Akira's POV
“Elara!” I yell with tears rushing down my cheeks.
My sister glares at me with a nonchalant and unbothered look on her face. She leans closer to the bedside table and pours herself a glass of wine.
“Those darn guards, how dare they let you in?” Kaid sneers. He eyes me with a look of disdain.
I break down into sobs. I clutch my stomach tight and allow the tears to rush down my cheeks as I realize that the real reason why Kaid never visited was not because of pack duties, it was because he had moved on with his life and I was stupid for holding onto him.
“How could you?” I stutter, my entire body trembles in shock.
“How could I? Come on Akira, let us be realistic here. How did you expect me to wait for you for five years? I am a Man, I have to satisfy my sexual feelings.” Kaid says in a defensive tone.
I place my hand over my mouth and my eyes widen in shock at how bold he is to defend himself.
“I did it for you! I did everything for you! The reason I spent five years in prison was because of you!” I yell. I pause to run a hand through my hair in frustration and I wipe the tears off my face.
“So what? You sacrificed just five years for me. Why are you making it seem like such a big deal Akira?” Kaid yells back at me.
I sneak a glance at Elara, she carefully sips her wine with a mischievous smirk playing on her lips.
“Fix yourself in my shoes you fucking bastard! How would you feel if I was the one who cheated on you? How would you react you self-centered animal?” I growl.
Kaid looks taken aback by the sudden outburst. He clears his throat and says “I would understand Akira, I swear I would and I would be very happy most especially to see that you have moved on with your life.”
He lies, Kaid lies. No one in my situation would feel happy. It means I sacrificed five years for nothing. All those five years for me to meet a selfish ungrateful bastard.
My breathing becomes hitched. I clench my fist tight and rise to my feet. “What did I ever do to you? What did I do to deserve this Kaid? I have been loyal to you ever since we got married.”
I want an explanation, an excuse maybe. At least anything that can convince me that Kaid did not cheat on me.
“Just go back to where you came from, loser,” Elara speaks up. She pushes the duffet away from her and walks towards me with her head up high.
She reeks of so much confidence and it irritates me. How can my sister feel so unbothered about betraying me?
Has she always planned this? All those tears I saw her cry in the courtroom five years ago, were fake.
“You will fucking pay for this Elara, you will regret the day you laid your filthy hands on my man!” I snap at her.
Surprisingly, she pauses to laugh hysterically. She tucks a strand of her hair behind her ear and spills the rest of the liquid in the glass on me.
I gasp in shock as the cold substance drenches my hair and stains my prison uniform.
“Do not test me Elara, you know what I am capable of doing.” I grit my teeth in anger and fight the urge to retaliate.
I have always struggled with anger issues from the start. During my years in prison. I was able to manage my anger in the meantime.
Elara is trying to provoke me, I should not give her what she wants.
“Babe, shall I just call the guards to drag her out of the pack house? Then we can have some more fun.” Kaid squeals the last part of his statement excitedly.
Babe? Fun? I bite my lower lip to hold back the tears that threaten to fall from my eyes.
“No babe, allow me to handle her.” Elara raises a hand at Kaid and he obeys her like a lost puppet.
“What are you going to do now Akira? Your entire life is fucked up. Kaid is going to kick you out of the Red Moon pack, you will have nowhere to go then you will slowly turn into a rogue werewolf.” Elara spits out bitterly.
I clutch my chest tight and glare at Elara with anger and rage building up inside of me. I crack my knuckles and step closer to her.
“Why are you doing this?” I ask in a calm yet deadly tone.
“Because I hate your smelly guts. I always have and I always will. Just die.” Elara retorts.
My next action takes her off guard. I land my five fingers on her left cheek. Elara gasps in shock, she attempts to slap me back but I grab her by the wrist and shove her.
Elara's back collides with the wooden wardrobe. She groans in pain as I watch her slump to the floor.
Kaid jerks off the bed and rushes towards Elara with a look of concern plastered on his face.
“Are you okay?” he asks. She nods her head at me and Kaid helps her lay back on the bed.
“You, leave now before I call the guards to drag you out the same way the guards dragged you out of the courtroom room five years ago. For the sake of your dignity, leave.” He yells. I notice the tired look on Kaid's face. He looks pale and his eyes are drooping.
“How dare you mention that?” I rush towards him with full adrenaline. I expect Kaid to move out of the way but he stands still. I accidentally push him and he ends up hitting his head against the wooden wardrobe.
Kaid slumps to the floor.
“Get up you loser!” I yell at him with tears rushing down my cheeks.
Surprisingly, I do not get a response.
“Kaid,” I mutter in a low tone.
I gaze down at him and my eyes widen in shock as I watch Kaid’s body covered in blood.
I rush towards him and place my head over his chest. I try to listen to his heartbeat but I do not hear a single thing.
He is not breathing.
My shaky hands are now covered in my husband's blood.
Did I kill him?
Akira's POV “You killed him!” Elara yells. She jerks off the bed and reaches for her phone.“Ca-lm down Ela-ra, please, h-e h-e…” I stutter. My entire body trembles in fear as I stare at the horrific sight in front of me.My husband's body was covered in his blood.“I will record this and make sure it gets to the werewolf committee you bloody killer!” Elara exclaims with tears rushing down my cheeks.I crawl away from Kaid's lifeless body. I did not kill him. It was an accident.I try to wave off every depressing thought in my head. I need to get out of here, Elara is not bluffing. She will inform the Werewolf committee about this and I will be sent back to jail again.No! I shake my head in disagreement. I refuse to return to that hell hole.I rise to my feet and hold onto the wall for support. “What are you doing? Guards!” Elara yells at the top of her voice.I rush towards her, I pick up the bedside lamp and smash it on her head. Elara slumps to the floor and her eyes shut close.
Akira's POV I rub my shoulders and shudder at the cool breeze that sweeps my hair back and forth.The hairs on my skin rise in fear and the loud howling of wolves causes me to grit my teeth.I shut my eyes for a brief moment and blink back the tears that threaten to fall from my eyes. Now is not the time to cry, I have been doing that for the past three days and all it has done is weaken me physically and mentally.Kaid is dead. I killed Kaid. I deserve to die, why am I trying to survive when I took the life of an innocent? Yes, he did cheat on me but I could have controlled my anger. Why did I not do that? I could have walked out of the house the moment I saw Elara and Kaid on the bed.If only I had ignored them, none of that would have happened. Kaid would still be alive.I pull my hair and break down into sobs.My entire body feels weak, I am thirsty and my stomach hurts from hunger. I have not had anything healthy to eat for the past three days. After running away from the Red
Akira's POV Vincent successfully saves me from getting captured by Elara and the guards from the Red Moon pack.He takes me to his home, a small bungalow on the outskirts of town. The place is comfy.He offers me food and allows me to clean up. Vincent gives me a new set of clothes. Although I can tell that the clothes belong to him because of how large they look on me.I feel refreshed but Elara's words still replay in my head. The one about Kaid's soul rest in peace.“How do you feel?” Vincent's deep voice startles me from my thoughts and jolts me back to reality. I look up to gaze at him and watch him settle down on the couch beside me.I fiddle with my palms and scoot away from him. “Who are you and why are you helping me?” My voice is rough and it comes out as a mere whisper, although it is loud enough for Vincent to hear.“Why are you bothered about that? I am helping you and that is all that matters. You should be grateful for that.” Vincent says nonchalantly.I sneak a glance
Akira's POVI could barely catch a glimpse of sleep, these days I can not lay for an hour without imaging Kaid's presence in the room. It is like his spirit has not rested yet and it keeps tormenting me. Maybe Kaid's spirit wants me to confess my evil deeds and turn myself in.The door suddenly opens wide, Vincent barges in with a poker face. I furrow my brows in confusion at him while he stands awkwardly at the door."Sorry about that. I just wanted to check if you were awake." Vincent says rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. An awkward silence falls between the both of us, he looks like he wants to say something but is thinking of the right words."Good morning." I pause to rise to my feet. "Have you had breakfast?" My tone is low yet clear enough for Vincent to hear."Breakfast, right." He says, with a nervous chuckle. He is acting a bit weird this morning and I find it rather suspicious. Ever since he saved me, he has done nothing but try to force answers about Kaid's death fr
Vincent's POV"That is because the Moon Goddess would never ask me to protect a killer." I say. It took me quite a lot of confidence to say this. Akiralooks extremely shocked by what I just said and to be honest, I am surprised by my own self too.Why should I trust her? All evidence points at her, everyone says she is the killer because she was the last person to see my brother. Why then should I trust her? I think it is because of the revelation I received from the Moon Goddess last night.Everyone else might lie about Akira being the killer but the Moon Goddess would never do that. She knows all and sees all, I guess I do not trust Akira but I trust the Moon Goddess instead and i believe she would lead me on the right path to go about all of this.Akira looks like she is about to say something but a loud bang on the door startles the both of us. I furrow my brows in confusion and avert my gaze to the door. Who could that be? I never receiveguests."Who is that?" Akira whispers, a f
Vincent's POV "Wait!" I yell at Roman even before he can order his boys to move into my house. Roman raises a brow at me and gestures me to go ahead."You have a right to speak Vincent? What is the problem? Have anything to confess?" Roman throws questions at me. Why does he suddenly suspect me? Is it just because of the trailing footsteps that leads to my house or is there something more than that? Maybe Kaid might have told him something about me in the past to warrant such suspicion.Anyways, I really hope I have been able to buy Akira enough time to secretly leave my house. The both of us would be in serious trouble if we get caught by Roman."I just want to tell you that I am not forgetting this disrespect and you owe me an apology if you do not find her in my house." I say with a stern look. Roman chuckles at me and nods his head."I agree but if I do find her, you do not owe me an apology. You owe your dead brother one instead." Roman says, he orders the boys to barge into my
Akira's POV After an hour of hiding in a wrecked shack besides the river. Idecide to return back to Vincent's house but before doing that I make sure the coast is clear. The van from earlier is no longer parked there. I release a heavy sigh of relief as I reach the frontdoor.I deliver a small knock on the door and I hear Vincent rushing to open the door for me. The door eventually opens wide and Vincent hastily gestures me inside."That was close." He mutters to himself."What was Roman doing here? What did he say? Are they still conducting some kind of investigation?" I throw questions at Vincent. He sighs and gestures me to sit on the couch. I obey him and settle down on soft foam with Vincent besides me."So tell me? What did Roman say?" I ask with wide eyes. "Calm down Akira. He thinks you did it because Kaid was unable to save you from jail time. I heard about the crime you committed and how you went to prison for it." Vincent says. Crime I committed? I did my best to hold mys
Akira's POV I hastily let go off Vincent's wrist and stagger backward in shock at what just happened. Why did I feel that kind of connection and energy around him? To begin with, who is Vincent? Do I have to tell him my secrets before he tells me who he really is? "What is wrong? Are you okay? You look like you just saw a ghost." Vincent stares at me with a look of concern plastered on his face. Wait, the Moon Goddess sent Vincent to protect me? He wants to prove my innocence even if it costs him to get into trouble? Then, I suddenly feel this connection?I place two and two together before saying "Mate." My voice is lowbut my wolf howls loudly."You figured." Vincent points out with a small shrug. Oh so the Moon Goddess had already revealed it to him that he is my mate. Why did he keep it from me then? Did he plan to reject me? Why is all of this even happening? Having a new mate when my husband just died."How is that possible? Kaid was my mate. How can I suddenly have a new mate
Vincent's POV "Do you think it is a good idea to see her husband instead? I mean it feels kind of disrespectful in a way that we are reporting her to her husband. Do you not think so?" Akira mutters from behind. I scoff and shoot dagger glares at Akira, that is enough to silence her."Easy for you to say. She should have thought about it before throwing trash all over me. I mean look at the way everyone keeps glaring at me as if I have shit on my face!" I yell angrily. Akira raises her hand in mock surrender and takes a few steps backward. She has a disgusted look on her face just like how everyone else gaze at me, with irritation and disgust."Excuse me Sir." I hear someone yell from behind. I turn around to gaze at an old fragile man clutching a walking stick tight. Who is he? I raise a brow at him and gesture him to start speaking before i lose my patience, Akira on the other hand just bows her head at him respectfully."The customers here are not pleased by the stench. Perhaps yo
Vincent's POV I continue to rant but I notice that Akira's attention is no longer on me but on a certain woman serving drinks in the bar. I clear my throat and that is enough to startle Akira and jolt her back to reality. She stares at me and mumbles. "Look at that lady Vincent." She gulps a lump down her throat and points at the woman."What about her?" I ask with a raised brow. I am slightly irritated at Akira's pathetic attempt to change the topic. I know she does not want to talk about our feelings but why is she trying to cause a diversion by pointing at some random woman? Does she think I am that stupid to fall fir her dumb tricks?"Do you recognize her?" Akira whispers softly while staring at the woman. I scoff and throw my hands in the hair. "This is so unbelievable." I snap at her. Surprisingly Akira nods her head in agreement and flashes me a mischievous smirk. "I know right. Who would have thought that I would meet her here?" She chokes out a small laughter.I can not help
Akira's POV I suddenly feel tears roll down my cheeks. I bite my lower lip to stop myself from breaking down into sobs. Some people passing by gaze at Vincent and I while making whispering noises while others probably recognize me as the woman who killed her husband. I can feel eyes boring into my soul and it makes me feel a sense of emptiness. I thought Vincent had my back but knowing that I am just some sort of investment to him makes my heart break, I am nothing to him and that means I am alone. I always have and i always will be.I choke out a small cry at the reality of my miserable life. How come I never noticed? "Oh my goodness. Now, you are crying." Vincent mutters. He runs a hand through his hair and takes a few steps towards me. I catch him gaze at me with a look of concern. Or maybe those are just my imaginations? Vincent does not care about me. If he did then he would not have called me an investment."Why are you being so emotional today, Akira?" He asks, his voice is s
Akira's POV My question remains hanging in the air. I am too afraid to walk out of the corner and ask Vincent. I am ashamed as well because Kaid used to be my husband yet he never mentioned anything about his past to me, worse of it all is that I was too stupid to never even ask. He must have thought that I never cared and that was most likely why he never mentioned it.I feel guilt wash over me. I wish I could go back in time and ask Kaid, I wish I acted like I cared more about his past. All those things could have been eating him up on the inside, for the first time since Kaid's death, it actually pops into my mind that Kaid might have committed suicide.I mean as I dig deeper into this case, I slowly realize that Kaid never actually lived a happy life. He was haunted by his pasts and he never actually forgave Vincent which means he was still holding onto a grudge. Could that have been what pushed him to kill himself? Maybe he had already poisoned himself and thereafter, I accident
Akira's POVVincent thinks I left him but I am only hiding behind the corners, trying to shake off the fear I feel as I watch Elara point the camera in Vincent's face. My heart races extremely fast at Vincent's sudden outburst, how did he just lose control all of a sudden? I feel worry for him, I can not help but gaze at him with pity even though he clearly warned me to stay clear.Something is going on with him and yet again he is hiding it from me. Maybe the both of us do not make that much of a good team after all."I am going to find Kaid's killer and help Akira prove her innocence." I hear Vincent say in such a confident tone. I actually feel reassured by his words, I do all the time. Something about the way he confudently makes his statements always has me believing in him, even in the darkest times. Either that or it could just be the stupid mate bond I happen to share with him.What was the Moon goddess even thinking when she made me Vincent's mate? I mean, it is clearly an ab
Vincent's POV Do I deserve to be happy? After everything I have done? After everything I have been through?"Vincent, are you okay?" Akira's soft voice jolts me out of my thoughts and back to reality. I shoot dagger glares at her and push her far away from me. "Stay away." I sneer as I feel tears prick from the corner of my eyes.I hear Akira sigh in frustration but I ignore her and take multiple steps towards Roman. "You are a bastard and a liar! I know everything! I know you had a hand in Kaid's death! I do not know if it is because of the jealousy you always felt towards him or if it was because of your unrequited love towards Akira?" I blurt out. I actually regret saying my last statement because I know that the last thing I should be doing is involving her into any of this. I hear her scoff at me and before I can say anything, Akira runs away from me. "Unrequited love? Did that bitch tell you that I ever had feelings her? I do not know what has gotten into you Vincent or why y
Vincent's POV I felt anger course through my veins as I watched Roman yell at Akira. I clenched my fist tight and gritted my teeth in anger as I noticed how Akira's face fell, her hands were shaky and as a matter of fact, her whole body trembled. I felt pity for her. She was already going through so much and now Roman was making it worse by making her feel severely guilty."Stop." I heard Akira beg in a shaky tone. I sighed heavily, as Roman continued to yell at Akira, I could slowly watch her break into pieces. She took a few steps backward and accidentally bumped into me.Akira's face softens, I hear her mutter something like. "I am not alone." I sigh heavily and push her behind me. I stand in front of Roman with a huge frown on my face. "Stop bullying her Roman. At least have some dignity. She is already feeling enough guilt. You are making things worse." I snap at him.Roman eyes me with disdain. He scoffs and shakes his head at the both of us. "So what are you guys now? A couple
Akira's POV Vincent shrugs lightly and waves it off but the suspicious look I give him causes him to throw his hands in the air and flash the phone screen in my face. It is a call from an unknown number. "Why are you not picking it?" I ask, furrowing my brows at him in confusion, mixed with slight suspicion at the way his face becomes slightly pale by my question."It is an unknown number Akira, I do not know who is calling." Vincent retorts. I roll my eyes at him. That should be more reason why he should pick the call. It could be Elara or Roman. Unless, Vincent might know who it is but is trying to cover it up in front of me. I eye him suspiciously and snap at him "How else are you going to know who is calling if you do not answer the call.""Come on Akira. More like those are a lot of reasons why I should not answer the call. It could be a prank call." Vincent trails off. I scoff and choke out a bitter laughter. Is he kidding me right now? Prank call? Who would want to prank him w
Akira's POV I slowly flutter my eyes open and they come in contact with a very peaceful version of Vincent. His eyes are shut close and i can help but admire how beautiful he looks when sleeping. His eyelashes are soft and long. I fight back the urge to caress his face. I gulp a lump down my throat as I clutch the bedsheets tight. What have I done though? Did I just have sex with my late husband's brother? I feel guilt wash over me and I release a sigh of frustration. My feelings are confusing me by the day. The more I draw closer to Vincent, the more I feel excited by his presence. I know I am doing the wrong thing, i know I should stop but I keep doing that.Is Kaid seeing us? How disappointed is he in me? I killed him and now I am having sex with his brother? I am such a horrible person!"Good morning." A familiar deep voice jolts me out of my thoughts and back to reality. I snap my eyes open and they come in contact with a beautiful pair of grey eyes. My heart races extremely fa