LOGINCamille
Before my last professor for the day was at the door, my books were already packed in my bag and I was on my feet, ready to go. When I made it out of class without someone calling me back, I heaved a sigh of relief. I had successfully escaped an awkward situation. Carla, my only other friend in this class wasn’t in school that day so I didn’t want to give anyone else the chance to talk to me after what had happened a few days earlier. From school, I went to the book store where I worked and greeted Miss Winston who was the owner and my boss. I had been working there since my first year in college and it was the best decision I had ever made. I only had to work for five hours everyday after school, and all I had to do was sit by the counter to receive payment from the very few people who ever patronized the old store. Miss Winston was nice, the pay was worth it, and the quiet solitude of the store gave me enough time to do my schoolwork and read whatever books I wanted in peace. It also helped that I clocked out at eight in the evening, so that on days like this when Lucia, my roommate was on ward duty at night at the hospital, I didn’t have to stay alone at home all evening. “It’s well past eight,” Miss Winston said, springing out of the blue and I jerked in shock, falling off the chair. “Aren’t you leaving?” I turned the novel I was reading upside down so that she wouldn’t see the embarrassing title and quickly climbed back into the chair. I cringed inside when I noticed her slight smile that showed me she had seen the erotica novel before I unsuccessfully hid it. I didn’t know why I was so embarrassed. She had seen me read worse books, and most of them were books she sold at the store anyway. “I am. I must have forgotten to check the time,” I said and started to gather my things together to leave. “Yes, you were distracted by that hunk,” she said and I blushed when I realized she was talking about the perfectly chiseled shirtless man on the cover of the book I had been reading, which I had somehow managed to place on the table, thinking I had turned it upside down. Shit. “He’s hot though,” she said with a wink. “Close up dear. See you tomorrow.” I heaved a sigh of relief after she left and started to lock up like she asked me to. On the way back to my apartment, I thought about calling Lucia, but decided against it. I didn’t want to distract her if she was busy. It was going to be really boring at home and it was still two more days before her brother would show up. I scoffed to myself. Judging from what she had told me about her brother, I doubted he would bring any form of entertainment into my life, not that I was looking forward to that. If anything, he was probably just going to be depressed throughout the month and Lucy would try to force me to cheer him up in some way. As I climbed the long stairs up to my apartment, I rolled my eyes when I heard loud music blasting out of one of the rooms upstairs. I smiled to myself. It had been so long since I ever went to a party and in a weird way, I missed it., even though my last party experience had ended with someone drugging my drink. Fortunately, I was saved by an angel from heaven, who ended up cheating on me just two months after we started dating. This was why I no longer liked parties. The unpleasant memories they brought. I furrowed my brows in confusion when I got to my door and saw neon lights shining through the creaks. The party was in my apartment? My confusion turned into fear. Did someone break into our house? But then who would break into someone’s house just to throw a party? Had Lucia quit her training to throw a party? That was impossible. Lucia, although she was the ‘black sheep’ of her perfect family, was too good to throw parties. But there was no other explanation. Should I call the cops? I rang the doorbell over and over, and the door eventually opened on the third ring. A tall man with a beer in his hand held the door open for me and smiled when he saw me. “How did you know we need more girls?” He asked excitedly and pulled me inside the house. “Make yourself at home. Hey, Reggie, girl!” He said the last part to some other guy while pointing at me. “What is going on here? Who are you guys?” I asked, but he obviously couldn’t hear me over the loud music. My heart pounded when he locked the door shut. Who the hell was he and what did he mean when he said he needed more girls? “Hey pretty, there’s space for one more,” someone said over the music and I turned, my eyes widening in surprise. There were several guys all over our living room, all drunk. Some were dancing and some were doing shots. The few girls in the room were busy with the guys, either kissing or dancing or dry humping. One of them looked like she was completely naked so I averted my eyes and stepped away. I felt a hand on my butt and jumped back, glancing up at the very muscular guy with tattoos all over his body, who wrapped his hand around my waist and leaned in for a kiss. I pushed him off and ran into the kitchen. “Fucking tease,” I heard him curse when I ran off. My heart was pounding as I clutched my phone in my hand and wondered what to do. The front door was locked and even if I called someone, they probably wouldn’t even hear me over the deafening music. “Hey,” I heard a deep voice say from the kitchen counter in front of me. The light in the kitchen was dim, but I could make out shadows when I squinted. The perfect figure in front of me almost made me forget everything else as it became clearer. It was a guy obviously. His sparkling eyes drew me in and the way his lips rose up in a smirk made me bite my lips. He was shirtless, just like every other guy I had passed by in the living room, but just staring at his chiseled abs made my legs go weak. The male models on my favorite erotica novel covers were nothing compared to him. “You’re beautiful,” he said in the sexiest British accent I had ever heard and I blushed. This was not the first time I had been called beautiful, but hearing it from someone that looked like him made my mouth go dry. “Come,” he said, and I swallowed as my legs started to move toward him on their own accord. “What are you doing here?” I asked, when I got closer because I didn’t know what else to say. I had no idea what was going on in my house or what this guy was doing shirtless in my dark kitchen, yet I was so eager for him to like me. “Having fun,” he said with a smile. “Would you like to join? You don’t look familiar. Have you ever snorted coke before?” His voice was so alluring. I had never found the British accent so hot until now. Even though he was drunk and his words slurred a bit, he still managed to make everything that came out of his lips sound sexy. Wait. Did he just say something about snorting coke? As in coca*ne? I froze. Wasn’t that illegal? And this gorgeous guy was casually asking me if I wanted to do it. How did he even get here in the first place? That was a reality check for me. I stepped back. “Who are you?” I asked more firmly this time. His eyes were dilated, like he wasn’t even hearing me and his lips were slightly parted. “F*ck,” he let out a sound from his throat and held onto the edges of the counter he was leaning on. I heard slurping noises but couldn’t figure out where it was coming from or why he was acting the way he was acting. Before I could ask what was going on, someone switched on the kitchen light and I gasped when I saw everything clearly. “What the f*ck Reggie!” A girl who I hadn’t noticed before yelled, standing up from where she had been kneeling in front of the British guy. My mouth hung open when I realized what she had been doing. That slurpy sound now made sense. “You’re needed outside,” Reggie, the guy who had turned on the light told the girl. She ran after him and I was left alone with the guy I had been drooling over moments ago, whose very thick and erect d*ck I couldn’t take my eyes away from.I drag my heavy body downstairs to the door, wondering who had to wake me up at this ungodly hour. It’s nine in the morning, but still… I’m out of breath by the time I unlock the door and from the expression on the young man’s face behind the door, I can tell I’d scared him. Who can blame me though? I feel like I’m dragging along over twenty pounds of weight with me with every step. The young man clears his throat and steps to the side. There’s a truck behind him, whose insignia is identical to the one on his shirt. A delivery company of some sort. “Good morning, ma’am,” he greets, suddenly remembering his manners. “We have a delivery for you.” He signals to the truck and three other guys come out of nowhere to deliver the contents of it. My sour look entirely disappears when I realize what’s going on. There are heaps and heaps of flowers; all the ones I like. I let them into the house, blushing all the way because even after five years of marriage, my husband still g
Camille: “Lucia,” Daniel’s mom cried out, jumping out of her seat to hug her daughter. “Cancel every other appointment we have. My daughter is here!” Lucia surprised me by hugging her back. She looked nervous, a small grateful smile on her face. She looked nothing like the Lucia who didn’t give a sh*t about her parents. Their dad remained seated, but he looked like he’d just seen a ghost. Daniel’s mom led her toward the sofa she’d just vacated, tears filling her eyes. Lucia mirrored her look. “My daughter,” Daniel’s dad called, his voice coming out like a croak. He was peering at her from above his glasses, as if he wanted to verify if she was real or if his poor eyesight was deceiving him. While they had their little reunion in front of me, talking over one another, apologizing, making promises and saying stuff that I were too personal and intimate, I couldn’t help but notice Daniel was silent. I found his gaze directed towards the door and I followed it only to
Camille. I felt like a deer caught in headlights. Like a child who’d been caught smoking a cigarette. “Hello, mother and father,” Daniel said so formally but casually, making no moves to stand up. Without thinking, I started to get up, not wanting to come off as disrespectful, but Daniel pinned me in place as if he had already suspected I would do that. “Good evening…” I started to say. Good evening what? Sir and ma? Lord and lady? Mother and father? Lady and gentleman? None of that sounded right. The man and woman kept studying us from that spot, making no moves to come any closer. Was this a test? Why wouldn’t they just take their seats already? This was already so awkward. They were both completely dressed, with the woman even on a full face of makeup. I wondered whether this meeting was just a stop before they went to wherever it was they had to go to. I silently hoped it was. Their faces were serious, no hint of a smile or welcome behind them. I felt so out of pla
Camille:My heart threatened to break out of my ribs with how incessantly it was beating. I simply held onto Daniel’s hand, reminding myself like a mantra that it really didn’t matter whether they liked me or not. He had so little value for their opinion and they were well aware of that. I had to silence the doubtful voice that imagined all of that ending up being a lie. The living room was empty when we stepped in, but instead of feeling relief, I felt mild irritation. Why wouldn’t they just show up already so I could get it over with. I sat down next to Daniel on the biggest sofa there, clinging onto him like a second skin. My ears, suddenly as sensitive as a dog’s picked up on every single sound that came out from the house, which wasn’t a lot. There was a bit of whispering, but as much as I piqued my ears to listen, it was unclear. It was gone just as quickly as it had appeared, making me wonder if I’d actually heard anything in the first place. A different middle-aged man who
Camille: “This…is your house?” I asked Daniel, clearly not believing what I was seeing. “As in, this is where you live.” He nodded, dismissing my surprise. He’d offhandedly told me he lived in this mansion and while I expressed my expected surprise, he seemed more bothered by whatever it was on his laptop. “Take her bags inside, and get her something to eat as well,” he ordered the uniformed maid who’d warmly welcomed me. “John,” he called the next man who was dressed in something that I could only assume was a kind of uniform as well. “Sir,” he answered dutifully. “Get the car set up. We’re going to see my parents in a few hours.” “Which one sir?” Daniel finally looked up from the stack of papers he’d been cross checking with his laptop and appeared to think for a moment. “The Bentley,” he said, as if he’d just told someone what he had for breakfast that morning. I cleared my throat and made sure my mouth was shut after gaping at him for several seconds. I
Camille: We were in the airport a few hours later and thankfully (albeit regrettably for Daniel), the entire first class cabin was fully booked so we had to fly business class and for some reason, there was minuscule difference between business class and economy here. I was surprised at first, but then it made sense that most people who could afford to go there on vacation had to be able to afford it. As we walked down the terminal toward the queue, I made a mental note of all the attractive women who were gawking at him. He didn’t seem to notice them though. His entire attention was on me as he told me a funny story of how he’d missed his first flight. His left hand was holding my carryon luggage while his other hand was draped around my waist as he spoke, so it was impossible for anyone staring at him to not see me. I looked at each one with a smug look, telling them what they needed to know with my eyes. ‘That’s right. You can look all you want but he’s mine.’ I was







