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I won't be able to update any chapter for a few days or a week due to some emergency. I'm sorry... Will try to update soon but can't promise when. Someone is on a dead bed and their family needs our support. That's why I'm not getting enough time to write. Please pray to god to relieve that person from pain soon and also give their family strength to handle each other and everything and stay strong in this difficult time. Thank you for reading and I hope you all will understand and patiently wait for the update. Rest assured you all will enjoy upcoming updates.
Last Updated : 2024-01-15My Billionaire Mafia Queen: Battle Of Love Spending A Night
Ivanna Pov's . Christian presence calmed me a little bit but the moment he left me alone in the car to bring the water bottle, all the terrifying memories of my past started haunting me. The video that Satan sent me was playing in a loop in my mind and then again the judgemental comments of people started roaming in my head. I shook my head trying to distract myself but nothing was working. "How can you think, I can love a person like you? I was just using you like a whore you're. you only tell me where would I get a girl who is ready to spread her legs for me whenever I want to fulfil my lust" I recalled Stefan's words which brought tears to my eyes. I kept my legs on the seat and hugged myself, praying to god to send Christian soon. Only he could stop this voice but he was taking so much time. I sobbed and closed my ears feeling like those people are standing near me and calling me with shitty names. I looked outside the window and found a few women looking at me and gossiping.
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Ivanna Pov's . Christian cupped my face and lovingly wiped my tears before kissing my forehead. "Don't worry… I'm here with you" I shook my head and looked at him with pleading eyes. "Please take me away from this place… Please" I sobbed. He nodded his head and picked me up in his arms. I hid my face in his chest. I felt my body relax when his amazing male cologne hit my nostrils but my mind was not ready to relax. Those judgemental comments still roamed in my head. "I'm not a slut" I whimper. He halted his steps and looked at me. "Look at me" I raised my head to look into his eyes. "Ignore what they say. Just look into my eyes and see the respect and love I have for you" he said and made me stand on my feet. I clutched his shirt when he was about to distance himself. He looked at my hands and then at me. I'm sure he could feel my trembling body in his arms. "I hold you" He whispered in my ear, pulling me closer to him. I hid my face in his chest, sobbing and breathing heavily
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Christian Pov.I was looking at Ivanna who was gazing at my house with terror-filled eyes. Don't know what scared her suddenly."Butterfly" She looked at my side."No... I'm not letting you touch me." My eyes shot up with her words."What?""That woman was right when she said you're pretending to care about me. All you want to have s*x with me. Nothing else." I look at her in disbelief. Didn't expect her to come into that woman's words."You think so low of me?" I asked. She shook her head. I observed her face which turned red because of lack of oxygen. She still hasn't gotten back to normal after a severe panic attack. I took a deep breath to calm myself."Christian calm down.. If you get agitated then how will you handle her?" I muttered under my breath and then held her hand but she shoved my hand away."Don't touch me" She yelled, trembling in fear. I look at my hand then her."I'm sorry… If my touch scared you" Her expression softened after hearing my words."I won't touch you i
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Christian Pov's . She stopped in the middle of the road when I called her name again in the same way as she stopped twelve years ago and a car was coming in her direction but this time, I didn't let destiny snatch her away from me. I held her hand in time and pulled her closer to me. She looked at me, widening her eyes and started pushing me but I didn't budge and took her to the corner before the car hit us. "This is the last time I'm touching you without your permission. I can't let you go on the road… I can't repeat the same mistake which I did years ago." She was trying her best to push me away but I didn't loosen my grip on her waist instead I hugged her. I took a relief breath when her struggle came to an end and she started taking deep breaths then finally she relaxed. I smiled and broke the hug but the moment my eyes went on her pale face, my smile vanished. She looked at me with teary eyes and then closed her eyes, leaving her whole weight on me. I tightened my grip on my
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Ivanna Pov's . I woke up with a dry throat. It took me time to realise I was not in my room. "Where I'm?'' I asked myself and sat straight to look around, only to realise I was in a hospital. My eyes went to Christian who was sleeping keeping his head on the bed while sitting on a chair beside my bed. I recalled everything that happened yesterday. A tear rolled from my eyes. I was feeling embarrassed realising how I acted in front of everyone and a shiver ran down my spine remembering those lady judgemental words. My eyes again went to Christian whose face again calmed me. Yesterday not only did he handle me but also managed to get me out of the crowd and refuse the people to make entertainment of my misery. He protected me with everything and what I did. I accused him and said so many things because of that stupid lady who fit those stupid words in my mind. What an irony, the person whom I love with everything made me feel vulnerable and disgusted in front of thousands of people
Last Updated : 2024-01-27My Billionaire Mafia Queen: Battle Of Love Glimpse Of Past
Ivanna Pov's.Gabriel was talking with a doctor. Before he would have turned towards us and seen me, Christian came in front of me covering me with his giant well-maintained physique. My eyes went to his broad shoulder which is so tempting. I wonder how it would feel to touch his bare back. I gulped at my dark desire then shook my head to control it."What the fuck?" I yelled in my mind, realising what I was thinking about him. Since when have I become a pervert? I never thought I would think something like this about someone."What are you doing to me, Christian?" I thought."How do you know him?" Christian asked after turning towards me. I looked in the direction where Gabriel was standing a while before. He might have not noticed me otherwise I'm sure he would have come to talk to me. Don't know why whenever I see him I get a wrong feeling about his intentions."Just had an encounter related to business" I replied, feeling too lazy to explain the entire conversation I had with Gab
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Ivanna Pov's.I shook my head realising it's impossible that the person whom I saw in flashback of my lost memories of childhood is Christian. I should focus on the present situation instead of the past. I have to apologise to Christian for behaving like an idiot last night. He was looking at me with a worried expression and then followed my gaze which was on his hand."I'm sorry" He muttered and removed his hands from my arms. "I shouldn't have touched you without permission… I'm sorry" He mumbled. I shook my head negatively."It's me who should apologise," I said, looking into his eyes after holding his hand with mine."You can never touch me inappropriately. It's just I w---was having a p--panic att--attack. I'm sorry". I sobbed, leaving his hand to sit straight and turned my eyes to the ground. I couldn't fathom the courage to meet his eyes anymore because of guilt. I accused him when he was protecting me from those stupid people."Hey," He cupped my face and made me turn my face
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My Billionaire Mafia Queen: Battle Of Love Epilogue II
Christian Pov's . After a month . I was sitting on a couch, laughing looking at Ivanna's picture which she sent me a minute ago holding my black card. When I told her I purchased her company share, I thought she would be mad at me as she loves to do things equally but she surprised me with her reaction. She was jumping like a kid who won a lottery and then she started sharing her plans of how she will spend my money without thinking. I laughed at the way she teased me by sending pictures holding my black guard. I opened another picture she sent me with a caption. "What is yours is mine including your soul, body and love.. you're only mine" Her message brought a big smile to my lips. I love the way she tags me as her and claims me. Things got hilarious when she started scaring girls who put their eyes on me lecherously. Once when one of the readers claimed she loved me, she started kissing me in front of her, telling her I belonged to her only. It's not that she is toxic... it's
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Ivanna Pov's .I refused to give my blood and was looking at everyone, giving me a judgemental glare except Christian. He was looking worried for me. He came to me and held my hand in his hand."What happened? Are you okay?" He asked. Before I could answer him, Satan forcefully made me turn towards him."I will see how you will not give your blood." He snarled and started forcing me to go with the nurse to give my blood. Thankfully, Christian came in mid and pushed him away from me."Dare you to touch her again." Christian yelled and lent a punch on Satan's face. Before Christian could teach him another lesson, a security guard came and took Satan away. I sighed and sat on the chair feeling exhausted. "Argh" I groaned as my head started spinning because of low blood pressure. Christian kneels in front of me."What happened? Are you not feeling well?" He asked anxiously."My blood pressure is not normal nor have I taken my medicines for the past few days," I replied."Ohh.. Now I get
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No One Pov's . (Flashback Years Ago) . A little boy, Gabriel, was looking at a couple who came to adopt Christian but didn't even glance at him. At first he used to be excited to meet a new couple, in the hope that they would adopt him, but with time, when no one chose him, he started feeling unwanted and hating himself. Every time whenever Christian and Gabriel stood together in a row, the couple selected Christian over Gabriel because of his nature despite Christian's refusal to go with them. Nobody notices the little child going into depression and darkness, not even the teachers of the NGO. No one noticed he needed care, as he hardly showed up with the group. He sat alone in the corner, lost all his hope in life. His schedule was fixed, woke up, did some chores, ate and slept. It's not that he never tried to get together with kids, but all kids his age were adopted by different couples except for Christian and Ivanna who were lost in their world. The other kids are too small
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Ivanna Pov's . Christian rushed towards me and made me sit... He checked me from top to toe while I was looking at him, trying to understand what happened. "I'm fine," I muttered. We both were looking at each other bewildered and then we heard a terrifying scream of Alex. "Alice" I turned my head and found Alice standing at my place. Her hands were covering her stomach, covered in blood. It didn't take me long to understand that she took the bullet on herself to save me. Satan rushed towards Alice to hold her before she fell to the ground. "Alice" Christian and I stood up from the ground and rushed towards her. Tears streamed from Satan's eyes seeing Alice in pain. "Why did you take the bullet? I'm sorry." Satan asked. Tears welled up in my eyes seeing Alice like this. She again saved my life. I turned my head towards Alex who was looking at his love of life, widening his eyes. I rushed towards him when he lost his balance and fell on the ground and took Alice's daughter, Jennif
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Alice's words left me speechless. I just wanted to scare Satan, doesn't mean any harm to her."Baby, what are you saying?" Satan muttered in shock and raised his hand to touch Alice, but she shoved his hand away."Don't… You lost every right to touch me." She snarled. Satan was looking at her dumbstruck."Baby""You didn't even think for once before destroying someone's life… You're a monster." She yelled, breaking into tears. My eyes welled up seeing her like this. She made the biggest mistake of her life by loving a monster."No baby.. Don't say you hate me. I know you're angry because I lied to you about leaving the mafia world, but please believe me, I was about to do it after our daughter's birth.”“Again a lie” She scoffed and shook her head in disappointment.“No… I'm not lying… When I came to know you're pregnant. I decided to leave the mafia world, but then this girl… she challenged me. To show her, she did wrong by messing up with me. I did all this.”“You did all this becau
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Ivanna Pov's . I was standing near the window, looking outside, thinking about everything that happened in my life. That's when I received a message from Alex. "I told Alice everything about Gabriel/Satan and she is ready to meet him." I sighed reading his text. "I'm bringing her with me. It will take us fifteen minutes to reach there." I read another text message he sent me. "Okay," I replied and went to the room where Satan was our hostage and Christian was keeping an eye on him. For two days, he tortured Satan mercilessly and gave him a tour of hell. He made sure that each torture he inflicted on Satan, was a thousand times more torture than Satan inflicted on me. After beating him to death, he applied ointment and bandage on his injury to prevent blood loss. Christian and I, both don't want him to die soon, not before Alice meets him. I knocked on the door before entering inside. Satan was bound to a chair while Christian was seated in front of him. I'm sure, he beat Satan a
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Alex Pov's.I look at Alice, widening my eyes, who went unconscious. It was hard for me to handle both Jennifer and Alice together. Somehow I managed. First I made Jennifer sleep and comfortably lay her on the seat of my car then I went back to Alice where she was lying unconscious. I tried to wake her up, but she didn't respond.I picked Alice in my arms and made her lie down in the back seat of my car. I carefully hold Jennifer in my arms and then book a cab. Since I can't drive while holding a baby.I took Alice to the doctor, who told me she went unconscious because of the shock. She also told me that Alice might show symptoms of PTSD after waking up. It broke my heart that she had to go through so much. I wish I hadn't revealed the truth to her, but then she would have come to know from another way. Truth never hides. After talking to the doctor, I took Alice and Jennifer to my house. I made Jennifer lie on the bed and then looked at Alice who was sitting on the couch like a lif
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Alice Pov's."Happy birthday," He muttered."Why did you call me here?" I asked and wiped my tears, trying my best to control my emotions."Cupcake" I moved back when Alex took a step to hug me and showed him my hand."I'm someone's wife," I uttered the word with every ounce of courage."you're not… That man is a monster... He lied""Alex" I interrupted him and looked into his eyes. "I won't hear a single word against my husband." His expression turned into pain as I hurt him with my words. I'm sure it wasn't easy for him to see love for someone else in my eyes, but Satan won my heart and I can't do anything about it. Moreover, he is my husband now and no one can replace him."You love him." He muttered and shook his head."Come with me" he held my hand and started dragging me towards his car."Alex.. Leave my hand. Where are you taking me?" I asked, trying to release my hand from his grip while making sure to hold Jennifer tightly in my arms, afraid I would accidentally drop her."St
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Alice (Satan's Wife) Pov's.I was looking at my princess, Jennifer, who was sleeping after making me stay up the whole night. I yawned and hoped to get out of bed and take a bath before she woke up. Otherwise, she won't even let me pee peacefully.Satan always helps me to handle his spoiled princess but yesterday he had to go outside to meet his friend, Kane and then I received his message that he would return after two days. I took out my clothes from the wardrobe and went to the washroom to take a shower.Don't know why I was feeling like something was not okay... I'm happy with him and I have an adorable daughter who is a sign of our love. Everything is perfect in life but I still miss Alex. His thoughts always made my eyes teary and today, on my birthday, I'm missing him terribly. I remember how he used to plan something special to surprise me. We were so happy together and planned a good future. He even decided the name for our daughter: Jennifer."I used the same name for my pri
