MILES
Something was wrong with me. It was as if my body buzzed with an uncontrollable desire to be near him, while every fiber of my being screamed, “Don’t do it!”
I clenched my hand reflexively, then pulled it back as if it burned. Kenzie tugged on my arm, her voice soft but laced with worry.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
I met her eyes, trying to steady the racing beat of my heart. I nodded and gently patted her hand. "Absolutely."
She stepped back, giving me room. Then, as if on cue, Dominic—his golden eyes smoldering in the low light—stepped forward. The moment he leaned toward me, my breath hitched; his scent, a heady mix of sandalwood and bourbon, enveloped me. I even heard the crinkle of paper and saw him pocket my forty dollars, as if sealing our dangerous pact with a silent, mischievous gesture.
At the pool table, the guy named Marcus—always ready with a challenge—called out,
I raised a hand. "No, he can go first."
The room erupted in whistles and cheers. Dominic raised an amused brow while I bowed with a half-smile, swinging my arm wide to signal him to begin.
For a moment, regret nagged at me. After breaking the balls, he made three shots in a row; his fourth went in, but the fifth he missed. The crowd roared their approval, and I nodded, admiring the precision with which I assessed the remaining balls on the table.
I felt my heart pound as I realized I was being watched—every move, every calculated shot, tracked by his burning gaze. The heat of his eyes made me both nervous and exhilarated. I leaned in for my first shot, connecting with the balls. Two of them sank into pockets exactly as I had predicted. I circled the table again and took another shot—another ball dropped neatly into its cup.
Kenzie’s shout of, "Woo! Miles!" sent a thrill through me.
I grinned, knowing Dominic wouldn’t get another turn. It was my little secret that I was a fucking beast at pool—a skill honed by old man Tony from the market. Though I wasn’t unbeatable, I had come damn close to him once.
Strutting around the table, I flashed a smug smile in Dominic’s direction. I bent over once more, lining up my next shot with careful precision. Three more balls found their pockets. I could almost feel his eyes raking over me, and I secretly relished it. I wanted him to keep watching—keep wanting.
But why did I want him to keep looking at me? I had never craved that before. I wasn’t sure whether to lean in and indulge or run away screaming. The alcohol blurred the lines, leaving me with nothing but an overwhelming, dangerous need.
I had only two balls left, and I knew exactly how to sink them. I bent over again, nearly laying on the table, and took my final shot. The white ball ricocheted off one of his, smacking perfectly into the remaining two, splitting them into pockets with a satisfying clack.
The crowd exploded into cheers. Kenzie hopped up and down, her red hair bouncing as she squealed in delight. I brought my pool stick to my lips and blew a celebratory puff of air, basking in the moment.
"Damn girl! You know how to play some pool!" Marcus rounded the table, clapping me on the back. Meanwhile, Dominic’s nostrils flared as he glowered at me. I marched over and extended my hand.
"I'll be needing my forty dollars back."
Something in my twisted gut loved the way his golden eyes glared, the way his full lips twisted into a scowl. I almost let myself imagine making him feel something—if he’d let me.
I banished the thought as quickly as it came. It had to be the alcohol.
He reached into his pocket, pulling out my money, but hesitated. His eyes met mine with a hard, challenging look before he said in that deep, velvety tone,
I gave him a devilish smile. "You're on."
We started the game anew—this time, I went first. And I demolished him. Not only did I win, but I did so emphatically. Dominic stood with his arms crossed, watching me with a glare that made my stomach churn in a mix of excitement and dread.
After I finished, I smiled sweetly, extending my hand again. Kenzie nodded at Marcus as he collected two hundred dollars along with my forty. I was giddy—over my easy win, over the extra cash that boosted my meager savings. I hadn’t noticed the atmosphere shift until it was too late.
My smile vanished as Dominic hurled the money in my face. I closed my eyes in bitter disappointment, my brows furrowing as I chastised myself for caring—if only for a moment—that he was an asshole.
"Take that chump change. You look like you need it more than I do. Do you like crashing parties and swindling people in their own houses?" he sneered.
I bent down to pick up the scattered money, nearly stumbling in my drunken haze, and cursed under my breath. I must have wounded his pride.
"Wait, what the fuck?" Kenzie’s voice cut through as she came up behind me. I turned slightly to shake my head at her, knowing she was always ready to rescue me from my own insanity. Perhaps it was my upbringing—my mother's cruelty—that made me immune to rudeness. But tonight, fueled by liquid courage, I was pissed at being attracted to such a dick.
I huffed a laugh. "I didn't think you'd be such a sore loser. Still spending too much time on mommy's tits?"
A gasp, then several, echoed. Kenzie clutched my arm. I tried to free myself, but she held tight.
Dominic’s glare deepened, and if I wasn’t so wasted, I’d have known better than to provoke him. Instead, I foolishly raised a brow in challenge.
The next moment, he was pouring his drink over my head. The sharp scent of beer filled my nostrils as laughter erupted around us.
What shocked me even more was that I wasn’t mad. I was used to this treatment—abuse had become a familiar companion, a twisted comfort. And I laughed so hard tears streamed down my face as my stomach burned. It was absurd that someone in this mansion, who clearly thought highly of himself, believed he could hurt my feelings. He didn’t know who raised me—who made me numb to the pain.
Not even tall, dark, and broody.
I stood there, laughing hysterically in the suddenly silent game room, probably looking like a madwoman. I laughed at the confused expression on Dominic’s face, while Marcus seemed to savor the show and Kenzie looked genuinely concerned. For a moment, I feared I’d never stop laughing—but finally, I caught my breath.
"Ah shit," I panted, wiping tears from my eyes. "Thanks for that. I haven't had a good laugh in years."
I took off my flannel, drying my face with what wasn’t wet, when I heard gasps and whispers. I scanned the room. What now?
"Miles..." Kenzie called, grabbing my shoulders and spinning me around. "That fucking monster."
Shit.
I closed my eyes, gathering my scattered thoughts. Tears threatened to break through again, but I swallowed them hard. Maybe it was my mom finding out about my job, or maybe it was just that I no longer felt anything.
Taking my forty dollars, I stuffed the bills into my pocket, and with a final act of defiance, I shoved the two hundred-dollar bills into Dominic’s hard chest. His eyes narrowed in wariness as if he wasn’t sure what to do with my money.
Don't regret it now, asshole, I thought.
He didn’t move to grab the cash, so I let it fall, then turned and stormed out with Kenzie hot on my heels.
"Miles!" Kenzie called after me, but I was already speeding through the crowd.
I hadn’t had time to check my back. I wondered if it looked as bad as it felt. I pushed through the congestion, desperate to find a bathroom. My mind buzzed and my legs weakened as if I might pass out at any moment.
Kenzie’s faint voice urged me to wait—but I ignored it. I needed a moment alone.
What will happen next? Maybe Miles won't be able to handle her shame, maybe Dominic knows he acted like an asshole. Read on to find out about their next encounter! Spicy tension is promised ;) xoxo
*WARNING DEPICTION OF PANIC ATTACK*MILESI stumbled through the mansion’s endless corridors, each step heavier than the last. My head was a battlefield of chaos, the torment different—inside me. I needed to be alone, so I tried every door until I found an empty bathroom. Once inside, I locked the door and leaned against the cool tile. The room was vast and sterile—a temporary sanctuary from the judgment of the world outside.I forced myself toward the large mirror on a lone wall. My body trembled as I turned, expecting to see the latest map of bruises and splatters: large, vivid circles of purple, green, and red. And there they were, a cruel mosaic I’d tried so hard to hide.A gasp tore from my lips. Everyone had seen them—maybe even people from school. Panic surged, raw and familiar. I swallowed hard, trying desperately to muffle the rising terror. I couldn’t let anyone see me like this. I didn’t want anyone to know I was weak."Don't forget, Miles, you're nothing."My mother's voice
MILESWARNING: EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENTHis honey-coated eyes cut to mine, dark with a question. A hesitation. A hesitation I didn’t want.I needed him to want this. I needed him to take me apart, to drown me in something hotter than this constant emptiness. I needed an escape from my mind, a distraction from the crushing weight of reality.A single moment passed before he crashed his lips into mine like a storm on a rampage. He tasted like beer and cinnamon, rough and raw against my tongue, and suddenly, nothing had ever tasted better.This kiss wasn’t sweet. It wasn’t gentle. It was primal. It was hunger.His hands roamed my body, sliding down my curves before gripping my ass, yanking me forward, forcing me to meet the hard length pressing through his jeans. A moan escaped my lips before I could stop it, and he swallowed it whole, dragging his teeth along my bottom lip, sucking until it was sore.I reached between us, palming him over the denim, feeling just how thick he was.Fuck.A
MILESMy eyes snapped open.A pounding headache greeted me, followed by the sharp sting of dehydration clawing at my throat. Light filtered through green-tinted windows, casting eerie shadows across the room and making my temples throb in protest.Heat.Soft puffs of air fanned across the top of my head, warm and steady.Wait.I stiffened.I fucking didn’t…Heart racing, I swallowed hard and slowly—ever so fucking slowly—lifted my head, dreading what I would see.The first thing I noticed was the broad chest beneath my palm, rising and falling in a steady rhythm. My fingers involuntarily traced along the hard muscle, then drifted upward, brushing over the sharp edge of a jawline dusted with light stubble.His eyebrows were perfect—dark, thick, and slightly furrowed even in sleep. His complexion was lighter than mine, kissed by the sun, his deep brown hair a tousled mess over the pillow.For a second—just a second—I was struck by how fucking beautiful he was.And then reality hit me lik
MILESShopping with my mother was fucking exhausting.Every second in her presence was a carefully choreographed performance—fake smiles, forced laughter, and the ever-present threat of a sharp slap behind closed doors if I dared step out of line. She played the doting mother, whispering sweet endearments while digging her nails into my arm, just deep enough to leave marks.By the time we made it home from picking out dresses, stopping at the salon (which she hated because the stylist dared to call me naturally beautiful), and buying shoes, I was running on fumes. My stomach twisted with hunger, and I had to clench my jaw to stop it from growling like a wild animal. I hadn't eaten since my shift at the diner, and that was... fuck. When even was that?As much as I hated this night, dinner couldn't come fast enough.For once, I was looking forward to something.I kept my head down as we drove through the nicer part of town, pressing my fingers into my thighs to distract myself from the g
MILES Damn it. Dominic Black was still as handsome as he was yesterday, and seeing him now in crisp black slacks and a white dress shirt, his sleeves rolled up just enough to reveal his forearms, made my stomach twist with something I wasn’t willing to name. Worse, he was the spitting image of his father. Which meant my mother and I had the same fucking taste. I forced myself to focus on my plate, stabbing at my vegetables while my mind raced with panic. My mouth told me the food was buttery, smooth, practically melting on my tongue. My brain said it tasted like sandpaper. I had royally fucked up. He kept glancing at me. I could feel it. The weight of his stare burned into my skin, making me itch, making me want to shrink in my chair. He was probably wondering what the hell happened last night just as much as I was. But somehow, it felt like he was blaming me. Like I had orchestrated this whole thing. Like I wanted to wake up in the same bed as him, tangled in plants I
MILES "Wait, so let me get this straight. When you disappeared last night, you were trying to find your way out but ended up in the garden. Then, in the garden, you ran into that disrespectful asshole who threw your fairly earned money at you, and you ended up fucking him? And then you went to dinner today and found out that same asshole, who you just fucked last night, will be your new stepbrother?" I left out the bit about my panic attack. There was no need to cause unnecessary worry. After dinner, my mom only drove a few blocks away before kicking me out because she had 'things to do.' I'd never been more thankful that I wore flats instead of the heels she bought for me in my life. I walked straight to Kenzie's because... Well, I had to tell someone. "And I'm pretty sure he has a vendetta against me now," I added. Kenzie sat across from me on her bed, legs crossed, arms folded, eyes narrowed in full interrogation mode. I waited for the explosion. She looked back at me with sus
MILES “Hey Kenny, slow night so far?” I asked as I stepped into Momma Jay's 24-hour diner. The scent of butter and syrup wrapped around me, as familiar as my own skin. The jukebox hummed low, playing some old blues song in the corner. The place was half-empty—just a few late-night regulars hunched over coffee, stirring cream into their cups like the act alone would keep them awake. It should’ve felt normal. But something was wrong. Kenny was behind the counter, wiping down an already spotless surface. His chocolate-brown eyes flickered to me, then to the floor. He looked uncomfortable. He never looked uncomfortable. I froze. “Miles,” he said carefully, like he was picking each word out of thin air. “I didn’t think you’d be coming in tonight.” I blinked. “Why not? I called yesterday to pick up a late shift since I had that family dinner, remember?” He nodded, shifting from foot to foot. “Yeah… but I thought Momma Jay had told you.” Something crawled up my spine. “Tol
MILES My mother was unusually quiet for the next few days. No insults. No orders. Not even a glance in my direction. And it was driving me fucking crazy. She wasn’t ignoring me out of kindness. No, that wasn’t her style. This was something else—something calculated. A new way to get under my skin. A different kind of punishment. It was working. I felt like I was pacing myself into madness, wearing a trench into the thin carpet of my room. Maybe it was the silence. Maybe it was the anxiety of not knowing when the other shoe would drop. Or maybe it was the suffocating realization that, despite everything, I was still waiting for her to acknowledge me. Like a fucking idiot. She had better things to do, anyway. Like preparing to move into the mansion with Mr. Black. Apparently, the man was so eager to merge our families that we weren’t even waiting until after the wedding. He insisted it would help us all bond. Like we weren’t just strangers forced under the same roof. I wouldn
*WARNING! READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED* *SUICIDE ATTEMPT/TALK OF SUICIDE* MILES "You should just fucking die already. No one wants you. Oh and, don't call him again." I didn’t even hang up. I just dropped the phone and took step after step forward. It landed with a soft thud behind me, but I didn’t turn back. Didn’t reach for it. It didn’t matter anymore. My body was still moving, still breathing, still aching. But my mind? That had already given up. I couldn't tell the difference between pain and nothingness anymore—maybe they were the same. Maybe I was just too tired to care. My foot dragged against the gravel on the road to the Cliffs. I was supposed to meet the guys at the party to watch the ocean storm and hit the highest cliffside. I was supposed to be having a good time and finally let myself...be. But of course, not if my mother had anything to do with it. Tanya's words hit home. "You should just fucking die already." The words coiled around my throat, venomous, unsha
*WARNING: SUICIDE ATTEMPT**READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED* DOM Something was wrong. I had been feeling it all night. The way my phone burned in my pocket. The way my gut twisted every time I checked my screen and saw nothing. No messages. No calls. No Miles. I had tried. Three times. Three fucking times, and she hadn’t answered. Marcus was already knee-deep in some girl’s attention, laughing, drinking, having a good time. But even he noticed. "Dude," he called over, watching me check my phone again. "She probably just fell asleep or some shit." I forced a half-smirk, pocketing my phone before I squeezed the back of my neck. "Yeah. Maybe." I didn’t believe it. Not even Marcus believed it because the bastard was dead wrong if he thought I hadn't caught him checking his phone as well. I knew Miles. She didn’t just disappear. Not like this. Not without a fucking reason. "Dom." The voice was too close, too familiar, and I already knew who it was before I turned. Tanya. Fucki
*WARNING VIOLENCE AND ABUSE * MILES My mother had been watching me all morning. Not in the usual way. Not with irritation. Not with thinly veiled disgust like she always did when I so much as existed in her space. No, this was different. She was calculating. I could feel it in the way she lingered in doorways, in the way her eyes flicked toward me at breakfast, in the way she adjusted her rings, twisting them around her fingers like she was thinking. Plotting. I had half a mind to ask her what the hell she was up to, but instead, I let her wait. Let her decide how she was going to approach me. And then when she finally did? I nearly laughed. "Miles, come with me." It was demand but it lacked her usual bite. Maverick had left early this morning on a business trip so it was a surprise she wanted to be near me at all. I arched a brow, barely glancing up from my book. "Excuse me?" She sighed as if I were the most difficult person in the world, then crossed her arms,
DOM I wasn’t getting enough of her. That was the problem. Miles had been right there—in the house, in the hallways, at the dinner table—but it wasn’t enough. Not anymore. She had been keeping her distance, not too much, not enough to be obvious, but just enough to make me ache. To make me want more. And I couldn’t have more. Not like I wanted. Not with my father watching. Maverick had been more observant lately. Not just with me, but with everyone. I noticed it at dinner. The way his eyes tracked conversations, the way his fork hovered mid-air as he listened. The way he watched Miles. She had been more talkative. Not forced, not in the way that would make anyone suspicious, but in a way that felt natural. Like she had finally settled into her place at this table. And my father? He had noticed. Not in a bad way. If anything, he seemed pleased. It made sense—he liked her, actually liked her. She was sharp. Smart. She could hold a conversation and keep up with him, somethin
MILESThe venue was grand.Too grand.Every inch of it reeked of wealth—chandeliers dripping in crystal, tables lined in pristine white linen, golden accents catching the light at just the right angles to remind everyone just how much money had been poured into this production.And that’s exactly what it was. A production. A show for the people. For Maverick Black. For the perfect Valentine-Black union.I was supposed to be impressed. Supposed to stand in awe of the splendor.But I couldn’t bring myself to care.Because the real performance was happening off-stage between me and her.Candice was watching me. Not with open suspicion, but with patience. Like she was waiting to see what I would do next. I knew she had noticed. Knew she felt the shift.She just wasn’t sure why it had happened.Not yet.She waited until we were alone.The moment the men were out of earshot, pulled away by the wedding coordinator, Candice’s heels clicked sharply against the marble as she stepped closer."Do
DOM Something happened. I could feel it in the tension hanging over the house. In the way the air thickened, pressing against my chest, settling in the spaces between conversations. More than anything, I could tell by the way Miles had changed. It wasn’t anything obvious. Nothing dramatic. She didn’t act different, didn’t suddenly move or speak in ways that set off alarms. No. It was in the way she walked. The quiet certainty in her movements. The way she carried herself with purpose, like someone who had made a decision and planned to see it through. And her eyes? Her misty gray eyes weren’t empty. Weren’t hollow or afraid. They were on fire. It took everything in me to be good for the rest of the week. No searing looks across the dinner table. No careful touches in the hallway. No stolen kisses in the library. Not even when she sent me those filthy fucking texts late at night, taunting me, reminding me that she was still there even if she was keeping her distance. I
MILESI was drowning.Thick black ink filled my lungs, coiling around my ribs, pressing down, down, down until I was weightless. Trapped.It seeped into my pores, into my bones, slithering through my bloodstream like it had been there all along—just waiting for the moment to consume me.Pain I had never known choked me, and I could grasp at nothing. See nothing.I was nothing.But I didn’t want that.I wanted freedom.I wanted control.I wanted a life.Then, amid my fading, a voice whispered through, muffled by the darkness.My eyes searched frantically, clinging to the hope that there was a way out."Please!" I begged. Screamed. But my throat was full of ink. "Help me!"My arms flailed aimlessly, desperate for something to hold on to—an anchor, a lifeline, anything—"I can pull you out."My eyes flew open.I gasped, body jerking upright, my lungs starved for air.My hand slammed against my chest, trembling, nails digging into my skin like I needed proof that I was here—that I was rea
DOM I was ruined. I could still feel her on my skin. Could still taste her on my tongue. Could still hear the fucking moan she let out when she— Fuck. I pressed my forehead against the cold wood of my bedroom door, my breath uneven, my body aching. Every inhale felt too shallow, every exhale ragged, like my lungs had forgotten how to function. My body was still burning, my head still spinning, and my cock still aching—even after she had just wrecked me. I shuddered. My fingers curled into fists against the doorframe, nails biting into my palms. A sharp sting. A distraction. But it did nothing to stop the way my body still throbbed from the memory of her. She had devoured me. She had owned me. And the worst part? She had left me like this. Not just because of what she did. Not just because she had dropped to her knees, taken me into her mouth, and consumed me like I was her fucking last meal. No. What ruined me was what came after. The way she touched herse
MILES He was exactly where I wanted him. On his back, chest rising and falling in sharp, ragged breaths. His hands clenched into the on the hardwood floors, every muscle wound tight like he was barely holding himself together. Like he was afraid if he moved, if he breathed wrong, I’d disappear. But I wasn’t going anywhere. I smirked as I crawled up his body, dragging my nails lightly over his abs, feeling them twitch beneath my touch. He was waiting—watching me through heavy-lidded eyes that flickered between hunger and something deeper. Something that looked a lot like surrender. I leaned down, my breath ghosting over his lips. “How do you like it?” I murmured. Dominic sucked in a sharp breath, his fingers twitching like he wanted to reach for me. Like he thought I was giving in. He had no fucking clue. I pressed a slow, lingering kiss to his jaw, feeling his pulse hammer beneath my lips. Then I slid lower, lower, my hands trailing down his ribs, his stomach, his h