Christian Pov's.I was smo**ing sitting on my bed and thinking about everything that has happened since I came here. something is off... My fearless Ivanna changed into a scared soul. Those marks on her wrist, and a deep cut on her finger and her words, everything is making me feel anxious. She is not okay. I can feel it. There is something which I don't know.I throw the third ciga***** and move my finger on Ivanna's photo in my wallet."To get out of your addiction, I chose the wrong addiction," I mumbled, looking at her beautiful face. I took this picture secretly on our first date."I don't want to come between them, not now nor before. When I proposed to him, I didn't know that he was in a relationship with someone else. All I wanted to save" I recalled her words and the way she stopped in between. That day, in the event she was looking tense as if someone had pointed a gun at her head. My eyes widened realising that this could be a possibility. Maybe someone is indeed threateni
Ivanna Pov's.Stefan entered the room reluctantly when I requested him. He stood at the corner, refusing to sit on the seat I offered to him… I rubbed my forehead with my finger, trying to figure out where to start and how to tell him I had fallen out of his love long ago, before proposing to Aaron."I'm" Before I could apologise he interrupted me."What are you doing, Ivanna?" I squeezed my eyebrows in bewilderment."Huh?""You were flirting with Aaron" He snarled. I shook my head and opened my mouth to clear his misunderstanding that I did all that to make Christian jealous, but he didn't give me a chance."You're not even loyal to your heart. if you love Christian then why did you propose to Aaron?" he asked, gritting his teeth... I didn't reply and went towards bed to sit on it, feeling exhausted with my life. I wish I could tell him or someone what's going on with my life."You're so in love with him that you started to behave like Christian… rubbing your forehead and sighing…" H
Christian Pov's.I caressed her hair lovingly to calm her... I can tell whatever Stefan told her had shaken her. She was having a panic attack. My eyes went to Stefan, who was standing at the door."What did you say to her?" I asked, gritting my teeth and glaring into his soul. I swear if he had misbehaved with my girl then I'm going to kill him."I just told her about your accident." He shrugged his shoulders."Why do you love me so much? Why?" I look at my baby girl, hearing her question. She broke the hug and looked at me with tear-filled eyes."You had an accident because of me." She muttered."Shh.. I'm fine. Please don't cry." I plead, hate to see tears in her eyes."He… He wa---was the one behind yo---your acc---accident. I should st---stay away fro---from you" she choked on her words, crying bitterly and shivering. I can see how scared she was for me."Butterfly… I'm fine. Please calm down" I whispered to her softly, pulling her into a hug. I just wanted her to calm down. Her
Ivanna Pov's.Tears streamed from my eyes at my helplessness. I wanted to cry in his arms and complain about how the people who were close to me, deceived me. My parents are not mime, the person whom I consider a brother threatened to rape me, not only this he sold me to a heartless man who tortures me every day. Everyone betrayed me. I wanted to tell Christian how Satan made my life a living hell. He turned me from a confident and independent to a weak and miserable woman. Satan broke my mental and physical health. Above everything, I want to confess to Christian how much I love him and I didn't mean the words I said to him while breaking up.Christian is the only person who cares for me even though I hurt him so many times. He makes me fall for him again and again. He stood up for me whenever I needed him. This silly keeps my medicines with him in case I require them. No one can love me more than him. No one… I don't know what good I did in this life to get him"Butterfly" He called
Ivanna Pov's. Warning : Read the chapter at your own will. It's lottle abusive and sensitive. . I sighed in frustration, Satan was making me hear his and Sia's moans, thinking it would make me feel horny, but he was mistaken. I was feeling nothing except tired of everything. With every passing second, I was feeling like to kill myself and end this horrible life."Pick up the video call" My eyes shot up at his command. I shook my head and tears formed in my eyes, threatening to fall."Fine… Don't do it, but then don't blame me if I kill your best friend" His threat was enough for me to follow his command. He cut the call and video call me, which I picked up reluctantly.“Kane” I gasped and closed my eyes, seeing my brother fu**ing my best friend. Satan started laughing, seeing my reaction. I opened my eyes when the voices of moans and grunts faded in the background."What did you think I was the one who is"“Please” I interrupted him. Everything is making me feel gross and throw up.
Ivanna Pov's."Butterfly, It's me" Tears rolled from my eyes when Christian again knocked on the door. I can't face him. The memories of Satan looking at me, lecherously, make me feel disgusted with myself."Please go, Christian" I yelled and covered myself with a blanket. I felt like I was naked despite wearing clothes. Tears were falling from my eyes remembering how Satan touched me on my bed. I shook my head, trying to forget that painful memory, but I couldn't. The only thought that came into my mind was to burn my existence."Ivanna… Don't be stubborn and open the door,” Christian again knocked on the door. I don't understand why he is persistent in meeting me even though I hurt him a thousand times."Christian, please go. I don't want to see your face." I yelled, but he didn't listen to me and again knocked on the door."Why don't you understand? I don't want to meet you." I shouted and hugged myself. I can't look into his eyes after looking into Satan's eyes. I'm feeling gross
Ivanna Pov's.Tears welled up in my eyes as I tried to find an excuse to hide my miserable state in front of him."I" Before I could have made an excuse, Christian closed the door and held my hand to push me towards the side wall."Christian" I gasped at his sudden action. He moved closer to my face."What do you think I won't be able to see the tears you're hiding from me?" He asked, gritting his teeth. He roamed his eyes all over my face."Let me clear a few things to you," He said and stood straight. I ignored his words and tried to go from his side but he caged me in his arms, by keeping his hands on the wall, around me, blocking my path."Butterfly" I raised my head and looked into his eyes."Your makeup can't hide from me how much you have cried after coming inside the room." His words were enough to break my restraints over my tears."You can't hide the pain behind your fake smile neither can you hide how broken you're from inside… you can't hide your love, your pain, your care
Christian Pov's.Only I know how I was feeling when I was begging Ivanna to open the door. I never wanted to feel like that again. I was feeling like I was losing her. There are plenty of questions to ask and misunderstandings to clear. What bothered me most was the pain and fear in her eyes. I can feel she is not okay, but she is not ready to share anything with me.Before, when we were sitting in our room and I questioned her about her boyfriend, she ended up having a panic attack and pushed me away, thinking of me as someone else. I saw her terrible mental condition, and it broke my heart, making me regret leaving her when Rocky gave me her message that she didn't want to see my face. I wish I had been a little more forceful in meeting her, then maybe I would have saved her.After questioning her, I was sure, someone was indeed troubling her, might be her new boyfriend. She told me she loves me and never wanted to push me, but then why did she say those words to me? There are count
Christian Pov's . After a month . I was sitting on a couch, laughing looking at Ivanna's picture which she sent me a minute ago holding my black card. When I told her I purchased her company share, I thought she would be mad at me as she loves to do things equally but she surprised me with her reaction. She was jumping like a kid who won a lottery and then she started sharing her plans of how she will spend my money without thinking. I laughed at the way she teased me by sending pictures holding my black guard. I opened another picture she sent me with a caption. "What is yours is mine including your soul, body and love.. you're only mine" Her message brought a big smile to my lips. I love the way she tags me as her and claims me. Things got hilarious when she started scaring girls who put their eyes on me lecherously. Once when one of the readers claimed she loved me, she started kissing me in front of her, telling her I belonged to her only. It's not that she is toxic... it's
Ivanna Pov's .I refused to give my blood and was looking at everyone, giving me a judgemental glare except Christian. He was looking worried for me. He came to me and held my hand in his hand."What happened? Are you okay?" He asked. Before I could answer him, Satan forcefully made me turn towards him."I will see how you will not give your blood." He snarled and started forcing me to go with the nurse to give my blood. Thankfully, Christian came in mid and pushed him away from me."Dare you to touch her again." Christian yelled and lent a punch on Satan's face. Before Christian could teach him another lesson, a security guard came and took Satan away. I sighed and sat on the chair feeling exhausted. "Argh" I groaned as my head started spinning because of low blood pressure. Christian kneels in front of me."What happened? Are you not feeling well?" He asked anxiously."My blood pressure is not normal nor have I taken my medicines for the past few days," I replied."Ohh.. Now I get
No One Pov's . (Flashback Years Ago) . A little boy, Gabriel, was looking at a couple who came to adopt Christian but didn't even glance at him. At first he used to be excited to meet a new couple, in the hope that they would adopt him, but with time, when no one chose him, he started feeling unwanted and hating himself. Every time whenever Christian and Gabriel stood together in a row, the couple selected Christian over Gabriel because of his nature despite Christian's refusal to go with them. Nobody notices the little child going into depression and darkness, not even the teachers of the NGO. No one noticed he needed care, as he hardly showed up with the group. He sat alone in the corner, lost all his hope in life. His schedule was fixed, woke up, did some chores, ate and slept. It's not that he never tried to get together with kids, but all kids his age were adopted by different couples except for Christian and Ivanna who were lost in their world. The other kids are too small
Ivanna Pov's . Christian rushed towards me and made me sit... He checked me from top to toe while I was looking at him, trying to understand what happened. "I'm fine," I muttered. We both were looking at each other bewildered and then we heard a terrifying scream of Alex. "Alice" I turned my head and found Alice standing at my place. Her hands were covering her stomach, covered in blood. It didn't take me long to understand that she took the bullet on herself to save me. Satan rushed towards Alice to hold her before she fell to the ground. "Alice" Christian and I stood up from the ground and rushed towards her. Tears streamed from Satan's eyes seeing Alice in pain. "Why did you take the bullet? I'm sorry." Satan asked. Tears welled up in my eyes seeing Alice like this. She again saved my life. I turned my head towards Alex who was looking at his love of life, widening his eyes. I rushed towards him when he lost his balance and fell on the ground and took Alice's daughter, Jennif
Alice's words left me speechless. I just wanted to scare Satan, doesn't mean any harm to her."Baby, what are you saying?" Satan muttered in shock and raised his hand to touch Alice, but she shoved his hand away."Don't… You lost every right to touch me." She snarled. Satan was looking at her dumbstruck."Baby""You didn't even think for once before destroying someone's life… You're a monster." She yelled, breaking into tears. My eyes welled up seeing her like this. She made the biggest mistake of her life by loving a monster."No baby.. Don't say you hate me. I know you're angry because I lied to you about leaving the mafia world, but please believe me, I was about to do it after our daughter's birth.”“Again a lie” She scoffed and shook her head in disappointment.“No… I'm not lying… When I came to know you're pregnant. I decided to leave the mafia world, but then this girl… she challenged me. To show her, she did wrong by messing up with me. I did all this.”“You did all this becau
Ivanna Pov's . I was standing near the window, looking outside, thinking about everything that happened in my life. That's when I received a message from Alex. "I told Alice everything about Gabriel/Satan and she is ready to meet him." I sighed reading his text. "I'm bringing her with me. It will take us fifteen minutes to reach there." I read another text message he sent me. "Okay," I replied and went to the room where Satan was our hostage and Christian was keeping an eye on him. For two days, he tortured Satan mercilessly and gave him a tour of hell. He made sure that each torture he inflicted on Satan, was a thousand times more torture than Satan inflicted on me. After beating him to death, he applied ointment and bandage on his injury to prevent blood loss. Christian and I, both don't want him to die soon, not before Alice meets him. I knocked on the door before entering inside. Satan was bound to a chair while Christian was seated in front of him. I'm sure, he beat Satan a
Alex Pov's.I look at Alice, widening my eyes, who went unconscious. It was hard for me to handle both Jennifer and Alice together. Somehow I managed. First I made Jennifer sleep and comfortably lay her on the seat of my car then I went back to Alice where she was lying unconscious. I tried to wake her up, but she didn't respond.I picked Alice in my arms and made her lie down in the back seat of my car. I carefully hold Jennifer in my arms and then book a cab. Since I can't drive while holding a baby.I took Alice to the doctor, who told me she went unconscious because of the shock. She also told me that Alice might show symptoms of PTSD after waking up. It broke my heart that she had to go through so much. I wish I hadn't revealed the truth to her, but then she would have come to know from another way. Truth never hides. After talking to the doctor, I took Alice and Jennifer to my house. I made Jennifer lie on the bed and then looked at Alice who was sitting on the couch like a lif
Alice Pov's."Happy birthday," He muttered."Why did you call me here?" I asked and wiped my tears, trying my best to control my emotions."Cupcake" I moved back when Alex took a step to hug me and showed him my hand."I'm someone's wife," I uttered the word with every ounce of courage."you're not… That man is a monster... He lied""Alex" I interrupted him and looked into his eyes. "I won't hear a single word against my husband." His expression turned into pain as I hurt him with my words. I'm sure it wasn't easy for him to see love for someone else in my eyes, but Satan won my heart and I can't do anything about it. Moreover, he is my husband now and no one can replace him."You love him." He muttered and shook his head."Come with me" he held my hand and started dragging me towards his car."Alex.. Leave my hand. Where are you taking me?" I asked, trying to release my hand from his grip while making sure to hold Jennifer tightly in my arms, afraid I would accidentally drop her."St
Alice (Satan's Wife) Pov's.I was looking at my princess, Jennifer, who was sleeping after making me stay up the whole night. I yawned and hoped to get out of bed and take a bath before she woke up. Otherwise, she won't even let me pee peacefully.Satan always helps me to handle his spoiled princess but yesterday he had to go outside to meet his friend, Kane and then I received his message that he would return after two days. I took out my clothes from the wardrobe and went to the washroom to take a shower.Don't know why I was feeling like something was not okay... I'm happy with him and I have an adorable daughter who is a sign of our love. Everything is perfect in life but I still miss Alex. His thoughts always made my eyes teary and today, on my birthday, I'm missing him terribly. I remember how he used to plan something special to surprise me. We were so happy together and planned a good future. He even decided the name for our daughter: Jennifer."I used the same name for my pri