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Fenrir's nightmares

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Fenrir's POV

I fought nostalgia watching Marsai’s body sprawled on my bed in a similar manner in the past.

She might be bold and fierce on the outside, fighting me every chance she got but deep down, I know she cared. I just know she has a soft spot for me in her heart, and I plan to protect that. I plan to be that man she will always wake up to, and love even if it's not with all her heart.

According to Elena, Marsai has tried to run away again. Her plan was to leave and never look and she had the perfect chance to leave my destructive ass, but still, she came back to me.

It might not be because of me exactly but I knew I had to be part of the reasons. If not, she could have been anywhere but here on my bed,

laying on my sheets and hugging my pillow for comfort.

A small prideful smile stretched across my face, and I instantly forgot about my day in the Moonbound pack. Marsai has a glow of innocence around her when she wasn't being so uptight and reprimanding.

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