HOW IT ALL BEGAN.

What would he think of that? I couldn’t help it, so I’ve been with it for years, stealing it from his room after he disappeared.

No weirdness though, back then I didn’t know he was my mate, so I used this pillow to console myself from going insane from loneliness and somehow I coped because of it.

I shut my eyes and hugged the pillow even more and I wonder what Jessie will think of me after hearing what I just told her and I hope she doesn’t get mad at me or rather gets disgusted with me, I can’t help it and no matter what she says to me, I’m not leaving Gérard, I want my Alpha.

Let the whole earth collapse. Even if the moon goddess brings me back in another lifetime, Gérard will always be mine and no one else.

Deep down, I don’t actually know what she feels about the whole thing, but she seemed okay with it and isn’t advising me or insisting I leave Gerard alone. She supports me getting together with him, though.

Tears rolled down my cheeks and I could swear he was also thinking