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2024-10-29 19:42:56Jude’s POV
“Alpha Jude please!”
I bring my palm down on her sweet seducing ass as I spank her again viciously.
She yelps, her pain mixing with her pleasure as I plunger harder behind her.
She was cuffed to the headboard of my bed, sweaty and begging for release, but I was no where near done with her.
Her being the girl whose name was Caroline, one of the girls who I call upon to meet my hungry, horny needs at night.
She knew my rules during sex.
No overnight staying.
No heart warming love confessions or flirtation of any kind.
No disobedience during our fucking.
No touching.
That was the most important rule.
Still, I always take my precaution and just cuff her to my bed.
Other rules include enjoying a little bit of pain during our fucking.
Put an underline on the word enjoying.
And put another one on the word pain.
I’m not a sexual abuser. I don’t enjoy causing pain to women who don’t want it. It has to be consensual. And the pain cannot cause bleeding or long lasting damage.
I spank her other cheek loudly as she begs again.
“Don’t come yet Caroline. I’m not done with you” I order her deviously.
“Please alpha I can’t control myself any longer” she moans, her voice filled with a searing pleasure.
I grab one of her nipples and tug hard on it while my other hand continues to spank her delicious ass.
Seriously Caroline how do you make that ass so damn inviting?
It just screams at me to turn it a deep red color.
I groan as the sound of her orgasm brings me into the edge and I violently convulse inside her.
After we recover, still in the same position, I grab her hair and tug at it so her head lifts up as I whisper in her ear playfully “Breaking my command Caroline… that was a grave mistake you just made here that is call for punishment”
Spank!
“If I”
Spank!
“Say don’t”
Spank!
“Fucking come yet,.. ”
I lean down and grab her hair again as I whisper near her, my dick getting hard again at the sound of her moaning “You will fucking obey me, ok?“
“Yes alpha, your wish is my command. I deserve your punishment for defying you” she whimpers.
She immediately catches on to my foreplay and rolls along.
“Good girl, now.. What shall your punishment be?” I speak strictly.
“Kill me now” my wolf Elijah begs in my head trying to imitate Caroline’s moaning voice.
He carries on sarcastically in the same tone “Please! Can somebody hear me? I’m trapped in here, forced to watch this cheap ass version of having sex, someone get me out of here please! Before I gag my eyes out”
“Shut up Elijah” I huff at him as I continue to spank the living hell out of Caroline’s ass while slapping her sensitive area lightly at the same time.
He does not approve of this version of fucking, and always has to make his opinion well known.
I try to mess with him as I say “How about I give you a turn to spank her? Believe me it will rub off on you if you try it yourself”
He makes a gagging sound in my head and says “The only thing that I want to rub off is this sick memory you are forever itching into me”
“God, you’re such a buzz kill Elijah, come on live a little, get off that high horse of yours and unleash your inner animal on her a little, she will enjoy it”
“I’m saving myself” he said determinedly.
I snort inwardly.
“Mock me all you want asshole, you just wait until I lay my eyes on my mate, you’ll see then what it’s actually like to have sex like a fucking animal” he promised.
I burst out laughing loudly.
Caroline ignores my sudden laugh as she continues to beg me for another release while I continue my sweet torture on her clit with my finger.
It wasn’t to pleasure her specifically, because frankly I only cared about my own pleasure; not that she wasn’t getting any in the process, but her continued screams of ecstasy where building me up higher.
I continue my conversation with Elijah trying to break though his stubborn resolve “You won’t get that chance Elijah. You know my intentions when I lay eyes on that mate of yours, you won’t have time to do anything because I will kill her on sight. So you better get on board here with Caroline and let off some of that built up tension you keep making me feel all the time. Seriously, it’s driving me insane”
He growls so intensely at my words it comes out of my own mouth involuntarily.
Ok, touchy subject for Elijah, maybe not the best choice of words to say to him.
He screams inside my head in a warning manner “I will not let you hurt OUR mate Jude, do you hear me? YOU better get on board and protect her from that damn prophecy or I swear I will leave you here to rot and kill myself. I don’t fucking care that you’re the alpha of a huge pack, I will show you what it will be like to be a wolfless alpha. Good luck with surviving without me….fucker”
Shit, I royally pissed him off. It was the first time he threatens me by killing himself if I kill her. Although we talked about this a lot over the years. I’ve made my decision so clear to him and he didn’t hide his intention to let me know that he will do everything to protect her from anyone who poses a threat to her; especially from me, but he never said anything about leaving me before.
I couldn’t deny it, he had me worried for a second I even stopped spanking Caroline and just focused on fucking her brains out. Letting all my frustration from him out on my sexual drive inside her, while she lets out a series of howling pleasuring moans.
Joy killer. He killed my mood with his threat.
I remove myself from Caroline, discard the condom, uncuff her from my bed, and order her curtly without bothering to look at her “Get out”.
I head to the bathroom and take a long steamy shower to clear my head from my wolf’s ultimatum that he just slammed in my face.
Elijah goes quiet in my head, satisfied as he felt my anxiousness to his promise.
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Davina’s POVThankfully, Robert didn’t say another word and stayed quiet as his tears rolled down his face with heart breaking agony for me.I turned to my aunt, extended my hand to her, and said sweetly “Shall I show you inside my pack house aunt Lucy? I’m dying to show you the grimoires I have in my room. There is a certain spell book that you will particularly love to read. It has so many dark spells that I’m dying to try with you by my side. We are going to rule the werewolf world and enslave them all like they did to you”She laughed a long evil laugh as she held my extended hand and we started walking together inside the gate.The second she entered through the shield, I cast a freezing spell on her.I let go of her frozen grip and stood in front of her with my arms crossed in front of me in mock triumph.“What the…?!” she gasped in confusion.“What’s wrong aunt Lucy? Can’t move anymore?” I asked in fake innocence.She gaped at me with her mouth open in disbelief.I widened my e
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Davina’s POV I look at the remaining two alphas with coldness that made them shiver and tremble in place. They looked at each other and at the same time, knelt down on their knees in front of me. “You think this will get you off the hook? How about you start begging, and I might consider it” I said tauntingly. Their fighters were staring at them in complete shock and astonishment. An alpha never kneels to anyone, even if his life depended on it. Apparently, they valued their lives much more than their own self respect and dignity. Let’s see how far they can go to save their own fleshes. They were staring at me with huge wide eyes, wondering if I was being serious or not. I decided to let them know exactly how serious I am. To be honest, I was biding my time. I was trying to find the best way to kill Lucy. I was a hundred percent sure that she couldn’t be attacked, just like me. She must have taken her precautions and cast a shield around herself, nothing can go through that. “I
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Davina’s POVI thought I felt all the loss I could ever feel when I watched my mom die right in front of my eyes. I thought that nothing could ever measure up to that painful loss ever again.But I was so wrong.So very wrong.Imagine the pain I felt when she died and multiply that amount with infinity, and you wouldn’t even get close to how I felt the moment I saw Jude’s neck snap and his lifeless body hit the ground with a thud. The moment I felt the mate bond sever forever.The pain….. The pain was… indescribable. There weren’t even enough words in all the languages of the world combined to convey it properly and do it any justice.Five seconds of complete silence filled the entire place. Everyone was frozen in time. Shocked to even breath or blink.And then it happened. I felt it for the first time.The darkness. Calling me. Claiming me. Controlling me.And what did I do? I let it.My light was gone with Jude’s loss, with his… death, and someone needs to pay for it. Not someone, e
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Jude’s POV As the guns went off, not a single person from my pack nor the people standing next to me flinched by an inch. We all stood unmoving and unafraid. The bullets hit the invisible wall just as expected without making any sound, then fell down to the ground right where they collided with the wall. A triumphant smug smile claimed my lips in satisfaction as I saw all the blood drain from every single face. Dominic was the first to recover as he yelled “Warlocks attack!” “Nothing can go through a barrier circle spell, not even magic” one of the warlocks among the crowd said and I could detect a hint of admiration and respect in her voice. Dominic growled in fury as his eyes never left mine. He was speechless, unable to find a solution to beat me now. “Now that we’ve established your huge disadvantage here, I’ll ask you to lay down your weapons and surrender. I’m willing to let you all leave today despite your traitorous intents for me and my mate as one last act to prove to
