LOGINShare
15: Past life
Last Updated:
2024-10-29 19:42:56“Believe me, when we kiss, and we will, you will know we kissed.”
~Aisling Magic.
Rule # 2: Remember you are Ms Wilson.
I lay in bed unable to sleep. Eli dropped me off many hours ago and after kissing me on my cheek, he waved me goodbye. It is four hours since then and every time I close my eyes, the memory of the kiss we shared is what I see.
The kiss although accompanied by Eli fondling was harmless, the reaction my body makes to that memory is the issue. And the past few hours I've rolled around in bed, wondering why that is.
I remember how delicately soft his lips were as they touched mine and how his touch although possessive was gently and lovingly. I remember wanting more even as we pulled away only because I didn't want to get carried away.
Anna wouldn't have done that, maybe she would ha
Related chapters
Ms Wilson's Replacement 16: Rules after rules
"The fate of love is that it always seems too little or too much."~AnonymousRule# 14: A&W should be treated with respect."How many clothes are we delivering Ma'am?" Oluchi asks me as I sit staring at the computer in acute confusion.I ask myself the same question but end up with no answer. I press on the control key over and over but nothing shows on the desktop."Come help me out, my eyes hurt!" I complain, rubbing my eyes a little for effect even though it isn't the reason why I am not seeing the folder on the computer screen.She comes quickly to stand beside me, "You and Mr Wilson finally went out on a date, no wonder you are all goofy this morning, you had a wild one last night."I didn't have a wild one, I barely got enough sleep and that it because my conscience kept judging me for the choices I've made so far
Ms Wilson's Replacement 17: Unable to say no
"I’m waiting for the day when you’ll tell me that you’re thinking about me all the time."~Anonymous Hassan opens the door for me and I step out to see Gabriel already waiting and he offers me his hand which I take and he leads me towards the massive building where the dinner is taking place. There are a few camera men taking pictures and as soon as they see us, their cameras begin to flash in our face, but Gabriel does his best to cover me up as we make our way in.I see the name Aiden group and I remember Eli calling this name a few times in the last few days. Anna has never been here and so from the few things I've learnt from Eli, I can say I know a few things about the company but I don't understand the name Aiden."Who's Aiden?" I asked Gabriel who has been silently leading me into the building with our arms locked in each others'.His body stills a
Ms Wilson's Replacement 18: What you don't know
"I’m afraid to lose you and you’re not even mine."~DrakeFlashback...Anna picks up another picture from the set of pictures on the table and shows it to me."This is Amade, Eli's closest friend," I answered and she nodded and dropped the photo back down on the table."Yes, he is Eli's best friend and partner. They have both been brainstorming and working on some new projects in the last eight months. I don't know much about it because Eli believes it would bore me out and he's right. He's visited two times so far because just like Eli, he's preoccupied with the project."I stared at the picture of the man with brown skin and thick black hair that makes him look boyish and high cheekbone and full lips and sable black eyes that seem to pierce into my soul even with the glasses he had on and I found myself intimidated and forced to look away
Ms Wilson's Replacement 19: A lot can change
"Don't try to be something to everyone. Be everything to someone."~AnonymousThe phone in my purse begins to ring and I bring it out I see the caller ID as Anna and I flip it open and place it to my ears a little confused because I already called her earlier today."Hello, Anna?""Hello, Quynn," she replies with a somewhat amused tone of voice. "Nice gown, Eli knows how much I love neon green. How's the party going?" She asks.I turn around in my seat, wondering if she's the bar. She somehow knows what I'm wearing and that means she's either here or someone is here watching me. She still having people follow me and report back to her.I feel anger begin to boil in my blood, knowing how much I'm already sacrificing just to be her perfect Ms Wilson and yet still being followed, but I try not to dwell on it.I stare around try
Ms Wilson's Replacement 20: More than your respect
"The truest form of love is how you behave toward someone, not how you feel about them."~Steve Hall"I want to say thank you to my partners, thank you to the optical department, research team, the design team, the public administration team, the testing team. You guys are amazing and also I would want to thank someone who wasn't part of the team but rather a part of my team. My fianceé, Anna Wilson."All eyes turn to look at me and the anger in my face as a result of Keffi words vanishes away. I look up with a little smile at him to find him grinning up from the stage and he mouths an "I love you," causing my smile to increase.After his speech, we make our way home, it was Friday so there was no need for me to go back to my place.Over the next thirty minutes drive home, we remain silent. I didn't say anything because I was lost in my thoughts.
Ms Wilson's Replacement 21: Wait for you
"You live your life with a sense of guilt. You have to do something good. You have to earn the right to be here."~ThomasI open my eyes and I'm in a comfortable king-size bed and my eyes scan the room that I'm in Anna's room. I sigh and sit up on the bed. I barely did anything before falling asleep last night. I was too exhausted to even think about everything that took place at the dinner or the little talk I had with Eli. Maybe I shouldn't have said a thing about Keffi because even he was oblivious to how she felt about him until I blurted it out last night. As far as I know, Eli's heart and commitment to the wedding is what Anna told me to keep them constant, even if she might not make him happy at the end of the day.He seems happy with the idea of her though.After putting on my shower cap, I make my way into the bathroom and after a quick debate about whether or no
Ms Wilson's Replacement 22: Judged too quickly
"Family love is messy, clinging and of an annoying and repetitive pattern, like bad wallpaper."P. J. O’RourkeIt is no longer news that nothing has gone how I planned, but that's the thing with life, it is filled with unforeseen circumstances. Spraining my ankle was one of them, seeing the doctor on Eli's order was the second, being told I had to wear flat shoes for at least three days (which for me was a prayer being answered) was one of them.I did see grandma Elizabeth and ended up spending much time together, which wasn't stated in the rule, in fact, her name appeared in only rule #12 which said: Avoid any conflict with Elizabeth Wilson.The other documents stated how Elizabeth, just like Jumia, was never a fan of Anna and they all only got along because of Eli. Though old, she seems to not be on Anna's favourite list either, but right now, I'm on my way over to her
Ms Wilson's Replacement 23: Who she is
"Home is where you are loved the most and act the worst."~Marjorie Pay Hinckley"Anna?" Eli's voice calls to me after I become blank for a moment thinking about what my prison cell would look like and how I would feel about my cell mate while in there because I am sure that's where I was going to find myself in the morning. The stories I heard of prison life weren't nice, at least that was why Ade vowed never to go back there again.I snap out of my thought, "I meant to say, Hello, it's Anna, still practicing." I try to come up with the fastest lie and pray it would be believable. My hands are shaking, my teeth quivering and in my heart, I am saying a silent prayer to God that he keeps my cover safe. "Thank God you called, Eli, I was beginning to worry. I thought the flight would take seven hours at most?" I ask, trying to change the subject and my voice is still tensed and nervous and
Latest chapter
Ms Wilson's Replacement 49: The definition of a broken man
"There are many who don't wish to sleep for fear of nightmares. Sadly, there are many who don't wish to wake for the same fear."Richelle Goodrich~ Third POV Quynn's eyes open and in the first few seconds, everything around her is a white picture, but as the seconds pass, the blurriness clears and she realised that she's in a white painted room. There is a window to the side, which somehow the sun manages to penetrate through even with the curtain acting as a barrier. The sunlight as well as the brightness makes her eyes sting and she wince and shuts them for a while and she mentally tries to adjust to this alternate reality. She cannot remember the last thing that happens and she tries to carefully rethink and understand her situation better. After coming up fuzzy and blank, she sighs in defeat and her eyes open again but unlike t
Ms Wilson's Replacement 48: Sheep to the slaughter
"The truth hurts. And much more than love, kindness, or any of these warm feelings you’re so fond of, truth is beauty, and the thing that will set you free."A.D. Aliwat I follow behind her like a sheep being led to the slaughter without a word to say and she lead me to one of the three cars parked at the entrance of the hotel which was a Toyota. This is the end, this is my end, the end I have dreaded since the beginning of this mess. My whole body trembles and cold grips me to the core and I am panicking and dreadful of what lies ahead. My eyes grow blurry but I blink them back because tears are the last things that I need right now. My breath grows laboured and hard and my quivering hands become sweaty as she hands me the keys to the car and I confusedly collect it. "You're going to drive this car to the Chapel where Eli still is and you're going to go to him and
Ms Wilson's Replacement 47: The destruction of Eli Wilson
"There is an ocean of silence between us… and I am drowning in it." ~Ranata SuzukiShe's wearing a red blouse, a black pencil skirt and a red bag, her curly hair neatly tied into a bun and her face holding little to no makeup on it.My heart drops and panic rises within me as my eyes meet hers and she sees it too because she scoffs and enters further into the room even without being invited, carrying the same arrogance and loathe she always had around me.Why is she here? Is she following me? How's the wedding? Shit, she was uninvited to the wedding.What does she want? Because this isn't keeping a low key like Anna instructed or wanted. Someone has discovered my hiding place and I fear for the worst."What are you doing here?" I demand and slowly I turn to look at her, my voice fighting to stay firm. "How did you find me?"
Ms Wilson's Replacement 46: He was never mine
"When it's gone, you'll know what a gift love was. You'll suffer like this. So go back and fight to keep it."Ian McEwan~Quynn POV A few days ago I would have been happier with the news of the finding of my bag because that meant I could get my phone and most likely get in touch with Anna, but I have called the number given to me by the stranger earlier and it there was no answer.If all was okay with Anna why didn't she come for the switch? Why isn't she here planning her own wedding? Is she even looking forward to her wedding? If yes, why is she MIA on this very important week?Questions that can't be answered run through my head and I shake them out to retain composure and I make downstairs to meet Eli after I heard the sound of his car in the driveway. The front door opens and he steps into the parlour he's wearing a grey long sleeve
Ms Wilson's Replacement 45: Love and relationship
"The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off."~Joe KlaasEli's POV Amade said he would be in my office as soon as he finishes with his assignments as well and when I told him that Anna gave us permission for the bachelor party, he was thrilled and promised that it would be a blast then I told him Anna was going to have his head on a stake if he didn't bring me back home in one piece. That wasn't what Anna said but I'd like my use of words for better emphasis.I am almost done with the last document when the door opens and Keffi walks into the office.She's wearing a green blouse and a plain black trousers, her hair is in a pony tail and her face having her usual natural make-up with a red lipstick sealing the deal. She looks like she's going out on a date and whoever the man is, good for him.Keffi has alw
Ms Wilson's Replacement 44: Because I love you
"If you come from a family where there is no struggle to outshine one another, give thanks to God."~Michael Bassey JohnsonQuynn's POVI feel like everything is falling apart before my very eyes and I cannot help pacing around and thinking about what I just did and said back there. I have no idea what in God's name came over me. Jumai has never been a fan of Anna and it wasn't news, but I should have held it together at least for Eli's sake. Now, I succeeded in proving what Jumai have always said about me is true pacing beside the car and when she sees me. I see Eli approaching me and I stops and walks up to him with apologetic eyes."I'm sorry I said all that to your mom, I just lost it and I don't make the wisest choices in my moments of anger. Just lately things are not going the way I expected and I'm losing it and I didn't mean for you to see that s
Ms Wilson's Replacement 43: Officially not invited
"Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood."~George OrwellColdness breaks out onto my skin and my throat runs dry as I stare at Anna's parents in awe. "You are not our Anna.""How did you know?" my brow narrowing is the only expression my face gives even though I am tumbling on the inside.Maria steps forward and gently takes my hand, "We were Anna's parent for fifteen years and we could tell you weren't her the minute you spoke. And indeed it has been long, but we raised Anna and we know what's unlike her. We believe that you are Cara Wilson our long lost daughter." Her eyes are glassy and filled with much hope and happiness.I turn to look at Eli who is far away and unable to hear what we're saying, "Then why didn't you say anything?""Because it doesn't look like you have a choice in wha
Ms Wilson's Replacement 42: Money, power and fame
"The truth is rarely pure and never simple."~Oscar Wilde"What?""Your mother was pregnant we went to the hospital for delivery but unlike the ultrasound predicted, we ended up with two babies. When the doctors came to me with the news I was happy and joyful we have been trying to have kids for years," he laces his finger in Maria's as he speaks. "Your mother went into coma after delivery and so we couldn't leave after the both of you were born, so you were kept on the hospital's new born baby's ward. I went to visit you guys everyday that your mother was in that coma and that was the most painful and joyous moment of my life. I was happy that you two were in our lives, but the doctor's couldn't ascertain that your mother was going to come out of the coma and I couldn't raise you two alone."The fourth day of my visit, I saw a man in the baby's ward, holding onto your
Ms Wilson's Replacement 41: When the truth is revealed
"The fear of missing out was a powerful deterrent." ~John CarreyrouQuynn's POVI didn't think I was going to find them, Anna biological parents without having to search the whole town. Eli suggestion to meet Anna's parents was the worse idea ever and yes it would have been a reasonable suggestion if he was giving it to Anna but he wasn't and I was trapped with saying no and making him more suspicious of me and saying yes and throwing myself under the bus.Since the night he brought me home he has been very careful and suspicious and I can't blame him, it's was all Anna's fault and every day I can't help cursing her for ruining my life. This week is a week I didn't plan for and I feel like I'm leaving on borrowed time and I can't even pray that this end with me being free, that was last week prayer and God answered that
