FELIX.I couldn’t get over the smile Brynn gave me that night.I don’t know what it meant to her, but it stimulated me, and that night I left her a text, repeating the same question I asked her on the balcony.It shouldn’t be thought much into. She barely got my time at the party, and that could be concluded as her debt was still left unpaid. I didn’t include that in the text though, knowing she might take it as a challenge—maybe even a threat and dismiss my text.But it’s Brynn Addams. I’m starting to think she dismissed my text anyway cause it’s been a week since that night and I still haven’t gotten a reply. She didn’t even open the message; I was left on delivered.I’m not the type to pin after a girl’s attention like this. Usually, it’s just handed over to me with zero effort on my side, yet here I am, still waiting for a certain brown-eyed girl to spare me a few seconds of her time and send me a response. Maybe that’s why I continue to be thrilled by this and just can’t get it o
FELIX.Brynn’s eyes go to the girl, who’s still on her knees with her mouth still full of my cock before she levels my gaze without saying a word.I step back, letting my cock fall from Sasha’s mouth because she doesn’t seem to be doing that despite a third-party presence."Sasha, can you leave?" I ask as I remove my eyes from Brynn and tuck my dick into my boxers. Sasha lifts her gaze, astonishment crossing her face. "What?""Can you—" I start to repeat and she scoffs, cutting me mid-sentence as she gets to her feet. "You’re such a fucking asshole, and I mean that." I watch her grab her skirt and her bag off the floor before walking away.Once she’s gone, I fix the buttons of my pants before turning to Brynn, who still hasn’t muttered another word."You’re late." Late, but seems she meant her text because she’s dressed. A long sleeve, white satin blouse with a v neck that exposes her deep collarbone, tucked into denim straight-leg jeans. She has a white skinny scarf wrapped around he
FELIX.FOUR WEEKS LATER.I think everyone has that period in their life where everything is just shitty and even the littlest thing annoys you to no end. It might last just a day for some, and weeks or even months for others. For me, it’s been going on for a whole fucking month and I’ve been the grumpiest dude on the planet.How does everyone else describe their shitty time experience?I’ll describe mine as a time when my brain keeps replaying that look on Brynn’s face the second before she stormed away from me that night, right after I tell myself I’ve gotten over her.For a guy like me, it should be pretty easy to get over that type of thing. Or so I thought.Turns out the hardest thing for me to get over is a girl I didn’t even get involved with. We barely even touched from the small time we had together, yet here I am—my senses acting like she’s the longest fling I’ve ever had.Fling.I nearly chuckle at that word. That definition is far from what I had with Brynn and she probably
FELIX."So, you’re just going to chase me out?" The petite girl raises her head to meet my eyes, a scowl etched on her face, and I hum as I grab her by the shoulder pad of her gown and begin to drag with me."But you didn’t even touch me!" She protests, jerking my touch away and turning back once we’re at the door. She presses her back tight against the door, and I sigh. "I’m no longer in the mood."Her gaze drops to the front of my still unbuttoned pants and a smirk replaces the frown on her mouth as she raises her hand, a finger sliding through my undone zipper. "It doesn’t seem that way, though. Are you sure you don’t want my help with—"I snatch her hand when I feel the slightest rub against my boxers and without holding back; I grab her arm, applying more force than necessary to show her she doesn’t have any other choice than to get out. I open the door and push her out, following behind."You should leave. You’ll annoy me if you stay any longer." I tell her and she scoffs, "Fine.
FELIX.I have my helmet pressed to my side as I stare at the house before me. It’s quiet, and the gust of the wind is the only sound I can make out where I stand.What was I thinking?Seems to be the word I use most of these days.I shouldn’t be here. Yet here I am, and I’m not turning back.My heart jumps to my throat and I quickly duck near my bike when I see a familiar figure walk out of Brynn’s gate. Asher twirls a key in his hand and a smile accompanies his relaxed look as he walks to his parked car—which I didn’t notice until now.I watch as he gets inside the car, and I can see him bop his head to whatever from the front windshield, his fingers tapping against the wheel as he reverses the car before driving away.I move out of my hiding spot once he’s gone far enough for him to not catch a glimpse of me through his rear mirror.Is this my clue to not walk into there? It should be. And I should remind myself despite how rocky things have been between us, Asher is still trying hi
FELIX."Excuse me. Who are you?" Juliet is the first to speak. Her voice is tinier than I expected."Brynn knows her." Jude chirps in before jerking the arm she’s holding onto. "I thought you said he’s a no-one. What’s he doing at your sleepover then? You invited him?" I can’t tell if she’s teasing Brynn, but said Brynn doesn’t look like she’s taken any pleasure from the sight of me. She looks completely frenzied, very different from the sweet smiling girl she was just with her friends seconds ago."He’s a no-one and the last person I’d invite here.""Looking at him longer now, he’s good-looking. If he’s a no-one, then what is he since he appears to be popping out everywhere you are? A fan? I don’t mind taking him if you want to dispose of the disturbance." Jade continues to speak, while the other two remain quiet. She stares longer at me and cocks her head. "Wait, he kind of looks familiar."Juliet pulls Jade’s hand. "That’s enough. You haven’t even given him time to speak." So I gue
FELIX.I know that some people tend to have weird kinks. I just never thought of myself as one of them. Turns out, I indeed am. I just never met the girl who made me aware of it… until now.I thought I hated the way Brynn addressed me. The sense of authority and the arrogance she carries around proudly—I thought it was one thing I disliked about her, but turns out it wasn't. It isn’t.Turns out I like the way she regards me with little to no respect. The way she isn’t scared to insult me. The way she’s never intimidated by my existence and the way she orders me around like she expects me to obey every single one.I like it all.I don’t just like it. It completely turns me on.I can’t believe it; I’ve never been turned on by anything other than the sight of boobs, ass, and the smells of women’s arousal. Yet here I am, my hands gripping the edges of the sink as I stare down at my hardened cock. My cock is so hard to the point it’s threatening to nail through my boxers, but I don’t touch
FELIX."Hey." Brynn has to repeat before I’m snapped out of my trance, and I hum as I take a step closer to her. "Hi. Yeah. You look…" I ramble on as my eyes take her in once more. When I meet her gaze, her brows are lifted as she holds her car door with one hand and I find the words stuck in my throat. "You look ready." I complete, and Brynn throws me a weird stare before nodding."Let’s go?" She starts as she gets behind her car door and just before she climbs in, an idea comes to mind and I grab onto the handle of her door before she can shut it. A challenging smile crawls into the corners of my mouth as I speak. "Race you there?""Race me there?" She repeats and glances between my bike and her car. Without her needing to say it in words, I know exactly what she means and I shake my head as I roll my helmet in hand. "It’s that new fancy restaurant down McKinley Street.""Georges?"When I nod, she slips her feet inside the car and proceeds to shut the door, without warning me before
BRYNN.Dad’s gaze is harsh and threatens to unravel me as he keeps his eyes on me, unblinking. I gulp down my fear and force out an awkward laugh. "Guy? What guy, Dad? There’s no—" I stop speaking when he lifts a brow; a movement that tells me he isn’t convinced of the lies I’m trying to make up. I shut my eyes and lower my gaze. "I’m sorry. It was just a—""Who’s he to you?" He interrupts me and I look up at him. "You’ve never done this before. I know you aren’t cruel, but the boy must mean something for you to go through the trouble of threatening your principal just to save him."My brows furrow at his words, and I tilt my head. "What?""The boy you saved. Who’s he?" He repeats the question and my mouth parts as I try to grasp the sense in his words. When the realization dawns on me that it isn’t the one that’s hiding in my bathroom, he speaks of—technically the same person, but he’s speaking of what happened at school, not here—I nearly smile but hold it back."Oh. That." I mumble
BRYNN.Felix Wilder is especially gorgeous when wet.The shirt he has on clicks tightly to his abs and muscles, leaving very little to the imagination. Drops of water trail down his neck; they run along his hard biceps and drip down his fingers. Long strands fall down his face, hiding the corners of his eyes from me, but even with that, I feel the intenseness of his gaze when our eyes meet.He’s staring at me with that look again—the kind that makes my throat dry and my stomach flutter.Silence echoes around us as I swallow at emptiness, the smile dropping from my face at the nervousness that scratches my insides."Felix?" His name leaves my mouth in an almost breathless voice and I see his lashes flutter beneath the strands falling over his forehead. He pushes himself up higher to the edge of the pool, and his lips slowly part. "I just—I…" he stops and my palms press down to the floor, my toes curling in the heels I have dipped inside the pool.Felix doesn’t finish his words and I do
FELIX.She’s insane.Insanely beautiful and confident in what she wants. Her boldness makes me burn with more need for her and I sigh when she rolls her hips again, fucking herself on my fingers till she’s dripping all over the digits."Jesus, Brynn," I groan when she leans to the side, her lips brushing against my right ear. It’s just a scrape, but it makes a shudder roll off me and I shut my eyes, my free hand moving on her waist as my heart pounds in my chest.Brynn takes what she wants. Her hips continue to make punishing rolls that have my cock rock hard in my pants and when I feel the tip of her tongue melt against my earlobe, I get so fucking close to wetting my boxers and she hasn’t even done anything to me.But no. Not my boxers. I want to shoot my cum inside her and fill her with it. I want to see the look on her face when I finally give her what she wants, and I want to feel her walls clench so tightly and greedily around me when I attempt to pull out."Brynn," I put my han
UPDATE. Hello loves,Sorry. This isn’t a chapter update but an update of my schedule. So as many know, I’m currently trying to wrap up my stepbrother. With the massive updates I’m giving on that—because the readers have honestly been very patient with me and I don’t want to make them wait any longer than they’ve already done—and my day’s schedule, I end up having little time to write more chapters for this one. But I’m still trying. I don’t want to abandon either book and I definitely do not want to disappoint my readers because I know you look forward to every day’s update. With that said, I’ll still be updating this book. The updates will just not match my usual time which is every day after midnight, GMT+7 but they’ll definitely be up so always check from time to time. And if I miss any day’s update, please bear with me and know that I’ll definitely try to make up for that missing update when I upload the next one. Thank you so much for being patient and an update is definitely
BRYNN.My heart is pounding loudly in my chest and when I turn to look at Felix, he’s already staring at me. I look away at the obstacle we have ahead before climbing off his lap completely."Right. I’ll be back." I mumble to no one in particular before getting out of the car. The headlights flash even brighter when I come out of the car, as if mocking me there’s no way I’m sneaking Felix inside without Dad knowing.Still, I let my legs drag forward and stop when I reach the car’s right door where I know Dad usually comes out from. I place two knocks on the car window and wait. When there’s no response after a while, I lift my hand to place another knock, but it hangs in the air when the driver’s door opens and one of Dad’s men comes out."Miss Brynn. It’s you." He says, staying on the other side. I nod and straighten my back. "Dad?""Sir isn’t here."My brows furrows. "What?""He’s back at the office. He’s got some things to sort out, so he told me to leave."My heart leaps with joy
BRYNN."After a date, a guy usually leaves. Not go back with the girl. Especially to the girl’s home." I tell Felix when I climb out of the car. He smirks and pushes his helmet to his side. "We’ve arrived here anyway, so a waste to just turn back, right?""Not really. It’s not that hard to do. Just get on your bike and drive away. Quite simple."He frowns. "Come on, baby. I want to spend the night with you. You agreed.""I didn’t. You practically followed me here.""And you didn’t stop me." He claims, and I open my mouth to speak. I shut it again when I find no words. "See?"I shake my head. "It’s dangerous, Felix.""It’s not. You just have to sneak me into your room and we’re good." Easier said than done.I throw him another look before I step before him. When I wrap my hands around his neck, his free hand instantly reaches for my waist. "It’s risky.""We’ve taken risks. What’s one more?" He whispers against my lips when I pull in. I close my eyes to the feel of his breath on my lips.
BRYNN."Will you be doing it again?" I ask Felix after he passes me my ice cream, then grabs his seat and pulls it next to me so he can sit by my side rather than across the table.We’re in front of a small ice cream shop and hidden from the sun by the umbrella. I watch as Felix settles in his chair and takes a bite out of his ice cream. "I’m not sure. I won’t lie, though; it was more fun than I thought.""Didn’t the hits hurt?" I ask, and he shakes his head. "Not much. After the first one, you get used to it."I nod and we fall in silence as we slowly lick our ice cream—with Felix doing more biting than licking."He’s still standing right behind us," Felix tells me, nodding his head in the other direction, and my gaze follows to where Leo is standing a few feet away from us. Our eyes meet when he turns his head and his jaw is slightly tightened. He bows a bit—something I already asked him to stop doing—before he straightens up again and looks away from me."I told him to stay in the
BRYNN."Oh my god, you sneaky little thing!" I push at Felix’s shoulder and he moves back enough for me to get a clearer view of Jade. "Jade. Hey." I mumble with an awkward smile as I drop to my feet, pressing against the door and wishing I could find an escape without having to go through Jade’s confrontation.She shakes her head where she stands with her arms crossed to her chest and her gaze switching between me and Felix. "I knew it! I fucking knew it!" She exclaims as she comes closer, stopping when she reaches Felix."Jade. Don’t.""So you’re the reason, uh?" She cocks her head with a smile and I roll my eyes before wrapping a hand around Felix’s arm and pulling him back, away from Jade’s piercing gaze. "What are you even doing here?" No longer than the words leave my mouth, someone else clears their throat, alerting me of another presence in the room, and I look behind Jade to the tall, brown-haired guy standing alone.I smirk when I look back at her and she shrugs. "What? Do yo
BRYNN.I let out a long sigh of relief when Felix finally walks out of the room. He’s out of the janitor’s wear and he is absolutely gorgeous in his jeans and thin shirt with his hair a mess on his head.He looks surprised when he sees me and he walks up to me, taking two steps at a time."Hey. Was it okay in—" the rest of my words are muffled against his shirt when he pulls me in, his hand moving to my head to keep me to him while the other rests on my back. I try to breathe through the space of his arm as I move my head against his chest and wrap my arms around his middle."I didn’t think you’d be here." He mumbles as he strokes my back and I smile. "Where else would I be?" He says nothing in response, just holds me tighter against him as if I’d disappear the second he lets go and I let him, needing it just as much as he does.After what feels like long hugging in the quiet hallway, Felix finally loosens his grip on me, but he doesn’t entirely let go as he pulls back. His hands drop