Chapter 3
“That is so amazing Chloe! Let's do it one more time and we can call it a night” Brandy cheered, Ethan gave me thumbs up and I began singing from the first verse. When the words start pouring from my mouth, I let myself lose in the music…
“This is our last rehearsal,Are you ready for tomorrow Chloe?” Jack asked, putting his guitar in its Case.
“I am a little nervous, it will be my first time on stage” It was the most honest response, my fingers were shaking from the nerves and I wasn't sure if I could enjoy tomorrow. Blissful soul - Our band will make its first performance tomorrow with the vocalist- which is me and Ethan constantly reminding me makes me want to crawl under the ground and stay there until the weekend passes.
”You’ll be Fine, Chloe. We'll make sure of that. Aren't we guys?” Jack asked, receiving a nod and a hell ‘Yeah’.
“See? It's normal to be nervous. We are there with you, I know you'll do great Chloe” Ethan squeezed me shoulder.
When I came back home, Mr Young surprised me with his presence. He cooked a chicken dish with extra salads and smoothies which I love so much.
“Mr Young, you don't have to do this. Now I'll be sorry to disappoint you if something goes wrong” He laughed, and it still scares me how the sound affects me. Mr Young has a perfect combination of honey eyed and dark brown hair that falls over his eye, his ears are pierced and a shiny small ring reflects under the dimmed light of my kitchen. But what made me go crazy was the dimple on his right cheeks that appears only when he bites his lips with his upper teeth or when he smile -
“I’ll be there tomorrow” He surprised me by saying.
“You mean, at the bar? When I sing?”
”Of course, Your Aunt trusts me to take care of you. It's what guardians would do” The tiny hope that perhaps he wanted to see me perform flew out of the window when he mentioned the word Guardian like he was paid to look after me. The dinner and breakfast thing between us seemed like he was forced to do it and it made me feel lonely for the hundredth time in my life.
“Chloe, What's wrong? You look like someone murdered our Bibi.” he chuckled and pinched my cheek as if I was his niece and he was my uncle.
“Damien, I am eighteen years old” I blurted out and by the look on his face, he wasn't expecting my reply.
“I am aware of it,Chloe and what are you trying to say?”
“I am not a kid”
“But you are a kid to me”
“You are right, I am seven years younger than you”
“Chloe…”
“Don’t come to the bar tomorrow!” I stood up and walked away,banging my bedroom door shut.
It was a stupid move on my part, but when he acted like my guardian, I hated it. All of my life, Aunt Shirley made sure I didn't get attached with her family and that was fine with me but When Mr Young says things like he was forced to look after me, I couldn't control my sadness although it was totally uncalled for. I wanted to see him not only as his student and the orphan who lives in his building, but what do I want him to see me as? But him calling me a kid was something I can't bear, it is ironic how I wanted him not to see me as a kid but the way I acted was a ten year would.
What was I thinking? I can't possibly go back and apologize and like the good girl I am, I pushed the matter at the back of my head and threw myself on the bed.
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“Chloe, Wake up”
“Chloe !” I groaned under my duvets and rolled over to my side, and wished I hadn't. Mr Young stood on the foot of my bed, with nothing but only a towel hanging low on his waist, the visible v shape disappeared under the white towel and my eyes trail after that path. My throat suddenly goes dry at the sight, little droplets of water clinged to his chest and glistening under the poor sunlight that peeked through the windows.
“Mr Young...Wh-What are you doing here?” He smirked lazily and gave me a crooked smile, looking devilishly and utterly unworldly.
“You tell me, What do you think I am doing?” Suddenly his weight dips on my bed and his body hovers above me, my mouth part opens and Mr Young tooked that as a chance to thrust his tongue in between my parted lips.
“Ca-Can you move away?” my voice sounded hoarse and Unrecognisable.
“Isn’t this great, Are you wet for me Chloe?”
“What!?” his minty breath fanned over my face, and heat pooled on my lower region, I squeezed my thighs together hoping it would cause some friction.
“Meow,Meow”
“Mr Young ,What are you-?” Just then, he disappeared and Bibi peered down at me,purring slightly.
I sat up,breathing heavily and panting like I just ran a marathon. My cheeks flushed recalling the dirty dreams I just had.
“Chloe! Breakfast is ready” Speak of the devil, Mr Young peeked his head in between my door, my cheeks are on fire unlike his who looked incredibly hot and smart with his buttoned up shirt and blue tie that made him appear like he just stepped out of a vogue magazine.
“Why are you not ready? Freshen up and come down for breakfast” he said and left, leaving me all hot and so bothered.
A cold shower will do.
When Mr Young and I walked out of our building, what surprised me was the sight of Ethan in his black convertible car. When his gaze landed on my face, he raised his hands up and waved enthusiastically, his face brimming with a wide smile.
“Looks like you got a date today” I ignored my landlord and greeted Ethan who was watching the exchange between our English teacher and I.
“Good morning, I didn't knew you would come”
“Get in, Might as well just pick you up since you don't have a ride”
“You don't have to but since you are already here….” He smirked at me and I jumped into the front seat beside his driver seat.
“But...uhm..I am not judging but Isn't that Mr young? Our English teacher? It's definitely okay to- I mean we'll graduate in a few months -I mean,Oh Fuck what am I saying” his stuttering made him sound like an idiot but I can't stop the grin that made my face split into half.
“God! What are you saying? Mr young is my landlord, I live in his building”
Somehow Ethan seemed to look more embarrassed with the way his cheeks flushed pink and stared ahead like he doesn't hear me.
“Please pretend that I didn't just stuttered like a fool there” I nodded and turn the volume up in the radio singing along to the old random songs, It felt amazing to experience a normal talk between my classmate and for the first time I got a little glimpse of what it felt like to have a friend besides Mr Young and Bibi. And I have a feeling that Ethan and I can get along very well as friends.
Chapter 4Days come by so quickly when I am dreading it, it feels like the past five days flew by in a blur and suddenly I am on the backstage with my bandmate- If we are even considered one.The songs that we had rehearse for tonight were mainly Kacy Musgraves and Lady Antebellum.Ethan, Brandy, Jack, and Oliver were the only guys that I find myself comfortable with besides Bibi and Mr Young , solely because we were in sort of a band and Mr Young is my landlord. But the stares and the gawking that I've been receiving tonight creeps my skin out, it makes me uneasy and the urge to vomit overwhelmed my senses.“Are you okay? You look like you just swallowed a watermelon” Jack placed reassuring hands on my shoulder, I jumped a little.
Chapter 5“Mr Young, How are you feeling? You were so wasted last night” Breakfast was rather awkward with Mr Young constantly sighing and by all means trying to avoid having eye contact with me.“Bibi,Why is daddy ignoring us?” He choked on his soup and stared at me wide-eyed.“Oh my God, Are you Okay?” I passed him the tissues which he took from my outstretched hand and wiped the mess he created.My attention shifted back to Bibi who was trying to sneak a toast from my plate.“Bibi table manners!” I exclaimed in horror.“Here, have some water” I passed the glass full of water to Mr Young whose face is red like a tomato.“I think you should stop drinking, Whiskey is not good for your health Mr young”&ldq
Chapter 6“Hey, Are you free tonight?” I grunted a response and chewed on the fresh slice of apple from the bowl.“Is that a yes or no?” Ethan asked from the other side of the end.“I think I am busy tonight,” I said with a sigh . I heard him scoff and a sigh of irritation.“Please tell me you have friends, What are you doing the whole weekend except sleep and read!?” He asked, sounding incredulous like sleeping was a bad thing.“What’s so bad about staying in my comfort zone? I like my life the way it is” I argued hoping he would stop asking me to spend my
Chapter 7The worst part of being an orphan is when you suddenly feel sick and there would be nobody to take care of you, no one to nurse you, check your temperature and make you soup. Thirteen years of being an orphan, and I should get used to this type of circumstances but as I walked up to the receptionist, grimacing because the movement worsened the pain on my lower right abdomen, I felt so lost and envied the people who had a family to take care of them.Twenty minutes passed, The nausea returned but I took a breath and waited for Dr Michael to call me. Ethan's text distracted me from my distressed condition, I rolled my eyes at his dramatic text asking me Why I wasn't at school and another ping of a mochi with an arrow in the heart.“Miss Green? Dr Mi
Chapter 8“Is She awake? How long does it take for a normal human to wake up after a surgery?”“Mr Young, it is only three hours.Why don't you rest and maybe sleep a bit? Please stop asking me the same question every ten minutes.”“But What if she stop breathing while she is-”“I’ll see you later.” With that, I heard a door slamming followed by Mr Young's cursing.Silence engulfed the air after Dr Michael left the room, I groaned and peek my eyes open. Mr Young's worried face is the first thing that came into my view, his iron shirt has creased all over and for once his hair is no
Chapter 9Mr Young walked ahead of me carrying the bags of groceries and medicine bags that we brought on our way earlier. My twenty-five years old landlord greeted our cat and rubbed his fur gently, which is a sight to behold. Mr Young and my beloved son together was something I didn't want to change. I knew whatever we had right was nothing permanent but I could allow myself to enjoy the moment which was what I always did.“Meet your mama, Bibi.” Mr Young announced. I chortled and moseyed my way towards them taking Bibi from him.“I was planning to murder you if he went dissapearing.” I teased with a serious face.
Chapter 10I walked into detention that following afternoon. While Mr Young might have been unhappy with me for disrupting his classes, Why was I the only one who got detention and not Ethan who was the main culprit?It wasn't fair, My first detention had to be given by my favourite teacher!I settled on the farthest corner of the classroom because Lord knows Mr Young's close proximity is something I couldn't handle. He appeared three minutes later after I had settled on the chair comfortably.I put on my earphones and pretended to get lost in the music and started doing my homework, failing miserably. I could feel his eyes on me and I looked up.“Why are you sitting there? It’s just the two of
Chapter 11Come morning, the humiliation I felt was still fresh and I cringed every time I recalled how rudely I was rejected by Mr Young. Literature class is just a step away and with a last minute decision, I texted Ethan and pivoted my heels towards the opposite direction of the literature class. I knew I was being a coward, an oddball but getting rejected does that to you. Don't try this at home.Ethan appeared five minutes later, he was grinning with mischief like cutting classes were the most adventurous thing I had ever done.“Wow! Miss Green cutting classes!?” he exclaimed mockingly.“Don’t make me regret this. I
Epilogue 5 years later I made my way towards the big flat where my best friend lives with his many girlfriends. I am almost scared of walking into his expensive suite because I haven't had any good experience before since Ethan is a manwhore. At twenty three, he slept with several girls every week and often made them run away crying when he refused to see them for the second time. Today, though it felt different, there were no girls, instead the whole band was present. Blissful music with Ethan, Oliver, Jack, Brandy and Sebastian are now one of the most famous boy bands in the city. I hardly see them because they are always on tour. The only person who always called me daily is Ethan because he liked to annoy me. &n
Chapter 34Sebastian and I had the best dinner. Our date first started off with good food which was quite satisfying. He's one of the best guys from our school. Proper and polite, never saying things that would offend someone. He's the best boyfriend one could ever wish for but he's not for me. Here's why: The moment he drives away from my apartment, all I want to do is run back and cancel our date, Mr Young solely the reason. I kept on picturing his sad, teary face. I couldn't focus on the date.“I had a great time tonight Sebastian. Thanks for taking me out” I unbuckled my seatbelt, and opened the car door.“My pleasure. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I do” he says.&ldq
Chapter 33“You look gorgeous Chloe. Sebastian won't be able to take his eyes off you” I blush at the compliment. Grace is in my apartment and she's helping me get ready for my date with Sebastian. Turns out that Grace is a fun person to hang out with. She's a cat person like me, she loves reading and thinks Mr Young is hot. We have a lot in common.“It feels weird though. I mean Sebastian is my friend” I told her honestly.“He’s not asking you to be his girlfriend. It's just a date, Chloe. If you think that you can't like him after today, you can just end it”“Can I ask you something?” I asked, turning fully towards her. Her brown eyes lit up i
Chapter 32“Chloe.. ” It is like that one word breaks the trance that I’m in . He stood up from his sitting position.I run towards him, feeling as if he would disappear if I don't feel him. He stumbled back from the force, I buried my face into his chest. I don't care that he loves Alessa, he can't just forget me.“Chloe, I am sorry”“Do you remember me now?” I asked, tilting my head to see his face. He looked down at me with the sadness expression. My lungs are so heavy, It felt as though I couldn't breathe.“I never forgot you,” I laughed, happy that he remembered m
Chapter 31”Ethan! Slow down” I begged,my breath coming out in a heavy gasp. He rolled his eyes but did what I said.“Move faster lady. We need to get there before your boyfriend runs off with his girlfriend to the countryside” I glared at the back of his head. For some reason, Ethan thought that running in the morning would do me good, mentally but so far he's not right. I don't feel any better.Also he Says that I should start seducing Mr Young, which I find it to be ridiculous but he's adamant. He even made me wear mascara and lipstick and forced me to style my hair. I was secretly glad that he's being such a good friend by helping me out.When I reached my place, I took a cold shower and threw myself on the bed. Since it's the weekend I decided to work on the lyrics that I've been writing since last week. I opened my laptop and found a new email on
Chapter 30There was a loud knock on my door but I ignored it. I couldn't recall how long I've been locked away in the confines of my room nor did I care. My stomach grumbles with hunger almost to the point of hurting but I welcome it. The pain on my stomach is nothing compared to pain in my chest, Damien might as well tear my heart into bits with his bare hands. What went wrong with us? Why is he not talking with me!? The more I think about it, the more I’m mad at him for treating me this way. The least he could do is explain what happened.I sat up feeling mad and hungry, I knew I would regret it later but my fingers are already stroking the keyboard, typing out my frustrations and the words that I've been meaning to write ever since I woke up. I typed out all the crappy lyrics pouring out of my soul and crying oc
Chapter 29I couldn't stop the shaking no matter how hard I tried not to, so I stood up abruptly making every head snap up to me. I cringed.“May I use the restroom?” I asked, looking down at my feet.“Raise your head up if you are talking to a teacher. It's disrespectful to look down” Came his hard, all too familiar voice. I may have look so weird with my behavior, I wished I had looked up on the internet and Google on 'how to behave in front of your ex-boyfriend who came back after he disappeared for two months' His voice held no emotion or any indication that he missed me, Of course, I’m crazy for even thinking about this.“You may go” he says fina
Chapter 28“Aunt, I'll be fine. Just be safe on your way back” I reassured her the upmteenth time this morning. Aunt Shirley refuses to let me live alone and as much I love being taken care of, I missed living by myself. And as for Mark, he left last week because he needed to go back home. I smiled thinking of how close we had gotten this past few months. I had returned to school just two weeks ago and people who I didn't even talk to before started talking, wishing me happiness and good wishes as if I had come back from the dead. It's exactly a month and fifteen days after the accident, but my mind is still on that day with him.“Honey, I'll be coming back if you don't pick up my calls” I laughed and pulled her into a warm hug not wanting to depart yet. If the accident taught me one thing, it's th
Chapter 27Beep. Beep. Beep.Monday morning is always the worst day to wake up. I hate that I have school in thirty minutes yet I can't seem to find the energy and the will to wake up and make breakfast for myself.I felt like I could hear Bibi meowing beside me but then when I listened to it more closely, it seemed to be sniffing and hiccuping. I wanted to open my eyes but I found that opening my eyes requires a lot of effort and energy. So, I settled comfortably on my pillow and decided to head back to sleep.It is a lovely dream. I saw my parents and I, playing around the park with my small puppy which my daddy brought me for my birthday. We were so happy, with dad and mom laughing while they wa