BELLATRIX...
I raced away from the villa, but soon felt lost. I didn’t know where to run. I didn’t want to go back to the countryside; life there was horrible. But living with my family meant willingly throwing myself into a pool of boiling lava. Either way, I would be sacrificed.
Tears burned at the thought of the monster I nearly got engaged to. I was nothing but property to him.
No, I wouldn’t go back to that hell. I wouldn’t let them take me. So I just kept running.
A pink flash of lightening lit up the night sky, tearing the heart out of it. Droplets of water touched my bare skin, a warning of heavy rain. I still had no idea where to go. Only moments later, rain poured and soon drenched me. My tears dissolved in the water, and I prayed for a little help along the way.
As I took a turn, a black car appeared out of the rain-drenched darkness. It stopped in front of me, so close that I stumbled backward, my heart hammering.
The window slid down, revealing chauffeur Smith’s face, one of the most family’s most loyal workers. At least, that’s what I had heard. He was in his early thirties and good looking with blond hair. He looked at me with concern in his eyes. “Young miss, do you need any help?”
I eyed him with suspicion. For my family, Florence always came first. It was the same for those who worked for them. No exception with Smith, either. He was always biased toward the second young miss. Sometimes it felt like he was somewhat bothered, having to call me the first young miss.
Still, I was drenched and running aimlessly. So, although suspicious about his sudden kindness, I hastily entered the car. “Yes, thank you, Smith,” I said. “Please, drive me to the nearest bus stop.” I rubbed my wet arms, trying to spread some warmth through my chilled body.
Surprisingly, Smith didn’t ask any questions, though he peered at me through the rearview mirror. “There’s a fresh towel in the back. Please dry yourself, miss.”
“Uh, thanks, Smith.” I reached to grab the towel. Once I turned, I caught a faint glimpse of a black car behind us. My chest shuddered violently. I strained to see. The car didn’t belong to Niel or my family. It felt like a mountain lifted off my chest.
I sighed in relief, then wrapped the towel around my shoulders and leaned against the seat. Rain battered the windshield, making it difficult to see. It made me glad Smith had found me. All I needed now was to reach the station and then get far away.
The car’s clock said 8:30. However, it seemed like midnight already. The sky was so dark and rain so heavy, the streets were bare, everyone snuggled up at home.
Home. That one word was enough to trouble my heart. I envied people who had a home to return to.
Sigh…
Droplets of water glided over the car’s glass smoothly, as my mind drifted back to Neil’s mysterious brother. How could it be possible that he had a brother, and I never knew? I had clearly heard him say, “Get out of my way, brother.” So there was no doubt. I just didn’t understand it.
I was aware of his sister Natasha, a young woman the same age as Neil, who naturally got along well with Florence. But I knew of no other siblings, and the Ryder and Valdez families had been long-time friends and business associates. In Neil, I had met the only heir of the Ryders. Or so I had thought. So who is this “brother?”
An abrupt jerk interrupted my thoughts. “What happened?” I asked Smith, my brow furrowing in confusion.
“Not sure, miss. Let me check.”
I sat anxiously as Smith got out to check the car.
A few minutes later, he returned. “It seems whatever is wrong is beyond my capabilities, miss. Please, wait here, and don’t go anywhere. I have to go get help.”
“Please, come back quickly,” I said, my heart twisting with worry.
“I will.” Smith assured me and left.
I sat, peering out the window, hoping Smith would return soon. The rain petered to a stop, and I checked the time. Only ten minutes had passed since Smith left, but it felt like an eternity. It felt so suffocating inside that cramped vehicle, too. I got out and peered down the narrow, dark road. There was no trace of life, and the area didn’t look familiar. I knew the route to the bus stop, and this road wasn’t on the way.
Where did he bring me?
I swallowed hard. Panic slowly writhed through me. I stumbled, my wounded arm hitting the car door. Blinding pain rushed through my veins. I pulled the door open and dragged myself toward the driver's seat, searching for anything that would help me contact Smith. I didn’t know what I was searching for, but fear had taken over, and I could barely even see straight.
“Smith,” I called, “where are you?” Tears burned my eyes. I didn’t want to be there alone; the solitude scared me.
I swallowed hard, telling myself to breathe. You’ve got this. I bit my trembling lips, taking another shuddering breath. Finally, I worked up the courage to follow Smith. But as I turned, a menacing honk almost deafened me. I yelped and jumped back into the car’s grill.
A dark sedan skidded to a stop in front of me, its headlights blinding me. I put my hands up to block the light, then hear two car doors open. I strained to see who emerged. Then everything happened so fast. Three masked men raced toward me and grabbed me.
“No!” I shouted, using all my might to fend them off. “Let me go!” An agonizing scream left me, and my heart beat violently as I struggled to free myself. “L—let me go!”
“Shut up, Valdez!”
My head snapped in the direction of the voice, trying to see who he was. If he knew my name, I might know him. But his masks covered nearly everything except his eyes and lips, so I couldn’t tell.
A different man roughly pushed a piece of cloth in my mouth, choking me. My head started pounding, and tears streamed down my cheeks. Flashes of blurred memories glared before my eyes, haunting me: blood... jokers... screams... darkness. I cried out in cruel anguish. No! Not again! God, please don’t let me be kidnapped again.
BELLATRIX... As my abductors dragged me, I felt weak and insignificant, as though my strength were non-existent to them. Fate had once again played a cruel joke on me, letting me escape an earthly fire only to throw me into hell.Tears of panic and pain streamed from my eyes as I tried to jerk free. Not that they’d let me leave. Still, I fought. I used all my force, too, and that only angered them more. One grabbed me by the neck and threw me into the car.A gasp of air left my chest as my face hit something sharp, and keen anguish crept over my brow bone. A hand fisted my hair tightly before hauling me backward. “This bitch is a pain in the ass,” he said before he tossed me down and kicked my back.I hissed in pain, my lungs struggling for air. With my breath shallow, I felt something warm and sticky over my eyes that made me shiver.“She should be taught a lesson!” he snarled.Terror consumed me as I craned my head to see my attackers. Though I could find nothing identifiable. The
VICTOR... I gazed at the woman who had been laying on the white bed of hospital. "How's her condition?" I asked the doctor coldly as he checked her heart monitor once again. "She is weak due to her physical injuries, although she is healing pretty quickly, we must keep her under observation." "Hmm..." I watched her giving a statement to the police; she's touching her nose frequently, possibly a habit when she's thinking. She was pleasing to the eye, now with her face wiped clean... From the curves of her body to her eyes full of innocence that could be deceptive for one and must come with a warning, but there was more to her that set her apart from the others I had met before. She is feral, as a tigress should be, but this tigress is wounded beneath her bones, she is tormented, and unfortunately her tormentors live around her... (FLASHBACK OF EARLIER...) I turned to the trembling girl, "Bellatrix Valdez?" I muttered with amusement laced in my voice, "so, you are the woman o
BELLATRIX...The night had passed, and I was in and out of my nightmares. Sometimes I was kidnapped by three scary jokers, at other times I was surrounded by a dark mist and evil laughter. I was alone except a few times when a nurse came to check on me. None of my family members showed up at night.I was exhausted, mentally and physically. My heart shuddered once I realized I had to return to that hell again, yet I prepared myself to receive the punishment even after knowing it would surpass their previous punishments. I somehow feel it's better than being abducted by strange people with unknown motives; after all, not every time I would be saved by others. Perhaps staying there I would be able to find out the main culprit who sent those goons after me.Now, I could only hope that my parents accept me...It was now ten in the morning, and I was finally in a better condition than last night. The pain in the back of my head had receded mostly, just a feeling of heaviness remained along
BELLATRIX... I was stunned, staring at my father, luckily I was over Neil... Or it would have stung so bad. "Did we have any other option except that?" Mom said, "the one who should actually care for the family abandoned us in the crucial time, and the other one sacrificed herself for the family... I truly regret not carrying Florence in my womb," she said distastefully. I truly wish that... At least it would have hurt less knowing she was preferred because of biological connection, which was clearly missing here. My gaze caught Florence, standing beside Neil. She was silent, but her face was bright and her lips twitching to a winning smirk... I give her that, she finally got her precious treasure, though I wasn't sure if her elation was for winning over me... Or getting engaged to Neil. It felt funny for some strange reason, and I gave a slow smile, "I'm glad..." The truth was I didn't know what else to say. It was quite obvious that they all were happy with Florence and wa
BELLATRIX... I was lost, my eyes widened with horror as I shook my head, my heart pounding violently under the blaming gazes of my parents. "Mom, Dad..." I muttered helplessly. "Shut up!" Mom scolded me, her face red with anger and disappointment, "Look what you've done! You spare us no face, Bellatrix! How could you stoop so low!?" My lips quivered. I wanted to deny all the blame and shout at the top of my lungs, but would it work at all? They seemed to believe what they believed. I pressed my lips together, tugging at the hem of my hospital gown under the comforter, hoping to vanish from this unfair world. My last shred of hope was torn today. I have no chance... More precisely, I never stood a chance in front of Florence. It seemed I cared for them far more than those who discarded me cared for me. Would it be different if I wasn't kidnapped fifteen years ago? It must be, after all, I am their biological daughter... If Grandpa and grandma were still alive, would they love me
BELLATRIX... She fainted all of a sudden? Was that even real... Or one of her tricks to blame me even more? Perhaps it was. Florence never let go of a chance to humiliate me and take attention over her. I laughed out in the empty room. She's such a good actor, someone please reward her with an Oscar! I waited for nearly ten minutes and realized no one's gonna leave her alone. Sigh... I got off the bed and changed my clothes before walking out of the hospital alone. The sun was shining brightly, and the weather was amazing, unlike my lonely heart that was gloomy 24/7. I hailed a cab and returned to the Villa. The atmosphere in the Villa wasn't positive either. Although I am the daughter of this family, anyone barely acknowledged my presence... I wasn't surprised as it wasn't new for me. I wondered if they would behave the same if Florence was here instead of me. That's silly, of course, they would have attended to her with smiling faces and respect. I paid no heed to them
BELLATRIX... My heart was racing as I glanced at the phone that laid on the rug__ the result of my rage, and continuously ringing with Neil's name flashing on the screen. Did he not understand my clearly stated words? Or... He was too conscious about Florence and carelessly ignored my denial. Either way, I'm the pig to be slaughtered again. His words resounded my head as fear enveloped me with one thought__ would they force me to be the donor? My heart shuddered__ No! This can not happen! Perhaps this was selfish of me, but why it has to be me every fucking time? They have money, they can search donor all around the country, yet they seemed to be obsessed with me! Slowly, I got off the bed and glanced at my phone, it stopped ringing. Thank the God, hopefully my words finally get into his head. I picked it up, tossing on the bed and headed toward the bathroom when my room door suddenly swing open, banging off the wall and bouncing it back and forth, revealing my terrified parents.
It took me a few moments to realise it was bright outside, I must have fallen asleep without realising. My stomach was aching from hunger and my head felt heavy. I stirred, only to groan, my body ached from the awkward position I had fallen asleep. Sigh... Taking help of the bed, I stood up, my legs were shaky. I turned around, catching glimpses of the tore paper on the floor as images of last night crawled within me. Bike rose in my throat as I shook my head, helplessly trying to jerk away those thoughts. I directly headed to the bathroom, locking the door behind. In front of the sink, I opened the tap, splashing water on my face, before I look up at myself in the mirror... My skin turned even more dull, eyes lost it's usual spark, dark circles settled under eye area... Over all, a broken woman with no values. It reminded me of my ten years out in the slum, life there was hard and full of struggles, but life here hurts even more. Was I wrong to return here? Was I wrong to think
ONE YEAR LATER.... BELLATRIX.... I stood in the bathroom, my body shivering, and drops of tears rolling down my cheeks... No, I'm not hurt; I'm emotional, and this feeling... It's beyond any joy and fear I could ever feel. I stared at the two pink lines on the pregnancy kit. Yes, I'm pregnant again. I sobbed loudly, and suddenly the door of the bathroom swung open, revealing my anxious husband, who was waiting outside. He rushed inside. "Wh-what is it?" He was worried and nervous too. I felt so weak and sat on the toilet seat, showing him the kit. One glance at it, and he froze. Slowly, he bent down beside me, watching the kit. He looked up at me, his eyes teary... "Is it a yes?" I nodded. "Y-es." I choked on my tears, smiling and crying at the same time. As soon as I confirmed my pregnancy to him, he dropped his head on my thigh and started crying. It was the same emotion for him. "We are... pregnant," he spoke between his tears, and I nodded. I hugged his head as we shed t
BELLATRIX.... I inhaled a deep breath before stepping inside the funeral home. I had avoided this topic after Victor informed me about her death two days ago. However, I came today for her funeral.Why? Well, I don't even know myself.I felt nothing for her anymore. The tie I had with her was brutally severed. Still, I wanted to see her, which was pretty surprising for me too.As usual, Victor accompanied me.Stepping inside, I walked toward her coffin. I saw her daughter, Florence, was there too, with police officers guarding her.The mother and daughter had both been sentenced to fourteen years of imprisonment.Seeing me, she tried hard to rush to me, but the officers did not let her. She glared at me hatefully. I knew that if she got a chance now, she would kill me. Well, unfortunate for her, I am not available for that.She was dragged away by the officers as I ignored her and looked at Rebecca's coffin. Her face was pale and slightly bluish. There was no charm on her face anymor
VICTOR.... Life wasn't the same after the truth was revealed. My always-smiling little bird isn't the same anymore... She smiles, but the pure charm she had is no longer in her.It's been a couple of months since all the miseries, cruel truths, and heartbreaks, and Bella was the one hurt the most during that time, which changed her a lot.After returning home and seeing her mother that day, she only asked me two things: 1. To give Lucia's mother a standard life.She did not want that lady to suffer because of what her daughter did. Her mother did not know about Lucia's crime, and when she learned, she cried and asked for forgiveness again and again. She did not ask to free her daughter, though. Perhaps she too realized the severity of her daughter's actions.And 2. Bella demanded to keep Florence and Rebecca separate and never let them know about each other. She wanted Rebecca to suffer, which I obliged gladly. After that day, she did not speak about them, nor about her biological m
BELLATRIX.... The revelation was hard, yet nothing is harder than losing a child. Perhaps because I have digested the shock of losing my child, I did not react harshly toward the unsaid truth.This taught me one truth, though. Now I know why my father used to be the one caring for me. Now I know why he wanted to see me on his deathbed and not Florence, because I was his biological daughter. I do not justify his actions, though; I never will..."Baby, we are here," Victor said to me, breaking my thoughts.I turned to him in a daze. "Huh?""We have reached here," he said again.I looked out of the car window. We are at the same investigation center. Our chauffeur opened the door, and we stepped out of the car."They are here?" I asked as my husband held my hand."Hmm. They have been brought for investigation..." He turned to me. "Are you sure you want to see them?" I squeezed his hand, locking our gazes. "Don't worry, I am fine... My mother taught me to face the hardest phases of life
BELLATRIX.... Is he joking? That's the first line that came into my head. I sharply looked at his face; there was no trace of humor there; instead, worry and fear lingered on his features.My heart twisted strangely... That means he did not lie.When I said nothing, he touched my face. "Baby, calm down. What I am about to tell you won't be easy."I swallowed hard. At this point, I am numb, but I want to know. "O-kay..." I replied breathlessly."Bella, Mrs. Valdez is not your biological mother. She did not give birth to you. But... Mr. Valdez is your biological father," he said, dropping another bomb over my head.My mouth agape, my gaze blankly watched him.He sighed, caressing my neck. "It does not end here, Bella. There are many more. Do you want me to continue? Or do you want to see for yourself?" He gestured at the file. I once glanced at it and gulped hard again. The idea of my life being imprinted in that file did not please me; in fact, it was scarier. I shook my head, "No, y
BELLATRIX.... "The person who wanted to kill you is your mother."As soon as those words left her tongue, I fell backward. The door of the room swung open at the same time as I heard hasty footsteps getting closer to me, and before I realized it, I was caught back in a pair of strong and familiar arms.I stared at her, dumbfounded. When she said that, I would never have imagined 'the person' she referred to; she did not lie. I would have never envisioned this, even in my nightmares!"What?" I asked, breathless."I did not lie," she muttered, hugging her knees. "She and her daughter threatened me that if I failed to kill you, they would hurt my mother... And now, I have failed," she sobbed.I don't know whether I should be happy about the fact that she told me or go into shock again; I have no fucking idea.I was in a daze when I was pulled back by my husband. He had already picked me up in his arms and started walking out, muttering, "I shouldn't have let you in here alone. Fuck!"Wa
BELLATRIX.... I look up at my husband, to whom I could not look since yesterday. How can I even look at him after breaking his dream like that? I have failed him, failed myself, and most importantly, I have failed as a mother.I could not protect my child. I trusted the wrong person, and now... my heart clenches at the reminder of that moment. Exactly right here, it happened.Victor stared at me; his beautiful green eyes held many emotions."Will you take me?" I ask again, hoping that he'll take me to her. Though I am not sure if she is alive or not.He raised his hand and touched my cheeks, slowly caressing them with his thumb. "Of course, whatever you wish."He took me out, and we sat in our car. Lucia was kept in an interrogation cell with high security. Of course, Victor used his power here, and none can blame him for that. She's the killer of our unborn baby. However, surprisingly, she is still alive but beaten very badly. She was arrested and sent to the interrogation room, wi
VICTOR.... "Open your mouth." Stella held a slice of apple in front of Bella's mouth. Slowly, without a word, she took the slice and chewed on it.I was watching her, standing on the other side of the hospital room. I was on a call, yet my focus was on my wife.Twenty-four hours had passed since she came out of that nightmare, still in a daze but much better than before. However, after she woke up and cried, she did not speak in the last twenty-four hours, as if she had lost her voice.Doctors said that it's due to the aftershock, but soon she would be fine. The main danger is gone; it's now upon her adaptability. We must be patient and give her enough time to adjust.Feeling frustrated, I turned around and left the room. It's hard to see her this way; I just can't.I walked out into the huge garden of the hospital, where the patients were walking, some maybe talking with their family members. I chose a quiet place and sat on a bench.I rubbed my face. I am not quite sure how to hand
BELLATRIX.... "Mommy." I heard a baby voice ringing in my ear. I looked around; where is she? I don't see anyone. "Mommy, don't you see me?" Her voice was soft. "No, where are you?" I shouted. "Mommy, please, come to me." She said again as I started running nowhere. "Where are you?" I screamed. Suddenly, I found myself on the stairs. In front of me was... "Lucia!" Her eyes were evil. She stepped toward me. "I'm sorry," she said, and then pushed me. "No!" My voice echoed in the hollow. My eyes flew open, and a heavy breath escaped me as I was greeted by a pure white ceiling. Wh-where am I? Am I stuck in nowhere? Am I dead? I was confused. I looked around. Everything around me was either white or off-white. There was a monitor beside the bed, beeping continuously, and a wire attached to the back of my hand. It took me a while to realize my surroundings. I am in the hospital. I look around again; I am alone in the room. How did I end up here? I tried to recall, and some vag