Ivan’s POVThe feel of her lips on mine caused everything around me to stop and I froze. I've been forcing myself to not let anything of this sort happen because I didn’t want to offend her.I didn’t want to be too forward, I didn’t want to appear so desperate even though I knew that she already knows how desperate I am.I’ve never stopped wanting her.Responding to her kisses with my own wet kisses, I wrapped my arms around her, holding her hips and pulling her closer into me.Her body tensed and she broke the kiss abruptly before moving away from me. I could tell that she wanted more, her eyes were dark with hunger and desire but I knew better than to kiss her again.I tried desperately to look away from her lips but I couldn’t, “Goodnight, Pige.” I said, my voice came out thick and hungry.Nodding, she walked backwards before finally turning away from me as I leaned into the car and waited for her to get inside.We’ve gotten close for a while now and I knew that as soon as she got
Lexi’s POVTalking to Ivan has somehow made my day better and I was going to say everything about it to Camille who had been staring at me since I woke up to get the kids ready for school.I knew what she wanted to know but I’d managed to put her off until now that I knew that I wouldn’t be able to push her farther away from me anymore.“I’m starting to believe that the universe wants you back with Ivan,” she started and I shot her a glare, “I mean, now that we already know that everything that happened wasn’t his fault.” She added.Camille was right, everything that happened wasn’t Ivan’s fault and there was no reason we couldn’t get back together but what if I start to come off as desperate?The last thing I wanted to do right now is let a man see that I want him so much I’m agreeing to dates without arguing and the next he’ll ask me to move in with him and I will.“Like I always say, you can’t keep your heart shut off from the world for so long, you need to love. The world needs th
Lexi’s POVHis tongue in my mouth had erased all of my thoughts, it was so intoxicating that I could think of nothing more than something deeper, something better than this.His tongue was probing, searching and drilling with mine. The relentless pleasure of his mouth on mine drove me crazy and I had no idea when I let out a wanton moan in his mouth.My body shivered impatiently and I wanted his cock plunged into my pussy more than anything else at this moment.What kind of a woman am I? Does thinking about things like this or actually doing it makes me shameless?Ivan broke the kiss and a frustrated groan escaped my parted lips, pleasure pulsated through my being and I could feel the warmth and moistness of my panties.“I….” He started, his voice gruff as he cleared his throat and as my eyes bore into his, I could see the hunger, the sheer lust and everything in it but he was really holding himself back.I didn’t want him to hold himself back, I wanted him to unleash! It’s been so lon
Lexi’s POVWeeks had passed and Ivan and I kept getting stronger, our relationship had bloomed into something more than just a rebound and now we’d become inseparable.“I’m excited for our birthday!” Cassian announced with a mouth full of food but ended up apologizing when I shot him a glare.Their birthday is in a week's time and Ivan and I had been planning for almost two weeks now so that they can have the best birthday ever.“Your mom and I know that and we have a lot of things planned for you guys.” Ivan assured with a wink that got Adeline curious.Something about watching those two was sweet, their relationship was like the best father-daughter duo anyone could ever pray for.She’d easily get things out of him more than I could and there’s nothing more beautiful than that, “now that you’ve said it, I’m going to be curious,” Adeline said as she leaned into Ivan.I knew that look too well, it was enchanting and if one isn’t careful, you’ll end up spilling the beans before you eve
Ivan’s POVWaking up next to Lexi was everything, it felt as though the color that had once faded from my life was starting to find its way back.I laid beside her as I took in her facial features and then I began to realize how much I’d missed her, how much she’d grown and how stressed the kids had made her and at that moment I wanted to do everything right.I wanted to be there for her always, I wanted to wipe that stress away from her whole being and let her be the Lexi that I once knew although she hadn’t changed much but just the same way motherhood took its toll on Reece, it took its toll on Lexi too.My eyes darted to the bedside clock and it was almost 6:30 AM. I usually set the alarm for 6:30 so I quickly picked it up and stopped the alarm in order not to wake Lexi from her beautiful sleep.Gently, I crawled out of bed and made my way to the room the children were sleeping in, they were also fast asleep with Adeline clutching the teddy bear I’d won for her.A smile found its
Lexi’s POVIvan couldn’t hide his excitement and even from the way he played around the park with the kid, I could tell that that news was the best he’s gotten in a while.Evening soon came and we all gathered to have a picnic. I brought out the homemade food Ivan had made that morning and we began to eat silently.The kids were tired because usually after some minutes of resting they’d go back to play but they sat around with us.We all laid down on the huge cloth that we’d laid on the floor and soon Cassian had started drifting off while Ivan was telling them stories that they’d practically begged him to tell.I called Camille and she didn’t pick but hung up. I was starting to get worried when she sent a text that she was meeting her boyfriend's family and will be back home soon.I missed my best friend and I really want to talk to her about things. I wanted to tell her about all the decisions I’d made while she was away.“Make a video call right now so I know you’re fine.” I sent t
Lexi’s POVIvan finally left and it’s down to Camille and I together, she shot me a glare but I also shot one of mine that told her that I didn’t want to talk about anything aside from her trip and her meeting with her boyfriend’s family.She dropped her bag and I poured us both a glass of wine as we sat on one of the couches, “now tell me everything.” I said.The smile on her face widened and I could tell that she was trying her best not to squeal because the children were asleep already.Her cheeks were flushed and the more she told me about her trip the more excited she became, the happier she seemed and the more happy I am for her.“Safe to say that I can see this leading to the altar.” I laughed but she smacked me on my boobs before pulling my hair so that I would lean closer to her.“Not before you and Ivan though,” she teased and I playfully snarled at her before wriggling out of her head, “it’s so obvious that you both are crazy about each other, stop trying so hard to hide it
Lexi’s POV“It was the worst decision I made and the worst moment of my life.” I continued, Ivan’s eyes bore into mine probing me to go on with my story.Talking about Darren was hard but I needed to talk about him so that Ivan was going to see where I was coming from, so that he was going to understand that it’s not my intention to keep his children away from him.I braced myself and told him everything about Darren and what I went through in the marriage. Ivan’s expression shifted from feeling pity for me to getting angry.“I don’t want to move in because when I do I want to be sure that there won’t be any going back,” I started after a long pause.“I want to be sure it’s something that I really want to do and when Cassian and Adeline knows that you’re their father, I want them to love you even more.” “I don’t want it to seem like I’m moving into another Darren’s house to them, I want it to be special for them, I want….”My voice trailed off and the tears flowed freely, Ivan caught