Marilyn POV."Xavier...."I called out for him but my voice died down in my throat , we were looking at each other ... our eyes connected , mine Hazel drowning in his green, it was like he was reading me open from his eyes and I was still oblivious of his thoughts , but then suddenly he broke the eye contact and looked away. That hurts, I felt the pang in my chest when he removed his eyes off of me.... I felt rejected. I look around, it is the Same as before.... I still remember that day, the day I lost the most important person in my life, the day I lost my forever home..... At that time too I was laying on the bed similar to this , waiting for my dad to come and take me home but my faith had some different plants.... my dad never came... He was gone, gone for forever . The white hospital walls were drowning me in the darkness, I asked them to free me, to give me my dada back but what can they do? It was not in their hands either."Marry, hey... how are you feeling ? Does it hurt so
Marilyn POV."Marry? Hey? What's the matter? "Taylor asked while shaking me a little as I was so lost in the moment . Xavier had already moved his eyes away from mine long ago but I could not stop staring at him .... As if I was under the mysterious spell which was making me lose my composure and shamelessly eyeing this buff man standing just a few inches away from me. "I am fine Ty ...."I said slowly and pulled myself together, at least tried to ... and finally looked away from Xavier."Marilyn you were sta-""Where is Rayle? I did not see him here"I immediately changed the subject, not wanting to embarrass myself or make things awkward for the three of us.. "He went out to buy some medicines for you ""Oh , that is so sweet of him"I said with a big smile and Xavier made a wierd sound..... wait did he just scoffed ? Is he angry? He always had this stone cold face I really do not know if he is actually angry or it's just his grumpy face....."Yeah , he is the sweetest"Tylor sai
Marilyn POV."MOM!" My voice came out louder than I thought as I saw my Mother, standing at the door looking extremely horrified at my condition. I looked around to make sure Xavier was not too close to me as I really did not want to deal with the two matters at once, I am not that mentally strong right now.Xavier was magically teleported to my left side from my top and was looking innocent as if he wasn't trying to devour me just now. My mom was still at the door , shocked and concerned while my brain worked fast and I immediately looked at Xavier with my wide eyes and he just gave me a confused glance, not realising the damn situation.The Mark , HIS mark, the fucking hickey was clearly visible on my neck and dark enough to be noticed immediately as well , I do not have any idea how am I gonna explain this mark on my skin to my mother, she will freak out for sure!Again I tried to make Xavier understand my worry with my eyes and luckily, this time he did understand. Immediately he
Marilyn POV ."Mom , how do you know him? "I asked in utter confusion and she started to explain the whole thing short,"Remember the boy I said who helped me back then? It was him and after that day he became a regular at our cafe, he loves our specialty, the carrot cake!" She was literally beaming with excitement and happiness while Xavier was smiling sweetly, I felt I saw the magic happen in front of my eyes, I still can't believe Xavier can have 'this' beautiful smile and that too only because of MY mother ...."By the way Marry , how come you two know each other? Are you guys dating or so-""NO!""NO!"Me and Xavier shouted at the same time and my mom narrowed her eyes on us, trying to detect any lie in our expression..... And soon she sighed in disappointment , "Too bad then , I really want a gentleman for my Marry . You would be the best for her"I laughed out loud at her Words, I tried, I really did but could not stop myself from laughing hard ." Gentleman! And Xavier?! He
Marilyn POV."Mom... I am fine. Really!"I said for the ninth time to my overly caring mother that I was ok now and my hands were perfectly- Ok not perfectly but they were better than before. "Be more careful Marry" "Yes mom I will , now please stop stressing yourself out ""Hmmm, .... excuse me I will come in a minute""Yes, Hello...."Mom again got busy with her phone and I sigh in relief, she was constantly scolding me and I was listening to her like an obedient little baby..."Xavier? Why are you standing so far away?"I called out for him, he was still standing there like a damn statue and I did not like the way his eyes constantly had a frown on them .... what is he so worried about? For me it was not his fault that I hurt my hands again, I mean yes he was doing 'things' to me but I was getting pleasure too , no matter how much I want to deny the fact that I do not like when he touch me but I can't. The tension between us is undeniable and impossible to ignore ..... so I can't
Marilyn POV.He was coming closer while eyeing me with his hungry gaze, I felt the cold shiver run through my entire being when he slammed his hands near my head , caging me with his half naked body....."L-Look Xavier, don't do anything funny or-""Or?"He said as he booped his nose with mine , rubbing our noses softly, I closed my eyes tight, my breathing became fast and heavy while I could feel his warm breaths on my lips too..... Is he about to ki-"I- I will shout "I whispered out, afraid that our lips would brush against one other from how close we were. The close proximity was making me whimper lightly and nervous as hell ...."My sweet Angel, Why would you shout ? I am just doing my regular work out"He said with a heartful chuckle and moved away after placing a little kiss on my nose , I opened my eyes wide with my cheeks getting covered with the brighter red ,"Wait what? so you won't do anything with me?""Why? Do you want me to do something with you?"I bite my tongue, wh
Marilyn POV."What 'THINGS' Angel?" He was on top of me, his hands on each of my sides and face just Inches apart..... I was trapped in his ocean eyes , unable to look away from his sparkling green orbs. "See .... you always do this "I said in a very low voice but my breath hitched when his face came closer and closer, I thought he would kiss me but instead he rubbed his cheek against mine , slowly making his way to my ear and nibbling it softly. I let out a faint whimper at the tingling feeling in my chest, my head was buzzing and heart was thumping loudly. . ."Do what Angel? Don't you like it ?" He husked in my ear with his deep sexy voice and subconsciously I let our a soft moan , unable to control my body anymore... "Xa- Xavier , why are you doing this? " "Because I want to " He answered very casually as if it was not a big deal for him but for me , it was way bigger than I imagine. My heart was fluttering with his every soft touch , with his deep voice , even just by his
Marilyn POV.He was staring deep in my eyes , asking for my permission. My breath hitched realising what Xavier was suggesting. And I was scared. Unaware of the consequences after this big step. Scratch that , it was not just a step but for me it was the biggest leap . But I would not miss this chance for the world... I like him and I need this right now,"Hey... relax Angel , Just tell me to stop if it is too much for you ok?"Realising my hesitation , he began to caressing my cheeks with one of his hands while gripping my waist with another.... I nodded my head, ever so slightly. Just for Xavier to understand and that was enough for him.... Xavier bend down a little as he captured my lips in a soft kiss. The moment our lips touched one other's, we both sigh in contect.... feeling connected and whole.The kiss is magical, there is no sparks flying, no fireworks blown, no sound of the guitar or Bells but what I feel was simply euphoric. Nothing ever felt so safe , so close, so inti
Author's POV. "What do you think you are doing Marilyn?" Her voice was strangely sweet but filled with venom . Marilyn Shivered in fear , her little legs trembling as she tried to run away . (Thud!)" ouch!! " It was still dark as Grandma did not switch on the lights because she knows Marilyn is afraid of darkness. Due to dark , Marilyn could not see properly and bumbled into something and fell down , hurting her self further. "You cannot run away, you still haven't finished your punishment you witch !! I will not let you go that fast! " Marilyn was helpless, she was wounded and scared. She did not know what to do next or how to get away from her grandma. She was just a child and yet the poor girl had to suffer so much .... Marilyn was yanked up as her shoulder being grabbed in a tight grip soo tight that Grandma's nails were literally digging in her fleshes , tearing her soft skin. "Leave me please!! Grandma it hurts! Please let me go , I'm so sorry. I promise I will
Author's POV. Marilyn's life had become dull and empty after coming to grandma's house. There was no one to talk to , no one to play with , no one who would make her favourite cookies and specially no one who would give her love and affection. The little girl was alone and lonely, her grandma would not pay any attention on her, she would ignore her as best as she could. Why ? Well that was the dangerous question and it was better unanswered but one day Marilyn got the answer and that too with the harsh slap on her soft cheeks...." Grand-m-a I'm sorr- (SLAP!!)"" You damn witch! How dare you!! First you kill my son and now you dare to break his photo frame!!" A few minutes before this disaster..... Marilyn had been missing her Mumma and Dada way to much . The poor girl was all alone in her grandmother's house. She had no device nor any way to communicate with her Mom . It's not like Mrs. Smith never called but her grandmother would always make some excuses and would not let th
Author's POV.Everything happened so fast . In the blink of an eye.... everything changed..... The happy moments of their turned into the never lasting pain... After the crash, things got worse. Little Marilyn was still in his father's arms, in his embrace but the warmth was gone ... gone for forever."Dada , Dada.... open your eyes please"Marilyn was tapping on her Dada's cheeks ever so gently, her tiny fingers were caressing the cold cheeks of her Dada because she knows her Dada loves to wake up gently but little did she know that he was in a much deeper slumber , so deep that he could never come out of it ...., can never wake up again.... he was already drowned in the darkness of the death .... he was dead. He saved his daughter and took the whole impact on himself. The car crashed into the truck at full speed and both the father and daughter flew out the car while breaking the door and shattering the glass window. Mr. smith hurriedly covered his little Angel with his whole body
Marilyn's POV."I do not care about others pup but for me you came into my life as an Angel and Angels cannot be cursed..... can they ? "I was out of words when he said that with 'that' look on his face. How can he say such a thing being so serious and with so much sincerity? What does he even know about me? Why does he even call me an Angel on a first place? I don't understand anything but my heart always flutters around him , it's always at it's peace when he is with me… it feels good knowing he doesn't see me the way my grandmother dose but for how long?..."Hey, you ok pup? ""Huh? ""You look lost ""No I am fine""You sure? "he asked while slowly stroking on my cheeks... Again he was looking at me with 'that ' look on his face.. I don't know what exactly he feels , what kind of emotion he is carrying in those green oceans while looking at me or why his eyes get softer while staring into mine but it feels right, it feels safe being showered by his unknown emotions..."Yes sure….
Author's POV."Xavier …. mom, she- she is dying, What should I do ?.... "Xavier got confused and concerned about Mrs.Smith . He knows the lady is the most kind hearted person he has ever met . They have their own special bond with each other , Mrs. Smith has always treated him with care and affection , something which his own mother never showed , something his own mother failed to give….He was about to ask further about the shocking information but things were going bad, Marilyn was crying so hard , to the point she could not even breath. Xavier immediately noticed her fast breathing and slowly pulled away from the hug but the situation got worse as Marilyn panicked the moment she got separated from Xavier, even for a few minutes, even from a few inches….. "Shhh , calm down pup . It's okay I am here. Breath , please Angel do it for me …"Xavier attaches his forehead with Marilyn's as he whispers sweet nothing to her . Assuring her she was not alone, he was and will be with her al
Author's POV."....I am leaving..."Marilyn said coldly and was about to leave when suddenly Xavier grabs her hand rather harshly, causing the poor girl to whimper in pain..."You are not going anywhere without answering me pup""Ah! LET ME GO!!"She shouted in annoyance, only to fuel Xavier's anger more "NO! I SAID FUCKING ANSWER ME!!"He growled on her face making her eyes weld up in tears.... She was struggling hard to free herself from his strong grip but the boy was not even moving an inch. So strong as ever.... "Stop fighting Angel, just tell me why are you ignoring ? Is it because of that night? Do you think I took advantage of you ? Is this why you are behaving like this and avoiding me like a fucking plague?!"Marilyn was shocked to hear Xavier. He sounds more hurt than in anger , his deep voice was holding such pain which made her heart tremble in guilt. She did not know how her simple ignorance is hurting the big bully , the only reason she was making distance with him an
Xavier and Marilyn were all cuddle up in each other's warmth. Marilyn was sleeping peacefully after the hot session while Xavier was keep staring at his sleeping Angel with the sweet silly smile on his face. Taking her soft features in his green ocean eyes and caressing her back in a most tender way possible. He really adores the girl in his arms ...Xavier's POV.The previous night was amazing! I never felt this way with anyone before... I got little too excited with her , like it was not even a proper sex and yet I am all flustrated. My heart is literally bouncing out of happiness.... Just look this fluff ball in my arms, looking extremely beautiful even while sleeping. "Mom no more , I can't eat mo---"She cutely murmured in her sleep and snuggled her face deeper in my chest, melting herself in me.... A smile formed on my lips as I saw her being an absolute baby in my arms.... After admiring the beauty under me I finally fall asleep.*I woke up and saw the most adorable Angel
Marilyn POV."I have cancer…""M-Mom ? …"Slowly I pulled out from the hug and asked in total disbelief! My brain suddenly stopped functioning and I was blank. My eyes were already filled with tears. "It's true, I have a second stage blood cancer "My whole world crashed down into pieces as those words escape from my mother's lips… I was shoked, broken, sad , angry, confuse , afraid and panicked…. All the emotions came crashing to me like a damn truck and I was crushed under them brutally…. "Wha- why - how? I-I mean that's not possible , you - you can't - that can't be true. Please mom , say this is a lie …"I was crying and pleading to my mother again and again but we both are helpless…. We can not change the reality…"Why did you hide such an important thing to me ? How can you be so normal infront of me? How can you fake your smile every day ? What would have happen to me if one day you- you just disappear from my site and I know nothing…. Was I not important enough to know? Wh
Marilyn POV."Huh? What is this cold and wet thing ? What is he doing to me….."I was still in my sleep when I felt him doing something…. I opened my eyes and saw him wiping my body with wet towel… he- he is cleaning me up . "Oh, hey pup. Did I wake you up? Just a few minutes yeah , then we will cuddle"He was talking in soft and sweet voice, as if talking to a toddler. He really is taking care of me… I wonder if he is like this with everyone after sex ? I'm jealous…"You know it's my first time doing such things for someone… so if I'm doing something wrong, do not be moody ok?"He said while scratching his neck as he was keep avoiding eye contact. Wait is he BLUSHING!! THE XAVIER IS BLUSHING?!!! 'Oh I am so happy….'It's feels so good, he is being so gentle with me.Soon after cleaning me up he made me wore HIS t-shirt, only t-shirt and pulled me into his warmth, we cuddle up and with a last goodnight kiss on my head I again fall into deep slumber… zzzz ….***NEXT MORNING….I