To tell the truth... I've never stopped to think about what my future would be like exactly, whether I would be working in something cool, building a family, or having a successful career. Not that I was someone without dreams, plans, or goals. What I mean is that, unlike other people who wished to focus exclusively on themselves, I wasn't like that. On the contrary, what I most desired was to be able to give a comfortable life to my mother and my two younger sisters. Since my parents separated, the four of us have gone through great financial difficulties, to the point of having to leave London and move to my mother's home country. I confess that leaving the life I had in England in my adolescence was a very difficult decision for me because starting in a new place completely different from what I was used to was a very strong reality shock. But I had no choice. Either I moved to Brazil or I would have to live with my father, who unfortunately was not a faithful man, even though he had been an excellent father to both daughters. However, he was not the kind of husband that other women with a frustrated relationship could envy because he was equally a frustration. And as much as I loved him with all my heart, I would never accept living under the same roof as the woman who destroyed my parents' marriage. So, at the age of thirteen, I accompanied my mother to her home country. As she was not British, she had only moved to London because of my father. The only choice she had was to return to where her entire family was and that undoubtedly would help her in whatever was necessary, something that wouldn't happen if she stayed in London. At first, I reluctantly accepted my mother's decision, but today I understand that change was necessary for her, and I don't regret agreeing to it.
But of course, just a change of country wouldn't completely change our lives. We still had scars from what we had lived in England, especially my mother, who cried hidden in the back of the small house where we lived every night because she was full of debts and household expenses that she couldn't cover every month. And as much as there was help from the family, it wasn't enough because they didn't have much themselves and the little they had had to meet their own needs. Seeing her in that desperate state filled my heart with pain, and all because she decided to leave with a man to a completely different country from hers, instead of focusing on her own professional career. However, I don't judge her. Some people end up being blind to love for others and doing things that they may regret someday, but I would be different. As much as my main focus was to give a comfortable life to my family, I still nurtured the dream of having a successful career in the artistic field. Of course, if I couldn't make it, it wouldn't be a problem. What I most desired was to live in a reality where I could financially help my mother. And having that idea in my head, I didn't think twice about doing it. Maybe I had made a hasty decision because I didn't calculate the weight of the consequences that would come when trying my luck in another country. But I was so tired of all the turbulence and complications over the years since my parents' separation that any fresh start wouldn't affect me so much.
I decided to move to Los Angeles as soon as I turned eighteen. It was not easy, on the contrary, I had to work very hard to finally save enough money. I worked for months and in three different shifts, until I got enough money for the airfare and to support myself during the time I didn't have a job. But I confess that the reality in Los Angeles was painful. I couldn't get a job right away, which made me want to give up, even though I moved there without any expectations of returning. But my desire to do what I could to help my family gave me strength and encouraged me not to go back home defeated, so I persisted. Until a miracle happened. When I least expected it, a job opportunity as a domestic worker in the home of a middle-aged man came up. The salary was not exactly what I expected, but at that moment I couldn't demand much, at least it would be enough to help my family a little at first, then I would look for some other part-time job.
Years passed, and I continued working in the same house. And not to brag, but I think I ended up becoming very dear to Mr. Scott's family. Maybe it was because of the years I worked there, but all I know is that they increased my salary by a very good amount, even giving me the chance to pay for a scholarship to an Arts college. Everything was going perfectly well and the chances of continuing like that were immense. At least that's what I thought. But like a large and sharp spear, piercing my chest, Mr. Scott's eldest son returned home after years. I never thought someone like him could awaken things in me that I repressed for a long time, especially after promising myself that I would not let any man awaken feelings in me until I could achieve my life goal. But he, with his incredibly beautiful and sexy physique, with his magnificent personality and fair character, moved my ground and I had nowhere to run, but to face him. Joshua owned one of the largest cosmetic companies in London and because he had very little time available, he ended up going years without visiting his parents, probably much more than the years I had been working for Mr. Scott, so I had never seen him in my life, I had only heard about him a few times in conversations between Mr. and Mrs. Scott, but nothing else. And after meeting him in an unusual way the first time we met, I could swear that my relationship with Mr. Scott's eldest son would be embarrassing, especially when I found out that he had a reputation as a womanizer. He was a man who was not within my reach, and based on his reputation, he would only take advantage of me, so everything I felt when I met him had to be suppressed within me, especially considering the fact that he was the son of the couple I worked for. I would never commit the madness of getting involved with my boss's son... Well, that's what I thought. Accepting to work for Joshua was where my world turned upside down, and from the moment I became his secretary, I saw my life change completely, to the point where I felt like I was in heaven countless times with him, but... I still don't know if I should believe in "happily ever after".
"Alice? Alice!" My boss called my name, trying to regain my attention. I looked at him, a bit spacey. My gaze was focused on him, but my thoughts were elsewhere. "Did you hear what I said?" "What?" I was completely distracted. "Huh... Yeah..." I closed my eyes slightly, trying to recall his words. Without success. The only thing I could remember had to do with Mr. Scott's son and nothing else. "Alice?" He frowned, looking at me suspiciously. "Sorry." I lowered my gaze and stared at my well-worn sneakers. I heard a sigh escape Mr. Scott, and my heart started beating faster. At that moment, I expected a scolding from him, the biggest one yet, since I had been very inattentive lately. "My eldest son will be arriving from London today." I quickly moved my head to look at him again. I didn't show any change in my facial expression, as I didn't know how to react. I thought I would receive another scolding from him, and maybe the last one. After processing the context, I became curio
I descend from the upper floor, still in ecstasy. The scene kept replaying in my head. I couldn't measure the level of shame I felt. Why did I have to find him like that, and just at the first time I see him? And to think that I'm having an internal meltdown just from seeing him in a towel, imagine if he had nothing on, I could be having a heart attack now. I close my eyes for a few moments and shake my head, trying to chase away those thoughts. I descend the last steps of the stairs and make my way to the kitchen. I see one of the oldest cooks in the house rummaging through the shopping bags I had placed on the counter. "Betty!" I say her name loudly to startle her. "What are you still doing here?" "Jesus!" she turns automatically, hand on her chest, giving me a dirty look and shaking her head. "One day you'll kill me!" she says and I end up letting out a laugh and going towards her to hug her. Betty was like a mother to me. She had been by my side since I started working in Mr.
Joshua Scott "I... I’ll be back later!" I hear her shout from the other side of the door. I hear footsteps until she reaches the exit of the room, but they suddenly stop. Curious, I leave the bathroom to understand what was happening, but not before making sure my hip was well covered by the towel. Entering the room, I see the blonde looking at me with wide eyes. It was as if she had never seen a man in just a towel in her entire life. "I-I'll clean your room later," she says startlely. Does she work here? Inevitably, I observe her from head to toe, surprised that a woman her age is working in my parents' house. Currently, all employees were older. "Do you work here?" "Yes, for almost five years now." "How did I not know about you?" I end up commenting out loud. But now I understood why I didn't remember her. She came after I left. But still, it was curious that my parents would hire a young woman after what happened... "What do you mean?" She looks at me briefly as she picks
I watched all that confusion without knowing what to do. The right thing to do would be to stay quiet and not get involved in any problems, but since it was someone I knew, being the son of my boss, it was as if, for a brief moment, I felt responsible for checking if he was okay or if he needed help. "Do you know them?" Zoe's question pulled my attention, and I looked at her with raised eyebrows. "No..." My vision shifted to Joshua making his way to the bar's exit. "I..." Before I could finish, I stood up from the chair and grabbed my purse, walking towards the exit of the place. "Hey! Where are you going?" I heard Zoe ask, but I ignored her and continued my steps until I left the bar. I didn't exactly have an explanation for why I was going after Mr. Scott's son, besides wanting to offer help. And also, I was a little curious. The guy had just arrived in town and was already in trouble. "Hey!" I said in a slightly loud tone, enough for him to hear me. Joshua stopped in his trac
Joshua Scott I drove back home. Throughout the way, my thoughts felt like they were going to explode my head. Even in Los Angeles, where I thought I could have some peace, it was able to make me relive the past. Everything reminded me of her. And even though I didn't want to, something or someone, like Marcel, for example, made it happen. And I was already tired of it. I urgently needed something or someone to occupy my mind. "Alice?" I heard Betty's voice as soon as I entered the house. "Oh. Joshua." She smiled. "Are you back already?" "It's a bit late and... I'm a bit tired." I smiled weakly. "I understand..." "Where's Alice?" my father approached. "She needs to lock the back gate." he said. "A-Alice?" Betty spoke sounding frightened. "She... she's sleeping. She... said she was quite exhausted, so... I let her go." Her nervous smile could be perceived from afar. "But - emphasized. "I'll lock it. Don't worry." She affirmed and then left the room. I chuckled when I realized her
I felt something burning against the right side of my face. I squeezed my eyes shut and automatically turned to the other side of the bed, trying to make that flash of light go away from my face. My head was almost exploding. I had the result of a whole night of drinking, which I realized was painful the next day. I tried to open my eyes, but it felt like blades were being shoved into them every time I tried. I was feeling sick. And that same pain in my stomach remained. Had I consumed an excessive amount of alcohol and was going to die? At that moment, while I was drinking with Suzy, it didn't seem like I had already gone past the second glass, I only realized it when I had already gone past the sixth. I was definitely lost. Working with a hangover, and now what? No one could know about my wrongdoing. Not even Betty. I would have to find a way to hide and be as discreet as possible. I sat on the bed and felt my head weigh like a bowling ball. I ran my hand through my hair and observ
Alice Collins I poured the coffee into one of the cups and picked it up with my hands. I took a sip of the dark liquid, being careful not to burn my mouth. I stared at the kitchen counter, beginning a process of reminiscing about past subjects. It had been three years since I was in Los Angeles, having a good time away from my mother and younger sisters. But those years did not prevent me from keeping in touch with them. Whenever I could, I talked to my mother via video call. My sisters were growing up more and more. Sometimes I felt bad for not being present in their growing up phase. I always wondered why my mother didn't want to come and live here in Los Angeles. Perhaps it would be easier for her and my sisters. She could find a good-paying job, and the girls could have a good education. Maybe she thought it would be a bother since I practically lived in Mr. Scott's house. But the last time we spoke, my mother promised me that even though she couldn't come here, she would let my
So, does that mean Joshua had relations with every girl who worked at his house? That explains his surprised tone when he met me. I can't believe I could have easily been a target. In fact, I was a target of Jack. Did he really want to use me to show off that he was better than Joshua? How childish! "What are you doing there?" I freeze at the sound of Joshua's voice. Clearly, my attempt to hide behind a plant pot didn't work out very well, even though it was big. After being discovered, I come up with an excuse. "I was cleaning." I hear Joshua laugh through his nose, disbelieving. "Did you hear our conversation?" I let out a sigh and remain behind the plant pot. "Look, I know what you might be thinking about what you heard. But that's just Jack being stupid. What happened was a long time ago. It won't happen again." But I don't know if I liked hearing that, because unbelievably, a part of me would like to be desired by a guy as sexy as him, even knowing it could just be a flin