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2024-10-29 19:42:56Davina’s POV
He was trying to fucking kill me!
I couldn’t believe this fucking asshole! My mate!
My own mate was trying to kill me!
Ok I know I came here to do the exact same thing and kill him but I was fucking forced into it! What the hell is his excuse?
I’m taken aback by the fact that he was trying to tear my heart out of my chest; like that monster did to my mother merely half a day ago, I don’t react for a few seconds. But as the pain of his claws stabbing me in the chest registers, I use both my hands to hold his from doing any more damage as I stare at him with wild crazy eyes.
I can’t believe I was feeling fucking guilty all the way here because I was going to murder him to free my sister, an innocent man.
Innocent my ass!
I try with all my might to push his claws out of my chest but he was so much stronger than me.
His emerald green eyes were staring at me ruthlessly devoid of any
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Davina’s POV Half an hour passes as Rowena and I sulk at different things. I’m sulking over the loss of my mom; whom I still can’t believe was killed right in front of me as I sat helpless and watched, and I’m sulking over the twin sister I left behind. I left her in that cell all alone, with a shallow promise from alpha evil who refused to give me his name that he will not harm her as long as I do my part and kill whoever he wants. My last words to her before I was dragged out of that cell, driven away blindfolded, and dropped just outside the border of this town, played in my head: “I will save you Irena. I will do whatever it takes I promise” I whispered to her emotionally. She looked at me with such anguish, it broke my already broken heart into more sharp pieces. “I know you will Davina. I love you no matter what happens” she said sadly. It almost felt like she didn’t believe I will be capable of saving her, that I will fail and s
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Davina’s POVI burned my hand once when I was fifteen years old.Or rather Irena accidentally burned it. She spelled a freshly made boiling cup of coffee on it by mistake, and I… I was in pure genuine agony then.It hurt so fucking much that words couldn’t describe the feelings I felt then, all I knew was, nothing will ever hurt me as much as that burn did.Correction: Nothing will hurt me more than being whipped with a flogger dipped in wolfs bane.That’s the true definition of pure genuine agony.As soon as the first lash landed hard on my back, I knew I will be scarred emotionally for life.The sting it left after contact remained while another one was added merely two seconds after the first. I kept quiet for merely five minutes as more stings were added until I felt like my entire back was a series of stinging burning lines that never went away. After five minutes of my torture session, I couldn’t k
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Jude’s POV Getting poisoned fucking hurt. More than anything I have ever felt in my life. I was paralyzed in my own body screaming in my own head for what felt like weeks. I only knew pain and saw one thing on repeat. My mate stabbing me with a syringe and injecting me with never ending agony. I hated her with every fiber of my being. Even now more than ever. I wanted her dead before I met her, but now that I actually met her, I kept vowing to myself during my searing agony that I will do anything but that. Death will be a mercy compared to what I had in mind. Plotting her excruciating, unending torment, imagining her screaming, begging me for some relief, for some mercy, is what kept me fighting through that hell that I was trapped in. She is going to pay for this unimaginable pain that she caused, that I’ve been going through, a hundred folds. I finally will my eyes open slowly. No trace of pain left in my system anymore. I felt like I was reborn again. Taking a huge deep b
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Jude’s POV She flinched at the sound of my voice. She turned and rested on her back as she looked at me without any surprise on her face from seeing me alive and well. She must have heard about my recovery, I realized. She was expecting me. I unlocked the cell door and stood in front of it, looking down at her with loath and anger. She was afraid, but she was not showing it. Her increasing heart beat betrayed her. I was torn between getting to her punishment right away, or wasting time on asking questions that needed answering. On one hand I had to take advantage of Elijah’s weakness, so he doesn’t interfere in my plans for her, but on the other hand I knew she won’t be able to speak once I was done with her punishment. I decided to have the conversation, or rather interrogation first. I came closer and sat cross legged right in front of her on the ground. As soon as I settled down, she sucked in a breath, her entire body started trembling, her heart beat was rapidly racing,
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Davina’s POV“Rowena please! Don’t say anything I’m begging you. Don’t do this to me, let me have control” I begged my wolf in terror as I saw Elijah taking control of Jude.These two will be the death of me, I had a hunch.“I won’t put Irena in danger Davina, I promise. But I’ve been stuck for two days suffering with you silently and I deserve to have something good even for just a moment. Elijah is a good wolf, I will let him convince Jude not to hurt us anymore” Rowena said calmly to me.Jude will never agree to it. I saw it in his eyes. He was beyond convincing. He wanted me to pay for what I did to him. Well, what about what he just did to me? I can’t believe he just tortured me, my mate, the one who is supposed to be my safe haven, my savior, turned out to be my tormentor.That betrayal, his words to me before he pulled me from the ground.‘You’re right I wan
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Davina’s POVTo say his bathroom wasn’t as majestic as the rest of his quarters would be an understatement.It was bigger than the room I used share with my sister back home.The walls were a golden polished porcelain, and the floor a polished glazed maroon color. It had a huge circular shaped, deep brown marble tub supporting three columns and an overhead dome with nozzles sticking from it.The tub was so alluring I had to resist going into it.Instead, I ended up in the transparent glass shower.The first thing I do as I get into the shower was scrub my underwear clean. It was so dirty and disgusting at this point, I had to clean it multiple times until I was satisfied and rinsed it as tightly as I could.I turned the water into a near boiling degree and kept sighing involuntarily as I cleaned myself up. Nothing felt as good as this right now. My back was complaining at the very hot water falling over my whip marks, but
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Jude’s POV “Well?“ Davina pulls me out of my deep thoughts. “Get it over with, come on” she urged me impatiently. I look at her in amusement “Very eager to die now I see. What changed your mind?” “You did. Since you managed to survive much to my misfortune, I don’t see you setting me free anytime soon if never. And I don’t want to be stuck here with you for the rest of my life, I’d rather die” she said venomously. “Ok, I will kill you” I said determinedly. She wasn’t expecting me to be on board that fast as her eyes widen at my words, then she composes her self, clears her throat, and speaks firmly; trying to act all brave and prepared “Ok, let’s go” “On one condition” I say with a smirk. She furrows her eyebrows “What is it?” “Tell me why you tried to kill me and who gave you that poison. Tell me who was behind it, so I can pay him back his gift. You’re going to die anyway, why not do something good before you leave us?” “How do I know that after I tell you everything, you w
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Jude’s POV Whoever did that to her mother was a soulless beast. What Davina has been through these last few days can make anyone break, wish for death, and give up this agony. I thought she was pure evil, but she was just forced against her will. Her twin sister must be held as leverage by that man to control Davina into being his own ultimate weapon. Somehow, it didn’t hurt that she chose her sister over her mate. She was her family, and I was someone she didn’t know. Not just that, I made her decision more easier by trying to rip her heart out of….shit… “Yeah, you are a total asshole buddy. No wonder she hates your guts so much, aside from the obvious reasons of course” mocked Elijah I tried to do what that evil man did to her mom! As if reading my thoughts, she started struggling against my chest, banging on it roughly to let her go. “Don’t touch me! I hate you, don’t comfort me, it’s all my fault, I deserve this” sh
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My Alpha, My Demise Acknowledgement
Thank you to all the readers for reaching this far. Thank you to those who supported me during my writing of this book, you guys kept me going and always encouraged me with your comments and gems. I hope you enjoyed reading this book as much as I enjoyed writing it and I hope it kept you excited and reached your expectations until the very end. Don’t be shy to drop a comment and let me know your thoughts on this book, I’m always happy to read them. I’m off now to write the sequel for my other book “On The Border”. Make sure to check it out along with my other book “The Half Blood Luna” if you haven’t read them already. I’m also thinking about a spin off novel for Cedric and Maria’s story, but the plot is not fully developed in my head yet. Would you be interested to read their story? Let me know. With Love, The Black Daisy
My Alpha, My Demise Epilogue
The Moon Goddess’s POV I stand there on the balcony, as the slightly cold wind plays with my hair and white dress. I was watching my beautiful child from afar, Davina. She has grown into the best version of herself now, no longer lost, hurt, scared, hopeless, nor unhappy. She was wearing an alluring long, off shoulder straps, red dress. Her hair cascading down her back, shiny and straight, was being blown by the wind, giving her a look of a queen, which she most certainly was. She just stepped outside to the balcony attached to the ball room where she was just introduced to her whole pack as their Luna, and Jude’s official mate. The pack, after witnessing everything that took place on that field this morning, and how she went through hell and back to bring back their alpha, welcomed her with arms wide open and bowed down to her, vowing to always respect and protect her. Not that she was incapable of protecting herself. The ball was just about to end and Davina wanted to catch som
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Jude’s POV“Holy shit! I still can’t believe everything you just told me” I said in wide disbelief as my mind tried to make sense of everything that happened after I died.We were all gathered in my bedroom. Davina was still sleeping deeply against my chest while I absently played with her silky long hair.Robert, Ian, and Irena were all sitting next to each other at the foot of the bed, facing us.I suspected Davina would turn dark due to my demise, but I didn’t expect it would go this far. She killed all the alphas, plus Robert’s sister and she did it all without an ounce of hesitation.“It could have been worse, honestly. I mean for a minute there, everyone truly believed that she was going to side with Lucy and destroy everyone who stands in her way, including us. Her love for you kept her sane thank goddess” said Ian in relief.“It wasn’t that” said Irena disagreeably.“What then?” I asked her curiously.“Her love for you is what turned her dark. She was gone, consumed wholly by
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Davina’s POV With every ounce of concentration I had in me, and using every shred of power I could muster from my wolf Rowena; which she so willingly gave to me, I started casting what was probably the strongest spell that ever existed until now. It took a considerable amount of time to be performed. The incantation was complicated to read and very long, but I pronounced all the words with complete precision and focus, willing my entire being to believe that I will be able to pull it off. I finished the last word and I swear, my heart was going to explode out of anticipation. My eyes froze on Jude’s face. The seconds were stretching out to an unbearable degree. Then I felt it. The most intense pressure started building within me. The power that surged through me whenever I cast a spell usually wasn’t painful or anything, but this time it was. The power that claimed me whole like never before, was tearing me apart from the inside out. The power was slowly destroying my insides,
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Davina’s POVThankfully, Robert didn’t say another word and stayed quiet as his tears rolled down his face with heart breaking agony for me.I turned to my aunt, extended my hand to her, and said sweetly “Shall I show you inside my pack house aunt Lucy? I’m dying to show you the grimoires I have in my room. There is a certain spell book that you will particularly love to read. It has so many dark spells that I’m dying to try with you by my side. We are going to rule the werewolf world and enslave them all like they did to you”She laughed a long evil laugh as she held my extended hand and we started walking together inside the gate.The second she entered through the shield, I cast a freezing spell on her.I let go of her frozen grip and stood in front of her with my arms crossed in front of me in mock triumph.“What the…?!” she gasped in confusion.“What’s wrong aunt Lucy? Can’t move anymore?” I asked in fake innocence.She gaped at me with her mouth open in disbelief.I widened my e
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Davina’s POV I look at the remaining two alphas with coldness that made them shiver and tremble in place. They looked at each other and at the same time, knelt down on their knees in front of me. “You think this will get you off the hook? How about you start begging, and I might consider it” I said tauntingly. Their fighters were staring at them in complete shock and astonishment. An alpha never kneels to anyone, even if his life depended on it. Apparently, they valued their lives much more than their own self respect and dignity. Let’s see how far they can go to save their own fleshes. They were staring at me with huge wide eyes, wondering if I was being serious or not. I decided to let them know exactly how serious I am. To be honest, I was biding my time. I was trying to find the best way to kill Lucy. I was a hundred percent sure that she couldn’t be attacked, just like me. She must have taken her precautions and cast a shield around herself, nothing can go through that. “I
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Davina’s POVWho the hell is Lucy?I thought to myself. I inspected her face as my brain tried to place if I had met with her before or not. It came up empty.She had short brown hair and deep cold blue eyes.The eyes.There was a familiarity to that particular shade of blue.And then it hit me.Lucy, Robert’s warlock sister. The one who discovered that I am the violet eyed werewolf in the first place. The one who tried to protect me. The one who hid me from everyone and made my warlock side dormant for my own good.But wait a damn minute! Isn’t she supposed to be…“Dead! I thought you were dead!” said Robert in shock.Lucy laughed evilly at her brother and said excitedly “Well, dear brother, clearly I’m not. I’m very much alive as you can see. Sorry I’m not into hugging anymore, too much drama is bad for my mental health these days”Robert was giving her a hard angry look as he said stiffly “You’ve gone dark. You uncast the spells on Davina and caused her to be exposed by everyone fu
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Davina’s POVI thought I felt all the loss I could ever feel when I watched my mom die right in front of my eyes. I thought that nothing could ever measure up to that painful loss ever again.But I was so wrong.So very wrong.Imagine the pain I felt when she died and multiply that amount with infinity, and you wouldn’t even get close to how I felt the moment I saw Jude’s neck snap and his lifeless body hit the ground with a thud. The moment I felt the mate bond sever forever.The pain….. The pain was… indescribable. There weren’t even enough words in all the languages of the world combined to convey it properly and do it any justice.Five seconds of complete silence filled the entire place. Everyone was frozen in time. Shocked to even breath or blink.And then it happened. I felt it for the first time.The darkness. Calling me. Claiming me. Controlling me.And what did I do? I let it.My light was gone with Jude’s loss, with his… death, and someone needs to pay for it. Not someone, e
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Jude’s POV As the guns went off, not a single person from my pack nor the people standing next to me flinched by an inch. We all stood unmoving and unafraid. The bullets hit the invisible wall just as expected without making any sound, then fell down to the ground right where they collided with the wall. A triumphant smug smile claimed my lips in satisfaction as I saw all the blood drain from every single face. Dominic was the first to recover as he yelled “Warlocks attack!” “Nothing can go through a barrier circle spell, not even magic” one of the warlocks among the crowd said and I could detect a hint of admiration and respect in her voice. Dominic growled in fury as his eyes never left mine. He was speechless, unable to find a solution to beat me now. “Now that we’ve established your huge disadvantage here, I’ll ask you to lay down your weapons and surrender. I’m willing to let you all leave today despite your traitorous intents for me and my mate as one last act to prove to
