Camille:
Several thoughts went through my head as I ran into my room and locked the door. I didn’t know what to do. If I called the cops and someone found out it was me, I’d never live it down. I always hated people who were so prissy to do that and I couldn’t imagine myself being such a party pooper even if the party was at my house and without permission. Sighing, I dialed Lucia’s number and stormed around nervously in my room as I waited for her to answer. I switched the lights on and jumped when I noticed movement on my bed. “Hey, do you mind?” The guy in my bed said breathlessly as he shielded his eyes from the light. There was a girl under him, doing god knows what under my covers. My eyelids twitched and I felt something crawl over my body- disgust. “Get the hell out of my room!” I yelled with a voice that didn’t sound like mine. “Girl, relax…” the girl said with a bored expression. “You don’t know me, so don’t call me ‘girl’ like we’re supposed to be friends,” I said with a finger pointed at her face. “If you don’t leave my room in the next sixty seconds, I’ll empty a whole gallon of water on both of you.” The couple looked at each other and scoffed, but luckily, they took my threat seriously and got down from my bed. I averted my gaze until they were both dressed up and out of the room, then I banged the door behind them. “…hello? What’s happening? Say something Camille,” Lucia’s voice said over the phone I had forgotten was still on. “Your stupid brother came by early and you didn’t bother to tell me?” I asked her angrily. There was silence on the other end for a few seconds. “Don’t call my brother stupid,” she said and I slapped my hand on my face. “I got back to find the whole house filled with people with loud music. I even found two people going at it in my room. I think your brother is even doing coca*ne. Do you know how shocked I was? The least you could do was tell me.” “I’m sorry, Cam. I was so caught up with ward duty I forgot to tell you. Just permit him for one night, please,” Lucia pleaded. “I’ll talk to him when I get back.” I shook my head. “I’m calling the cops.” “Camille!” She snapped at me from the other end. “Don’t do that to him. You know he’s depressed. Let him just let it out of his system this one night, please.” “He didn’t seem depressed to me,” I muttered, shutting my eyes when I remembered what happened in the kitchen. “I know I’m asking for a lot here and you really deserve to be angry, but please don’t do anything. I’ll talk to him in the morning when I get back, okay?” I sighed. “Okay.” “Thank you. You’re the best. I love you. Sorry, gotta go. One of the patients shoved a bottle of shampoo up his butt and we all have to be there to get it out,” she said and ended the call. I held my breath and removed my bedcovers from my bed, sprayed an anti-bacterial spray on the foam before replacing them with new ones. I was so disgusted with everything, but there was nothing else I could do. Unfortunately, the bathrooms in the apartment were outside the room and I just couldn’t risk running into someone out there. I placed my noise canceling headphones in my ear and lay on the bed, wishing the night would end as soon as possible. I didn’t know when I fell asleep. *** When I woke up the next morning, I groaned because my head hurt from the headphones I had slept in. When I took them off however, the house was quiet. I checked the time and shrieked when I discovered it was almost nine in the morning. I had gone to bed late and extremely tired because of the people at the party and now I was late for school. My body was in so much pain I couldn’t even imagine standing up to prepare. I tried going back to sleep but no position was comfortable enough. Groaning, I got out of bed and opened my door silently, hoping I wouldn’t find anyone laying on the floor or something. The rest of the house was just a mess like I predicted, with empty beer cans and liquor bottles littered everywhere. I got to the living room to find Lucia helping some people who had slept over out of the house in their hungover state. I shook my head and entered the kitchen to get a glass of water. I hadn’t joined them in the party yet I could feel my bones creak inside my body. I leaned by the counter but jerked up and left the kitchen to the dining room when I remembered what had happened there. “You’re finally up,” Lucia said when she spotted me. “Why did you lie to me about your brother?” I asked the first thing that came to my head. “Lie? What did I say?” For starters, you forgot to mention he was the hottest man I had ever seen… “That he’s depressed and quiet. And that I won’t even notice he’s here,” I said instead. “People have different ways of coping with depression,” she said. “How does he even know so many people here?” She shrugged. “This used to be his apartment three years ago when he was doing a course here in New York.” Ok. That made sense. “I don’t think I can go to school today. I’m so tired,” I said with a yawn. “I feel sick.” Lucia placed the back of her hand on my forehead. “You’re burning up. You might have a fever. You’ll have to stay home.” She brought out a small towel and doused it in water before placing it on my head. It was such a relief. “Thank you,” I told her with a smile. “Where’s he anyway?” “He’s probably still…oh he’s right here,” she said and I stilled. I felt him even before I heard his voice. “I’m so f*cking hungover right now. Have you got any aspirin?” He asked with a rasp in his voice. “It’s in my room. I’ll go get it,” she said and disappeared into the house. She didn’t even admonish him for what he did last night like she promised. Daniel groaned as he sat on the dining chair opposite me, and squinted his eyes when he noticed me. My breath quickened when he settled his gaze on me and I suddenly felt so self-conscious. I gulped down the water in front of me just so I wouldn’t have to look at him. What the hell was wrong with me? Every nerve in my body was running amok just because he was looking at me. The intensity of his stare made me remember so vividly, how his fingers had trailed up my spine, how he had told me he wanted to f*ck me and the memory of his thick cock twitching when I found him in the kitchen completely naked… How long was it going to take Lucia to get that aspirin! “Hey,” he said and I was forced to look at him. My heart was pounding in my chest as the possibilities of what he would say to remind me about last night went through my head. His lips curled up in a smirk as he looked at me with that gaze that made me feel as though he could see through my skin. “Mm,” I muttered because I couldn’t get my brain to form any actual words. “I could only find two tablets so take them for now. I’ll get another pack from the pharmacy later,” Lucia said, appearing from inside, and gave her brother the tablets. She must have noticed my discomfort because she stared at me and furrowed her brows. “What’s going on?” “I was just introducing myself to her,” Daniel said and stretched his hand out toward me. I shook it. “I don’t believe we’ve met. I’m Daniel and you must be Camille, my sister’s roommate.” My mouth hung open in disbelief. Did he really not remember me? He was drunk and high as a bat last night, but would he look at me like that if he really didn’t remember what had happened? Maybe it was for the best. I’d rather act like last night never happened since he probably didn’t remember. I smiled. “It’s nice to meet you.”Camille: “Will you stop this!” I asked, raising my voice. Daniel shot me a surprised look, having not expected my tone that sounded offended. He chuckled nervously. “Sorry, I was way out of my depth there,” he apologized. “This is about you. No need to make it all about me.” I went back to eating and he went back to watching me. I knew I hadn’t solved anything by snapping at him; I was sure he still blamed himself on the inside, but at least now he knew how I felt about it. Wow. That sounded so selfish. “I want to watch Tv. Wanna join me?” He asked, getting up. For some reason, hearing him say ‘wanna’ in his accent sounded so wrong. I chuckled. He paused. “You laughed,” he muttered, more to himself than me with a look of excited surprise on his face. “Why are you so surprised?” I asked. “You haven’t even cracked a smile since today and now you’re laughing because I want to watch TV?” He asked, his surprise turning into slight confusion. “Oh,” I sa
Camille: “I’m going to see my parents,” I told Lucia this evening when she came to check up on me. Her eyes widened. “In the middle of the school year? But they’re all the way in Utah. Is this really the best time for you to make that kind of trip?” She had a point, but these were my parents. “I haven’t seen them in almost two years, Lucia. And I haven’t spoken to them in a while either. My mom wants me to come over. I can’t say no.” “But it’ll take like a whole week out of school.” “It doesn’t have to be a week. I could spend just a day or two there, starting from next weekend.” She wasn’t convinced. “But you’d have to fly. And it’s so expensive.” “You know my parents will pay for everything.” She gave me a look, and I knew what it meant immediately. I had an intense, almost ridiculous fear of flying. The reason I hadn’t traveled back to Utah in years was because I didn’t want to be airborne again, and traveling by bus was an even worse option. My first
Camille: When I woke up with a splitting headache sometime later, I was more annoyed than relieved or confused. I had passed out three times in one month, something I had never experienced in my life before then. To make matters worse, the voices I had heard before the world went black were still the same arguing voices that welcomed me back to consciousness. “I told you we should take her to a freaking hospital!” Lucia snapped. It was as if at this point she couldn’t make a sentence addressed to her brother without it being filled with so much venom. “And I told you she has passed out like this in front of me before and I didn’t have to take her to a hospital,” Daniel quipped, his voice thankfully low. “When did that happen?” “A few weeks ago. When I had to spend the night with her,” he explained further. “She just had a panic attack because you wouldn’t just let her be.” “Me?!” Lucia asked. “She has never had a panic attack in three years of living with me, but somehow you sh
Camille: My food got stuck in my throat when the Tv went off. That only meant one thing. Daniel had heard her comment and was pissed off, and he would probably say something awful to her about it. “I’m so sorry I just had to watch Tv in your almighty house!” He snapped, getting up. I swallowed. Lucia didn’t even look his way. “What else do I do so you won’t regret helping my wretched self with accommodation? I know my presence irritates you so much. Maybe I should just walk into my room and never come out again. Just stop existing. Maybe that will make your highness happy finally. Although I doubt there’s anything that can ever make you happy.” Lucia dropped her fork. “What did you just say?” She asked, finally facing him. He walked into the dining room, stood in front of her, crossed his arms and repeated his last sentence. Silence. The tension in the room was thick enough to cut ice. “And what do you of all people know about happiness?” She asked with a dry chuckl
Camille: A part of me wanted to walk up after Daniel and try to explain why we just couldn’t let Lucia know about this, but the sensible part of me held me back. Daniel knew exactly why we couldn’t let Lucia find out about us. He may have nothing to lose; after all, he and Lucia already fought all the time and he could leave anytime he wanted to continue his amazing life in London. I on the other hand had no such benefits. Not only didn’t I have no other place to go, I also didn’t want to ruin my already strained relationship with my best friend. She thought she was looking out for me, and she was probably right. I couldn’t possibly risk our three year friendship for something so fickle. When I was done eating the sandwich Daniel had made for me, I went to have a shower. My entire body felt sticky and dirty. I winced when the water came in contact with the skin in between my legs. Was it supposed to still be this painful? Ugh. I could still feel the pressure in my ce
Camille: When I woke up, I was slightly disoriented, but the dull ache in between my legs quickly refreshed my memory. Crossing my legs together, I blushed when I remembered all that had happened the night before. The sweet but now distant memory of Daniel kissing me, touching me and then repeatedly but slowly thrusting into me, made me shut my eyes and blush. It felt like I had been a much different person then, even though it was just a few hours before. I could also remember Daniel doting on me after it was over; giving me a warm bath, then a hot drink and apologizing the entire time, as if it was something he had done to me, and not something we had both enjoyed. Besides the dull ache, I felt wonderful. I didn’t regret it as much as I had thought I would. In fact, I didn’t regret it at all. I wanted to shout it to the world, announce to them that I had finally done the deed and could now relate when next I read my erotica. I couldn’t wait to do it again. The only other