"Love cures people—both the one's who give it and the ones who receive it."
~Karl MenningerI don't know which is more shocking, that Eli is standing in my room, or that he heard me get frisky and moaning while in the bathroom early, or that I am currently standing naked before him.
I haven't seen him since the night and because the light wasn't the brightest in the room when he came, I was barely able to make out his face and now standing before me, the last thing I want to do now is to look away from him. Firstly because that would mean that I am conscious of being seen naked by him, (which happens to be true,) but Anna wouldn't be because he is her fiancé so no need to be ashamed. And secondly, because Anna was wrong, he isn't a bit different from the picture I have, he's very different from the nerdy-looking man, I've stared at during my week of training. This one ha
"Never love something so much that you can't let go of it."~Ginni RomettyKeeping to the promise which I made Eli yesterday, I step out of the house at exactly 6:40 pm, wearing the long silk gown that holds on to me as though their life depended on it and my curves are out and because of the much detail it reveals, I decide to throw on one of Anna's white veil on my shoulder.The gown was one of the few exceptional outfits on the calendar and Anna chose them for just-in-case events and this dinner date is one of those events.I advance Eli gracefully—more like gently because the last thing I want is to fall on my face while Eli waits beside the car for me, and carefully watches my every move.He's wearing a black long sleeve with a pair of black, well-ironed trousers and a pair
"The reason I talk to myself is because I’m the only one whose answers I accept."~George CarlinAfter dinner, we have a bit of discussion about his work because I found it a bit interesting and we have a laugh, but I notice Eli checks his wristwatch now and then. At first, I was lost but soon remembered his glasses were scheduled to go off at a particular time."How much longer do you have?" I ask as he glances at his wristwatch."Ten minutes and I don't want you to see me use the stick," he admits, hints of embarrassment in his voice.I find myself smiling stupidly, but manage to roll my eyes, "Don't be silly, Eli, you came into my room a few days ago with a stick remember?" I remind him.He rolls his eyes in return, "You're not helping, young lady." He scolds although his cheeks heat up. "I wasn't on a date and trying to woo you over wit
“Believe me, when we kiss, and we will, you will know we kissed.” ~Aisling Magic.Rule # 2: Remember you are Ms Wilson.I lay in bed unable to sleep. Eli dropped me off many hours ago and after kissing me on my cheek, he waved me goodbye. It is four hours since then and every time I close my eyes, the memory of the kiss we shared is what I see.The kiss although accompanied by Eli fondling was harmless, the reaction my body makes to that memory is the issue. And the past few hours I've rolled around in bed, wondering why that is.I remember how delicately soft his lips were as they touched mine and how his touch although possessive was gently and lovingly. I remember wanting more even as we pulled away only because I didn't want to get carried away.Anna wouldn't have done that, maybe she would ha
"The fate of love is that it always seems too little or too much."~AnonymousRule# 14: A&W should be treated with respect."How many clothes are we delivering Ma'am?" Oluchi asks me as I sit staring at the computer in acute confusion.I ask myself the same question but end up with no answer. I press on the control key over and over but nothing shows on the desktop."Come help me out, my eyes hurt!" I complain, rubbing my eyes a little for effect even though it isn't the reason why I am not seeing the folder on the computer screen.She comes quickly to stand beside me, "You and Mr Wilson finally went out on a date, no wonder you are all goofy this morning, you had a wild one last night."I didn't have a wild one, I barely got enough sleep and that it because my conscience kept judging me for the choices I've made so far
"I’m waiting for the day when you’ll tell me that you’re thinking about me all the time."~Anonymous Hassan opens the door for me and I step out to see Gabriel already waiting and he offers me his hand which I take and he leads me towards the massive building where the dinner is taking place. There are a few camera men taking pictures and as soon as they see us, their cameras begin to flash in our face, but Gabriel does his best to cover me up as we make our way in.I see the name Aiden group and I remember Eli calling this name a few times in the last few days. Anna has never been here and so from the few things I've learnt from Eli, I can say I know a few things about the company but I don't understand the name Aiden."Who's Aiden?" I asked Gabriel who has been silently leading me into the building with our arms locked in each others'.His body stills a
"I’m afraid to lose you and you’re not even mine."~DrakeFlashback...Anna picks up another picture from the set of pictures on the table and shows it to me."This is Amade, Eli's closest friend," I answered and she nodded and dropped the photo back down on the table."Yes, he is Eli's best friend and partner. They have both been brainstorming and working on some new projects in the last eight months. I don't know much about it because Eli believes it would bore me out and he's right. He's visited two times so far because just like Eli, he's preoccupied with the project."I stared at the picture of the man with brown skin and thick black hair that makes him look boyish and high cheekbone and full lips and sable black eyes that seem to pierce into my soul even with the glasses he had on and I found myself intimidated and forced to look away
"Don't try to be something to everyone. Be everything to someone."~AnonymousThe phone in my purse begins to ring and I bring it out I see the caller ID as Anna and I flip it open and place it to my ears a little confused because I already called her earlier today."Hello, Anna?""Hello, Quynn," she replies with a somewhat amused tone of voice. "Nice gown, Eli knows how much I love neon green. How's the party going?" She asks.I turn around in my seat, wondering if she's the bar. She somehow knows what I'm wearing and that means she's either here or someone is here watching me. She still having people follow me and report back to her.I feel anger begin to boil in my blood, knowing how much I'm already sacrificing just to be her perfect Ms Wilson and yet still being followed, but I try not to dwell on it.I stare around try
"The truest form of love is how you behave toward someone, not how you feel about them."~Steve Hall"I want to say thank you to my partners, thank you to the optical department, research team, the design team, the public administration team, the testing team. You guys are amazing and also I would want to thank someone who wasn't part of the team but rather a part of my team. My fianceé, Anna Wilson."All eyes turn to look at me and the anger in my face as a result of Keffi words vanishes away. I look up with a little smile at him to find him grinning up from the stage and he mouths an "I love you," causing my smile to increase.After his speech, we make our way home, it was Friday so there was no need for me to go back to my place.Over the next thirty minutes drive home, we remain silent. I didn't say anything because I was lost in my thoughts.
"There are many who don't wish to sleep for fear of nightmares. Sadly, there are many who don't wish to wake for the same fear."Richelle Goodrich~ Third POV Quynn's eyes open and in the first few seconds, everything around her is a white picture, but as the seconds pass, the blurriness clears and she realised that she's in a white painted room. There is a window to the side, which somehow the sun manages to penetrate through even with the curtain acting as a barrier. The sunlight as well as the brightness makes her eyes sting and she wince and shuts them for a while and she mentally tries to adjust to this alternate reality. She cannot remember the last thing that happens and she tries to carefully rethink and understand her situation better. After coming up fuzzy and blank, she sighs in defeat and her eyes open again but unlike t
"The truth hurts. And much more than love, kindness, or any of these warm feelings you’re so fond of, truth is beauty, and the thing that will set you free."A.D. Aliwat I follow behind her like a sheep being led to the slaughter without a word to say and she lead me to one of the three cars parked at the entrance of the hotel which was a Toyota. This is the end, this is my end, the end I have dreaded since the beginning of this mess. My whole body trembles and cold grips me to the core and I am panicking and dreadful of what lies ahead. My eyes grow blurry but I blink them back because tears are the last things that I need right now. My breath grows laboured and hard and my quivering hands become sweaty as she hands me the keys to the car and I confusedly collect it. "You're going to drive this car to the Chapel where Eli still is and you're going to go to him and
"There is an ocean of silence between us… and I am drowning in it." ~Ranata SuzukiShe's wearing a red blouse, a black pencil skirt and a red bag, her curly hair neatly tied into a bun and her face holding little to no makeup on it.My heart drops and panic rises within me as my eyes meet hers and she sees it too because she scoffs and enters further into the room even without being invited, carrying the same arrogance and loathe she always had around me.Why is she here? Is she following me? How's the wedding? Shit, she was uninvited to the wedding.What does she want? Because this isn't keeping a low key like Anna instructed or wanted. Someone has discovered my hiding place and I fear for the worst."What are you doing here?" I demand and slowly I turn to look at her, my voice fighting to stay firm. "How did you find me?"
"When it's gone, you'll know what a gift love was. You'll suffer like this. So go back and fight to keep it."Ian McEwan~Quynn POV A few days ago I would have been happier with the news of the finding of my bag because that meant I could get my phone and most likely get in touch with Anna, but I have called the number given to me by the stranger earlier and it there was no answer.If all was okay with Anna why didn't she come for the switch? Why isn't she here planning her own wedding? Is she even looking forward to her wedding? If yes, why is she MIA on this very important week?Questions that can't be answered run through my head and I shake them out to retain composure and I make downstairs to meet Eli after I heard the sound of his car in the driveway. The front door opens and he steps into the parlour he's wearing a grey long sleeve
"The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off."~Joe KlaasEli's POV Amade said he would be in my office as soon as he finishes with his assignments as well and when I told him that Anna gave us permission for the bachelor party, he was thrilled and promised that it would be a blast then I told him Anna was going to have his head on a stake if he didn't bring me back home in one piece. That wasn't what Anna said but I'd like my use of words for better emphasis.I am almost done with the last document when the door opens and Keffi walks into the office.She's wearing a green blouse and a plain black trousers, her hair is in a pony tail and her face having her usual natural make-up with a red lipstick sealing the deal. She looks like she's going out on a date and whoever the man is, good for him.Keffi has alw
"If you come from a family where there is no struggle to outshine one another, give thanks to God."~Michael Bassey JohnsonQuynn's POVI feel like everything is falling apart before my very eyes and I cannot help pacing around and thinking about what I just did and said back there. I have no idea what in God's name came over me. Jumai has never been a fan of Anna and it wasn't news, but I should have held it together at least for Eli's sake. Now, I succeeded in proving what Jumai have always said about me is true pacing beside the car and when she sees me. I see Eli approaching me and I stops and walks up to him with apologetic eyes."I'm sorry I said all that to your mom, I just lost it and I don't make the wisest choices in my moments of anger. Just lately things are not going the way I expected and I'm losing it and I didn't mean for you to see that s
"Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood."~George OrwellColdness breaks out onto my skin and my throat runs dry as I stare at Anna's parents in awe. "You are not our Anna.""How did you know?" my brow narrowing is the only expression my face gives even though I am tumbling on the inside.Maria steps forward and gently takes my hand, "We were Anna's parent for fifteen years and we could tell you weren't her the minute you spoke. And indeed it has been long, but we raised Anna and we know what's unlike her. We believe that you are Cara Wilson our long lost daughter." Her eyes are glassy and filled with much hope and happiness.I turn to look at Eli who is far away and unable to hear what we're saying, "Then why didn't you say anything?""Because it doesn't look like you have a choice in wha
"The truth is rarely pure and never simple."~Oscar Wilde"What?""Your mother was pregnant we went to the hospital for delivery but unlike the ultrasound predicted, we ended up with two babies. When the doctors came to me with the news I was happy and joyful we have been trying to have kids for years," he laces his finger in Maria's as he speaks. "Your mother went into coma after delivery and so we couldn't leave after the both of you were born, so you were kept on the hospital's new born baby's ward. I went to visit you guys everyday that your mother was in that coma and that was the most painful and joyous moment of my life. I was happy that you two were in our lives, but the doctor's couldn't ascertain that your mother was going to come out of the coma and I couldn't raise you two alone."The fourth day of my visit, I saw a man in the baby's ward, holding onto your
"The fear of missing out was a powerful deterrent." ~John CarreyrouQuynn's POVI didn't think I was going to find them, Anna biological parents without having to search the whole town. Eli suggestion to meet Anna's parents was the worse idea ever and yes it would have been a reasonable suggestion if he was giving it to Anna but he wasn't and I was trapped with saying no and making him more suspicious of me and saying yes and throwing myself under the bus.Since the night he brought me home he has been very careful and suspicious and I can't blame him, it's was all Anna's fault and every day I can't help cursing her for ruining my life. This week is a week I didn't plan for and I feel like I'm leaving on borrowed time and I can't even pray that this end with me being free, that was last week prayer and God answered that