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2024-10-29 19:42:56"I'll kill anyone who asks again. I don't care who." Ed muttered lazily.
Ed felt he had given a simple order: no one was allowed to enter the burial area except those who were already permitted. However, there were still foolish individuals attempting to request entry.
Ed didn't understand why so many people wanted to make him angry when he was trying to stay sane. Ed couldn't even remember how he got through the day. His brain seemed unable to store memories properly.
"I already gave them a chance at the chapel earlier, and that was enough. If they want to say goodbye, pray, or whatever, then that's enough." Ed would not change his mind even if someone begged. Lori was the only person allowed to accompany him to the graveyard besides his family. There was just a single individual, and that quantity was already overwhelming.
"I understand, Don Rosas." Otiz nodded, then turned and ran out.
Ed leaned back, closed his eyes, and pressed his throbbing t
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