RYAN
"Are you coming with us?" Arjun asked as he stood up, taking the girl who was draped all over him. Bored with all the office work, Arjun had planned a night out. Currently, we were in one of the most elite club of Mumbai and as suspected Arjun was going to have what he came looking for. I hadn't really wanted to come with him, my hand can still feel the weight of those perfect breàsts in my palms, my ears were still ringing with those quite hitched breaths of wonder and wants and my palm was still stinging with the slaps they had delivered to that plump arse. All I wanted was to sit in a dark room with my trembling lioness in my arms and let her cry as she sat in my lap. "Ryan?" I looked up at that whining sound and found the girl who was trying to get my attention since we entered. She was wearing a black dress and her braless state was quite visible, but despite the invitation she was giving ouROSE “Let’s go to bed.” That brought me back to Earth with the resounding thud. I backed away from him. "What the hell!” I blurted out, looking at him with wide eyes. “If you think, Mr Ryan Johnson, that providing a living place and feeding me gives you the right to have sex with me then think again. I didn't ask for this." I was so blinded with rage that I threw the plates still filled with food on the floor from the counter. "I'm not your whôre!" I shouted, realizing that once again frustrated tears were streaming down my face because of the sudden panic that had me in its merciless grip. "You can't force me for it." I tried to slap him, throwing my hands at him every which way and fighting him even when he wasn’t foing anything but just standing there watching me come apart in front of him with steely grey eyes. “No. No. No….” He grabbed my hands and tried to calm me down, he pushed me away f
ROSE I woke up slowly, my eyelids fluttered as they adjusted to the bright streaks of sunlight coming through the windows. I felt warm and well rested. My muscles were relaxed and as I shifted, then only I realised that I was not alone.For a moment I froze as my mind went blank, but then everything came crashing back and I took in a shaky breath as I heard his steady breathing behind my ear and could feel the soft rhythm of his heartbeat at my back.But that's not the only thing I felt, I could also feel the weight of his hand draped across my waist, pinning me toward his chest. Nàked chest. And, I could feel the warmth of his legs as they were entwined with mine. Unintentionally my foot moved up and countered the course hair on his leg, they tickled me and sent a shiver up my body. I felt him stir behind me and I stopped breathing, freezing beside him, afraid that I woke him up but then he relaxed again and I sighed in relief. Carefully, I turned around in the circle of his arm
ROSEAs I stood near the window, Ryan turned around and walked to the bathroom. And while I had tried my best to not ogle him while he had stood beside me, now I was having a hard time to not stare at his back, muscular legs and the tight arse that looked sexy as hell. I also noticed the numbers that were tattooed just between his shoulders. It wasn’t much elaborated just the, 12/03. It definitely meant something to him for it to be inked on his perfect flawless back that rippled with muscles. I wondered if those muscles would flex under my touch and if I placed kisses and trailed fingers down to his… I swallowed and looked away. Hating myself for getting distracted and acting like a perv, I rushed out of the bedroom before I did something stupid like caress him or ask him about the tattoo. I decided to go to the other bedroom and used the bathroom, and got rid of my morning breath. I couldn't even stomach to drink the water after waking up without brushing my teeth first and ev
ROSE When I arrived at the office Ryan wasn’t there. And, without him it felt like something was missing. I didn't bother to look into that line of thought, for obvious reasons and then being that I was going crazy. Instead, I checked all the emails, prepared the schedule for the day and for the next day. It was around one in the afternoon that I started to think about him once again. There was no sign of him and Arjun. There was no e-mail describing my duties and no calls, no messages. Despite myself, my mind ventured into worrying mode and I wondered if something bad had happened back in New York and he just left. He wouldn’t just leave like that, leaving everything behind at a moment’s notice. Will he? It’d be a good thing for me if he did, right? I won’t have to obey his stupid contràct anymore. Then, why do I care? My mind knew I was being ridiculous because if he’d just go back from where he came from then I would be free but no, I was feeling like if he left then I’d lose
ROSEI took a deep breath before I entered the lion’s den and as soon as I entered I was hunted down. Ryan wrapped his hand around my throat and slammed me back against the glass door which were quickly becoming frosted so no one could see what’s going to happen inside his office. For a moment as I looked at his stormy gaze and impassive face, I wondered if Ryan behaved like this with all his Pas. And then I remembered that this was just me because I had let my anger take hold of me and had slapped him. But right then I wanted to do it again. The insufferable arsehôle thought himself to be someone who needs to be worshipped and respected, but I won’t do any of those until I think he deserves it. I looked around the office, and my eyes widened seeing that all the things from his desk were strewn around the floor. The vase that had once graced the stool beside the sofa was broken and the drawers of the desk were open while most of the files were on the floor with their documents sc
RYAN She was magnificent. Beautiful. Exquisite. Breath-taking. The rage inside me still simmered but it wasn’t as violent as it was when I had been standing behind her and she was hugging that piece of shit, Aditya. She said he was family, but I had seen in his eyes the way he'd looked at her. He was half obsessed and fully in love with her. And, she had no idea. I had seen how that bastard’s eyes had travelled from her face to her toned legs that looked sexier in those heels and I didn’t miss the flare of heat in his eyes when they had paused on her breàsts. The dress I had chosen for her was perfect on her, accentuating her figure, and making her look so delectable I doubted any man out there won’t want her. Buy she was mine. I had picked that dress for her so she could wear it for me and no one else. She wasn’t for any other man, she was my property. When I’d heard her saying that she missed that bastàrd I had wanted to snatch her away from his arms and throw her over my, l
ROSE It took me a minute to calm my racing heart after the door shut behind him when he left. I recalled the words that were exchanged between us and cringed when I thought back to the words I had thrown back at him. With the face like his and the bank account like his, I didn't think he had ever had a difficulty find a willing woman for his bed and still I said what I said when I panicked. I knew he would never force me, it wasn’t in him. And, I knew my words hurt him but what about the hurt that I was feeling. He took away my freedom. Looking around, I decided to get on with it as it will do me no good to unnecessary anger the monster anymore. For a second I contemplated donning back my dress but then remembered his cryptic comment, “I’ll know”, he probably had cameras in here somewhere. The arsehôle. It was a little awkward strutting about in his office only in my bra and panties, despite the fact that they were more expensive than any other outfit in my entire wardrobe. But
ROSE As I reached the exit doors, the doorman opened it for me and informed me that Mr Johnson was waiting outside in the black Audi. I rolled my eyes knowing that he will probably give me a lecture on my tardiness even though it was only a few minutes. When I saw the car, I shook my head. It was one of those cars that billionaires buy to show off. Flashy and expensive. He probably bought it to boost his ego, like he needed to do so. He was the most arrogant and egoistical arsehôle I’d ever met.The only part that gave me a solace of relief was the fact that I didn’t have to look for his car as it was idling just outside the door and I didn’t have to walk around much with that stupid thing inside me that I feltwith every step. The car door opened with a click as I neared it and I slid inside without a word. I didn’t even spare him a glance and just flat out ignored his existence, even though I knew I couldn’t do that forever but it felt nice. I took a moment to look around myself
ROSE I waited. I waited some more. He didn’t come. And, I realised that despite me not wanting to be one, I seriously became a pathetic wife of a fourth grade movie. The last I checked the time before my body gave up on me and my eyes closed on their own accord, the clock showed 1:20 in the morning. The sleep didn’t come easy, even when my body was exhausted. The scene I had watched on the local news kept running through my mind. He’d changed his clothes, obviously in the office. In black form fitting three piece suit showing his muscular arms and strong thighs with those broad shoulders he stared into the camera like someone had given him the sour lemon to suck on. But, I didn’t see the reason of his disappointment other than the lack of privacy because that stick thin bitch who I’d seen him with in the restaurant last time I’d the unfortunate luck to find them together, was glued to his side like a jock. In one of the picture, she posed with her arms around his neck
RYAN I was on my desk, still thinking about last night when Rose had kissed me all over my face and body as if apologizing for my crappy childhood where my parents didn't love me. And it felt good. My mind was also filled with the conversations I had this morning on the phone with her, when Rose had knocked on my office door. “Come in.” I had caught the eye roll she did before she could hid it from me. “Are you rolling your eyes at me, Miss Kapoor?” “No.” She answered immediately, her face pink. “I wasn't.” She shook her head for good measure. I only lifted my eyebrow at her, a smirk on my lips. “I just wanted to ask, when are we leaving?” “Come here.” I said. She looked at me then back at the door, a contemplative expression on her face. I pushed the button to lock the door. Rose came forward, a little unsure and a little excited. She loved my games as much as I loved playing them. She stood in front of me on the other side of the desk. I pushed my chair back and patted t
RYAN “I will be there,” I said into my phone, pacing around my office. My fingers beating an erratic rhythm on my thigh. “But, I miss you.” Came the softly spoken words. “I miss you, too.” I replied, closing my eyes and dragging a hand on my face. “Please, come soon…” “I will. I promise.” When I turned back around, Arjun looked at me with his brows high up on his forehead. “What?” I barked at him. I was restless. I needed to go home. My soul was beating me day and night for staying here. But, my mind and body wanted to live here. With her in my arms. With Rose. With my lioness. “So, you’re going back?” My best friend and bane of my existence asked. “Wasn’t that what you wanted?” I tossed back at him as I took my seat behind my desk. “Sure, but, you obviously don’t want to.” “Shut up.” I hissed at him. “Book the flight for took weeks from now.” “Two weeks?” “Yes. Two weeks.” Everything was back at home. Everything, but her. And, I had to accept it. I had
ROSE We didn’t make it inside the apartment entirely when he did what he said he’d do. Ryan slammed me against the wall near the door and kissed me hard with all the pent up sexual desire he was withholding. The door slammed shut beside us but we both were tasting, licking, biting and feeling each other. Consuming each other as best as we could. “Fuck, I’m so fucking hard.” I didn’t know why but his dirty, filthy words, said in that guttural tone always have me dripping with arousal. I could feel my nipples hardening and my breasts felt heavy wanting his hands all over me. Ryan didn’t wait. And, I didn’t want him to. His deft fingers worked fast, a minute didn’t pass before he had my top over my head and my jeans unbuttoned. His fingers clutched my panties as if to rip them away. My eyes snapped open and I pushed him away. Oh god. I was such a dork. “I—I need to use the washroom.” He was panting so heavily, his nostril flaring and he looked like the eleven year old kid wh
RYAN The meeting was long, but important. But as important as it was I couldn’t help myself from checking on her between the meetings. She didn’t have her phone on her so checking the GPS was out of the options, but when I opened the app to the camera of my office there she was. Most of the parts I missed during the meeting as I watched her. It was little fascinating to watch her when she was unaware. The way she bit down on her bottom lip as she flipped through the files, her fingers playing with the tendrils that had escaped her bun and the way she delicately smoothed the tendrils back behind her ear. I know it was stalker-ish but it was also fascinating to watch her like this. Then she opened the drawer and picked out the bottles. My breath stopped as she perused them. I knew that she already knew about them, but I haven’t seen her expression, and now I watched. But, her beautiful face didn’t give away anything as she slid them back into the drawer and took out the stapler
ROSE We were both sleeping in the bed in his apartment as usual. I was splayed out on top of him, my head rested in the middle of his chest and my arm around his waist. I didn’t know what woke me up and then I heard him above me. “It’s important for me. I can’t let him go.” A pause, then, “Fine, but, I’m coming.” I felt his arm coming down on my back. I didn’t budge, pretending to sleep as I regulated my breathing. I felt him, slowly, carefully, removing himself from under me. When he was out of the bed, he pulled the covers over me and kissed my forehead. I heard him moving around the room, heard the rustle of clothes as he got ready. Five minutes later when the front door clicked shut, I crept out of the bed. I quickly donned my discarded jeans and blouse as I decided to follow him. I had no idea, how I was going to do that but… I just could let it go. When I reached the lobby of the apartment building, I saw the BMW rounding out of the driveway. Shit!! I looked around mys
ROSE Ryan came barging out of his office when I didn't go inside. Now, he was standing in front of my desk, but I didn’t look at him. I refused to even spare him a glance. He was seething. I could feel the heat of his anger. “Can't. You. Hear. The. Fucking. Buzzer. Going. Off?” Ryan asked.And, without looking at him I could tell that he was grinding his teeth so hard. His words came out hissed. Taking a deep breath, I finally looked at him, met his angry grey eyes and pasted a cheery smile on my face. “Yes, I did hear it.” He looked at me, waiting for me to elaborate, when I didn’t, he pushed out the words, “Then, why didn't you come inside?” “Because, I didn’t want to.” I shot back at him. A week has passed since the night he'd confessed to me that there was no one back at home, and I had believed him. I didn’t have any proof but I believed him. Since then, every night I had spent in his apartment, in his bedroom, in his bed and in his arms. His rough plays, his mind
“There is no one back at home.” Ryan said, without any preamble. For a moment my hands stopped their movement but then I resumed my movement to caress him, not wanting him to stop talking. It was the first time he was talking about anything of his life. He settled himself again, this time holding me tightly to him as he rested his chin on top of my stomach and met my eyes. “No wife. No fiancé. No girlfriend.” I wanted to ask hundreds and millions of questions but I didn’t. I waited for him to say whatever he has to. “The girl in the restaurant was the daughter of a business associate. Arjun was the one who roped me into going to her birthday party.” He made a face. “Asshole.” I smiled at him, sometimes he was so damn cute, so different from the raging-controlling bastard that he becomes. “Don’t you smile!” He pinched my nipple, making me gasp, then suckled them. And as much as I was enjoying it, I didn’t want him to stop talking. Thank God, he didn’t, as he continued, “I was co
“Don’t talk.” He said in his deep baritone. “Let me concentrate or otherwise it could slip somewhere high….” Saying that, his wet finger with my arousal trailed to the pucker between my ass cheeks. I didn’t breath. I stopped breathing and for a moment it seemed that even my heartbeat stopped as I understood his meaning. Excruciatingly slowly, he inserted the cold object inside me. As small as it was, I could only imagine it to be the vibrator he had given me and my assumption was right when the slow thrum of vibrations began inside me. I bit down hard on my lower lip to stop the pleasurable whimper that was dying to escape. “Perfect.” Ryan said, and I imagined him with dark stormy gaze perusing my naked form. “Count with me, would you?” He didn’t wait for the answer as he delivered three slaps to my ass cheeks. “Rose...” Bastard. “One. Two. Three.” With every hard slap I felt my inner muscles tightening around the vibrating egg in my pussy. I was so close. I wanted him to j