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FELIX.I think there was a time when I’d have died for Asher. I’m not exaggerating; If it came to it, I’d have gladly taken his death so he would live.It was the time when I first came to this place. I had one friend, a job, and my life pretty much didn’t have any purpose. I was just existing, rather than living.I didn't have Lemuel. I hadn’t found the boxing arena. I just had Asher.I’ve felt very furious with him in the past. He could be infuriating when he wanted to be and we’ve had many fights, but I had no deadly intentions during any of them. Even with all the past fights we had about Brynn, I’ve never wanted to kill him; I just felt the need to hurt him.But now I do. I want to take his life and I wish I could say I’m joking. I’m not. I sincerely want to wrap my hand around his throat and watch him struggle by my feet as I take the one thing that’d keep him living.That strong urge burns through me and I embrace my anger as I climb down the stairs, my steps fast and heavy. My
FELIX.The meaning of love isn’t a foreign concept to me. I just never thought I’d fall in love with someone.I’ve been obsessed with Brynn. I want her in a way I’ve never wanted something or someone my entire life. I crave her. It’s not just me; it’s almost as if she’s a part of my soul. My whole being ached for her. And now I love her?If I’m being honest, the words have always been at the tip of my tongue for a while now, but I’ve always shoved it back, not wanting it to be true. Hoping that someday, it’ll stop being true. But it isn’t. I love her. I said the words; I screamed out the words to Asher.I love her. Fuck, I love her. I was stupid enough to let her consume my entire being. I let her mess with my head and she actually snatched my heart?Why? Why do I love her? I know damn well she doesn’t feel the same and there’s like zero possibility of that happening, especially after she said she’s done, ending what was barely even beginning.Why her? Why does it have to be Brynn fuc
FELIX.I remove my helmet and hang it on the handle of my bike as I stare at the house in front of me.I look to the side to make sure Asher’s car isn’t there before I start moving. Once I get to the door, I look around once more before I input my key and turn the knob. I slide through the door before removing my key and dropping it into my pocket.The house is quiet. I gaze to the living room, to the clothes littered across the floor and over the arm of the sofa. With a shake of my head, I move further inside and take the hallway to Asher’s room.I mumble a word of prayer for it to be opened and my heart leaps with joy when I turn the knob and the sound of the door creaking echoes around. I soundlessly make my way into the room even when he isn’t around to catch me. His room is neat compared to the living room with only his bed untidy and, without wasting time, I make for the drawer by his bedside. I search through every single one for anything he could have that tape on—a phone he do
BRYNN.Felix obviously doesn’t want me here. If the seventeen calls I left over the past hours—I was desperate—wasn’t enough indication, then the way he’s staring at me right now as our eyes meet probably is.He doesn’t want me here.And maybe not just here. He might not want to see me altogether. But he left me with no other choice.I know I shouldn’t be here. This is the last place I should be, sitting with a crowd of eager watchers with eyes on the one guy my heart won’t stop pounding for.When Lemuel left me texts about Felix joining a match four nights away, I was stunned. If there’s one thing Felix made sure I knew from the time we spent together, it’s that he’d never take on a match. I knew something was wrong the second I got those texts. And I wondered what he must be thinking to take on the one thing he was so sure he wouldn’t.I didn’t care whether we were supposed to be staying away from each other; I called. And left messages. And he didn’t respond to either. He didn’t ta
BRYNN.Felix’s mouth is parted and his eyes are in their darkest shade when I look into them. I drop my finger from inside his mouth to his chin and he slowly, oh so tortuously, moves us back. His chest heaves and heavy pants leave his mouth as he walks me back till I’m back to the locker."Brynn," he starts to say, but I don’t let him. I don’t let him have a second thought about this, and I move my hands to grab both of his. I hold his gaze as I move them down, aiding them to grab my ass through the soft fabric of my skirt. I see the exact second that the flip switches and all the hesitation in his eyes disappears. He growls as he grabs more handfuls of my buttocks, squeezing them hard. "Please, Felix." I breathe into the air as I leave his hands there and move mine to his forearms.When Felix squeezes again, I let out a quiet moan as the sensation shoots straight to my core and I’m squirming against my wet panties."You should know," Felix speaks, his voice rougher, but not from the
FELIX. My jaw drops in awe as I stand hypnotized by the sight before me.The sexiest sight that my eyes have ever witnessed. So dirty and erotic, yet so pure.Her back is turned to me. Her naked back. And as my eyes roam across the flawless and milky skin, my throat moves; the sound of a gulp escaping my parted lips as I thirst to swipe my tongue across that smooth skin.I can feel every part of me get excited as her hand moves to her hair and she sweeps it to the left, letting me catch a glimpse of her neck and the sight of her backbone makes something shift in me.I can’t find my words and I can only continue to stare, with my tongue swiping over my suddenly overdry lips as I watch the silk dress brushed by her waist finally pool down her legs; If I thought the previous sight of her sexy back was the highlight of it, oh was I so wrong.My eyes are so wide that it’s a miracle my eyeballs haven’t dropped from their sockets as my gaze sweeps over the tattoo just above her well-rounded
FELIX.Today seems to be an amazing day for me. My mood seems to have escalated from this morning. I’d say it’s because of the terrific event that happened in my room. And happening right here again.I currently have my tongue shoved down my coworker’s throat. A very hot coworker. Hot as in, she’s fresh, and a brunette with green eyes plus a body to die for.Luck must be on my side because when I arrived this morning, she just grabbed my hand and led me here. Okay, maybe that’s not all that happened, but I confirm there was a minimum done on my part.She got hired a few days ago, and I’d admit I had my eyes on her, but I hadn’t approached. When I arrived today, I only sent her a wink with a very polite greeting and seemed like she was onto me too, cause the next break we had; she grabbed my hand and pulled me away faster than I could turn.“You’re so good at kissing.” She lauds breathlessly as she removes her mouth from mine to catch some air in her lungs, her chest heaving up and dow
FELIX.I was wrong when I said today was a good day for me. Thanks to Brynn Addams, I no longer feel that way.But I plan to turn things around. I’ll not let her successfully ruin this day for me. It started nicely, and it’s got to end on a pleasant note too.A smile is on my face as I park my bike by the building, the echoes coming from inside promising me the fun I’d have—one I’m here for.After chaining my bike to the ground, I throw the keys inside my back pocket and proceed to enter the building with an even bigger smile. After one glance down my body, the curtains of the room of fun are opened to me and I enter with an enthusiastic heart and my hands inside my pocket.I rock my head to the music that’s coming from the upper floor as my eyes try to adjust to the darker lights. Once I’m adjusted, my gaze roams across the room in search of the special girl who’d take away my frustrations tonight.All I see is bodies. Hot bodies sliding against each other. Wrapping. Colliding. Touch