LOGINCamille:
Several thoughts went through my head as I ran into my room and locked the door. I didn’t know what to do. If I called the cops and someone found out it was me, I’d never live it down. I always hated people who were so prissy to do that and I couldn’t imagine myself being such a party pooper even if the party was at my house and without permission. Sighing, I dialed Lucia’s number and stormed around nervously in my room as I waited for her to answer. I switched the lights on and jumped when I noticed movement on my bed. “Hey, do you mind?” The guy in my bed said breathlessly as he shielded his eyes from the light. There was a girl under him, doing god knows what under my covers. My eyelids twitched and I felt something crawl over my body- disgust. “Get the hell out of my room!” I yelled with a voice that didn’t sound like mine. “Girl, relax…” the girl said with a bored expression. “You don’t know me, so don’t call me ‘girl’ like we’re supposed to be friends,” I said with a finger pointed at her face. “If you don’t leave my room in the next sixty seconds, I’ll empty a whole gallon of water on both of you.” The couple looked at each other and scoffed, but luckily, they took my threat seriously and got down from my bed. I averted my gaze until they were both dressed up and out of the room, then I banged the door behind them. “…hello? What’s happening? Say something Camille,” Lucia’s voice said over the phone I had forgotten was still on. “Your stupid brother came by early and you didn’t bother to tell me?” I asked her angrily. There was silence on the other end for a few seconds. “Don’t call my brother stupid,” she said and I slapped my hand on my face. “I got back to find the whole house filled with people with loud music. I even found two people going at it in my room. I think your brother is even doing coca*ne. Do you know how shocked I was? The least you could do was tell me.” “I’m sorry, Cam. I was so caught up with ward duty I forgot to tell you. Just permit him for one night, please,” Lucia pleaded. “I’ll talk to him when I get back.” I shook my head. “I’m calling the cops.” “Camille!” She snapped at me from the other end. “Don’t do that to him. You know he’s depressed. Let him just let it out of his system this one night, please.” “He didn’t seem depressed to me,” I muttered, shutting my eyes when I remembered what happened in the kitchen. “I know I’m asking for a lot here and you really deserve to be angry, but please don’t do anything. I’ll talk to him in the morning when I get back, okay?” I sighed. “Okay.” “Thank you. You’re the best. I love you. Sorry, gotta go. One of the patients shoved a bottle of shampoo up his butt and we all have to be there to get it out,” she said and ended the call. I held my breath and removed my bedcovers from my bed, sprayed an anti-bacterial spray on the foam before replacing them with new ones. I was so disgusted with everything, but there was nothing else I could do. Unfortunately, the bathrooms in the apartment were outside the room and I just couldn’t risk running into someone out there. I placed my noise canceling headphones in my ear and lay on the bed, wishing the night would end as soon as possible. I didn’t know when I fell asleep. *** When I woke up the next morning, I groaned because my head hurt from the headphones I had slept in. When I took them off however, the house was quiet. I checked the time and shrieked when I discovered it was almost nine in the morning. I had gone to bed late and extremely tired because of the people at the party and now I was late for school. My body was in so much pain I couldn’t even imagine standing up to prepare. I tried going back to sleep but no position was comfortable enough. Groaning, I got out of bed and opened my door silently, hoping I wouldn’t find anyone laying on the floor or something. The rest of the house was just a mess like I predicted, with empty beer cans and liquor bottles littered everywhere. I got to the living room to find Lucia helping some people who had slept over out of the house in their hungover state. I shook my head and entered the kitchen to get a glass of water. I hadn’t joined them in the party yet I could feel my bones creak inside my body. I leaned by the counter but jerked up and left the kitchen to the dining room when I remembered what had happened there. “You’re finally up,” Lucia said when she spotted me. “Why did you lie to me about your brother?” I asked the first thing that came to my head. “Lie? What did I say?” For starters, you forgot to mention he was the hottest man I had ever seen… “That he’s depressed and quiet. And that I won’t even notice he’s here,” I said instead. “People have different ways of coping with depression,” she said. “How does he even know so many people here?” She shrugged. “This used to be his apartment three years ago when he was doing a course here in New York.” Ok. That made sense. “I don’t think I can go to school today. I’m so tired,” I said with a yawn. “I feel sick.” Lucia placed the back of her hand on my forehead. “You’re burning up. You might have a fever. You’ll have to stay home.” She brought out a small towel and doused it in water before placing it on my head. It was such a relief. “Thank you,” I told her with a smile. “Where’s he anyway?” “He’s probably still…oh he’s right here,” she said and I stilled. I felt him even before I heard his voice. “I’m so f*cking hungover right now. Have you got any aspirin?” He asked with a rasp in his voice. “It’s in my room. I’ll go get it,” she said and disappeared into the house. She didn’t even admonish him for what he did last night like she promised. Daniel groaned as he sat on the dining chair opposite me, and squinted his eyes when he noticed me. My breath quickened when he settled his gaze on me and I suddenly felt so self-conscious. I gulped down the water in front of me just so I wouldn’t have to look at him. What the hell was wrong with me? Every nerve in my body was running amok just because he was looking at me. The intensity of his stare made me remember so vividly, how his fingers had trailed up my spine, how he had told me he wanted to f*ck me and the memory of his thick cock twitching when I found him in the kitchen completely naked… How long was it going to take Lucia to get that aspirin! “Hey,” he said and I was forced to look at him. My heart was pounding in my chest as the possibilities of what he would say to remind me about last night went through my head. His lips curled up in a smirk as he looked at me with that gaze that made me feel as though he could see through my skin. “Mm,” I muttered because I couldn’t get my brain to form any actual words. “I could only find two tablets so take them for now. I’ll get another pack from the pharmacy later,” Lucia said, appearing from inside, and gave her brother the tablets. She must have noticed my discomfort because she stared at me and furrowed her brows. “What’s going on?” “I was just introducing myself to her,” Daniel said and stretched his hand out toward me. I shook it. “I don’t believe we’ve met. I’m Daniel and you must be Camille, my sister’s roommate.” My mouth hung open in disbelief. Did he really not remember me? He was drunk and high as a bat last night, but would he look at me like that if he really didn’t remember what had happened? Maybe it was for the best. I’d rather act like last night never happened since he probably didn’t remember. I smiled. “It’s nice to meet you.”I drag my heavy body downstairs to the door, wondering who had to wake me up at this ungodly hour. It’s nine in the morning, but still… I’m out of breath by the time I unlock the door and from the expression on the young man’s face behind the door, I can tell I’d scared him. Who can blame me though? I feel like I’m dragging along over twenty pounds of weight with me with every step. The young man clears his throat and steps to the side. There’s a truck behind him, whose insignia is identical to the one on his shirt. A delivery company of some sort. “Good morning, ma’am,” he greets, suddenly remembering his manners. “We have a delivery for you.” He signals to the truck and three other guys come out of nowhere to deliver the contents of it. My sour look entirely disappears when I realize what’s going on. There are heaps and heaps of flowers; all the ones I like. I let them into the house, blushing all the way because even after five years of marriage, my husband still g
Camille: “Lucia,” Daniel’s mom cried out, jumping out of her seat to hug her daughter. “Cancel every other appointment we have. My daughter is here!” Lucia surprised me by hugging her back. She looked nervous, a small grateful smile on her face. She looked nothing like the Lucia who didn’t give a sh*t about her parents. Their dad remained seated, but he looked like he’d just seen a ghost. Daniel’s mom led her toward the sofa she’d just vacated, tears filling her eyes. Lucia mirrored her look. “My daughter,” Daniel’s dad called, his voice coming out like a croak. He was peering at her from above his glasses, as if he wanted to verify if she was real or if his poor eyesight was deceiving him. While they had their little reunion in front of me, talking over one another, apologizing, making promises and saying stuff that I were too personal and intimate, I couldn’t help but notice Daniel was silent. I found his gaze directed towards the door and I followed it only to
Camille. I felt like a deer caught in headlights. Like a child who’d been caught smoking a cigarette. “Hello, mother and father,” Daniel said so formally but casually, making no moves to stand up. Without thinking, I started to get up, not wanting to come off as disrespectful, but Daniel pinned me in place as if he had already suspected I would do that. “Good evening…” I started to say. Good evening what? Sir and ma? Lord and lady? Mother and father? Lady and gentleman? None of that sounded right. The man and woman kept studying us from that spot, making no moves to come any closer. Was this a test? Why wouldn’t they just take their seats already? This was already so awkward. They were both completely dressed, with the woman even on a full face of makeup. I wondered whether this meeting was just a stop before they went to wherever it was they had to go to. I silently hoped it was. Their faces were serious, no hint of a smile or welcome behind them. I felt so out of pla
Camille:My heart threatened to break out of my ribs with how incessantly it was beating. I simply held onto Daniel’s hand, reminding myself like a mantra that it really didn’t matter whether they liked me or not. He had so little value for their opinion and they were well aware of that. I had to silence the doubtful voice that imagined all of that ending up being a lie. The living room was empty when we stepped in, but instead of feeling relief, I felt mild irritation. Why wouldn’t they just show up already so I could get it over with. I sat down next to Daniel on the biggest sofa there, clinging onto him like a second skin. My ears, suddenly as sensitive as a dog’s picked up on every single sound that came out from the house, which wasn’t a lot. There was a bit of whispering, but as much as I piqued my ears to listen, it was unclear. It was gone just as quickly as it had appeared, making me wonder if I’d actually heard anything in the first place. A different middle-aged man who
Camille: “This…is your house?” I asked Daniel, clearly not believing what I was seeing. “As in, this is where you live.” He nodded, dismissing my surprise. He’d offhandedly told me he lived in this mansion and while I expressed my expected surprise, he seemed more bothered by whatever it was on his laptop. “Take her bags inside, and get her something to eat as well,” he ordered the uniformed maid who’d warmly welcomed me. “John,” he called the next man who was dressed in something that I could only assume was a kind of uniform as well. “Sir,” he answered dutifully. “Get the car set up. We’re going to see my parents in a few hours.” “Which one sir?” Daniel finally looked up from the stack of papers he’d been cross checking with his laptop and appeared to think for a moment. “The Bentley,” he said, as if he’d just told someone what he had for breakfast that morning. I cleared my throat and made sure my mouth was shut after gaping at him for several seconds. I
Camille: We were in the airport a few hours later and thankfully (albeit regrettably for Daniel), the entire first class cabin was fully booked so we had to fly business class and for some reason, there was minuscule difference between business class and economy here. I was surprised at first, but then it made sense that most people who could afford to go there on vacation had to be able to afford it. As we walked down the terminal toward the queue, I made a mental note of all the attractive women who were gawking at him. He didn’t seem to notice them though. His entire attention was on me as he told me a funny story of how he’d missed his first flight. His left hand was holding my carryon luggage while his other hand was draped around my waist as he spoke, so it was impossible for anyone staring at him to not see me. I looked at each one with a smug look, telling them what they needed to know with my eyes. ‘That’s right. You can look all you want but he’s mine.’ I was







