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Chapter 38

Author: AminaSb
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-23 07:25:53

The sun was shining bright as it shade its ray through the window and directly on my face. My face glittered as my eyeballs began to move around adjusting to the brightness of the room. I slowly opened my eyes smiling all the way through, I am undoubtedly in the most comfortable bed. I stretch my arms as I sit up from bed. Eyes open, my gaze landed on Ashton. He is standing in front of the mirror brushing his hair. I immediately jump out of bed holding the sheets over my chest to cover my body.

What have I done? What have I done? My mind begins to pace around. I don't know what I was thinking of; sleeping with Ashton? Was I drunk? Was I stupid? Oh no Maya, you let your hormones take the best of you. Shame washes over me as I wait for regret to fill me up but none came. I couldn’t bring myself to regret any of my actions- yes I feel a little bit ashamed but I don’t regret anything. Maybe Is because last night was something to remember or because I always fantasize to be with Ashton.

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