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Chapter 274 : One last time

Author: Niharika Nafisa
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Thea

The outhouse is dark and small. I'm sitting in the corner and wondering how it feels like to be in a prison or somewhere away from my own house. Where will I go now? I clutch my hair tightly, groaning in anxiety that's taking a toll on me for the last two days. My life has been completely destroyed and it is all because of— Me.

John was right when he said that I didn't value what I had. I didn't value him, my kids, my family and everything I got after marrying him. I took everything so lightly. I took everyone for granted.

I repeated the mistake again and again.

I loved him when it was too late.

And I couldn't even control my fantasies after falling in love with him.

My lust, and my sinful fantasies, were the reasons for my downfall. I scream, crying out louder and louder.

I know no one is hearing me and it causes more pain. I can't go to anyone. John won't come running to me, hearing me screaming. I don't have anyone to support me when I'm truly crying when I'm truly helpless
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Bouqui
unbelievable!! Thea admitted to being a liar??! I never thought I'd see this day.. wow!! but still. I don't trust you Thea, you may have something up your sleeves
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