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Chapter 94 - Would It Really Be Okay?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Hi, mom. So sorry, did we interrupt lunch?” I kissed Rai’s mom’s cheeks as we arrived.
“It’s okay, dear. Leah is taking a nap at the moment. We have prepared lunch for you and Damian.” She kissed my cheeks back.
“Damian, please put little Rai’s things in our bedroom. And do join us after.” They exchanged kisses.
“Mommy!” Little Rai ran to me when he saw us approaching.
I hugged him so hard that he wriggled away from me.
“I’ve missed you, honey. How have you been? Have you been a good boy to grandma and grandpa?” I looked at him and kissed his forehead. I’ve missed my little boy so much.
“I miss you too, Mommy. I’ve been good. You can ask grandma and grandpa.” He smiled boyishly at me.
“Let’s eat and tell Mommy what you’ve been doing with grandma and grandpa.” I led him back to the dining table, kissing Rai’s dad’s cheeks as
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