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Author: The Black Daisy
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Davina’s POV

Sixteen girls! Give or take that is, goddess knows how many he forgot to count or remember.

Ok, so I was expecting him to be experienced from the way he was so…. Bold about pleasuring me, but sixteen! That’s a lot.

I have sixteen girls to be compared to when I decide to have sex with him and I was totally oblivious and inexperienced. How will I ever measure up to what he was used to getting before?

And the hurtful thing I came to realize is, he’s used to having sex a lot and hasn’t had any since I came into his life. He was respecting my fear, my constant worry and guilt for my sister, and my hesitation by not pushing me into it or even hinting at it. But the longer I deny him the pleasure he was constantly used to getting from others, the more guilty I’ll feel for it. And the guiltier I feel for not giving myself to him, the more I’ll consider having sex with him when I wasn’t ready for it at all, just to stop my mind from constantly reminding me that he was denying hims
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  • My Alpha, My Demise   Acknowledgement

    Thank you to all the readers for reaching this far. Thank you to those who supported me during my writing of this book, you guys kept me going and always encouraged me with your comments and gems. I hope you enjoyed reading this book as much as I enjoyed writing it and I hope it kept you excited and reached your expectations until the very end. Don’t be shy to drop a comment and let me know your thoughts on this book, I’m always happy to read them. I’m off now to write the sequel for my other book “On The Border”. Make sure to check it out along with my other book “The Half Blood Luna” if you haven’t read them already. I’m also thinking about a spin off novel for Cedric and Maria’s story, but the plot is not fully developed in my head yet. Would you be interested to read their story? Let me know. With Love, The Black Daisy

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