MILES
As I finished my vegetables, I tried working on the potatoes. My mouth was telling me they were so buttery and just melted in on my tongue, but my brain said it tasted like sand paper. Every second felt like an hour. I told myself that last night wasn't my fault. Well, the fucking was my fault but I didn't know Dominic's dad was going to marry my mom. I didn't make it my mission to know who people were and who they knew. I didn't even like people. Plus, couldn't he see how I was just as surprised as he was? Damn it. He was still just as handsome as yesterday dressed in black slacks and a white dress shirt. It made me sick thinking that my mother and I had the same preference since Dominic was the spitting image of his father. Just because we were going to be step siblings didn't mean we were actually related. We could actually sneak off and- No! no. I couldn't think like that. It was gross. Wasn't it? "So Miles, your mother tells me you graduated at the top of your class. Have you applied to any colleges?" She did? I didn't even know she was interested in my acidemics. I was about to answer him but my mother beat me to it. "Oh, she's indecisive at the moment. She's had a few offer letters come through already," she said with a chuckle. Yeah, offer letters she put through the shredder. "I see. Any schools catch your eye?" Mr. Black rested his elbows on the table and clasped his hands. "Actually I-" "We haven't discussed any schools outside of Jameson, but I hear Branshire University is top tier." I looked at my mother, wondering if she was going to answer all of the questions anyone asked me. She must have felt my stare because her hand was back on my thigh, her nails digging deep and I bit the inside of my lips, trying to match the pain. Did she have to do it in the same spot? I had actually applied to many schools that were as far away from our town as possible. The further, the better. I checked the mail every day so I could catch the letters before my mother did. I still hadn't gotten one, but I didn't lose hope. I graduated as the valedictorian of my class. I took as many programs as I could get away with, being so much of a teachers pet that they worked with me with scheduling, so my mother didn't suspect anything. She didn't go to my graduation, so she couldn't have known, but she seemed to have talked about my grades to her fiancé. Panic worked its way up my spine. What if she had called the school? What if she knew everything I was trying to do? "Yes, Branshire is in the top five universities in the country. Dom here attends and is on the football team," replied Mr. Black. My mother gushed. "Oh, you must be very proud! How do you like the school so far, Dominic?" He gave her a gorgeous smile before answering. "I love it. The programs they have in place are designed for success. There has not been a single failing student in the 80 years it's been established." I took another sip of my water. I did not like where this conversation was going. A conversation I apparently had no part of but was the topic. Mr. Black tapped on his chin in thought. He looked at his son, then at my mother and lastly, at me. I kept my face blank, but I hoped and prayed he could hear my silent plea. 'Please don't. I know you're super rich, but I don't want that.' And then he fucking did it. "I'm sure she could easily get in given her academic record and maybe... a recommendation." I gripped my fork so hard it was biting into my skin. I started to shake as rage boiled my blood. She knew exactly what she was doing. My mother turned to me, her smile nothing but triumph. "Miles would absolutely love that!" No! I wouldn't. I didn't want my future in her hands. I wanted control. I wanted to decide my life. Not being able to stand it any longer, I shot out of my seat, mother's hand releasing my leg. "Excuse me, may I use your bathroom?" Mr. Black seemed startled at first, then smiled warmly at me. "Of course, angel. Dom will show you the way." "I can manage. I wouldn't want to interrupt his dinner." I said, raising my hands, but Dominic rose from seat flashing me a smile that made my heart drop. "I don't mind. The manor can be a maze, and I wouldn't want you to get lost." I swallowed. Okay then. He rounded the long table and went into a hall. I followed him but kept a good distance. I couldn't keep my eyes off his back or the way his dark hair curled at the nape of his neck. I wanted to kiss it, nuzzle my face in it. But that was another thing my mother had taken from me. Dominic turned into a hallway, getting out of my sight, so I hurried so as not to lose him, but as soon as I turned, I was slammed against the wall. My startled scream was replaced by a huff of air since the wind was knocked from my lungs by the force. Dominic had his large hand around my jaw just as he had last night, except this time, it hurt. "What the fuck are you playing at hm?" His eyes were alight with undiluted rage. "Dominic, I-" "Shut the fuck up." He squeezed my jaw harder and I couldn't help the excitement welling up inside. "If what happened last night comes to light, you'll regret ever being born. I'll make your life a living hell." He leaned in close. "So keep that pretty little mouth closed and stay the fuck out of my sight." He trailed his eyes over my face as if he couldn't believe he was fooled by someone like me, pure regret flashing in his eyes. It didn't hurt me, and once again, a huffed laugh escaped my nose. The fact that he thought I had some secret agenda was ridiculous. What did he think I had to gain? His threat meant nothing to me. Him make my life a living hell? He wouldn't be able to accomplish that. I was already there. "You think this is a joke?" He asked, venom dripping from his lips. "Don't. Test. Me." All I could do was give him a vacant stare since he had my lips pressed together. He gave me one more hard look before he snatched his hand back like I had burned him. "Guess we're siblings now, but I won't be a doting big brother, so don't expect anything from me," he sneered. I rolled my eyes. "For the record," I started, "I didn't know who you were yesterday or who my mom planned on marrying. I don't exactly think I'll benefit from telling anyone I fucked my future stepbrother last night." His nostrils flared."And what about you huh?" I questioned. "Did you know who your dad was going to marry? If she had a daughter?"
His eye twitch but he said nothing.
"Thought so. You? Make my life a living hell?" I laughed as I stepped closer to him, crossing my arms. "I'm already well acquainted with that place, so try it." I didn't know why I kept challenging him. I never challenged anyone. I didn't have the energy, so why the hell was I doing this with him? I needed to figure out how to escape, not play mental footsies with a man who clearly thought the worst of me. Dominic tilted his head, and it looked almost animalistic, his dark eyes filling with deadly promise as he smiled. "Bathroom's right over there, little sis." He pointed to my right before turning and leaving. I almost gagged. Little sis? There was no way I would think of him as a brother. Especially not when I wanted to fuck him again. Even though he threatened me... I couldn't help how much I kind of liked it. It was wrong, of course, the way he gripped my jaw and dug his fingers into my skin, but I still felt drawn to him. I still wanted him. Oh my gosh... was I growing an obsession? The man was fine as hell, but I've seen assholes with jaw-dropping bodies, and I was never affected like this. Something about him just... made me feel.That was something I craved, needed. Or else I'd just feel hollow. I shook my head. I would just have to ignore it. I had a bigger fish to fry, and its name was Candice Valentine.MILES "Wait, so let me get this straight. When you disappeared last night, you were trying to find your way out but ended up in the garden. Then in the garden you ran into the asshole that threw the money at you and you ended up fucking him? And then you went to dinner today and found out that same asshole who you just fucked last night will be your new stepbrother?" I left out the fact that I had a panic attack because I didn't want her to worry. "And I'm pretty sure he has a vendetta against me now." I stared at Kenzie, who sat across from me on her bed, waiting for her reaction to the chaos of my recent events. After dinner, my mom drove only a few blocks away before kicking me out of the car because she had 'things to do.' I'd never been more glad that I wore simple flats instead of the heels she bought for me. I walked straight to Kenzie's house because I had to unload. She looked back at me with suspicious eyes. "You still wanna fuck him don't you?" I didn't respond,
MILES My mother was unusually quiet for the next few days. Not a single word or glance my way. She pretty much acted like I didn't exist, and it was slowly but surely driving me crazy. I felt like I was digging a trench in my room from all the pacing I did. Apparently, I was the least of her worries as she prepared to leave the home we've been in for the past ten years. Mr. Black said he just couldn't wait until after the wedding for us to move in. The only reason I knew this was because my mother had an incredibly loud voice when gushed this news to her so-called friends. She'd been on the phone talking to multiple people either to brag or to sell what she could in the house. My fingernails were almost nonexistent from picking at them because of the anxiety of wanting to check my stash of money I hid in the vent above my bed. When I made it home Saturday night,my mother was waiting in her favorite red chair in the living room nursing a glass of wine. "How was work?" She as
DOM I was captivated by her. It was an immediate thing, the way my heart thundered in my ears as she walked up to challenge me at my party I threw a few days ago. I didn't know what came over me or why I couldn't just take the hand she offered me while introducing herself. I didn't even catch her name, I was so entranced. All I knew was that I couldn't stop looking at her eyes. They were gray, and if I observed them closely, they could almost be lavender. I was sure such a shade didn't exist. Before I knew it, the game started, and I couldn't even pay attention. My sole focus was wondering if her olive skin was as soft as it looked, if her full, bronzy pink lips were warm, or if the curve of her ass would fit in my hand as perfectly as I imagined. She bent over to land masterful shots that destroyed me, her long, black hair cascading around her shoulders like silk. Twice, she beat me. Twice, she had my attention in a chokehold. Something felt like it was invading me, and I wasn
DOM My father replaced the dining room table. It was about half the size of the previous one. He said something about eating in a more comfortable setting where we could bond and get to know each other. It was bullshit. Since when did he care about creating bonds other than the ones with his law firm? Miles attempted to sit next to her mother, but Marcus beat her to it, plopping himself in the chair. The table had six chairs on each side with one chair on the ends. My father sat where he normally sat and Ms. Valentine adjacent to him. I sat next to my father. She could either sit next to Marcus, me, or make it awkward by sitting further away. She shifted uncomfortably, looking as if she might just turn around and leave. "Come sit next to Dom Miles," said my father, making the decision for her. She gave him a nervous smile and made her way to the seat next to mine, her mother's eyes watching her with a tight smile. Marcus leaned back, smirking. He knew damn well what he was doin
MILES Dominic Black was full of shit if he thought I couldn't see past his asshole facade. The man wanted me. It was just really fucking annoying the way he tried to fight it. Sometimes, maybe it was cute, like how he clenched his fists last night when he saw my breasts down my sweater. I tried to make it seem like I didn't know he was looking but in reality, I wanted him to. I didn't mean to make his nose bleed. He was the one who snuck up behind me and scared the shit out of me while I was in the middle of a steamy scene. It was definitely his fault. I won't deny that my dark heart felt good making him bleed a little since he'd been nothing but shit, but in the end, I felt bad for hurting him. I knew I should probably be on the same page as him and not give in to my desires but I just couldn't help it. I couldn't help wanting him to look at me, wanting him to make good on his promise from the greenhouse. Nope. Stop it. 'I can't keep thinking this way. If mom finds out, she m
* WARNING EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT and SCENES OF A PANIC ATTACK* DOM I was just about to turn in for the night when I heard a knock on my door. I sighed, dranging myself out of bed, slightly wincing. I'd just made myself comfortable dammit. Practice was brutal today as well, my muscles aching and burning with every movement. Walking up the stairs almost fucking killed me. I was ready to knock out. Whoever was disturbing me had better have something important to say. Making my way, I took slow, painfilled steps. I must have been too slow because a pounding sounded, making me jump. Fuck, they were gonna get an earful. I swung my door open and Miles rushed past me, starting to pace in my room. "What the fuck?" I shouted, my hand still on the doorknob. I opened my mouth ready to tell her to get the fuck out, but something was wrong. Her eyes were wide and panicked, her breathing erratic and her hair disheveled. She was scratching at her chest like she wanted to claw something out. Slow
*WARNING EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT* MILES I honestly don't know what came over me. I just knew that I wanted him. Needed him. I went to him out of desparation because I felt like he could be the one to help me gain back my control. Because sometimes, I could tell I could have power over him. If I tried enough, he'd give in. And that's exactly what he did. The wetness gathered from watching him come undone because of me was dripping down my thighs. It was cute that he tried to resist me, but it didn't take long for him to snap. When I started rubbing my clit with his load, his eyes darkened to russet. He licked his lips as he stepped forward, cock still out, and dropped to his knees before me. Running his hands up my legs smoothly, he stopped at my inner thighs and spread them wider as his eyes watched my fingers. His eyes went from my sex to my face, watching my reaction back and forth, just looking. Was he not going to make a move unless I told him to? No. That wasn't it. He was
MILES I woke up drenched in sweat. The nightmares had started again. It was always the same thing. I would be on the edge of my freedom, and then my feet would get stuck to the ground. When I looked down, inky, blackness bubbled at my feet, pulling me in. I would sink until I was fully submerged and would start to suffocate, the ink filling my lungs, becoming my blood until I was darkness itself. I was trapped. The clock on my nightstand read 4 a.m. I went ahead and dragged myself out of bed. I might as well stay awake. Today was Monday, which meant it was the first day of university, and I'd be riding with Dom. I had stayed out of his sight the rest of last week, my mother's too, using the excuse of having a stomach bug. I was able to avoid dinner as well. Maverick himself brought up soups for stomach aches. "You should still eat," he'd tell me. "Give your body the strength it needs to fight the sickness." His kindness still threw me off. I didn't know how to react but to give