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Questioning His Love

Author: Jyotika
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Ivanna Pov's

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(Few hours ago)

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I was lying on my bed, crying at my love life where I always get an asshole as a lover. My eyes swelled because of continuous crying.

"Why? Why did you do this Christian? I was already in love with you. There was no need to play shitty games. I wish you didn't kidnap Stefan and confess your love directly to me. Why did you break my trust, Christian? why?" I screamed and sobbed, hiding my face in my pillow.

"You broke me" I stammer and then move my head slightly to look at the display picture of my phone. I put my and Christian's picture on display. The whole night I cried remembering the time I spent with Christian.

"I hate you because I love you Christian" I muttered, moving my finger on the screen after zooming in on his picture.

"Ivanna" I heard Rocky calling me from outside the room. This is the tenth time he came to my room door and knocked after calling my name. He is worried for me but I'm not in a state to meet anyone.

"Ivanna.. please open the
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