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Doubting His Intention

Author: Jyotika
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-27 00:03:15
Ivanna Pov's

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I woke up with a dry throat. It took me time to realise I was not in my room.

"Where I'm?'' I asked myself and sat straight to look around, only to realise I was in a hospital. My eyes went to Christian who was sleeping keeping his head on the bed while sitting on a chair beside my bed.

I recalled everything that happened yesterday. A tear rolled from my eyes. I was feeling embarrassed realising how I acted in front of everyone and a shiver ran down my spine remembering those lady judgemental words. My eyes again went to Christian whose face again calmed me. Yesterday not only did he handle me but also managed to get me out of the crowd and refuse the people to make entertainment of my misery. He protected me with everything and what I did. I accused him and said so many things because of that stupid lady who fit those stupid words in my mind.

What an irony, the person whom I love with everything made me feel vulnerable and disgusted in front of thousands of people
Jyotika

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