Unexpected Dinner[ Tamara Pov ]AT LAST, I'm happy because temporarily I'm with someone again. Although she gets uneasy, Bianca agrees to stay at my house while she is still in town for his on-the-job training.I know Bianca is still shy even though she is almost two weeks living at home. But still, though I always remind her not to feel uncomfortable with me."So, you're really going home to the province now?" I asked Bianca as I was driving home.“Yes, Tamara. That's what Mom and Dad know I am going home today. I haven't been to the office for a few days because it's a holiday on Monday and Tuesday,” Bianca replied."Anyway, it's still Saturday tomorrow. But are you really going home now? Isn't it dangerous to travel at night?” I worriedly asked her.“Thank you for your concern. It is not dangerous because it only takes three hours to travel on the way home. My brother and father will pick me up at the bus terminal before I arrive.”"Okay then," I agreed. I don't want to interfere a
ReminiscingRather than rest I just took care of my unfinished work earlier in the office. I spent my time at work and there I poured out my annoyance to Magnus.When it was eleven o'clock in the evening I went downstairs to see if Magnus was still in the living room.He was still there— asleep and twisted because of the cold coming from the stand fan.The stubbornness of this man's head. He would find it harder on the little sofa than to go home to rest properly.I was tempted to go up again to get some blankets. Yes, I hate him, but there is still some left of my conscience.Back in the living room, I approached Magnus, then I laid the blanket on his shoulder and body. I wish I could wake him up and send him home, but there are really traces of tiredness on his face, it may be because of a day at work.I decided to let him rest in my house. Maybe, when he wakes up later he will leave immediately.I sighed when I was free to stare at the entirety of his face. The owner of the face tha
Throwback 1"TAMARA... Hey, baby."A voice brings me back to the present. Someone caressed my wet cheek. A couple of worried eyes stare at a part of my weakness.I shook Magnus's hand, I wiped the tears that never stopped flowing."Get out!" I say emphatically.He sighed. "I know I've made a lot of mistakes. I know I'm the reason for your tears and heartaches right now. Tamara, I'm so sorry, sorry I have made the mistake I have made for so many years for you.""Sorry?!" I said while my tears still continue to flow. "I-I hope it's that easy so I can forget everything you did with the pain in my feelings then. I tried to forget that nightmare in my life, but you are here again to remind me of all the pain.""Tamara, I know, sorry, can't fix all the foolish things I did to you before." I saw Magnus kneel in front of me. "I also know it's not easy to forgive." He stared at me in pity. "I want to correct it all. I want to make up for everything. Please, please, just let me ease the pain, ba
Throwback 2[Continuation]"Rebeka, get out!" Magnus shouted."No, darling. I'll stay here with you. You should have separated from her right now. So that we can be happy and build a new family—""I said get out!" Magnus shouted at my cousin again."Okay. I'll give you a chance to talk to your soon-to-be... Ex-wife, darling." Rebeka turned to me full of pride. "Back off now, Tamara, because he will be mine soon.""Rebeka!""Your husband is delicious. I'll borrow him again, huh? While you are not separated yet." She turned around hard to Magnus. "Darling, hurry up and talk to her, okay? So that we can continue what has already happened earlier." That was the last thing she said, then she left our room."Tamara—"As Magnus approached, my palm immediately dropped on both his cheeks. "You want an annulment? All right, do it and I'll sign it right away!" Magnus was stunned. "I am tired. I don't want to be your wife anymore! Let's break up. Let's end this bullshit marriage, Magnus!"As I com
Cemetery I sighed first, then finally entered the yard where I used to live in the time I was hiding from Magnus. In the place, where I found out about my pregnancy and where did I lose her too…It’d been a while. It's been seven years since I lost a child. She would have been six years old now. But Cassey is just not for me. Heaven is her destination.On the outside of the yard is obvious that it had surrounded by the sadness of the house.I couldn’t help but feel sad. In that house, I learned to be contented with my life, that's where I felt the love of my parents. I was there to feel the fun during the times I was carrying my child in my womb.I smiled bitterly and tried to forget that event in my existence. Because until now, the loss of my daughter is still excruciating pain to me. I still feel it, I tightly hugged her little body. Sign almost didn't want to let her go then. Even though she has no life I still want to hug her and set her aside from me."Who are they?" that voice
CardMONDAY to WEDNESDAY life is fine, I'm in the office. It's just, I was annoyed on Thursday when Magnus reappeared in front of me."What do you need?" I asked in front of him sitting across from my desk."Visiting my wife," he replied.I raised an eyebrow at the food he carried, which he laid on my table. I rolled my eyes when I saw the bouquet and imported chocolates he hands me.I ignored it. Instead, I just kept working in front of the computer. I did not look at him.I heard him sigh. "Tamara, please talk to me," he said softly.I glanced at him. "Can't you see I'm busy here? Go away and bring back all your clutter on my table."He sighed again. "Tamara, baby I brought that snack. I know this is one of your favorites."I even type on the keyboard and stare at the screen of the computer I can still see Magnus on the side of my eyes. Strange because I think he was staring at me."Not anymore," I said, glancing at him slightly."Don't you want to?" he asked sadly."I do not want."
A HugIT WAS weekend. No work, no office, and no paperwork. So I thought about shopping. I bring Bianca with me to a shopping mall.I bought a black cocktail dress for the party, as well as shoes. I bought everything I desired. makeup sets, bags, pants, shirts, and office suits. I also bought Bianca for her. I really enjoyed my shopping, I don’t care about the money I’m wasting.But when I stared at the kid’s clothing section, I was suddenly sad. If my Cassey were still alive, I could also buy her clothes here and all the things she would’ve wanted— toys, dolls, and everything. I will give her everything she wants. If only she were still alive and with me right now.We went to one of the most popular salons that also offer massage services, foot spas, and hair and facial treatment. I curled my hair while I suggest a rebonded for Bianca's hair. We both had a manicure and a pedicure.It’s okay to spend money because I used Magnus's credit card. Well, it's up to him to complain about my b
Call My Wife"BIANCA, come on, let's watch a movie?" I invited Bianca after I change clothes.Bianca stared at me in surprise. I know she wanted to ask why I change my dress into a pair of jeans and a top."Tamara, I thought you were going to a party today?" she wondered.“I can't go to the party. I have lost interest. And I prefer to just watch a movie because my favorite movie is still showing in the cinema. It's also your favorite, right?” Bianca nodded softly. "All right, get dressed and we'll leave right away."Bianca was still surprised but she followed. I saw her face the pleasure and excitement.While waiting, I received something text from an unregistered number.[Get ready in two hours. See you, baby. I love you.]Your husband, MagnusI was devastated by the message I read. I don't know why I was trembling or nervous. I would really like to prepare earlier for that party, but when Margot texted me that her husband Felix and she were going to attend the party. Knowing it, I su