Camille
Before my last professor for the day was at the door, my books were already packed in my bag and I was on my feet, ready to go. When I made it out of class without someone calling me back, I heaved a sigh of relief. I had successfully escaped an awkward situation. Carla, my only other friend in this class wasn’t in school that day so I didn’t want to give anyone else the chance to talk to me after what had happened a few days earlier. From school, I went to the book store where I worked and greeted Miss Winston who was the owner and my boss. I had been working there since my first year in college and it was the best decision I had ever made. I only had to work for five hours everyday after school, and all I had to do was sit by the counter to receive payment from the very few people who ever patronized the old store. Miss Winston was nice, the pay was worth it, and the quiet solitude of the store gave me enough time to do my schoolwork and read whatever books I wanted in peace. It also helped that I clocked out at eight in the evening, so that on days like this when Lucia, my roommate was on ward duty at night at the hospital, I didn’t have to stay alone at home all evening. “It’s well past eight,” Miss Winston said, springing out of the blue and I jerked in shock, falling off the chair. “Aren’t you leaving?” I turned the novel I was reading upside down so that she wouldn’t see the embarrassing title and quickly climbed back into the chair. I cringed inside when I noticed her slight smile that showed me she had seen the erotica novel before I unsuccessfully hid it. I didn’t know why I was so embarrassed. She had seen me read worse books, and most of them were books she sold at the store anyway. “I am. I must have forgotten to check the time,” I said and started to gather my things together to leave. “Yes, you were distracted by that hunk,” she said and I blushed when I realized she was talking about the perfectly chiseled shirtless man on the cover of the book I had been reading, which I had somehow managed to place on the table, thinking I had turned it upside down. Shit. “He’s hot though,” she said with a wink. “Close up dear. See you tomorrow.” I heaved a sigh of relief after she left and started to lock up like she asked me to. On the way back to my apartment, I thought about calling Lucia, but decided against it. I didn’t want to distract her if she was busy. It was going to be really boring at home and it was still two more days before her brother would show up. I scoffed to myself. Judging from what she had told me about her brother, I doubted he would bring any form of entertainment into my life, not that I was looking forward to that. If anything, he was probably just going to be depressed throughout the month and Lucy would try to force me to cheer him up in some way. As I climbed the long stairs up to my apartment, I rolled my eyes when I heard loud music blasting out of one of the rooms upstairs. I smiled to myself. It had been so long since I ever went to a party and in a weird way, I missed it., even though my last party experience had ended with someone drugging my drink. Fortunately, I was saved by an angel from heaven, who ended up cheating on me just two months after we started dating. This was why I no longer liked parties. The unpleasant memories they brought. I furrowed my brows in confusion when I got to my door and saw neon lights shining through the creaks. The party was in my apartment? My confusion turned into fear. Did someone break into our house? But then who would break into someone’s house just to throw a party? Had Lucia quit her training to throw a party? That was impossible. Lucia, although she was the ‘black sheep’ of her perfect family, was too good to throw parties. But there was no other explanation. Should I call the cops? I rang the doorbell over and over, and the door eventually opened on the third ring. A tall man with a beer in his hand held the door open for me and smiled when he saw me. “How did you know we need more girls?” He asked excitedly and pulled me inside the house. “Make yourself at home. Hey, Reggie, girl!” He said the last part to some other guy while pointing at me. “What is going on here? Who are you guys?” I asked, but he obviously couldn’t hear me over the loud music. My heart pounded when he locked the door shut. Who the hell was he and what did he mean when he said he needed more girls? “Hey pretty, there’s space for one more,” someone said over the music and I turned, my eyes widening in surprise. There were several guys all over our living room, all drunk. Some were dancing and some were doing shots. The few girls in the room were busy with the guys, either kissing or dancing or dry humping. One of them looked like she was completely naked so I averted my eyes and stepped away. I felt a hand on my butt and jumped back, glancing up at the very muscular guy with tattoos all over his body, who wrapped his hand around my waist and leaned in for a kiss. I pushed him off and ran into the kitchen. “Fucking tease,” I heard him curse when I ran off. My heart was pounding as I clutched my phone in my hand and wondered what to do. The front door was locked and even if I called someone, they probably wouldn’t even hear me over the deafening music. “Hey,” I heard a deep voice say from the kitchen counter in front of me. The light in the kitchen was dim, but I could make out shadows when I squinted. The perfect figure in front of me almost made me forget everything else as it became clearer. It was a guy obviously. His sparkling eyes drew me in and the way his lips rose up in a smirk made me bite my lips. He was shirtless, just like every other guy I had passed by in the living room, but just staring at his chiseled abs made my legs go weak. The male models on my favorite erotica novel covers were nothing compared to him. “You’re beautiful,” he said in the sexiest British accent I had ever heard and I blushed. This was not the first time I had been called beautiful, but hearing it from someone that looked like him made my mouth go dry. “Come,” he said, and I swallowed as my legs started to move toward him on their own accord. “What are you doing here?” I asked, when I got closer because I didn’t know what else to say. I had no idea what was going on in my house or what this guy was doing shirtless in my dark kitchen, yet I was so eager for him to like me. “Having fun,” he said with a smile. “Would you like to join? You don’t look familiar. Have you ever snorted coke before?” His voice was so alluring. I had never found the British accent so hot until now. Even though he was drunk and his words slurred a bit, he still managed to make everything that came out of his lips sound sexy. Wait. Did he just say something about snorting coke? As in coca*ne? I froze. Wasn’t that illegal? And this gorgeous guy was casually asking me if I wanted to do it. How did he even get here in the first place? That was a reality check for me. I stepped back. “Who are you?” I asked more firmly this time. His eyes were dilated, like he wasn’t even hearing me and his lips were slightly parted. “F*ck,” he let out a sound from his throat and held onto the edges of the counter he was leaning on. I heard slurping noises but couldn’t figure out where it was coming from or why he was acting the way he was acting. Before I could ask what was going on, someone switched on the kitchen light and I gasped when I saw everything clearly. “What the f*ck Reggie!” A girl who I hadn’t noticed before yelled, standing up from where she had been kneeling in front of the British guy. My mouth hung open when I realized what she had been doing. That slurpy sound now made sense. “You’re needed outside,” Reggie, the guy who had turned on the light told the girl. She ran after him and I was left alone with the guy I had been drooling over moments ago, whose very thick and erect d*ck I couldn’t take my eyes away from.Camille: “Hey,” I said when I saw Lucia behind the door. She had a deep frown on her face and wouldn’t look at me, as if the very idea of seeing my face would send her over the edge. “My mom is here,” I said curtly. I moved away when she didn’t respond. I wished we hadn’t had that big fight just before my mom came around. I wished Lucia still had ward duty. I wished she would just suck it up and act cool knowing my mom was here. I wasn’t ready to answer my mom’s questions when she got curious. Daniel gave me a questioning look as I returned to the dining room. He rubbed my hand when I sat down beside him, assuring me that everything was okay. I wished I could believe him and stop fidgeting. My actions were only going to make my mom suspicious. Lucia came in about a minute later. The smile, or rather the grimace on her face made her seem like she had been punched and forced to smile through the pain. There was an awkward silence when she walked to the dining room and s
Camille: Hearing him say that wasn’t sweet. It was… quite sad. I admitted I had been selfish in the past because I never saw things from his point of view. It had always been about my feelings; me being disgusted with myself and angry at him for tricking me into sleeping with him. There was always an argument, with me storming off afterwards. Before now, I hadn’t tried to imagine how all of that made him feel. How could the man who was supposed to be my boyfriend be thanking me for not bashing him and regretting my actions after sleeping with him? That was such a low bar. “Hey, hey,” he said when he noticed my face had fallen. He placed his both hands on my shoulders and peered into them with worry. “I didn’t say that to make you feel bad. You had every right to react the way you did in the past, babe. I’m just happy you trust me now.” “Ok,” I said into his chest with a muffled voice. “Cami…,” I jumped when I heard my mother call my name. Her voice sounded so c
Camille: I swallowed and shut my eyes involuntarily. It was crazy how easily he turned me on. Daniel’s eyes went a step further from caressing the length of hands, to my shoulders and neck, then down to my chest. This time, his fingers tapped lightly, feathery on my skin. It almost felt like a spa session. From my chest, his hand slid down till it was navel level. He hesitated there, as though asking permission. I knew consent was really important, but sometimes I wondered why he bothered. My body always wanted him. I bucked my butt backward, hitting him. He had to know that was a yes. He cupped my butt with his free hand, taking me by surprise because I didn’t even realize his other hand had been there. I gasped and reflexively jerked forward, but his uncertain hand held me taut against him. “Easy there, girlfriend,” he whispered in my ear. His deep sultry voice sent a ripple down my body. Like that wasn’t enough, he lightly bit my earlobe before spreading kis
Camille: I frowned and shook my head, deciding not to let such uneventful thoughts consume me. When we got to that bridge, we’d cross it. I decided to go grocery shopping just so I could get some foodstuffs to prepare my mom a fresh meal. I was sure she’d missed my cooking. Before long, we were home and with the way my mom was smiling even when she was on her own, I suspected she was already planning our wedding in her head. It was a funny sight, but I didn’t say anything to mock or interrupt her. I enjoyed seeing my mom happy. The door was locked when we got to the apartment. My heart sank when I realized Lucia had simply left because she knew my mom was coming. I couldn’t blame her. Not everyone could keep up appearances. But it hurt nonetheless. At least on the bright side, I wouldn’t have to walk on eggshells on my mom’s first day here. Nothing flew past her, and I wasn’t ready to answer uncomfortable questions yet. Daniel took my mom’s luggage into his room that h
Camille: I never knew I would break down when I saw my mom. Hugging her made me realize just how much I’d missed her. I felt bad for not having made an effort in the past to see her sooner. “Cami,” she said after our hug, holding me at arms length and appraising me with a huge smile on her face. “You look good.” I chuckled, feeling giddy all of a sudden. I couldn’t believe my mother was here in the flesh. “You too, mom. I’ve missed you so much,” I squealed as I hugged her again. “How’s dad?” “The restaurant is driving him insane but he won’t step back. I’m sure if he were to choose he’ll take that place over me,” she said, rolling her eyes. “Oh mom, be serious,” I laughed. I knew how much my father valued and loved the restaurant he had built from scratch. Most of my life had been shaped from it. When I was newly adopted, learning to cook with him was one of the only things that made me relax enough to even talk to anyone. Maybe that was why I enjoyed cooking so much even no
Camille: I had won, so why did I have such a heavy, uncomfortable feeling in the pit of my stomach? After Lucia left, I remained standing next to a silent Daniel, my eyes still glued to the door and my mind replaying her last words over and over again. His hand that was clasped around mine now felt too clammy and cold for some reason. I had won, yet I felt a hovering shame over me. Right then, I wished Daniel would start to chuckle and maybe tell me how he was sure his sister had lost it. I wished he would say something that would assuage this damning feeling I felt within me. It was soaking up all the courage I had and I didn’t like that one bit. “What was she talking about?” I asked Daniel as I stylishly pulled my hand away from his. He didn’t let me pull back my hand. “Cam, look at me…” he started to say, using his other hand to push my chin away from the door and toward him. I shook my head. If he had something concrete to say, it didn’t matter if I was loo