KIMBERLY
Uncle Luca picked up Killian last night, I miss the little punk and his bugging. I wrap the rest of the remaining pie I just baked and decided to call Izzy. She picks up on the second ring"Hi Izzy, it's Kimberly.""Kim! Oh my God, hi sweetie how are you doing?""Am doing great,how are you doing?""Oh well, trying to be sane for my boy, i'm in miami doing shoots for a magazine.""Yeah Ronan told me about that, congratulations.""Thank you. How's your mom and that sweet little brother of yours?""They're both doing great," I pick at my cotton jersey."How about you and Ron,are you guys okay? He sounded a bit weird when I asked him about you last time."I keep my voice as natural as possible"Yeah, we're okay, he must have been having a bad day that's all," she's quite for some time."Yeah, thats understandable. With everything that's been going on,I can't blame him."We talk some more about her contract and my school, we say our goodbyes and I hang up.I sigh,about to stand when i immediately receive a message from Sam.Sam: I searched him up on i*******m,zero fucking zero account, he's not on any social media platforms. What a waste of beauty,the world needs to see him.Me: Samantha Marie Green! Are you trying to stalk this poor guy?Sam: he's not a poor guy,his junk looks big enough.Me: Sam! Oh my God no. How did you even-, you looked at his junk? Seriously?Sam: Well some men are disappointing Kim,they're gorgeous but have no big package,a girl's gotta tick all the boxes. Besides,he looked like he didn't mind at all,he definitely knows it's impressive.What?! I scrunch my nose.Me: you did not let him catch you ogling his thing did you? I place my phone on the table and hide my face with my hands, Sam...!Sam: maybe......Gosh she's impossible.Me: going to bed before I throw up, xo.* *School* *"Hey baby," Ronan hugs me from behind and kisses my cheek."You coming at practice right?" I place my hands on top of his."Yeah of course I'll be there.""That's my girl," he kisses me on the lips. "See you later," then he salutes.Well, the championship game begins now. After class, Sam and I head towards the football field."Hey! I'll just quickly go to the bathroom,wanna come?" I ask."No i'm good I'll just secure seats for us,this season is going to be crazy, I'm so excited.""Okay," I touch her arm and we go separate ways.After I'm done, I walk out the door, before I can fully shut it, someone slams me against the wall,knocking the breath out of me."Wha-" he places a hand on my mouth."Shhhh," my eyes widen when I come face to face with Andrew."Kimberly..." He whispers my name and smooths my hair with his palm, I move my head away from his filthy hand."There there Kim, there's no reason to be afraid of me." I release muffled sounds behind his palm."Oh, sorry I forgot you can't speak," he grins and I narrow my eyes."I'll let you go but if you scream," he pauses,the hand that was in my hair moves to my throat, then he squeezes roughly."I will choke you, are we clear?" I don't stop glaring."I'll take that as a yes," he removes his hand from my mouth and loosens the hold on my neck,the threat is there,if I so much as raise my voice he will choke me."What do you want," I pant."Tsk tsk. Kimberly,so so naive."He curls a few strands of my hair around his finger."I am not naive," I sneer at him. "Are you doing this for Bree? you sick fuck?!"His face changes from psycho to serial killer,my limbs shake but I do everything in my power not to show fear.He squeezes my throat, cutting off my air supply. My eyes widen, no, I can't breathe."You will not speak to me in that tone Kimberly."I scratch at his hand,digging my nails into his flesh, he hisses, throwing his head back, he's enjoying this I realize, instead of loosening, his hold tightens more, then he licks my cheek and tears threaten to spill from my eyes."Aww..don't cry, I'm not going to hurt you. I just want to play." A door slams somewhere and he lets me go. I lean against the wall gasping in enough air as possible, my throat hurts and I think bruises will start showing soon."This isn't over Kimberly, I will find you alone again and finish what I've started."He runs the back of his fingers on my cheek and I instantly move away, his facial expression turns to angry,like he can't stand it when I defy him."Baby doll."He looks me up and down making me shrink against the wall then he smirks and leaves.Pure undiluted fear cripples me, his words replay in my head like a twisted symphony'I will find you alone again and finish what I've started.'* *Football Field* *"Kimberly Marie Monoa!"I snap out of my trance with a flinch."Did you even hear what I just sai-"she pauses "Kim, are you okay?""Yeah," I put on my deceiving smile. "You were saying? The game has me hooked in a panic mode," she must be convinced because she grins."Alright! This year has me all girly and crap too.""I know right!" I act excited."Ah..There they are."All the guys run onto the field and the whole school cheers from the benches. I find Ronan's number One jersey and shout."Go number One!!" He looks up and smiles at me blowing a kiss."Go Tigers!"The last person to step onto the field is tall,about six-one with broad shoulders and a lean muscled body,I immediately know who he is even without seeing his face.The whole team is split in half. A few minutes after whatever talk he gives themThe coach blows the whistle and chaos starts on the field.There's passing,running,slamming and shouting.Team one wins,thats Ronan's team.Team one wins again."Oh man...I was looking forward to how good that hottie was going to be on the play field.""I told you, he's nothing special," I say without looking at Sam.The coach blows again,this round is tough,nobody wins, so they start the again."Good play guys! I wanted to see how good you are and well shit! You definitely are. I have a good feeling we'll get along just fine."Brandon addresses the team and they all bump fists."So arrogant, he's just playing it cool because his team is losing," I scoff.There's complete silence next to me so I turn my head and find Sam looking at me suspiciously."What?" I act innocent taking a big bite of my pie."Hmm.." She makes a thoughtful sound "nothing."I focus back on the play field,my eyes fixed on newbie."Let's play," I read Bran's lips. He cocks his neck side to side then covers his face. The moment the whistle blows he's like an unstoppable bull.His movements are swift,fast and easy, it's like this is nothing to him. Team two wins and The crowd goes wild, Sam stands shouting."Yes! Yes! I knew it!""Sam," I pull her back on the seat."Who's side are you on?""What? There's no sides Kim, this is one team relax." She throws popcorn into her mouth crunching on them loudly.I look back on the field, the coach blows the whistle again, the game goes differently but has the same outcome, Team two wins and they high five each other, Xander grins like an idiot while Jonathan bumps fists with Bran. He's got a cocky face going on, I side eye Sam and she's smiling.The whistle blows, team two wins again. That's 5-2. I fold my hands over my chest and pout, Brandon stares at me,I look behind me to check if he's looking at somebody else, unfortunately he's staring right at me.Then the bastard mouths, "Number one down," and smirks.I gasp then glare at him,our stare down contest ends when the guys from Team two jump on his back, sending them all crushing down,some ruffle his hair."Great Job Team!" The coach shouts. "Continue with this spirit and the championship will without a doubt be ours!"There's clapping,whooping and whistling from the crowd of students. After the game practice, Sam and I walk to the parking lot"Ronan is driving me home, I'll call you when I get there," I hug her."I'll miss you.""Me too, girls night next weekend?""Sure," she answers with an easy smile."Hey beautiful," Ron wraps his arm around my neck pulling me into him."Hey babe," he kisses my temple ."Thanks for taking care of my girl, Sam.""Sure, you owe me one," she smiles."Well,that's my queue to leave, bye.""Bye, drive safe, okay?""Yes ma'am," she drives away and so do we.KIMBERLY"You look perfect sweetie," my mom praises from the doorway. I'm wearing a short yellow dress with pink printed flower designs which reaches my mid thighs, paired with white cinderella pumps, and I let down my gold blond hair down my back in curls. "Thanks mom," I grab my purse and head out.Mr Jonathan, Ronan's father is having a family dinner, Ron asked me to join them and I will not under any circumstances abandon him to face the nightmare of his life alone. Well those were his exact words which by the way, I think were totally exaggerated.A few minutes later he picks me up from home. The moment we enter the house I can feel the air in the environment shift."Young Sir, dinner has been served,the rest of the family are waiting for you.""Thank you Charles." It's funny how rich people's children are addressed with respect while they give non to their elderly workers.We head to the dinning room, there's three people seated there; his father,uncle and new stepmother. I t
KIMBERLYJust when I squeeze my eyes shut,Brandon moves away, I open them and find him a few feet away from me. I shake my head, pleading without wordsThe moment Ronan's figure appears Brandon moves and they almost bump shoulders in the doorway, I let out a shaky breath."Hey, I've been calling for you but you weren't answering."I turn and grab another cookie,taking some time to collect myself. "You know, nanny left those there on purpose. She said I should tell you to take them with you after watching you steal a few." I can hear him smiling through his words as he speaks, I turn around with a smile."What?" He comes closer and kisses my forehead."She made them for you.""She's so sweet, thank her for me please?" I smile genuinely."I will, come on,let's get you home."* *School* *"What?! I'm just saying he's hot Kim,I do want to sleep with him, I mean there's a strong attraction there but I'm just...""Scared?" I finish for her, leaning my back against the lockers while I wait
KIMBERLY"Told you I'd find you alone again."How the hell did he even get here or behind me without making a sound.He grabs both my hands behind my back,his erection pushes against my ass and I instantly want to throw up."N-no.." I stutter,my voice shaking.He lifts my skirt up and cold air whooshes against my skin,he rubs his erection up my ass again and I let out a sob."I love it when you cry for me baby,shhhh. Don't worry,in no time I'll give you what you want," he whispers in a sick tone."No...please.." my lips tremble while my body shakes."Shhhh. Now be a good girl.""Why are you doing this?""Because you belong to me doll, you're mine to play with.""No Andrew, please..""Yes,beg for me babydoll."He rubs against me again then tries to put his hand in my lace panties.. I will enough power and slam my head back,I must hit him on the face because his hold on my hands loosens,I take advantage and elbow him with all my might causing him to stagger back. Then I Run!I place a h
BRANDONWhen Kimberly tried to touch me yesterday, my whole body froze,I wanted it,I wanted her to touch me,I wanted her soft hand on my cheek, but she didn't,she didn't and I hated it.The fact that I caught her staring and she didn't entertain the idea to pretend she wasn't really caught me by surprise.The thing with me is that I'm very good at keeping my poker face, I developed the habit when I was just eleven years old. Some people called me unfeeling,some detached, some heartless because well,when I set my mind on something or someone, I do get them one way or the other, whether I use manipulation or force.When I want something,I don't stop until it's mine and as of now that something or rather someone is Kimberly. Ever since I laid my eyes on her in that cafeteria, I wanted her for myself, and then that fucker introduced her as his girlfriend then I needed her for myself and lastly I fucking touched her,smelled her natural scent,tasted her skin and now I'm beginning to have an
KIMBERLYFour days, it's been four days since Bran last spoke to me, I hardly see him at school, it was just once in a single class three days ago,he doesn't show up at the cafeteria but I've heard he does go for practice. "Sam,do you wanna go watch the team practice?"She stops chewing."Who are you and what have you done to my best friend," she narrows her eyes."Well the game is just around the corner,I think it's good to catch up and by the way it's me." She looks at me suspiciously but then she says."Yeah, I think you're right." Then it dawns on me,she doesn't believe I've just gained interested in watching the practice, she wants to see Xander.The guys practice,I cheer as loud as Sam but Brandon doesn't look at me not even once. My face falls, why is he ignoring me, I didn't do anything wrong."I'll be right up babe," Ronan shouts."Okay!" I shout back.He's taking long, having a conversation with Lenny and other football players.I see Xander and Brandon heading towards the
KIMBERLYThe whole place is packed, people linger outside doing all sorts of different things. We make our way inside and it's worse,"Is the whole freaking school here?"I shout over the music. Sam turns"I think so! Who wouldn't?""They really did book this place just for a party didn't they?"Sam looks around the place then nods"Yep. Definitely did."We make our way through the crowd."Hey!"Lenny jumps on us from behind,each hand around our shoulders."Guess who the day saver,no I meant to say night saver is?" He slurs, he must be really drunk because Lenny and I haven't spoken more than ten words to each other. He's a bit of a jerk. ps: I hate jerksHe leads us to the far corner, the football team is seated there and the cheerleaders,both team A and team B but separately,you can tell there's two groups."Look what I found."He makes a show of looking side to side at both of us.Xander comes from behind us with a red cup in hand. He grabs Lenny's hand and squeezes then drops it
KIMBERLYHe leans in and slams his lips on mine, he kisses me like a thirsty man who has finally been given a drink. I kiss him back with the same thirst.Thirsty for more and more and more.We pull apart panting,our foreheads gluing against each other, I trail my hands up his chest and he's are at both sides of my jaw. He lifts my head up again and kisses me slowly this time, our tongues dance against each other like a hypnotic rhythm. I pull away,my mind taking me to a dark pit of guilt and shame. Ronan. I push Brandon away"No. This is wrong Brandon,I can't do this anymore.""Do what?" He's so calm it pisses me off"We can't do this, I can't do this,I'm with Ronan and this is not me,I'm not thinking straight.""Don't do that Kimberly,I told you I hate it when you pull away from me."I shake my head viciously."I can't. I love Ronan,I can't let this mistake make me lose him." Bran's eyes shift from green to a stormy black swallowing the color I've come to see every night in my visio
BRANDONThree days after the banquet,three days after I saw something I thought would please me,never knowing it would bring me the complete opposite. Pain.The silent plea in her eyes and the silent desperation in her voice,I doubt she even realised it herself, her eyes hoped it wasn't Brianna but I just broke that fucking hope.I groan then slide off Bree, lately I've been taking all my frustrations out using sex, I fuck and tell her to go the fuck home. I don't let anybody and I mean anybody sleep in my bed and that's not changing anytime soon"Can you at least drive me home?"She says,she doesn't bother hiding her tits. I look at the time and it's 10:30pm"Get dressed." I say to her while I pull my sweatpants on.After driving Bree home,I take a turn, going to a place I don't want to go to but still do.It's becoming a habit, at first my excuse was finding out who the fucker stalking her really was, because he must be watching her every time if he's that obsessed with her. But the
KIMBERLYI hug my books to my chest, leaning against the wall and smiling at Harry."Sooo, you will make it, right?"I sigh."I don't know, Harry. But I promise I'll try my best to make time."His face falls and I instantly feel bad for turning him down."Hey babe," Brandon says from beside Harry and he goes tense.Bran's eyes find Harry, but instead of scaring him off, he smiles at him and says,"Hi." I'm taken aback for a second there and so is Harry."Uh, hello. Kim, I better get going.""Sure, see you around."He walks off and I'm left with Brandon. I turn to him and smile with amusement."Well look who's being nice."He corners me until there's no space behind me and the wall. He places his hands on the wall behind me, caging my head between them, then he leans down so close such that I have to cross my eyes to get a better look at him."For you, I'd be nice even to the devil."He smiles down at me and I'm reminded once again that this man is the only one for me.I smile back an
KIMBERLY I was wrong, again. I need to stop acting out of jealousy or impulse. Brandon steps closer and places his palm on my cheek. "Now, can we talk?" I shake my head, yes. He pulls me outside and to the backyard. He takes a seat on a bench and I do the same next to him. I focus ahead but can feel his eyes on me. "I need you to stop doubting me," he says. My eyes meet his. "I need you to trust me as much as I trust you, Kimberly." "Then don't give me any reason to doubt you," I say softly. "And I am trying, that's why I cut off Marisa completely." "But did you?" I search his eyes. "What?" He frowns and I take in a sharp breath. "The night I got attacked," I start and notice his body tense. "You went to her, didn't you?" We search each others eyes and he says without blinking. "Yes." He answers, i swallow at his honesty. "And I beat myself up every day for it, she was wasted, when a bartender called me and said she was drunk, I went to take her home." It hurts that he
BRANDON The death glares Naomi has been giving me since yesterday are enough to put someone in a damn comma. When Kimberly asked me if I fucked Shiloh, I was dumbfounded. Lying and cheating are two different things, the fact that she thinks I would actually dip my dick in someone else who isn't her pisses the shit out of me. I'm anything but a fucking cheater. I hate that she was crying, I hate it when she does. The angry sex though? It was everything, I liked the pain she inflicted on me, I wouldn't mind if she repeated it over and over again, it just made my dick hard. Backing up has never been my thing, I'm just giving her a few hours to calm the fuck down and I'll be bursting through that damn door so that we can talk. What she found in that frat was a pre party chill, the actual party is tonight and I wouldn't put it past Kim to think I'll be fucking Shiloh. I need to erase that doubt from her mind, my dick won't be fucking anyone in this lifetime apart from Kimberly. I flo
KIMBERLY The entire ride, all I can think about is how Brandon let those stupid whores embarrass me. Michael and Jonathan too. I wipe at the tears angrily and park the car in the driveway. I thought about not coming back to the girl's apartment incase Brandon decides to follow me, but then I thought about the words he slapped me with last time, "I always run away at a small sign of misunderstanding". I lean my hands on the kitchen island and close my eyes. The door opens but I don't move, his cologne hits me even before his voice does. "It's not what you think." I turn around and slap him hard across the face. I glare at him through a blurry vision and I hate that stupid tears keep forming behind my eyelids. I need to show him that I'm strong, not just some weak girl who runs away every time and cries anytime we aren't in good books. His jaw clenches and his eyes harden. That annoys me more because he has no right to be mad that I slapped him, so I do it again. "Kim," he says
KIMBERLY Operation, "Find Out What The Guys Are Up To." is in full progress.I lie on my back on the bed, wondering what the hell is going on when the door opens and Nao walks in with a bowl of ice cream.It's just the two of us today since Sam went out with this new guy she met a few weeks ago, I'm happy to say that things are really looking good for them, i want Sam to be happy and the fact that she's finally giving herself a chance to be loved and to love makes me so proud.I sit up and give Nao a warm smile."Hey," "Hey," she replies. "There's someone downstairs for you.""Who is it?""He said his name is Harry, from school.""Oh." I get up and walk downstairs.Harry is seated on the sofa with a glass of water in his hand. Ever since he heard about my attack two weeks ago, he kept checking up on me over the phone, this is the first i've seen him in person after our school project together."Harry?"He turns around and smiles at me over his shoulder."Kim," he places the glass o
KIMBERLY The past two weeks have been hard. My bruises are gone but I'm still self conscious, so I apply too much makeup on my eye. I still have no idea who the hell saved me that night. As for Brandon, he's gone back to the routine of disappearing and coming back with bruised knuckles or a split lip.Brandon is not one to hurt innocent people, that's why I'm worried where he goes to every time only to come back like he's from war.Ever since I got beat up, I've had this awful fear of taxi's or ubers, so i always walk my way home.I enter the girl's apartment and find them cuddled on the sofa watching a romance movie on Netflix."Hey!" Nao say, she straightens from her position where she was resting her head on Sam's shoulder then pats the space between them. "You took too long we couldn't wait.""That's fine," I say and sit in the middle. "What's the storyline?"Sam gives a brief description and then there's comfortable silence as we watch the movie. * *A tap on my shoulder startl
BRANDON"I asked you to keep an eye on her, why the hell did you let her leave?" I whisper to Michael."Now I'm the one to blame for what happened to her? Dude, I didn't expect that to happen either."I let out a deep sigh and run my hand over my face. When I saw how she looked last night, my heart almost leaped out of my chest. She was all bruised and swollen I almost didn't recognize her."And that comes to my question, where the hell were you?"My eyes snap to Michael's and my heart swells in my chest when I think about where I was. This fucking guilt I will carry for the rest of my life. I left her, I wasn't there to save her and that fact eats me the fuck up. Whoever saved her protected her, I don't even want to imagine what would have happened to her if that person didn't appear on the scene on time. I can't even thank him because she doesn't know who he is, she didn't see his face."I had to take care of something.""Was it that important that you had to leave her behind witho
KIMBERLY"Oh. You so you've seen him in your dreams?" Because you're obsessed with him not because it's fate. I say but don't tell her that."Yes.""What dreams are they?""You won't judge me, right?""Of course not."Her cheeks tint a bright shade of pink."He ..he does things to me that no man has ever done."Oh shit. She really is obsessed. And, she's a...virgin?Silence.More silence."Please don't think I'm a psychopath, I swear I'm not.""April, no. I don't think like that at all."I lean back in my seat and take in all her features. Michael doesn't like innocence, he likes them all ruffled up, he likes rebels and strays.April is too innocent, but there's no denying the fact that she's extremely beautiful, if I'm being honest, she's slightly more prettier than Sam and trust me, Sam is pretty. The one who wants to make us run for the hills with her beauty is Nao. April grabbing Michael's attention?Well, it's a long shot but worth trying."Can we take a pic together, you know,
KIMBERLYI'm extremely annoyed, no, annoyed is an understatement, I'm utterly pissed and livid, I'm angry, I'm a lot of things right now. I glare at Michael who is seated opposite me with his elbows resting on his knees and a bottle of beer dangling between his fingers. The moron looks unbothered by my glare, in fact, when i glare harder and my eyes turn to slits, he grins at me."Michael!" I say with more annoyance and frustration but his grin widens some more."What?" He arches a brow.I sigh,"Are you just going to sit there and follow orders from Brandon instead of having fun?"He takes a sip and keeps staring at me as if I didn't even say a single word. My attempt at poking him fails miserably but I don't give up.Scooting closer to the edge of the sofa, I try to bargain with him."Look," he turns his head away from me, pretending to be avoiding me but I continue. "If you just let me do whatever the hell I want, I might get you a date with April."His eyes snap to mine.Yes!"I