XAVIER’S P.O.VI ran my hands down her body feeling the heat from her bare skin warm up my cold fingertips. As I held her small structure my eyes stayed on hers. Her eyes were much brighter than usual. They were burning with pleasure and lust.My lips joined with hers and the wetness, heat, and warmth only made me hungry for more of her. She moaned in my mouth and it was like a switch to my ears. I pulled away slowly from her lips slightly biting her lip. My hand proceeded to caress the hair down her back tangling my fingers in it as my lips trailed kisses down her neck. Her skin was so soft and her scent was only driving me crazy.Fuck, I can’t be rough on her, it’s her first time. I must be gentle. She let out small moans with every kiss I lay all the way down to her collarbone. “Xavier.” she moaned my name only making me grow even more between my legs. I pulled away and started laying kisses around her face before a spoke. “Now now Sierra, you wouldn’t want me breaking you. Watch
He then jumped all the way up to the outer side of the glass and looked me straight in the eye with his malicious smile. This man was the definition of a demon. If you thought Xander was bad, meet Alister.He was dressed in a black suit with a lot of silver jewelry on his torso, neck, and chest, and a tonne of rings on both hands. He had vibrant green eyes and jet-black hair. His skin was as pale as ever, his lips, a prominent red color. His general physic was a skinny build. He was an absolute maniac.“Hi there Alpha.” he waved and smiled trying to lean to the side to get a glimpse of Sierra but I made sure her whole structure was behind me.“What do you want you bastard?” I asked and he wore a fake hurt face. “Why are you cursing at me when I was being polite? I just came here on my little cousin’s orders. Apparently, you’re hiding something from us.” his face turned cold as he finished the statement. I know he was referring to Sierra.“This is none of your business, you bipolar bas
I was standing at the beach. The weather was so sunny, not a cloud in the sky. The water was so beautiful and blue that it made my white dress stand out. It was cold as it touched the bare skin of my feet.The waves kept hitting and hitting my feet as if taunting me to follow them in the endless ocean. I was strongly tempted. I looked behind me and there was nothing but endless sand.With one step, my feet got buried in the water. A few bubbles were let out of the sand underneath. It got warm, I think since my skin got used to its caress. With every step, more and more of my feet got buried. The water was so welcoming, so clear that I trusted it. I felt slight fear as I walked deeper and deeper, the water still maintaining its clarity but coming higher and higher up on my body.It had reached my knees and I didn’t know what to do. Should I keep going? A strange feeling had me thinking that deep in the middle of this endless sea of water, lies answers to the questions I have.To begin
Suddenly someone dressed in a medic uniform came in. “Alpha Xavier, the luna is asking for you to see her in the next 30 minutes,” she said and Xavier nodded once and dismissed her. “It’s true that you’re the Alpha?” I said as my expression dropped. He looked at me and then to the ground trying to contemplate an answer that is not yes. “I am,” he said and sighed. “So, why didn’t you tell me?” I asked calmly as I fiddled with my shaky hands. “Sierra, would you allow me to get closer to you if I had told you that I am an alpha? Would you have considered me at all?” he said looking to the floor with sadness in his every word. “N-no,” I said and he nodded. “Did you only want me as a mate because of your pack?” I asked with my heart beating fast. I wanted to hear the answer but at the same time, I didn’t. “At first, y-yes but as I kept going I wanted you for myself and still do,” he said with hesitation at the first phrase. “I’m sorry,” he said as he squeezed my hands in his. I still c
SIERRA’ P.O.V “Then I will,” he said with a plain face and I looked at him surprised. Never in hundred years did I ever think I would hear him say something like this. “Sierra, you’ve made my life…a living hell,” he said as he ran his hand down his face. He looked so cold. His aura was bone-chilling. This is not Xavier, is it? Did he change this much? This is not the guy who would pop out of nowhere and tell me how much he loves me or the guy who would always want to know where I am, the guy who tried so hard to make me smile, the guy who loved me despite me being insecure, the guy who would hold my hand even when I didn’t ask, the guy who would put my need before his and the guy who…claimed to be in love with me for eternity. I couldn’t get a word out of my lips, I was suffocating and choking on my own misery. “Xavier, is this you?” I asked just trying to make sure. “Who else would it be?” he answered coldly. Just yesterday, he was happy to see me when I woke up but now, he’s say
My alarm went off and Courtney came into my room. Not her usual bursting into my room, just entering peacefully. Courtney has matured a lot over the past year, I almost can’t recognize her. Her hair got less curly, her eyes brighter and her structure taller.I’m only glad that she’s doing better than I am.“Sierra, you have the doctor coming over today so get up,” she said and came to sit on my bed. She looked like she was hesitant to talk. She wanted to say something important.“A-Aaron told me that you and Xavier broke up but he told me that I should not talk about it, is it true?” she said and by the time she said his name my head was spinning. I couldn’t get a word out of my lips.The silence filled the air and became awkward so she went out. We were back in our apartment. Aaron was staying here as well to help me out with basic housework. I sat on my bed and got ready for the hard part, getting my ass on the wheelchair.I took in a deep breath and stood on my shakey legs before t
It’s been three months now. A lot has already changed. I haven’t heard anything from Xavier and that’s okay…I think. Aaron has been helping me a lot. I finally got a grip on how to use my hands so I graduated to using a four-legged walker and gave away the wheelchair.My scars are slowly fading off since most of them were from the inside and the ones that showed on the skin were not too deep. I cook sometimes when I plead with Aaron. I still haven’t managed to speak a word. I always get an uncomfortable feeling whenever I want to say something. On the other hand, Dominic has been a great help. He has encouraged me even on days when I thought it was all pointless.The therapy has been good, I can now smile or show facial expressions. I realized that if I let myself o, how do I expect Courtney to be? I can’t show Courtney that if someone leaves you, your life is broken. I have to show her that she doesn’t need someone to be a strong girl.I love Courtney way more than she may know, she
XAVIER’S P.O.VI looked out the window at the endless green. The sun poured on the forest and the clouds parted and clashed in the sky. Everything seemed to be in perfect order. Why is it like this? Why am I so dissatisfied with the way my life is right now?This is how it is. This is how it has always been. No, this is how it was before Sierra. I pressed my fingertips on the glass separating me from the outside world. How is she? I can’t check up on her no matter how strong the urge is.I’ll just end up ruining her peace. Out of everything that’s happened, I only pray and hope that she’s doing better than I am. I hope she can walk again and put on that beautiful smile that I have seen very few times.The last thing I need is to see her eye to eye, instead, that’s exactly what I want but wants and needs are two different things. Wants are just for satisfaction, needs are for survival.I miss her. Mark said and I sighed. I picked out a cigarette pack from my back pocket. I lit it and
“Okay, try letting her take over,” Xavier said as he stood in front of me.“But how do I do that?” I said anxiously and he sighed then knelt on the grass in front of me.He held both of my hands in his and looked me in the eye.“Calm down first and talk to her. Ask her.” He said and I closed my eyes as I took deep breaths.“Domino, would you please transform me?”“Take off your clothes first, I don’t wanna rip em and have you move around butt naked.”I snapped my eyes open and looked at Xavier with pink hints on my cheeks.“She said I have to strip, first,” I murmured and he raised his eyebrows.“Right, I’ll leave you to it then. Do you want me to transform too?” he asked as he stood up and dusted off his knees. “Yeah, I’d like that,” I said and he nodded and walked into the forest.I stripped and felt my bones break and rebuild themselves. When I opened my eyes, I was on four feet. I looked at the ground and pranced around.“Aruuuuu.” Domino howled. She was now mostly in control. I l
“Xavier…”His lips crushed into mine and I couldn’t help but respond. My arms rested on his shoulder and the other on his cheek as our lips danced together. I felt my body get a burst of energy and hunger growing inside me.He pulled me closer and lifted me to sit on his lap. We continued kissing and his hands held the small of my back and played with the hem of my shirt until they were on my skin. Wherever he touched felt like kisses of pleasure, flames of fire that I wanted to devour me.I pulled away and looked into his eyes. He wanted to kiss me again but I felt guilty for doing this.“Sorry.” He said as he placed his hand over his mouth and looked to the side then let out a sigh. His hand that was on my waist let go and rested on his thigh.“I messed up.” He said and I combed his hair back using my fingers which made him look at me with a slight shock on his face.“I love you too, Xavier,” I said and smiled softly. I felt like I needed to do this. I needed to tell him this for qu
I was currently at home in the living room scrolling through the tv for random channels. The thing is that I barely watch tv and when I do, I get tired of it very fast. Maybe I just haven’t found a show to like. Courtney and her mom are currently reading a book together which is adorable. Dad is taking a nap in his room. It’s 3 pm and everyone has something to do except for me. I woke up early today, finished a significant portion of my course work and got tired of it. To knock me out of my train of pointless thoughts, I heard a knock on the door. I immediately stood up and got a bit shocked when I saw those bright blue eyes behind the door. I didn’t know what to say. I walked outside into the hallway and closed the door behind me “Greet bitch.” My wolf said. “Good afternoon.” I kept my eyes on his, not like I had the energy to look away. My body was using all my energy to keep me on my feet right now. “Good afternoon,” he replied and I cleared my throat and looked away from h
Xavier’s P.O.V“OK, EVERYONE, GET IN POSITION. NEWBIES, TO THE LEFT.” The coach announced and blew a whistle with a ball tucked under his armpit as he pointed to the side of the court. I followed the instructions along with everyone who came in for tryouts. I’ve been practicing basketball for a while now along with Walter and a few other pack officials with little experience in the sport.I could say, it wasn’t my expertise or majorly- I had an unfair advantage here compared to the other men. I was faster, stronger, and far more agile so even if I don’t put in much effort, I can do significantly well.The coach was calling one by to showcase what they could do against the captain of the team.He was tall, looked like he had enough sense to be considered top-tier, and seemed faster and more agile than the average human. The goal set to qualify the newbies for the sport was simply to last 2 minutes on the court without letting the ball get bounced off them.I watched from the bleachers
-Anonymous For 24 years I have been waiting to be out of the cages of duty and back in the courts of my pack. Luckily, I found a brain wave from a female werewolf. She seemed to know something about Xavier since her scent had a tinge of his scent. She was dreaming and I see no other way it was time to apply my power to enter dreams and read minds. I entered her dream and it looked like nothing less than depression and anxiety, the scent gave it away as well. It was black everywhere not even a single speck of light except the one over her. I walked to her and she seemed to already notice my presence. She was in tears, this looks exactly like heartbreak at its worst. Did Xavier reject her? "Young girl, do you know where my son is?" I asked her and she glanced at me and shook her head meaning no. I let out a small grunt in disapproval. "I was almost certain that you were his mate," I said that while squatting in front of her studying me in her current sitting position on the floor a
CHAPTER 63“Wow, you mean all that happened over the weekend?” Penny said with an exasperated look after I told her about the kidnap and all that stuff.“Yap.”She nodded slowly as she looked into the distance then turned back to me with curiosity in her eyes.“I mean, are you happy, surprised, confused, or angry?”“I could say I’m happy but I feel like it happened so suddenly so I’m still trying to digest the situation.”She nodded again. I could sense that she wanted to ask for something but she was shy. I could also guess that what she wanted was for me to spill some tea about Dom.
There was a silhouette of someone who seemed to be in armor standing still. We couldn’t see his face or any detail, we could only see the light surrounding him exposing the silver of his armor. We all stopped in our tracks uncertain of what to do next. He seemed to be observing all of us. He was scentless. There wasn’t much I was getting from him. Suddenly my dad stood upright and his eyes opened wide in shock. “RUN! EVERYBODY RUN!” he shouted and my mom was grabbing my hand to go find safety as my dad stayed in a fighting stance. Xavier and Xander didn’t retreat either. “WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?” Xavier shouted and my dad swallowed deeply. I could smell the anger morph into a pure rage in his scent. “Mom, who is that?” “Shhh,” she silenced me by covering my mouth and I could smell the fear in her voice. She must know this person or thing and she must be afraid of it for a grave reason. I decided to sit still. Xavier The man in armor lunged at us as he drew a long sword out of its
SierraDad lunged at Xander with a fist and he dodged it but dad moved his fist downward and punched him in the face. From then on, I didn’t see much, it was like a blur.“Dad, stop!”I screamed but they didn’t hear me. I wanted to pull them apart but my mom held me. “No, stop! Dad, that’s my mate!” I screamed and my dad stopped. His eyes looked deep into mine with emotions I couldn’t read, his hand fisted around Xander's neck and blood down his nose. Xander’s fist landed on his jaw and he glared at him then knocked the daylights out of him.I rushed to his side and frantically tapped him trying to make sure he wasn’t dead. I checked his pulse and he was still alive. I sighed in relief and glared at dad. He shrugged with a guil
We sat down and my parents first gave each other a look and nodded before mom decided to talk. "You see Sierra, we had something urgent to do. We are what you may call werewolves too that's why it looks like we haven't aged a day and we are rogues." she first paused and I nodded.“I see but then…why didn’t you tell me? And what does that have to do with your plane crush and your gravestone, your dead bodies..." I said with a bit of anger in my voice and dad spoke. "Sierra, let’s explain this as simply as possible," he said in a calming tone and I looked to the floor and then back up to them holding myself down.“A long time ago, your mother and I, were King and Queen of a pack.”“About how long ago?” I asked as I swallowed the saliva in my throat.