LOGINCamille:
Several thoughts went through my head as I ran into my room and locked the door. I didn’t know what to do. If I called the cops and someone found out it was me, I’d never live it down. I always hated people who were so prissy to do that and I couldn’t imagine myself being such a party pooper even if the party was at my house and without permission. Sighing, I dialed Lucia’s number and stormed around nervously in my room as I waited for her to answer. I switched the lights on and jumped when I noticed movement on my bed. “Hey, do you mind?” The guy in my bed said breathlessly as he shielded his eyes from the light. There was a girl under him, doing god knows what under my covers. My eyelids twitched and I felt something crawl over my body- disgust. “Get the hell out of my room!” I yelled with a voice that didn’t sound like mine. “Girl, relax…” the girl said with a bored expression. “You don’t know me, so don’t call me ‘girl’ like we’re supposed to be friends,” I said with a finger pointed at her face. “If you don’t leave my room in the next sixty seconds, I’ll empty a whole gallon of water on both of you.” The couple looked at each other and scoffed, but luckily, they took my threat seriously and got down from my bed. I averted my gaze until they were both dressed up and out of the room, then I banged the door behind them. “…hello? What’s happening? Say something Camille,” Lucia’s voice said over the phone I had forgotten was still on. “Your stupid brother came by early and you didn’t bother to tell me?” I asked her angrily. There was silence on the other end for a few seconds. “Don’t call my brother stupid,” she said and I slapped my hand on my face. “I got back to find the whole house filled with people with loud music. I even found two people going at it in my room. I think your brother is even doing coca*ne. Do you know how shocked I was? The least you could do was tell me.” “I’m sorry, Cam. I was so caught up with ward duty I forgot to tell you. Just permit him for one night, please,” Lucia pleaded. “I’ll talk to him when I get back.” I shook my head. “I’m calling the cops.” “Camille!” She snapped at me from the other end. “Don’t do that to him. You know he’s depressed. Let him just let it out of his system this one night, please.” “He didn’t seem depressed to me,” I muttered, shutting my eyes when I remembered what happened in the kitchen. “I know I’m asking for a lot here and you really deserve to be angry, but please don’t do anything. I’ll talk to him in the morning when I get back, okay?” I sighed. “Okay.” “Thank you. You’re the best. I love you. Sorry, gotta go. One of the patients shoved a bottle of shampoo up his butt and we all have to be there to get it out,” she said and ended the call. I held my breath and removed my bedcovers from my bed, sprayed an anti-bacterial spray on the foam before replacing them with new ones. I was so disgusted with everything, but there was nothing else I could do. Unfortunately, the bathrooms in the apartment were outside the room and I just couldn’t risk running into someone out there. I placed my noise canceling headphones in my ear and lay on the bed, wishing the night would end as soon as possible. I didn’t know when I fell asleep. *** When I woke up the next morning, I groaned because my head hurt from the headphones I had slept in. When I took them off however, the house was quiet. I checked the time and shrieked when I discovered it was almost nine in the morning. I had gone to bed late and extremely tired because of the people at the party and now I was late for school. My body was in so much pain I couldn’t even imagine standing up to prepare. I tried going back to sleep but no position was comfortable enough. Groaning, I got out of bed and opened my door silently, hoping I wouldn’t find anyone laying on the floor or something. The rest of the house was just a mess like I predicted, with empty beer cans and liquor bottles littered everywhere. I got to the living room to find Lucia helping some people who had slept over out of the house in their hungover state. I shook my head and entered the kitchen to get a glass of water. I hadn’t joined them in the party yet I could feel my bones creak inside my body. I leaned by the counter but jerked up and left the kitchen to the dining room when I remembered what had happened there. “You’re finally up,” Lucia said when she spotted me. “Why did you lie to me about your brother?” I asked the first thing that came to my head. “Lie? What did I say?” For starters, you forgot to mention he was the hottest man I had ever seen… “That he’s depressed and quiet. And that I won’t even notice he’s here,” I said instead. “People have different ways of coping with depression,” she said. “How does he even know so many people here?” She shrugged. “This used to be his apartment three years ago when he was doing a course here in New York.” Ok. That made sense. “I don’t think I can go to school today. I’m so tired,” I said with a yawn. “I feel sick.” Lucia placed the back of her hand on my forehead. “You’re burning up. You might have a fever. You’ll have to stay home.” She brought out a small towel and doused it in water before placing it on my head. It was such a relief. “Thank you,” I told her with a smile. “Where’s he anyway?” “He’s probably still…oh he’s right here,” she said and I stilled. I felt him even before I heard his voice. “I’m so f*cking hungover right now. Have you got any aspirin?” He asked with a rasp in his voice. “It’s in my room. I’ll go get it,” she said and disappeared into the house. She didn’t even admonish him for what he did last night like she promised. Daniel groaned as he sat on the dining chair opposite me, and squinted his eyes when he noticed me. My breath quickened when he settled his gaze on me and I suddenly felt so self-conscious. I gulped down the water in front of me just so I wouldn’t have to look at him. What the hell was wrong with me? Every nerve in my body was running amok just because he was looking at me. The intensity of his stare made me remember so vividly, how his fingers had trailed up my spine, how he had told me he wanted to f*ck me and the memory of his thick cock twitching when I found him in the kitchen completely naked… How long was it going to take Lucia to get that aspirin! “Hey,” he said and I was forced to look at him. My heart was pounding in my chest as the possibilities of what he would say to remind me about last night went through my head. His lips curled up in a smirk as he looked at me with that gaze that made me feel as though he could see through my skin. “Mm,” I muttered because I couldn’t get my brain to form any actual words. “I could only find two tablets so take them for now. I’ll get another pack from the pharmacy later,” Lucia said, appearing from inside, and gave her brother the tablets. She must have noticed my discomfort because she stared at me and furrowed her brows. “What’s going on?” “I was just introducing myself to her,” Daniel said and stretched his hand out toward me. I shook it. “I don’t believe we’ve met. I’m Daniel and you must be Camille, my sister’s roommate.” My mouth hung open in disbelief. Did he really not remember me? He was drunk and high as a bat last night, but would he look at me like that if he really didn’t remember what had happened? Maybe it was for the best. I’d rather act like last night never happened since he probably didn’t remember. I smiled. “It’s nice to meet you.”Camille: “Doctor!” When the doctor came in, I tried to sit on my own but realized I couldn’t do anything besides moving my fingertips. Not having any control over my own body was beyond aggravating. “She can breathe on her own now, but she needs some more time to do anything else,” the doctor said after checking my vitals and taking off my oxygen mask. “It could be a few minutes or an hour. Just keep her engaged.” “How do you feel?” Daniel asked me, holding my hand. “Lift your finger twice if you’re okay and once if you don’t.” How did I feel? I honestly didn’t know how to answer that question. “It’s okay. The doctor says you’ll be able to move very well soon,” he said. He must have taken my hesitation as inability to move my finger. I lifted my finger thrice. Daniel chuckled. “I missed you.” He placed a kiss on my forehead. Lucia was by one side of the room watching me with apprehension. I could read the look on her face. She was trying to figure out how mu
Camille: There was silence for a long while. It seemed as though they were giving me time to process what I’d just heard. But I knew it was all in my head. They still thought I was unconscious and that was why they spilled everything. “I didn’t go after Rhea because I knew you fancied her. I already liked her. It’s not my fault she liked me back,” Daniel said. From how he sounded, I deduced he must have tried to explain that a hundred times before. “That’s bull crap and you know it,” she said offhandedly and returned to her position beside me. “It’s not,” Daniel cut in. “I accept it. I should have stepped back when you confessed how you felt about her to me and I didn’t. That makes me guilty, but you have to admit…” “Don’t say it,” she said threateningly. “She did not like you back, Lucia. That’s just the truth.” “If you hadn’t come into the picture, she would have realized her feelings for me sooner or later. How would she like me back when you of all people s
Camille: “Why are you such a hateful person?” Lucia snapped. “Can’t you see I’m worried about my best friend?” “I’m just saying a few hours ago you were all over your other ‘best friend’ Reggie and all of a sudden you’ve switched. You haven’t even spoken to him since and now you’re losing sleep over the same person you blamed for everything,” Daniel said. His voice was even but I could hear an edge to it. “So now you’re calling me two-faced? Let’s backtrack for a second. Aren’t you the one who’s seen her have an attack the most? Who’s the hypocrite here?” Lucia’s voice was too loud. My head was pounding. Everywhere was a blurry red, but I could make out their faces and voices. If this was my after life, then I was f*cked. I knew I wasn’t dead though. My headache was way too real. Maybe this was another hallucination just like all the others I’d been having. They’d all been terrifying. I was now on a hospital bed, but then Daniel and Lucia were arguing again. Was this
Daniel: “I already told your sister all of this just before I asked her to go home and get some sleep so it’s not so easy for me to report it all again but I’ll try. Cam…she was adopted.” I blinked, waiting for more. I already knew that. Did she really think that would be a blow to hear? When she realized I didn’t react to her news, she continued. “We didn’t adopt her as a baby though. She was adopted when she was seven and before then, she’d been in many foster homes and had ‘psychological issues’ caused by trauma. Her birth parents did a shit job of raising her. They were either always high or drunk and didn’t protect her enough from seeing things a girl her age wasn’t supposed to see. They fought all the time in front of her, said awful things to each other and it was almost always physical. When she was five years old, her mother was arrested as a suspect in her father’s murder and she was moved to a foster family who only wanted her for government money. Eventually, s
“No,” I murmured. I couldn’t even hear myself. “No!” Cams mother echoed my word but hers was loud enough to shake the entire ward. Lucia shivered even more as she moved from me to Cam who was on the bed and began to bawl into her back. The doctor looked at all three of us like we’d lost our minds and irritably asked one of the nurses to pull my sister away from Cam’s bedside. I knew she’d seen enough things in her day but how could she possibly be so insensitive. “Please stop with the theatrics and let me finish,” she said tiredly. “She’s my only child. If anything happens to her I’ll never forgive myself. She can’t d*e. I’ll d*e too!” Cam’s mother cried out. The impatient doctor pinched the bridge of her nose. “No one said anything about dying,” she said sharply. “We’ve tried everything to stitch the wound but she’s not regaining consciousness. I’ve done a test and figured out she lost too much blood. We need a blood donor fast, and she’ll be perfectly fine.”
Daniel: “You’re the worst thing that’s ever happened in my life,” Lucia cried. “I wish you were never born. I wish I was never born. I wish mom and dad died in a car crash before the ever got the chance to conceive. I hate you so much…” I wanted to say something, but no words came out. What could I even possibly say? I’d been wasting my time by responding all this time, choosing to believe instead that my sister was just a self-obsessed brat who thought the world revolved around her… I mean, she was, but that wasn’t the point. Above all else, she was my sister, my little sister. The one five year old me had wished was a boy I could play with. The one who got me disappointed with how much she cried and turned as red as a tomato for months after she was born. She was the one I’d grown up with, the one I’d had to protect and felt good doing it. The one who smiled at me with no teeth and made me feel like a great older brother. The one who ran to me when our parents were a







