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CHAPTER 63: Have you
CHAPTER 63
After I saw Farris with Lauren on my graduation, that's when I realized how pathetic I am. A realization hit me that Farris maybe did loved me like what he is claiming but I can't beat Lauren from his heart. It will always be the case for us and as for me...I can't do anything but to accept everything. I can't blame Lauren, she suffered a lot and all the things that happens wasn't her fault. Maybe it was all my fault. I fell for Farris without even shielding my heart for the possible heartaches I would possibly encounter.
So this is my punishment for myself. To cry and just forget everything like nothing happened even though my heart still longs for him. Every night I always think of him. And every blank state of my mind his face is always interfering.
I looked at myself in the mirror. I am wearing my tube top dress. It emphasizes the curve of my body. Lauren's body is very curvy and sexy. Her skin is like a color of porcelain. Her face is like an ang
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