KIMBERLY
Uncle Luca picked up Killian last night, I miss the little punk and his bugging. I wrap the rest of the remaining pie I just baked and decided to call Izzy. She picks up on the second ring"Hi Izzy, it's Kimberly.""Kim! Oh my God, hi sweetie how are you doing?""Am doing great,how are you doing?""Oh well, trying to be sane for my boy, i'm in miami doing shoots for a magazine.""Yeah Ronan told me about that, congratulations.""Thank you. How's your mom and that sweet little brother of yours?""They're both doing great," I pick at my cotton jersey."How about you and Ron,are you guys okay? He sounded a bit weird when I asked him about you last time."I keep my voice as natural as possible"Yeah, we're okay, he must have been having a bad day that's all," she's quite for some time."Yeah, thats understandable. With everything that's been going on,I can't blame him."We talk some more about her contract and my school, we say our goodbyes and I hang up.I sigh,about to stand when i immediately receive a message from Sam.Sam: I searched him up on i*******m,zero fucking zero account, he's not on any social media platforms. What a waste of beauty,the world needs to see him.Me: Samantha Marie Green! Are you trying to stalk this poor guy?Sam: he's not a poor guy,his junk looks big enough.Me: Sam! Oh my God no. How did you even-, you looked at his junk? Seriously?Sam: Well some men are disappointing Kim,they're gorgeous but have no big package,a girl's gotta tick all the boxes. Besides,he looked like he didn't mind at all,he definitely knows it's impressive.What?! I scrunch my nose.Me: you did not let him catch you ogling his thing did you? I place my phone on the table and hide my face with my hands, Sam...!Sam: maybe......Gosh she's impossible.Me: going to bed before I throw up, xo.* *School* *"Hey baby," Ronan hugs me from behind and kisses my cheek."You coming at practice right?" I place my hands on top of his."Yeah of course I'll be there.""That's my girl," he kisses me on the lips. "See you later," then he salutes.Well, the championship game begins now. After class, Sam and I head towards the football field."Hey! I'll just quickly go to the bathroom,wanna come?" I ask."No i'm good I'll just secure seats for us,this season is going to be crazy, I'm so excited.""Okay," I touch her arm and we go separate ways.After I'm done, I walk out the door, before I can fully shut it, someone slams me against the wall,knocking the breath out of me."Wha-" he places a hand on my mouth."Shhhh," my eyes widen when I come face to face with Andrew."Kimberly..." He whispers my name and smooths my hair with his palm, I move my head away from his filthy hand."There there Kim, there's no reason to be afraid of me." I release muffled sounds behind his palm."Oh, sorry I forgot you can't speak," he grins and I narrow my eyes."I'll let you go but if you scream," he pauses,the hand that was in my hair moves to my throat, then he squeezes roughly."I will choke you, are we clear?" I don't stop glaring."I'll take that as a yes," he removes his hand from my mouth and loosens the hold on my neck,the threat is there,if I so much as raise my voice he will choke me."What do you want," I pant."Tsk tsk. Kimberly,so so naive."He curls a few strands of my hair around his finger."I am not naive," I sneer at him. "Are you doing this for Bree? you sick fuck?!"His face changes from psycho to serial killer,my limbs shake but I do everything in my power not to show fear.He squeezes my throat, cutting off my air supply. My eyes widen, no, I can't breathe."You will not speak to me in that tone Kimberly."I scratch at his hand,digging my nails into his flesh, he hisses, throwing his head back, he's enjoying this I realize, instead of loosening, his hold tightens more, then he licks my cheek and tears threaten to spill from my eyes."Aww..don't cry, I'm not going to hurt you. I just want to play." A door slams somewhere and he lets me go. I lean against the wall gasping in enough air as possible, my throat hurts and I think bruises will start showing soon."This isn't over Kimberly, I will find you alone again and finish what I've started."He runs the back of his fingers on my cheek and I instantly move away, his facial expression turns to angry,like he can't stand it when I defy him."Baby doll."He looks me up and down making me shrink against the wall then he smirks and leaves.Pure undiluted fear cripples me, his words replay in my head like a twisted symphony'I will find you alone again and finish what I've started.'* *Football Field* *"Kimberly Marie Monoa!"I snap out of my trance with a flinch."Did you even hear what I just sai-"she pauses "Kim, are you okay?""Yeah," I put on my deceiving smile. "You were saying? The game has me hooked in a panic mode," she must be convinced because she grins."Alright! This year has me all girly and crap too.""I know right!" I act excited."Ah..There they are."All the guys run onto the field and the whole school cheers from the benches. I find Ronan's number One jersey and shout."Go number One!!" He looks up and smiles at me blowing a kiss."Go Tigers!"The last person to step onto the field is tall,about six-one with broad shoulders and a lean muscled body,I immediately know who he is even without seeing his face.The whole team is split in half. A few minutes after whatever talk he gives themThe coach blows the whistle and chaos starts on the field.There's passing,running,slamming and shouting.Team one wins,thats Ronan's team.Team one wins again."Oh man...I was looking forward to how good that hottie was going to be on the play field.""I told you, he's nothing special," I say without looking at Sam.The coach blows again,this round is tough,nobody wins, so they start the again."Good play guys! I wanted to see how good you are and well shit! You definitely are. I have a good feeling we'll get along just fine."Brandon addresses the team and they all bump fists."So arrogant, he's just playing it cool because his team is losing," I scoff.There's complete silence next to me so I turn my head and find Sam looking at me suspiciously."What?" I act innocent taking a big bite of my pie."Hmm.." She makes a thoughtful sound "nothing."I focus back on the play field,my eyes fixed on newbie."Let's play," I read Bran's lips. He cocks his neck side to side then covers his face. The moment the whistle blows he's like an unstoppable bull.His movements are swift,fast and easy, it's like this is nothing to him. Team two wins and The crowd goes wild, Sam stands shouting."Yes! Yes! I knew it!""Sam," I pull her back on the seat."Who's side are you on?""What? There's no sides Kim, this is one team relax." She throws popcorn into her mouth crunching on them loudly.I look back on the field, the coach blows the whistle again, the game goes differently but has the same outcome, Team two wins and they high five each other, Xander grins like an idiot while Jonathan bumps fists with Bran. He's got a cocky face going on, I side eye Sam and she's smiling.The whistle blows, team two wins again. That's 5-2. I fold my hands over my chest and pout, Brandon stares at me,I look behind me to check if he's looking at somebody else, unfortunately he's staring right at me.Then the bastard mouths, "Number one down," and smirks.I gasp then glare at him,our stare down contest ends when the guys from Team two jump on his back, sending them all crushing down,some ruffle his hair."Great Job Team!" The coach shouts. "Continue with this spirit and the championship will without a doubt be ours!"There's clapping,whooping and whistling from the crowd of students. After the game practice, Sam and I walk to the parking lot"Ronan is driving me home, I'll call you when I get there," I hug her."I'll miss you.""Me too, girls night next weekend?""Sure," she answers with an easy smile."Hey beautiful," Ron wraps his arm around my neck pulling me into him."Hey babe," he kisses my temple ."Thanks for taking care of my girl, Sam.""Sure, you owe me one," she smiles."Well,that's my queue to leave, bye.""Bye, drive safe, okay?""Yes ma'am," she drives away and so do we.KIMBERLY"You look perfect sweetie," my mom praises from the doorway. I'm wearing a short yellow dress with pink printed flower designs which reaches my mid thighs, paired with white cinderella pumps, and I let down my gold blond hair down my back in curls. "Thanks mom," I grab my purse and head out.Mr Jonathan, Ronan's father is having a family dinner, Ron asked me to join them and I will not under any circumstances abandon him to face the nightmare of his life alone. Well those were his exact words which by the way, I think were totally exaggerated.A few minutes later he picks me up from home. The moment we enter the house I can feel the air in the environment shift."Young Sir, dinner has been served,the rest of the family are waiting for you.""Thank you Charles." It's funny how rich people's children are addressed with respect while they give non to their elderly workers.We head to the dinning room, there's three people seated there; his father,uncle and new stepmother. I t
KIMBERLYJust when I squeeze my eyes shut,Brandon moves away, I open them and find him a few feet away from me. I shake my head, pleading without wordsThe moment Ronan's figure appears Brandon moves and they almost bump shoulders in the doorway, I let out a shaky breath."Hey, I've been calling for you but you weren't answering."I turn and grab another cookie,taking some time to collect myself. "You know, nanny left those there on purpose. She said I should tell you to take them with you after watching you steal a few." I can hear him smiling through his words as he speaks, I turn around with a smile."What?" He comes closer and kisses my forehead."She made them for you.""She's so sweet, thank her for me please?" I smile genuinely."I will, come on,let's get you home."* *School* *"What?! I'm just saying he's hot Kim,I do want to sleep with him, I mean there's a strong attraction there but I'm just...""Scared?" I finish for her, leaning my back against the lockers while I wait
KIMBERLY"Told you I'd find you alone again."How the hell did he even get here or behind me without making a sound.He grabs both my hands behind my back,his erection pushes against my ass and I instantly want to throw up."N-no.." I stutter,my voice shaking.He lifts my skirt up and cold air whooshes against my skin,he rubs his erection up my ass again and I let out a sob."I love it when you cry for me baby,shhhh. Don't worry,in no time I'll give you what you want," he whispers in a sick tone."No...please.." my lips tremble while my body shakes."Shhhh. Now be a good girl.""Why are you doing this?""Because you belong to me doll, you're mine to play with.""No Andrew, please..""Yes,beg for me babydoll."He rubs against me again then tries to put his hand in my lace panties.. I will enough power and slam my head back,I must hit him on the face because his hold on my hands loosens,I take advantage and elbow him with all my might causing him to stagger back. Then I Run!I place a h
BRANDONWhen Kimberly tried to touch me yesterday, my whole body froze,I wanted it,I wanted her to touch me,I wanted her soft hand on my cheek, but she didn't,she didn't and I hated it.The fact that I caught her staring and she didn't entertain the idea to pretend she wasn't really caught me by surprise.The thing with me is that I'm very good at keeping my poker face, I developed the habit when I was just eleven years old. Some people called me unfeeling,some detached, some heartless because well,when I set my mind on something or someone, I do get them one way or the other, whether I use manipulation or force.When I want something,I don't stop until it's mine and as of now that something or rather someone is Kimberly. Ever since I laid my eyes on her in that cafeteria, I wanted her for myself, and then that fucker introduced her as his girlfriend then I needed her for myself and lastly I fucking touched her,smelled her natural scent,tasted her skin and now I'm beginning to have an
KIMBERLYFour days, it's been four days since Bran last spoke to me, I hardly see him at school, it was just once in a single class three days ago,he doesn't show up at the cafeteria but I've heard he does go for practice. "Sam,do you wanna go watch the team practice?"She stops chewing."Who are you and what have you done to my best friend," she narrows her eyes."Well the game is just around the corner,I think it's good to catch up and by the way it's me." She looks at me suspiciously but then she says."Yeah, I think you're right." Then it dawns on me,she doesn't believe I've just gained interested in watching the practice, she wants to see Xander.The guys practice,I cheer as loud as Sam but Brandon doesn't look at me not even once. My face falls, why is he ignoring me, I didn't do anything wrong."I'll be right up babe," Ronan shouts."Okay!" I shout back.He's taking long, having a conversation with Lenny and other football players.I see Xander and Brandon heading towards the
KIMBERLYThe whole place is packed, people linger outside doing all sorts of different things. We make our way inside and it's worse,"Is the whole freaking school here?"I shout over the music. Sam turns"I think so! Who wouldn't?""They really did book this place just for a party didn't they?"Sam looks around the place then nods"Yep. Definitely did."We make our way through the crowd."Hey!"Lenny jumps on us from behind,each hand around our shoulders."Guess who the day saver,no I meant to say night saver is?" He slurs, he must be really drunk because Lenny and I haven't spoken more than ten words to each other. He's a bit of a jerk. ps: I hate jerksHe leads us to the far corner, the football team is seated there and the cheerleaders,both team A and team B but separately,you can tell there's two groups."Look what I found."He makes a show of looking side to side at both of us.Xander comes from behind us with a red cup in hand. He grabs Lenny's hand and squeezes then drops it
KIMBERLYHe leans in and slams his lips on mine, he kisses me like a thirsty man who has finally been given a drink. I kiss him back with the same thirst.Thirsty for more and more and more.We pull apart panting,our foreheads gluing against each other, I trail my hands up his chest and he's are at both sides of my jaw. He lifts my head up again and kisses me slowly this time, our tongues dance against each other like a hypnotic rhythm. I pull away,my mind taking me to a dark pit of guilt and shame. Ronan. I push Brandon away"No. This is wrong Brandon,I can't do this anymore.""Do what?" He's so calm it pisses me off"We can't do this, I can't do this,I'm with Ronan and this is not me,I'm not thinking straight.""Don't do that Kimberly,I told you I hate it when you pull away from me."I shake my head viciously."I can't. I love Ronan,I can't let this mistake make me lose him." Bran's eyes shift from green to a stormy black swallowing the color I've come to see every night in my visio
BRANDONThree days after the banquet,three days after I saw something I thought would please me,never knowing it would bring me the complete opposite. Pain.The silent plea in her eyes and the silent desperation in her voice,I doubt she even realised it herself, her eyes hoped it wasn't Brianna but I just broke that fucking hope.I groan then slide off Bree, lately I've been taking all my frustrations out using sex, I fuck and tell her to go the fuck home. I don't let anybody and I mean anybody sleep in my bed and that's not changing anytime soon"Can you at least drive me home?"She says,she doesn't bother hiding her tits. I look at the time and it's 10:30pm"Get dressed." I say to her while I pull my sweatpants on.After driving Bree home,I take a turn, going to a place I don't want to go to but still do.It's becoming a habit, at first my excuse was finding out who the fucker stalking her really was, because he must be watching her every time if he's that obsessed with her. But the
KIMBERLYForget,Forget,Forget...The words keep repeating themselves in my head like they're on autopilot.When I said "I'm sorry" to Brandon, he was confused. I couldn't find the courage to tell him that I cheated on him with Matt. If he ever finds out, I might lose him, and losing Brandon means losing myself. So no, he can't ever learn what happened two nights ago.Flinging the blanket off me, I pat my way to the bathroom and stare at my reflection in the mirror. I've been a mess these past few days. Sam has taken a notice and I suspect she's been watching, waiting for me to slip so that she can find out what's going on. Samantha has never condoned cheating, I wouldn't want to see the reaction on her face if she found out I'm a fucking cheat.Stepping into the shower, I let the warm water cascade down my naked body. I close my eyes and rest my palms flat against the wall.Images of that night flash through my mind. The way he gripped my thighs and hooked them around his waist. His
KIMBERLY I take his hand and get to my feet. We dance around for what feels like forever and everything feels better, so much better. The Weeknd's song I Feel It Coming starts playing and something in the air changes as the lyrics go on and on. Matt's hands are on my body, touching,tracing,everywhere. He turns me around, my back to his front. A tingle zips through my vagina and my legs clench but his hands slowly move to my inner thighs and he parts them open. His fingers press down on my clit over my panties and the feeling intensifies. Why am I so horny? I ask myself the words that don't leave my mouth. His lips come to my neck and he nibbles at the skin there. This isn't right, it isn't and I don't want to do this, but why does my body say otherwise? Why can't I say no? He plays with my belly button and then his fingers are pushing down my panties, cool air blows on my skin then his finger is inside me, my back arches and he slowly moves his finger in and out until all I
KIMBERLY There's a knock on the door, I straighten from the couch and head over to open only to find Harry standing in front of me. "Harry?" I gasp then wrap my hands around his neck. "Thank god you're okay, I've been trying to call you for weeks now." "Yeah," he clears his throat. "I was away." I lead him to the living room and sit, pulling him down to the empty space next to me until we are facing each other. "What happened to you? The last time I saw you, you were in a hurry and didn't look good." "Oh, that. I got your messages that's why I came here. I was going through something and needed to go away for a while in order to clear my head." I nod. "Well, you're not the only one going through a lot." "Why? What happened? Are you and Brandon having problems again?" "Long story short, Marisa followed him in Andy's diner toilets and forced a kiss on him then revealed it using the classic game truth or dare and made it seem like something else." Harry sighs. "I'm fed up of
KIMBERLY You know when you cut yourself so deep they have to stitch you up and then you mistakenly end up getting the stitches open? Yeah, that how I feel right now. I was healing, but then I feel like I'm moving backwards from the progress I was making. My vision becomes blurry with all the tears forming. I look to my left and see Matt and his friends chatting, I jog to them, when he sees me, he pushes off the car with a smile on his face. "Please take me away from here." His smile drops. "Hey, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" "Just take me away from this place." I wrap my hands around my middle. "Okay, okay, come on." "Catch you later man." His friends walk away. I get in his car and turn my head to the side, rolling down the window because i really nee the air, i feel so suffocated right now. These stupid tears won't just stop flowing, I wipe at them angrily and Matt starts the car and drives off. This isn't the way to the girls condo but I can't seem to care about tha
BRANDON "Truth." I glare at her. She grins and I find everything wrong with this whole situation, it makes me uneasy and I don't know why. What the fuck is she playing at? "If you were told have sex or like kiss with Brandon." My head snaps to Lily but she keeps staring at Marisa. "In any diner's toilets, would you do it?" "Oh for fucks sake!" Jonathan says with annoyance lacing his tone. I look at Marisa, ready to pull her up and drag her out by the hair if I have to but she keeps smiling and then takes a sip of whisky. "Well, I wouldn't say no, I mean we actually-" "Marisa." I say through gritted teeth. She ignores my warning and keeps going, her eyes briefly moving to stare at something over my head. "We actually did it recently and I must say I enjoyed it quite a lot, so doing it again wouldn't be a bad idea." "Marisa!" I call out angrily and get to my feet. "What? She asked, I'm just playing the game." She shrugs her shoulders. "It's the truth anyway." She mumbles.
BRANDON Kim has been down for a few days now, she must have caught something when we went boat cruising five days ago. I step out of the pharmacy from getting her her meds since the ones she was taking got done last night. I stop at the gas station to fill my tank, then Andy's to get her favourite food. I leave the order and enter the bathrooms, exiting the stall, I feel hands wrap around my waist. I flinch away and turn only to be met with Marisa's eyes. "Whoa, there's no need to act like that, it's just me." "Yeah, it's just you and that's the problem. It's not supposed to be." "Oh come on, Brandon." She throws her hands up. "You're overreacting." "Get out of my way, Marisa." As if my words entered from one ear and left through the other, Marisa gets on her tiptoes and quickly crashes her lips to mine, sucking on my bottom one. The act makes me freeze but I push her away with my hands tightly gripping her shoulders. "What the fuck is you problem?" "Brandon," she fo
BRANDON "Did you tell Sam about your outing with Shiloh?" I ask when Kim stays silent for long. "No, why?" "Just asking, since you girls tell each other almost everything." "I didn't." She sighs. "I don't know how she'll react to that." I pause flipping through the papers and look at her over my shoulder. "I think it's great that you and Shiloh hang out, she's Xander's girlfriend and everyone agrees that they've moved on, it's only fair that she's made to feel welcomed." "Yeah, and I do want to hang out with her for Xander's sake and the fact that she's nice, but the last thing I want is to make things awkward if I decide to bring her along at the barbeque and Sam is there. You know, the 'the ex I hate's girlfriend thing'." "Maybe you don't have to bring only Shiloh, Sam's boyfriend can come too." "That's okay with everyone?" "If you mean Xander, then the answer is yes. He wouldn't mind." "Cool," is all she says. After a few beats of silence, I hear her stand. "Do you wa
KIMBERLY I grab my books and head out of the café when someone steps into my path, blocking me from moving. I sigh, starting to get tired of the repeated shit. "What do you want, Lily?" "You know exactly what I want Kimberly, my only problem is why you haven't yet done it." I roll my eyes. "If you're here to talk about Brandon, then forget it because I'm not leaving him." Her eyes harden and if it were possible, I would be seeing smoke coming out of her ears just by how mad she is right now. "It wasn't enough that you almost got Marisa killed? All that empathy for her I saw I'm your eyes was just a façade, wasn't it?" "Look, I was really sorry for what happened to Marisa, but it wasn't my favourite, so stop trying to pin it on me." I try to move around her but she grips my arm and pushes me back. I grit my teeth, finally annoyed. "You know, Lily, there's one thing that surprises me more in this whole little dynamic of yours. You seem to hate me more than even Mar
KIMBERLY I jump to my feet and throw my hands around Brandon's neck. He wraps his around my waist, after long minutes, I pull back and meet his eyes. "I-i didn't know this would happen, you need to be at the hospital and not here." His worried eyes look over my shoulder at the girls. "What the fuck did Lily say to her?" Nao repeats what Lily's exact words were and I wrap my hands around my middle and repeat what I just said to him when he entered the room. "You need to go to the hospital, Brandon." His eyes move back to mine and soften, then he places his hand on my cheek. "Where I need to be is here, with you." "No," I shake my head. "I know you say you don't but you do care, Brandon. I won't be that selfish to stop you from checking up on someone who attempted suicide because you shut them out." "Baby, what Lily said is bullsh-" "Please," I cut him off. "Please." Contemplation dances in his eyes. "For me." His eyes search mine. "Fine, but you're coming w