Chapter 1 - Wanting him.

[Ava]

“Logan!!Logan!!” I screamed, my voice echoing through the hallway, I know you can hear me! You've started again right, Logan!! Give me my AirPods or else I'm going to go over to your room and pack all your new clothes, Don't dare me,”

“You're my elder brother for crying out loud!!! I should be borrowing from you, not the other way round,” I screamed at the top of my voice as I slowly climbed down the stairs.

“I hope this is not one of your games. You're hiding right, I'm going to catch you, and if I do, you're dead Logan you are!!!”

I stormed into the kitchen, my heart racing with frustration. But my anger vanished the moment I saw him. Gabriel, my brother's best friend. The man I'd been secretly lusting after for years. The one I'd been too afraid to face since I moved down here in Switzerland, fearing my feelings would be exposed.

And now here he was standing in front of me, shirtless, his chiseled body glistening with a bit of sweat that made him look like he just walked out of a magazine cover. This man is doing a lot to me that I'm sure if he ever finds out, he will think I'm going crazy.

His gray eyes locked into mine and I felt my soul tremble. My mouth went dry, I swallowed hard trying to quench this taste in me, my knees weakened, making my heart skip countless times.

“Hi Ava,” he greeted, his eyes still piercing through my soul, I could not fucking find any words, my eyes were fixed on his muscular chest, and his presence was making my skin tingle.

Ava, you won't run out this time, never, you have to stand firm, you're not a kid anymore, you're fucking twenty-two, you aren't stepping any fucking inch from here, I thought to myself, just then I found my voice to respond to him.

“Hi Gabriel, g..o…good…morning,” fuck that's it, I can't, I just can't stand this man, he's doing a lot to me, I'm such a coward.

“I..d…didn't know you came around, it's nice to have you,” I tried sounding composed, not like I hadn't seen him a few weeks ago

“I just dropped by, I wanted to speak with your brother, but he left in a haste, I'm making some pasta, do you care for some.,” He asked, his eyes scanning through my body.

I slowly looked down at my clothes, oh my God, was this what I stepped out with, my cheek suddenly flushed with embarrassment, my Nike top clung to my body and my tiny nightie shorts seemed to shrink even further.

“No I'm good, when did he leave, did he say where he was going,” I asked with concern etched over my tone, my brother Isn't one to leave without letting me know about his whereabouts.

“Yes he got a call from the office, so he rushed out early but he said he would be back soon.” He spoke gently, his eyes scanning my body and suddenly fixed on my hair.

What is he looking at?

He took a few steps forward, coming directly to me, his gray eyes still fixed on my hair, my heart was racing, and I felt my face heat up as he took more steps, standing just an inch away from me, his chest almost brushing on mine.

I stood frozen unable to move, what was he trying to do? I shut my eyes, unable to take hold of how close he was coming, I felt his hands on my hair, his breath grazed the side of my ear, and I felt weak between my thighs. Only if he knew what he does to me all the time.

“Here, Ava,” his gentle and masculine voice brought me out of my trance, “you had this on your hair.”

“Oh…t..t…thank you, I... I'll head over to my room, enjoy your breakfast,” I replied as I took the strand of my knitting wool from him, I must have mistakenly left it on my pillow after knitting.

Without waiting for his reply, I rushed out of the kitchen, storming the stairs. I couldn't believe I'd been caught off guard by my crush, the one man that is slowly driving me crazy, looking like a whole mess In front of the one person I wanted to impress.

I dashed into my room, slamming the door shut behind me, I leaned against the door trying to catch my breath. My mind raced with the thought of him, his chiseled face, his sexy gray eyes that drove me crazy anytime I looked into it. I couldn't believe he had just seen me looking all messy.

I took a deep breath, and the picture of his lips when he came close to me came playing back in my head, if only this man knew how crazy I was about him, if only.

I felt something dripping in between my thighs, I bit my bottom lip and licked my upper lip with my tongue. Just seeing him this way makes me wet. What happens when I happen to spread my legs wide open for him to bang me so hard…

“Oh yeah.” I moaned under my breath, and I could feel my nipple hardening. I slid my hands into my shorts and I was damn right, this pussy is getting wet again just thinking about Gabriel.

I moved towards my bed and lay down with my back, I pulled down my shorts and slowly licked my hands, I closed my eyes while I pictured his masculine arbs, the way he was fucking shirtless staring at me, I felt like devouring him, I felt like bouncing on him and making him give me a piece of that rod down in between his legs.

I spread my legs open, this is what Gabriel has been doing to me, This is how crazy he drives me. I pulled my hands out of my mouth and slid them down my entrance. I tapped on it hard, the wetness on it making a puffy sound.

I traced down my lips and flopped it, rolling it in a circular motion, my eyes were slowly going into my head, I pulled out and slid my hand back to my mouth making it more wet, as I settled it back to my pussy.

I traced back my clit and slowly rubbed on it, I was going slow and steady, the pictures of Gabriel were all I could see in my closed eyes. I could imagine him spreading my legs wide open, I could imagine him making me moan his name.

“Fuck," I felt my orgasm building up, I went faster, I felt like grabbing my nipples while I fucking do this, I tossed my top off my neck, leaving me fully naked.

I traced my hands back to my clit to continue my ministration, rubbing it hard, I slapped my nipples, I could imagine how pink and hard it is right now, I pulled it closer to my mouth as I bent to take my left nipple in my mouth, I rolled my tongue around it,

“Oh gosh this is so good,” I moaned under my nipple, not letting go of it, I fucking sucked it hard, rubbing my clit harder, my eyes going deeper into my head. "Gabriel I want you so badly."

“I'm going to cum, I'm going to cum,” I moaned as I increased my pace and I rubbed it harder.

“Gosh, what the fuck,” the sudden sound of my door made me jump up as I pulled my hands off my pussy, I immediately moved closer to the edge of the bed pulling my duvet to cover my body.

“Gabriel…what…what…what are you doing here,” I asked, my voice barely audible.

I could swear he saw me, he saw everything, he saw how I was salivating myself, would he know it was because I saw him? Will he figure out how I feel about him? What is he doing here?

“Ava, I..I…I'm sorry, I actually called you twice but you didn't answer, I had to check if you were inside” He stood there still shirtless in my room, what is this guy turning me into?

“What do you want?” I asked, frustration etched in my tone, I didn't like the fact that he saw me touching myself, he might be thinking that I am a fucking pervert, that just started touching herself, minutes after seeing a shirtless man in her kitchen.

He slowly closed the door behind him and gently walked towards me, his eyes not leaving mine. I don't know if I was imagining or if what I was seeing in his gray eyes were lust, he bit his bottom lips as he took more steps forward, I clogged the duvet closer to my body.

What is he up to?