes, gathering my scattered thoughts. Tears threatened to break through again, but I swallowed them hard. Maybe it was my mom finding out about my job, or maybe it was just that I no longer felt anything.
Taking my forty dollars, I stuffed the bills into my pocket, and with a final act of defiance, I shoved the two hundred-dollar bills into Dominic’s hard chest. His eyes narrowed in wariness as if he wasn’t sure what to do with my money.
Don't regret it now, asshole, I thought.
He didn’t move to grab the cash, so I let it fall, then turned and stormed out with Kenzie hot on my heels.
"Miles!" Kenzie called after me, but I was already speeding through the crowd.
I hadn’t had time to check my back. I wondered if it looked as bad as it felt. I pushed through the congestion, desperate to find a bathroom. My mind buzzed and my legs weakened as if I might pass out at any moment.
Kenzie’s faint voice urged me to wait—but I ignored it. I needed a moment alone.
What will happen next? Maybe Miles won't be able to handle her shame, maybe Dominic knows he acted like an asshole. Read on to find out about their next encounter! Spicy tension is promised ;) xoxo
*WARNING DEPICTION OF PANIC ATTACK*MILESI stumbled through the mansion’s endless corridors, each step heavier than the last. My head was a battlefield of chaos, the torment different—inside me. I needed to be alone, so I tried every door until I found an empty bathroom. Once inside, I locked the door and leaned against the cool tile. The room was vast and sterile—a temporary sanctuary from the judgment of the world outside.I forced myself toward the large mirror on a lone wall. My body trembled as I turned, expecting to see the latest map of bruises and splatters: large, vivid circles of purple, green, and red. And there they were, a cruel mosaic I’d tried so hard to hide.A gasp tore from my lips. Everyone had seen them—maybe even people from school. Panic surged, raw and familiar. I swallowed hard, trying desperately to muffle the rising terror. I couldn’t let anyone see me like this. I didn’t want anyone to know I was weak."Don't forget, Miles, you're nothing."My mother's voice
MILESWARNING: EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENTHis honey-coated eyes cut to mine, dark with a question. A hesitation. A hesitation I didn’t want.I needed him to want this. I needed him to take me apart, to drown me in something hotter than this constant emptiness. I needed an escape from my mind, a distraction from the crushing weight of reality.A single moment passed before he crashed his lips into mine like a storm on a rampage. He tasted like beer and cinnamon, rough and raw against my tongue, and suddenly, nothing had ever tasted better.This kiss wasn’t sweet. It wasn’t gentle. It was primal. It was hunger.His hands roamed my body, sliding down my curves before gripping my ass, yanking me forward, forcing me to meet the hard length pressing through his jeans. A moan escaped my lips before I could stop it, and he swallowed it whole, dragging his teeth along my bottom lip, sucking until it was sore.I reached between us, palming him over the denim, feeling just how thick he was.Fuck.A
MILESMy eyes snapped open.A pounding headache greeted me, followed by the sharp sting of dehydration clawing at my throat. Light filtered through green-tinted windows, casting eerie shadows across the room and making my temples throb in protest.Heat.Soft puffs of air fanned across the top of my head, warm and steady.Wait.I stiffened.I fucking didn’t…Heart racing, I swallowed hard and slowly—ever so fucking slowly—lifted my head, dreading what I would see.The first thing I noticed was the broad chest beneath my palm, rising and falling in a steady rhythm. My fingers involuntarily traced along the hard muscle, then drifted upward, brushing over the sharp edge of a jawline dusted with light stubble.His eyebrows were perfect—dark, thick, and slightly furrowed even in sleep. His complexion was lighter than mine, kissed by the sun, his deep brown hair a tousled mess over the pillow.For a second—just a second—I was struck by how fucking beautiful he was.And then reality hit me lik
MILESShopping with my mother was fucking exhausting.Every second in her presence was a carefully choreographed performance—fake smiles, forced laughter, and the ever-present threat of a sharp slap behind closed doors if I dared step out of line. She played the doting mother, whispering sweet endearments while digging her nails into my arm, just deep enough to leave marks.By the time we made it home from picking out dresses, stopping at the salon (which she hated because the stylist dared to call me naturally beautiful), and buying shoes, I was running on fumes. My stomach twisted with hunger, and I had to clench my jaw to stop it from growling like a wild animal. I hadn't eaten since my shift at the diner, and that was... fuck. When even was that?As much as I hated this night, dinner couldn't come fast enough.For once, I was looking forward to something.I kept my head down as we drove through the nicer part of town, pressing my fingers into my thighs to distract myself from the g
MILES Damn it. Dominic Black was still as handsome as he was yesterday, and seeing him now in crisp black slacks and a white dress shirt, his sleeves rolled up just enough to reveal his forearms, made my stomach twist with something I wasn’t willing to name. Worse, he was the spitting image of his father. Which meant my mother and I had the same fucking taste. I forced myself to focus on my plate, stabbing at my vegetables while my mind raced with panic. My mouth told me the food was buttery, smooth, practically melting on my tongue. My brain said it tasted like sandpaper. I had royally fucked up. He kept glancing at me. I could feel it. The weight of his stare burned into my skin, making me itch, making me want to shrink in my chair. He was probably wondering what the hell happened last night just as much as I was. But somehow, it felt like he was blaming me. Like I had orchestrated this whole thing. Like I wanted to wake up in the same bed as him, tangled in plants I
MILES "Wait, so let me get this straight. When you disappeared last night, you were trying to find your way out but ended up in the garden. Then, in the garden, you ran into that disrespectful asshole who threw your fairly earned money at you, and you ended up fucking him? And then you went to dinner today and found out that same asshole, who you just fucked last night, will be your new stepbrother?" I left out the bit about my panic attack. There was no need to cause unnecessary worry. After dinner, my mom only drove a few blocks away before kicking me out because she had 'things to do.' I'd never been more thankful that I wore flats instead of the heels she bought for me in my life. I walked straight to Kenzie's because... Well, I had to tell someone. "And I'm pretty sure he has a vendetta against me now," I added. Kenzie sat across from me on her bed, legs crossed, arms folded, eyes narrowed in full interrogation mode. I waited for the explosion. She looked back at me with sus
MILES “Hey Kenny, slow night so far?” I asked as I stepped into Momma Jay's 24-hour diner. The scent of butter and syrup wrapped around me, as familiar as my own skin. The jukebox hummed low, playing some old blues song in the corner. The place was half-empty—just a few late-night regulars hunched over coffee, stirring cream into their cups like the act alone would keep them awake. It should’ve felt normal. But something was wrong. Kenny was behind the counter, wiping down an already spotless surface. His chocolate-brown eyes flickered to me, then to the floor. He looked uncomfortable. He never looked uncomfortable. I froze. “Miles,” he said carefully, like he was picking each word out of thin air. “I didn’t think you’d be coming in tonight.” I blinked. “Why not? I called yesterday to pick up a late shift since I had that family dinner, remember?” He nodded, shifting from foot to foot. “Yeah… but I thought Momma Jay had told you.” Something crawled up my spine. “Tol
MILES My mother was unusually quiet for the next few days. No insults. No orders. Not even a glance in my direction. And it was driving me fucking crazy. She wasn’t ignoring me out of kindness. No, that wasn’t her style. This was something else—something calculated. A new way to get under my skin. A different kind of punishment. It was working. I felt like I was pacing myself into madness, wearing a trench into the thin carpet of my room. Maybe it was the silence. Maybe it was the anxiety of not knowing when the other shoe would drop. Or maybe it was the suffocating realization that, despite everything, I was still waiting for her to acknowledge me. Like a fucking idiot. She had better things to do, anyway. Like preparing to move into the mansion with Mr. Black. Apparently, the man was so eager to merge our families that we weren’t even waiting until after the wedding. He insisted it would help us all bond. Like we weren’t just strangers forced under the same roof. I wouldn
MILES Miles: Marcus Miles: Where are you? Miles: I swear, when I lay eyes on you, your balls are going in a vice. Miles: Don’t make me find you. I sighed and tossed my new phone into my bag, the screen blacking out like it was tired of me too. Marcus was avoiding me like the plague, and Dom—he was holding something back. I could feel it. Taste it in the silence between us. See it in the way his hand would twitch like he wanted to reach for me... and didn’t. “They’re probably pissed at you,” Kenzie had said earlier over the phone. She had called to “check in,” which in Kenzie speak meant scold me for not dying harder. “I know I was,” she went on. “If you hadn’t already flatlined and come back, I would’ve killed you myself.” “I’m still alive, you know.” “Yes, and you’re lucky.” Her voice cracked just enough to make my guilt spike. “You flatlined for a full fucking minute, Miles. Don’t think you hid that from any of us.” “You talk to them?” Another sigh. “Of course. You can’
DOMINICI didn’t realize how loud it was in my head until everything else went quiet.The sound of lockers slamming, cleats against tile, water running in the showers—none of it touched me. I was stuck. Floating somewhere between rage and guilt, fear and this fucking ache in my chest that wouldn’t go away.Marcus walked in, tossing a water bottle onto the bench beside me.“You’re spiraling.”“Wow. Thanks for the diagnosis, Dr. Phil.” I didn’t look up. “Where the hell have you been?”He sighed and plopped down next to me. “Dealing with Mommy Dearest.”That was all he said. I didn’t pry. Not here. Not yet. Not with our teammates still around. The walls had ears.He patted his lap. “Come on, lay back and tell me all about it.”I grimaced. “Dude, no.”“You know you want to. You’ve been giving me those ‘comfort me’ eyes for days. It’s calling to me.”The way my eyes were slapping his face—over and over—“Don’t deny me.”I didn’t want to talk about it. But fuck—I needed to. Everything from
DOMINIC I heard it. "She's fucking crazy. Like--an actual psycho," said Tanya's friend. Followed by: "Did you hear what she said? She basically risked her life for the adrenaline." "Kinda wicked though. She's got a serious vag on her to pull that kinda stunt and come out with a few broken bones." "Right? I think I love her. Who is she?" Exactly. Who was she? Her shoulders didn’t slump anymore. Her eyes didn’t wander the floor. She didn’t shrink from whispers—she stood taller, looked people dead in the face. It should’ve made me proud. It should’ve felt like progress. But all it did was twist something deep in my gut. Because it almost cost her everything. I watched her walk out of that classroom, head held high like she hadn’t just shaken an entire room of people without even raising her voice. She was becoming someone else. Someone harder. Sharper. And maybe that was the point. Maybe that was how she survived. But it scared the shit out of me. Because I remembered the
MILES Lunch was over way too quickly. The second Dominic and I stepped out of the library, the stares returned like they'd been waiting for us. Silent, sharp. Hungry. Added by the whispers. "Think she's the jumper?" "What kind of psycho jumps off a cliff unless they’re trying to die?" It shouldn't have bothered me. And it didn’t. Not really. But the attention? The spotlight? That made my skin crawl. The worst part was that Dom looked like he was barely holding it together. His jaw ticked every few steps. His hand twitched at his side like he wanted to grab mine. Like maybe that would ground him. Or maybe it would ground me. It didn’t even matter what they said. They were going to talk. They were going to look. Not because of me. Not just because of me. But because of him. Dominic Black. The golden boy, the prince of the campus—was hovering over the broken girl who looked an awful lot like the one who jumped off a fucking cliff. Earlier in class, I heard people whisp
KENNY Miles acted like nothing had happened. Like she hadn’t unraveled in my arms. Like she hadn’t called my name with my hands on her skin, my mouth against her throat. Like she hadn’t begged me to make her feel something. And fine. I could play along. But I wasn’t stupid. The way her fingers hesitated sometimes when she reached for something. The way her gaze flickered, just for a second, when I got too close. The way her lips parted when I made her laugh, like she had almost forgotten she could. She hadn’t forgotten. I could tell my the way her cheeks would flush when my hand brushed hers. She was pretending. And I let her. I still made her coffee the way she liked it. I still teased her when she got flustered. I still called her Mimi, just to see the corner of her mouth twitch in that almost smile. She never pulled away. Never put space between us. But I knew where the line was. And I never crossed it. Until today. I was behind the counter at the diner, wipi
*WARNING EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT* KENNY "You can't take it from me," she whispered. Her voice curled around my ribs. Tangled in my lungs. "But you can give me something else." My throat bobbed. “Miles—” “Something to feel.” And there went my self-control. Miles barely had time to breathe before my hands were on her—gripping her waist, yanking her against me. My mouth crashed against hers, and she took it. Took everything I gave like she had been starving for it. A low moan hummed from her throat, vibrating against my lips, and fuck—I was already gone. I had wanted to kiss her for days. Wanted to feel her. Wanted to take away her pain. Her fingers slipped into my hair, nails scraping my scalp, pulling, tugging, making me groan into her mouth. “Kenny,” she breathed, and I felt it. Felt her heat. Her desperation. The way she arched into me like she wanted to climb inside me, crawl under my skin and stay there. I grabbed her thigh, hoisting it up, pressing my k
KENNY Her eyes were hauntingly beautiful. A storm in a purple sky. Lavenders on a cloudy day. Such beautiful damn eyes. If only they held a little bit of light in them. I remembered the first time she walked into the diner. It was late afternoon, the kind of heat that clung to your skin like a second layer. I thought she was a customer at first, so I grabbed a menu and made my way over, only for her to throw her hands up, a nice coral blush tinting her ears. “Oh, I don’t have any money,” she said, biting her lip. “I saw the help wanted sign and wanted to apply.” Her hair was windblown, strands sticking to her forehead from sweat, and she smelled like the sun… and honey. It wasn’t perfume—just her. Fresh, a little wild, like she had been running through an open field before stepping in. I should’ve said something. Anything. Instead, my brain short-circuited as I followed a single bead of sweat trailing down her freckled cheek, over the curve of her jaw, disappearing beneath the
MILESDominic met my stare with something unreadable in his golden eyes. Even as I pulled him closer, still, he held back."Scared?" I dared, knowing he liked a good challenge.But instead of that knowing smirk—the one with those delicious dimples—he inhaled through his nose and gently pulled my hand from his shirt. He stepped back until he was leaning on the nearby bookshelf.I had expected him to come stomping into the library like a storm barely leashed, dragging his rage with him. I had expected his sharp tongue, his impatient sighs, his suffocating protectiveness that had only gotten worse since I woke up in the hospital.What I hadn’t expected… was this.Silence.Now, he stood in front of me, hands shoved into the pockets of his jacket, jaw tight, eyes stormy. I had chosen the farthest, most secluded corner of the library to eat my lunch, but of course, he found me anyway.Of course, he did.I swallowed my last bite of an apple and leaned back against my chair, resting my good a
MILES Maybe I thought I would be prepared to return to university. Maybe I believed that after everything, walking these halls would be easy. I had decided to go despite myself, just to prove a point. That I wasn’t weak. But that weakness crawled out from the dirt I buried it in as soon as I entered my first class. I had spent the morning in the library, hidden in the quiet while Dom and Marcus were at practice. It was the first time in weeks I had been truly alone—no watchful eyes, no questions, no hovering hands. Just silence. Then, I left. And as soon as I walked—no, limped—into my first class, the whispers started. You would think the stares were because of the brace on my ankle, the sling keeping my shoulder in place. But no. It was because Dominic Black had his hand on my waist, his grip steady as he helped me to my seat. "Who the hell is she?" Someone whispered. "Why does she seem so close to three of the hottest guys in school?" "She’s probably fucking them." "No,