KIMBERLYHe leans in and slams his lips on mine, he kisses me like a thirsty man who has finally been given a drink. I kiss him back with the same thirst.Thirsty for more and more and more.We pull apart panting,our foreheads gluing against each other, I trail my hands up his chest and he's are at both sides of my jaw. He lifts my head up again and kisses me slowly this time, our tongues dance against each other like a hypnotic rhythm. I pull away,my mind taking me to a dark pit of guilt and shame. Ronan. I push Brandon away"No. This is wrong Brandon,I can't do this anymore.""Do what?" He's so calm it pisses me off"We can't do this, I can't do this,I'm with Ronan and this is not me,I'm not thinking straight.""Don't do that Kimberly,I told you I hate it when you pull away from me."I shake my head viciously."I can't. I love Ronan,I can't let this mistake make me lose him." Bran's eyes shift from green to a stormy black swallowing the color I've come to see every night in my visio
BRANDONThree days after the banquet,three days after I saw something I thought would please me,never knowing it would bring me the complete opposite. Pain.The silent plea in her eyes and the silent desperation in her voice,I doubt she even realised it herself, her eyes hoped it wasn't Brianna but I just broke that fucking hope.I groan then slide off Bree, lately I've been taking all my frustrations out using sex, I fuck and tell her to go the fuck home. I don't let anybody and I mean anybody sleep in my bed and that's not changing anytime soon"Can you at least drive me home?"She says,she doesn't bother hiding her tits. I look at the time and it's 10:30pm"Get dressed." I say to her while I pull my sweatpants on.After driving Bree home,I take a turn, going to a place I don't want to go to but still do.It's becoming a habit, at first my excuse was finding out who the fucker stalking her really was, because he must be watching her every time if he's that obsessed with her. But the
KIMBERLYHe doesn't answer he just stares at me with those mesmerizing greens. I rapidly blink twice."What?" He asks in a what are you talking about tone"Stay away from Sam, leave my friend alone.""What if I don't?""Then I will do everything to make sure she doesn't like you or stand to breath the same air as you.""And how will you do that hmm?" His voice switches to mocking."Stay.Away, I mean it Brandon, don't play with my friend's emotions."He puts his phone in the back pocket of his pants."What if it's not just any play? What if.." In a flash he moves in front of me,grabbing my nape locking me in place."What If i feel what I felt for you or more? What if it's real?"My heart pounds at his stupid slowly spoken words."No.""No what?" His eyes are still on mine."You don't like her like that.""Is that what you want to believe because you're jealous?" I lift my chin and look him dead in the eyes."Fuck.You!" I say slowly.He slams me against the door of his car,his hand mo
KIMBERLYHis kisses are just as I remember because I crave them ever night, whenever I would be in bed with just me and my thoughts,I'd touch myself to the memories of his intense touch and sweet torture.There's nothing sweet or lovely about Brandon's kisses. He's like an animal, bitting,sucking, licking, demanding and very brutal. That's the thing about Brandon,you can never find a replacement,he takes and doesn't give you back that piece of yourself, you seek for his intense touch,his ruthless thrusts.I grind myself against him,the friction causes my insides to itch,my clit throbs and swells,my movements become more desperate as we eat at each other.He grabs my hips and lifts his up in ruthless pounds, we dry hump each other, groaning, moaning, driving each other to the point of insanity. He moves his hand to my shirt pulling roughly until the buttons fly out leaving my breaths on full display."Perfect,you're so beautiful."Then he covers his mouth on them,I grab the back of his
KIMBERLY"Kim. You've been smiling the whole day,what is it?""No I haven't.""Aha! You were,the fact that you're denying it gives you away. Tell me! I'm your best friend."I sigh and pull her to a corner"It's Brandon. He and I...we..we did some things.""What?!" She whisper-yells "you guys did it?""No Sam. I'm still seeing Ronan,I won't sleep with Bran.""Then why don't you break up with him?""It's not that easy Sam, we've been together for two to three years, I can't just go 'Ron I don't think this is working' I can't just do that, I need to do it properly and at the right moment."She gasps."So you are considering it?"I smile tucking my lips in.Brandon walks in with a pen at his ear. He takes a seat at the back joining in on the teams conversation.His eyes scan me from top to bottom, making me hold my breath,the moment they lock with mine my heart starts beating fast.* *Later* *During lunch, I head to the library after telling Sam I'll find her in the cafeteria. I'm placing
BRANDONI park in the dark and walk up to the side of her house where her bedroom is. She's standing directly in front of the window with a towel wrapped around her, her hair looks wet.She turns and I can see her side,her hand slowly lets go of the towel and I suck in a sharp breath.her milky tits move with the heaving of her chest,her nipples are hard, begging to be sucked.Her small hand moves slowly to her pussy, I can't clearly see because she's turned on the side, I can see her hand moving in a circular motion. She throws her head back and her lips part. Her other hand shakes as she lifts it to touch her nipple,she pinches and I can see her lips widen. She's moaning. I open my jeans and grab my hard dick, I start masterbating at her beautiful view. "Fuck." I hiss, I'm close but I hold on,I've never been this hard before. She shakes and I know she's closeOneTwoThreeAnd ...she comes,I thrust twice and i do too.I tuck myself in. Her head looks at the side and she grabs her
I stare at her,why the fuck didn't she tell me,how many is a few days ago? I open my mouth to ask but she place a finger on my lips shaking her head."Just fuck me." She whispersWell fuck.I fully remove my jeans and position my dick at her entrance and then I ram into her in one go and she whimpers, a tear rolling down her cheek.I don't move,I wait for her to adjust to my huge size. I lick her tear with my tongue.I start moving slowly. She winces and I stop"Don't stop." She pants "don't hold back either. I don't want gentle, fuck me like you mean it. How you've always wanted.""I'll hurt you baby."She shakes her head."With you.." she trails off touching my cheek and tracing my lips."I want all the pain and pleasure. You said you get off on inflicting pain right?" I don't answer, I just stare at her. She must see the answer in my eyes because she says"Then I want to make you feel pleasure too."We stare into each other's eyes, watching as our pupils dilate.She's everything I
KIMBERLYIt's been two weeks since Bran and I started dating. Two weeks of endless outing,chats and phone calls. The last time I didn't see him for two days, I almost died of depression. I couldn't stop calling him and his exact words were "You keep calling me and the more I hear your voice my dick gets hard ,when I see you,I'll make sure I tear through that little pussy of yours until you scream and dent your nails into my skin."I clench my thighs at the memory of how he fulfilled his promise."Oh my God." I moan as Bran's head disappears between my legs, he laps and sucks,eating me whole.Then he fucks me, but this time it's slow,deep and hard thrusts.He kisses me the same way, without rushing. My chest blooms, I have no doubt Brandon is all I want and nothing else. I might have made decisions that hurt people but I don't regret it, I'm sorry yes but regret No. I don't regret Brandon and I happening .I'd choose us over and over again."No.""Yes , we're going.""Bran.." I sigh,
KIMBERLY I take his hand and get to my feet. We dance around for what feels like forever and everything feels better, so much better. The Weeknd's song I Feel It Coming starts playing and something in the air changes as the lyrics go on and on. Matt's hands are on my body, touching,tracing,everywhere. He turns me around, my back to his front. A tingle zips through my vagina and my legs clench but his hands slowly move to my inner thighs and he parts them open. His fingers press down on my clit over my panties and the feeling intensifies. Why am I so horny? I ask myself the words that don't leave my mouth. His lips come to my neck and he nibbles at the skin there. This isn't right, it isn't and I don't want to do this, but why does my body say otherwise? Why can't I say no? He plays with my belly button and then his fingers are pushing down my panties, cool air blows on my skin then his finger is inside me, my back arches and he slowly moves his finger in and out until all I
KIMBERLY There's a knock on the door, I straighten from the couch and head over to open only to find Harry standing in front of me. "Harry?" I gasp then wrap my hands around his neck. "Thank god you're okay, I've been trying to call you for weeks now." "Yeah," he clears his throat. "I was away." I lead him to the living room and sit, pulling him down to the empty space next to me until we are facing each other. "What happened to you? The last time I saw you, you were in a hurry and didn't look good." "Oh, that. I got your messages that's why I came here. I was going through something and needed to go away for a while in order to clear my head." I nod. "Well, you're not the only one going through a lot." "Why? What happened? Are you and Brandon having problems again?" "Long story short, Marisa followed him in Andy's diner toilets and forced a kiss on him then revealed it using the classic game truth or dare and made it seem like something else." Harry sighs. "I'm fed up of
KIMBERLY You know when you cut yourself so deep they have to stitch you up and then you mistakenly end up getting the stitches open? Yeah, that how I feel right now. I was healing, but then I feel like I'm moving backwards from the progress I was making. My vision becomes blurry with all the tears forming. I look to my left and see Matt and his friends chatting, I jog to them, when he sees me, he pushes off the car with a smile on his face. "Please take me away from here." His smile drops. "Hey, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" "Just take me away from this place." I wrap my hands around my middle. "Okay, okay, come on." "Catch you later man." His friends walk away. I get in his car and turn my head to the side, rolling down the window because i really nee the air, i feel so suffocated right now. These stupid tears won't just stop flowing, I wipe at them angrily and Matt starts the car and drives off. This isn't the way to the girls condo but I can't seem to care about tha
BRANDON "Truth." I glare at her. She grins and I find everything wrong with this whole situation, it makes me uneasy and I don't know why. What the fuck is she playing at? "If you were told have sex or like kiss with Brandon." My head snaps to Lily but she keeps staring at Marisa. "In any diner's toilets, would you do it?" "Oh for fucks sake!" Jonathan says with annoyance lacing his tone. I look at Marisa, ready to pull her up and drag her out by the hair if I have to but she keeps smiling and then takes a sip of whisky. "Well, I wouldn't say no, I mean we actually-" "Marisa." I say through gritted teeth. She ignores my warning and keeps going, her eyes briefly moving to stare at something over my head. "We actually did it recently and I must say I enjoyed it quite a lot, so doing it again wouldn't be a bad idea." "Marisa!" I call out angrily and get to my feet. "What? She asked, I'm just playing the game." She shrugs her shoulders. "It's the truth anyway." She mumbles.
BRANDON Kim has been down for a few days now, she must have caught something when we went boat cruising five days ago. I step out of the pharmacy from getting her her meds since the ones she was taking got done last night. I stop at the gas station to fill my tank, then Andy's to get her favourite food. I leave the order and enter the bathrooms, exiting the stall, I feel hands wrap around my waist. I flinch away and turn only to be met with Marisa's eyes. "Whoa, there's no need to act like that, it's just me." "Yeah, it's just you and that's the problem. It's not supposed to be." "Oh come on, Brandon." She throws her hands up. "You're overreacting." "Get out of my way, Marisa." As if my words entered from one ear and left through the other, Marisa gets on her tiptoes and quickly crashes her lips to mine, sucking on my bottom one. The act makes me freeze but I push her away with my hands tightly gripping her shoulders. "What the fuck is you problem?" "Brandon," she fo
BRANDON "Did you tell Sam about your outing with Shiloh?" I ask when Kim stays silent for long. "No, why?" "Just asking, since you girls tell each other almost everything." "I didn't." She sighs. "I don't know how she'll react to that." I pause flipping through the papers and look at her over my shoulder. "I think it's great that you and Shiloh hang out, she's Xander's girlfriend and everyone agrees that they've moved on, it's only fair that she's made to feel welcomed." "Yeah, and I do want to hang out with her for Xander's sake and the fact that she's nice, but the last thing I want is to make things awkward if I decide to bring her along at the barbeque and Sam is there. You know, the 'the ex I hate's girlfriend thing'." "Maybe you don't have to bring only Shiloh, Sam's boyfriend can come too." "That's okay with everyone?" "If you mean Xander, then the answer is yes. He wouldn't mind." "Cool," is all she says. After a few beats of silence, I hear her stand. "Do you wa
KIMBERLY I grab my books and head out of the café when someone steps into my path, blocking me from moving. I sigh, starting to get tired of the repeated shit. "What do you want, Lily?" "You know exactly what I want Kimberly, my only problem is why you haven't yet done it." I roll my eyes. "If you're here to talk about Brandon, then forget it because I'm not leaving him." Her eyes harden and if it were possible, I would be seeing smoke coming out of her ears just by how mad she is right now. "It wasn't enough that you almost got Marisa killed? All that empathy for her I saw I'm your eyes was just a façade, wasn't it?" "Look, I was really sorry for what happened to Marisa, but it wasn't my favourite, so stop trying to pin it on me." I try to move around her but she grips my arm and pushes me back. I grit my teeth, finally annoyed. "You know, Lily, there's one thing that surprises me more in this whole little dynamic of yours. You seem to hate me more than even Mar
KIMBERLY I jump to my feet and throw my hands around Brandon's neck. He wraps his around my waist, after long minutes, I pull back and meet his eyes. "I-i didn't know this would happen, you need to be at the hospital and not here." His worried eyes look over my shoulder at the girls. "What the fuck did Lily say to her?" Nao repeats what Lily's exact words were and I wrap my hands around my middle and repeat what I just said to him when he entered the room. "You need to go to the hospital, Brandon." His eyes move back to mine and soften, then he places his hand on my cheek. "Where I need to be is here, with you." "No," I shake my head. "I know you say you don't but you do care, Brandon. I won't be that selfish to stop you from checking up on someone who attempted suicide because you shut them out." "Baby, what Lily said is bullsh-" "Please," I cut him off. "Please." Contemplation dances in his eyes. "For me." His eyes search mine. "Fine, but you're coming w
KIMBERLYI hug my books to my chest, leaning against the wall and smiling at Harry."Sooo, you will make it, right?"I sigh."I don't know, Harry. But I promise I'll try my best to make time."His face falls and I instantly feel bad for turning him down."Hey babe," Brandon says from beside Harry and he goes tense.Bran's eyes find Harry, but instead of scaring him off, he smiles at him and says,"Hi." I'm taken aback for a second there and so is Harry."Uh, hello. Kim, I better get going.""Sure, see you around."He walks off and I'm left with Brandon. I turn to him and smile with amusement."Well look who's being nice."He corners me until there's no space behind me and the wall. He places his hands on the wall behind me, caging my head between them, then he leans down so close such that I have to cross my eyes to get a better look at him."For you, I'd be nice even to the devil."He smiles down at me and I'm reminded once again that this man is the only one for me.I smile back an