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Please Don't Hit Me

Author: Jyotika
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Christian Pov's

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Only I know how I was feeling when I was begging Ivanna to open the door. I never wanted to feel like that again. I was feeling like I was losing her. There are plenty of questions to ask and misunderstandings to clear. What bothered me most was the pain and fear in her eyes. I can feel she is not okay, but she is not ready to share anything with me.

Before, when we were sitting in our room and I questioned her about her boyfriend, she ended up having a panic attack and pushed me away, thinking of me as someone else. I saw her terrible mental condition, and it broke my heart, making me regret leaving her when Rocky gave me her message that she didn't want to see my face. I wish I had been a little more forceful in meeting her, then maybe I would have saved her.

After questioning her, I was sure, someone was indeed troubling her, might be her new boyfriend. She told me she loves me and never wanted to push me, but then why did she say those words to me? There are count
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Today I felt so lazy to write a single word but I did it.. lol.. Comment if you desire to have a romantic part of Christian and Ivanna or should I skip it?

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Jyotika
ok done....
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Jyotika
Thank you so much
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Stk Tani
Amazing part. Christian ko bht acchese samajh aagya ivanna ki halat kitni khrb hai. Ye ladka sach me ivanna k liye pgl hai. Usne ivanna ko rokne k liye apne palm kaat liye. Bas aab christian sab thik kar de. Mujhe unka romantic part chahiye bt abhi nhi satan ko saza dilane k baad.
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