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Author: Carmen_Rose🥀
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Marilyn POV.

They are kissing.... 'Xavier, why would you lie to me if this is your true face. You said I was special, you fucking said you do not want to kiss anyone else other than me and now ... (scoff) you are nothing but a fucking play boy!'

My heart was growing cold and my mind was screaming at me to even have feelings for someone like Xavier. It is all my fault,

"Marry ?"

"Hmm?"

"What happened? You good?"

Taylor softly asked as her hands were tenderly wrapped around me , offering me comfort but I do not want it right now. No I do not want comfort because I need to feel this pain . I need to sink this in my head and heart that Xavier is not the right one for me. I should not like him and yet I am unable to surpass these feelings ......

I looked away from the hurtful view and Chung the shot which was ordered by Taylor a few moments ago... The strong liquid burning my throat and tightening my chest but this pain is nothing compared to what I am feeling in my heart. He is hurting,
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