Marilyn POV .
"Are you done staring?""Noā¦ NO! I mean I wasn't staring! I was searchingā¦ bandages , s-see my finger i-its bleeding s-so ā¦"I mentally slapped myself for stuttering so bad in front of him, he looked at me with raised eyebrows and chuckled playfully, making my heart to run a marathon,"Bandages are not on my chest tho""I told you i wasn't looking at you"I said with the heat rushing up to my cheeks, this is so embarrassing!! He caught me checking him out. He was looking at me with an amusing smirk on his face and I could no longer meet with his eyes, too blushy to even look at ā¦"It's here. The thing you want"He pointed at his side , where the small table stood. I went there and the space beside the table wasn't enough for two and yet he didn't moved an inch , the close proximity with the half naked Xavier was too much for me, as I had to hold my breath until I took the bandage and was about to ran out of the room but suddenly he came in front of me, causing me to bump into his naked chest."I'm sorry, I didn't mean to -""It's fine"He whispered close to my left ear as his warm breath brushed through my skin and I felt shiver running through my entire body. Then he patted my head as if I'm a toddler. I couldn't take any more of the awkwardness of the situation and hurriedly went away."What was that? That was so close, god my heart!"I placed my hand on my chest to calm my racing heart , when suddenly someone shoved their hand on my shoulder and side hugged me, nearly tackling me to the ground."Hey there little kitten, what's the matter? Why are you looking so lost? Did you saw a ghost or something ? ""Rayle! How many times I have to tell you , don't startle me like this! You're gonna make me fall someday""Fall for me?"I was scolding the boy but he was just smiling cheekily. Apparently, me and Rayle became the bestest friends, we don't have any romantic feelings towards each other but we always tease and flirt playfully."Falling for you? Not even in your dreams"I rolled my eyes at him and he laughed loudly , he's always so loud .After the bell rung,we went to our respective classrooms,"Can you share the book for today? I forgot mine in the locker"I asked Xavier politely as I forgot to bring my book but instead of any answer, he just glared at me ā¦. Why is this guy always looking at me as if he wants to murder me! Like he was all ok at the infirmary, what happened now?"Can you move a bit, there's no space here "I told Xavier who just sighed and kept his eyes on the bord, totally ignoring me."Xavier, move your books. There is no place for mine"I said again but what he did after that was unexpected,"Are you crazy! How can you throw away my books? "I shouted a little. For others books may be just a bunch of papers but for me they are the source of information and I respect education very much, you can not throw away such important things like that."Like this"He said and was about to do the same with my other book but I held his hand , stopping him for doing so ,"You think you can stop me little angel?"The sudden Nickname surprised me but I whimpered in pain when he pushed my hand away without any effort and I landed on my butt with a loud thud, that was so childish of him."That hurts! What is wrong with you?"By now, all the students and our teacher's attention was on us , some were laughing on me while few were feeling bad,"Marilyn! Stop disturbing my class , if you can't study then leave"I felt myself crying the way the teacher said that. It was clearly not my fault and yet she put all the blame on me."But it was Xavier I didn't -""Enough! Leave before I give you detention"I knew there is no point in arguing as she won't say anything to Xavier, now I understand What Tylor said was true. I left giving a glare to Xavier who just started at me blankly.After that day, things were going downhill for me. Xavier would do every possible thing to tease me or provoke me and make fun of me, he would throw my books, hide my assignments, steal my notes and make a fuss in the class where teachers would only punish me. My grades were getting low from the amount of complaints I have got and notes I have lost. Even in the exam my performance was going bad,at this rate I was afraid I might fail."I just wish I knew why, what did I do to receive this from him ?"In all this chaos , the only good thing was that he would never trouble me out of the classroom. I was still safe in the cantine and campus."What happened Marilyn, you look exhausted"Tylor was worried about me so was Rayle,"I don't know what to do Ty, he's making things hard for me to study! I can't afford to fail! I have worked so hard to be here in this university""Don't worry too much, I know you're a bright student. You'll be fine""I hope so"I put my head on the table and closed my eyes, I was peacefully sitting until,"Hahahahā¦ Rayle stop! Stop tickling!""Cheer up kitten. Everything will be fine"After like five minutes of laughter, he stopped tickling me , my mood changed and I was happy a little until Xavier enter the cantine,"So annoying"He side eyed me and said louder enough to make me hear him,"Don't mind him""Hmm"We were eating but my focus was on Xavier's table , they were talking about boxing gloves and Xavier was showing his. His gloves looked old but the way he was looking at them with a sparkle in his eyes, they must be very important for him, seriously his passion for boxing is insaneā¦"I wonder if someone would spoil his boxing gloves, what would be his reaction?""Don't even joke about it Marilyn, he's gonna eat that person alive. He doesn't even let anyone touch them, not even his friends or coach. He literally take care of them as if it's his baby""Wait, did I say that out loud?""Yes you did , now common let's buy some smoothies"Before my answer Rayle held my hand and dragged me with him. On our way back we were goofing around and at that time, I accidentally dropped my smoothie on someone and for my luck that person was Xavier and worseā¦ the whole smoothie spilled on his boxing gloves ā¦ā¦ oh god I'm so dead."I'm sorry Xa-""Run!!"_____________oh no! someone is in great danger (ā āā _ā _ā āā )what will Xavier do to little Marilyn? (ā >ā 0ā <ā ļ¼ā )coment your thoughts (ā ā”ā ā Ļā ā ā”ā )I hope you liked it (ā āā ā¢ā į“ā ā¢ā āā )Marilyn POV."Run!!"Before I could even apologize to Xavier, one of his friends shouted at me to run and without any further daily I ran for my life."Stop there! F*cking stop Marilyn! Come back here!"I heard Xavier's angry growls but I didn't stop. Because I knew I'll be gone once he catches me. Xavier was so mad that his green eyes were filled with nothing but pure rage. He was chasing me and when I looked back, I felt like a crazy bull was about to kill me.I ran to the girls washroom and closed the door from the inside, as I was about to take a sigh of relief a bang on the door flinched me badly and I was shaking in fear."Open the door Marilyn, open it before I break it"His sudden calm tone was more scarring than his loud shouting, he sounded so calmā¦.. calm but deadly."Open the damn door! my patience is running thin, Don't make me break this fucking door!!"I didn't know what to do, he's so angry. Will he even listen to my apology? "Wait, is that Xavier outside?""Yeah but
Marilyn POV."Don't make any sound little angel or it'll won't be any good for you""Ummm ummm""Do you understand?"I tried to speak but his large palm was covering my mouth so I just nodded my head as yes."Good girl "I was pulled into an empty room by someone and when I got to know who the person was, I shivered with horrorā¦ because it was none other than Xavier."Come here"He called me to one of the seats,"Noā¦""I don't like to repeat myself Marilyn, Come. Here."Having no choice but to obey him, I did what he said. I don't want to make him angryā¦"Sit""Huh?"'Tsk'"Wait! Xavier! What are you doing? Put me down! "I got startled by his sudden act when he picked me up by my waist and made me sit on the table,"Stay quiet""But-""Shhh ā¦"He put his index finger on my lips to make me stop from speaking and I widened my eyes as my cheeks started to heat up and my heart started to beat faster than a bullet train,Then he started caressing my chin where his fingerprints were. From
Marilyn's POV."X-Xavier ~"I let out a faint voice as he was sniffing and rubbing while pushing his face against the space between my neck and shoulder gently with his nose and mouth. I had to bite my lips to stop myself from moaning...."Xavier please ~ S-stop"we were so close that I could feel his warmth on my back and his scent was luring me in a way I cannot help but to push myself more towards him. I was having a hard time forming a sentence, I can't believe just by this man's scent and light touches can make me feel this weak,"Why are you doing this Xavier?"I asked him in a huss tone as I didn't want to bring any attention towards us and we were in the library for crying out loud! even if we made a tiny bit of a sound, people around us would notice and I didn't want anyone to see me in this position, manhandled by my big bully."why? Aren't you enjoying sweet cheeks?" fucking hell ! why is he adding new nicknames now ?! only one name is enough to make me go redder than toma
Marilyn POV.I was hiding from Xavier since I didn't want to face him at the moment , I was so confused at my own feelings, I was so scared no__not because of what he had done with me but to myself that how did I let him do that, how did I allow him to come 'that' closer to me ? 'I'm no weak I Know for sure if it wasn't for him I would have done everything in my power to push that person away who tried to touch me or even to get near me without my concern.... then why the hell I was being so submissive to Xavier?' Sighing to myself I decided to focus on the song in my headphones. I was listening to my favourite song and humming a little when I suddenly realised that the library looked oddly empty. There was no one around me , I tried to look around thinking I could spot someone but no .... nothing, I couldn't find anyone, there was no one in the whole freaking Library!I started to sweat, 'please don't tell me I'm the only one here! N-no , even the librarian isn't here . What is goi
Marilyn POV.I was afraid and alone, my body was shaking badly in this darkness but suddenly I felt a hand on me and I flinched away but soon those hands were wrapped around me__holding me tightly , surprisingly I felt so safe in those big hands ...That person was calling my name again and again but I couldn't hear him clearly, everything felt blurry and faint...".....rilyn... Marilyn!! hey, can you hear me ? Angel answer me , can you hear me?"Angel.... only Xavier calls me Angel. Is he here? But why would he -"Angel, look at me . Don't close your eyes I got you"I was rumbling again and again not to leave me in that dark room alone with my weak voice, while he was just staring at me with unknown emotions.... I was still shaking and whimpering from the fear while hugging myself.... too afraid of the darkness.Suddenly he took me into his arms and made me sit on his lap and started to cradle me like a baby while softly rubbing my back_drowning circles in soothing motion while sayin
Marilyn POV.Reward? What does he mean by that?"Marilyn! Oh my God, are you ok?"I was still processing about the reward 'thing' when suddenly a worried Taylor and Rayle bragged in the room and I hurriedly hid the note in my pocket. I don't even know why I'm hiding this..."I'm fine guys, relax""Jesus, kitten you scared the hell out of me"I was pulled in , in a tight bear hug by Rayle . He really looks so cancerned ,"sorry Ry, I didn't mean to make you guys worried""It's fine but seriously you should at least keep your phone on. Be more careful kitten" I giggled at his fake angry face , he actually looks kinda cute . I'm really blessed with these creak deads of mine, in the short time I really made some amazing friends here."But what happened to you? Xavier said you were unconscious in the library so he bought you here"so Xavier hasn't told them about my panic attack, I'm glad he didn't. You see I'm pretty sensitive about this matter and wouldn't feel comfortable enough to tal
Marilyn POV.I was running at full speed and I was one hundred percent sure that someone was following me and that person is NOT Xavier, because if it was Xavier who was chasing me then I would have fallen flat on my face while my hands pinned on my back and Xavier would have been on top of me, teasing and chucking with his sexy voice.... but as I said it's not him.With some courage I looked back and horror took over my senses, some random man with a creepy bunny mast was chasing me and he had a knife too...I never in my life felt this much scared , why every weird thing is happening with me?! And where the hell is Xavier now, he should be the one chasing me not some creepy psychopath!I was running so fast that I couldn't even notice a person in front of me and we crashed with one other , I was safe tho as I fell on top of that person."Ouch! Where the hell are you looking at while walking! You blind moth- wait Marilyn? What are you doing here? I thought you were with Taylor"When
Marilyn POV."Do you perhaps like Xavier ?""What the- ( cough cough cough)"Rayle's sudden curiosity made me cough violently to the point he had to stop the car sideways and pat my back to soothe me,"Easy easy kitten, take a deep breath..... yeah just like that..... are you ok now?""y-yeah...""Jesus! Did I ask someone wrong? Your reaction is funny you know"Rayle was having a teasing smirk on his face and his eyes were narrowed at me, he was having that 'I bust you!' expression all over written on his face. I scoffed at his face and rolled my eyes at him,"Don't look at me like that Ry, I don't like that muscle pig. He ain't my type ok""oh really?""yes . Really. And besides who in their right mind would like their own bully? Not me at least"I said with full confidence and It was the truth. I don't like Xavier , yes he is handsome, yes his body posture attracts me but do I like him romantically ? NO. NEVER! "Well, that's good for me then"Rayle Said with a mysterious look in hi
Author's POV. ''ENOUGH!! If you dare to let out the world 'Kill' again from this lips of yours (said while rubbing his thumb on her bottom lips harshly) then I Will end you by myself!! ( held her jew in a tight grip)" Xavier's words were harsh and loud that made Marilyn jump a little in shock. The girl was startled but that worked so well as the deep voice of Xavier made her stop ... stop her movement completely. Xavier knew she would not stop by soft caressing or gentle hugs , he had to be rough and strong with his actions . Sometimes a strict scolding is much more effective than sweet consoling ... Now She was not physically hurting herself anymore but still the thought of killing herself was there , lingering in her mind . She looked at Xavier who has this threatening and cold expression on his face , his jaw tight and first clutching hard , making his manly veins pop out on the surface. But his eyes were so soft , those green oceans were filled with nothing but tenderness a
Author's POV. "What do you think you are doing Marilyn?" Her voice was strangely sweet but filled with venom . Marilyn Shivered in fear , her little legs trembling as she tried to run away . (Thud!)" ouch!! " It was still dark as Grandma did not switch on the lights because she knows Marilyn is afraid of darkness. Due to dark , Marilyn could not see properly and bumbled into something and fell down , hurting her self further. "You cannot run away, you still haven't finished your punishment you witch !! I will not let you go that fast! " Marilyn was helpless, she was wounded and scared. She did not know what to do next or how to get away from her grandma. She was just a child and yet the poor girl had to suffer so much .... Marilyn was yanked up as her shoulder being grabbed in a tight grip soo tight that Grandma's nails were literally digging in her fleshes , tearing her soft skin. "Leave me please!! Grandma it hurts! Please let me go , I'm so sorry. I promise I will
Author's POV. Marilyn's life had become dull and empty after coming to grandma's house. There was no one to talk to , no one to play with , no one who would make her favourite cookies and specially no one who would give her love and affection. The little girl was alone and lonely, her grandma would not pay any attention on her, she would ignore her as best as she could. Why ? Well that was the dangerous question and it was better unanswered but one day Marilyn got the answer and that too with the harsh slap on her soft cheeks...." Grand-m-a I'm sorr- (SLAP!!)"" You damn witch! How dare you!! First you kill my son and now you dare to break his photo frame!!" A few minutes before this disaster..... Marilyn had been missing her Mumma and Dada way to much . The poor girl was all alone in her grandmother's house. She had no device nor any way to communicate with her Mom . It's not like Mrs. Smith never called but her grandmother would always make some excuses and would not let th
Author's POV.Everything happened so fast . In the blink of an eye.... everything changed..... The happy moments of their turned into the never lasting pain... After the crash, things got worse. Little Marilyn was still in his father's arms, in his embrace but the warmth was gone ... gone for forever."Dada , Dada.... open your eyes please"Marilyn was tapping on her Dada's cheeks ever so gently, her tiny fingers were caressing the cold cheeks of her Dada because she knows her Dada loves to wake up gently but little did she know that he was in a much deeper slumber , so deep that he could never come out of it ...., can never wake up again.... he was already drowned in the darkness of the death .... he was dead. He saved his daughter and took the whole impact on himself. The car crashed into the truck at full speed and both the father and daughter flew out the car while breaking the door and shattering the glass window. Mr. smith hurriedly covered his little Angel with his whole body
Marilyn's POV."I do not care about others pup but for me you came into my life as an Angel and Angels cannot be cursed..... can they ? "I was out of words when he said that with 'that' look on his face. How can he say such a thing being so serious and with so much sincerity? What does he even know about me? Why does he even call me an Angel on a first place? I don't understand anything but my heart always flutters around him , it's always at it's peace when he is with meā¦ it feels good knowing he doesn't see me the way my grandmother dose but for how long?..."Hey, you ok pup? ""Huh? ""You look lost ""No I am fine""You sure? "he asked while slowly stroking on my cheeks... Again he was looking at me with 'that ' look on his face.. I don't know what exactly he feels , what kind of emotion he is carrying in those green oceans while looking at me or why his eyes get softer while staring into mine but it feels right, it feels safe being showered by his unknown emotions..."Yes sureā¦.
Author's POV."Xavier ā¦. mom, she- she is dying, What should I do ?.... "Xavier got confused and concerned about Mrs.Smith . He knows the lady is the most kind hearted person he has ever met . They have their own special bond with each other , Mrs. Smith has always treated him with care and affection , something which his own mother never showed , something his own mother failed to giveā¦.He was about to ask further about the shocking information but things were going bad, Marilyn was crying so hard , to the point she could not even breath. Xavier immediately noticed her fast breathing and slowly pulled away from the hug but the situation got worse as Marilyn panicked the moment she got separated from Xavier, even for a few minutes, even from a few inchesā¦.. "Shhh , calm down pup . It's okay I am here. Breath , please Angel do it for me ā¦"Xavier attaches his forehead with Marilyn's as he whispers sweet nothing to her . Assuring her she was not alone, he was and will be with her al
Author's POV."....I am leaving..."Marilyn said coldly and was about to leave when suddenly Xavier grabs her hand rather harshly, causing the poor girl to whimper in pain..."You are not going anywhere without answering me pup""Ah! LET ME GO!!"She shouted in annoyance, only to fuel Xavier's anger more "NO! I SAID FUCKING ANSWER ME!!"He growled on her face making her eyes weld up in tears.... She was struggling hard to free herself from his strong grip but the boy was not even moving an inch. So strong as ever.... "Stop fighting Angel, just tell me why are you ignoring ? Is it because of that night? Do you think I took advantage of you ? Is this why you are behaving like this and avoiding me like a fucking plague?!"Marilyn was shocked to hear Xavier. He sounds more hurt than in anger , his deep voice was holding such pain which made her heart tremble in guilt. She did not know how her simple ignorance is hurting the big bully , the only reason she was making distance with him an
Xavier and Marilyn were all cuddle up in each other's warmth. Marilyn was sleeping peacefully after the hot session while Xavier was keep staring at his sleeping Angel with the sweet silly smile on his face. Taking her soft features in his green ocean eyes and caressing her back in a most tender way possible. He really adores the girl in his arms ...Xavier's POV.The previous night was amazing! I never felt this way with anyone before... I got little too excited with her , like it was not even a proper sex and yet I am all flustrated. My heart is literally bouncing out of happiness.... Just look this fluff ball in my arms, looking extremely beautiful even while sleeping. "Mom no more , I can't eat mo---"She cutely murmured in her sleep and snuggled her face deeper in my chest, melting herself in me.... A smile formed on my lips as I saw her being an absolute baby in my arms.... After admiring the beauty under me I finally fall asleep.*I woke up and saw the most adorable Angel
Marilyn POV."I have cancerā¦""M-Mom ? ā¦"Slowly I pulled out from the hug and asked in total disbelief! My brain suddenly stopped functioning and I was blank. My eyes were already filled with tears. "It's true, I have a second stage blood cancer "My whole world crashed down into pieces as those words escape from my mother's lipsā¦ I was shoked, broken, sad , angry, confuse , afraid and panickedā¦. All the emotions came crashing to me like a damn truck and I was crushed under them brutallyā¦. "Wha- why - how? I-I mean that's not possible , you - you can't - that can't be true. Please mom , say this is a lie ā¦"I was crying and pleading to my mother again and again but we both are helplessā¦. We can not change the realityā¦"Why did you hide such an important thing to me ? How can you be so normal infront of me? How can you fake your smile every day ? What would have happen to me if one day you- you just disappear from my site and I know nothingā¦. Was I not important enough to know? Wh